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I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (361 comments)

'm honestly not sure how it happened. He's been my boss since June. I think he was my first crush there, despite him being married and having a family. We're both smarta**es and he has really sexy blue eyes, so I think that's what started it. The longer I knew him, though, the more I began to loathe him. At work, he comes off as very arrogant, lacking compassion, and can be pretty much a douchebag. When he's off the clock, he's actually pretty nice. He said he's really a nice guy, he just was raised to take work seriously...perhaps TOO seriously. There have been many times he's made me want to cuss him out and quit. Things have been strange between us lately, though. Back around Christmas, I gave all of my managers gift bags of candy and he jokingly asked if I poisoned his. If work was slow and some of us got off early and had stuck around to eat, he always ended up sitting next to me. He knows he hasn't always been my favorite person and it seemed like he really enjoyed bothering me. About a month ago, work ceased for a bit for a building makeover, but we still had training at another building. During that time, I guess we've gotten closer. He constantly teases me and pokes fun at me; I was kind of slumped down in a chair that had a hole in the top part and he jokingly pulled my hoodie's hood through the hole and put it over my face and walked away lol; I don't have a vehicle right now and during lunch breaks, he offered to take me to get lunch, but I always declined; he offered me a piece of gum and joked that he didn't poison it, purposely referring back to the Christmas joke; we're FB friends now and he "likes" a lot of my posts; he commented under one post saying how much he appreciates my positivity and encouragement and that it's a "blessing" and that I should "keep it up". All this recent positive attention has caused me to be obsessed with him. Not to mention, I am very sexually attracted to him, but would never act on it. What do I do? How do I go back to loathing him? Also, I had a dream that started off sexual, but then he was my boyfriend and I told him I loved him. Why did I dream that? I am 26, he's 37 and I am by no means unattractive, by the way.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Sniper of the craft table (0 comments)

im attractive red head lady looking for love and adventure were do I start?

posted to relationships by Kadnyce, Historian of the Idealistic (0 comments)

im attractive irish red head 55 looking for love and adventure were do I start to look???????????????????????

posted to relationships by Taylor, Sommelier of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

I am 55 divorced over 20 yrs I chose to stay single to raise my children without hassle as my ex was violent , im children have all now flown the nest and have family of there own and there dad is the best sliced thing from bread lol feel ive wasted years ,im attractive red head irish lady but don't have a clue about dating ,im so out of touch

posted to relationships by Rook, Clown of Time (0 comments)

I am 55 divorced over 20 yrs I shoes to saty single to raise my children without hassle as my ex was violent , im children have all now flown the nest and there dad is the best sliced thing from bed lol feel ive wasted years ,im attractive re head irish lady but don't have a clue about dating ,im so out of touch

posted to relationships by Dana, Lord of Wild Parties (0 comments)

Im so in love with my boyfriend of nearly a year but, recently it seems that he's not that interested in spending time with me anymore. Could it be something im lacking or is he just not interested anymore?

posted to relationships by Cosmo, Deviant of the IT department (2 comments)

I can't stand it anymore, I have no one and no one wants me. Seriously think about that last statement, isn't that what every human being lives for? Yes, to love and to be loved, by that one special someone who makes you feel like heaven is on earth. Who makes you feel like if the world were coming to an end next week, you would just want to spend every last moment with them, watching your favorite movies and getting cozy under a blanket. Well guess what, I have NO ONE! No one likes me, no one wants me, and no one loves me in that romantic way. What a fucking life. And no I am not one of those nerdy magic card playing guys with braces or suspenders. I am a decent looking guy with a job and lots of things going for me. I don't know why this "curse" has been put upon me. All my friends have girlfriends left and right and I am always the third wheel left out in the lurch. Fuck this I hate my life and goodbye cruel unfair world...
posted to relationships by Dana, Superintendent of the Lonely (290 comments)

Where do I begin? I have been working there for almost a year. He was one of the first guys there that I had a tiny crush on. Yes I knew he was married and had a family, but sometimes you can't help who you crush on. I have no desire to be with him. I'd never date him. I truly have no idea how his wife even does it. After knowing him months, I started to seriously dislike him. He's quite arrogant and lacks compassion, at least on the clock. When he's off the clock, he's a totally different person. A couple of months ago, he told me he's actually a nice guy, that he was just raised to take work very seriously. So seriously that he's caused a handful of people to walk out and quit. I've always been sexually attracted to him. I can't seem to understand why, but I am. The area that we work in is very close quarters, so we accidentally touch a lot. Plus, he tends to be naturally touchy-feely. That kind of doesn't help. We have times where we flirt and times where I literally want to punch him in the throat. Everybody who works during the same shift as us, knows I'm not his biggest fan or they have every reason to suspect that. Even recently, a couple of people we work with joked that I hate him. The last month, things have been kind of great between us. We've joked around a lot more. I don't have a vehicle currently and he's offered a couple of times to take me to get lunch on our lunch break, but I declined. I am not sure how to be in a car with him. I can control myself, although I feel it'd be awkward and uncomfortable for me. Back during Christmas, I gave all of my managers gift bags filled with candy. He jokingly had asked if I had poisoned his. A few days ago, he offered me a piece of gum and joked that he didn't poison it. I referred back to the joke from Christmas and he said that's why he made the joke, because of the one from Christmas. We're Facebook friends now and he's been "liking" a bunch of my posts. He even commented on one yesterday and told me how much he appreciates my positivity and encouragement, that it's a blessing and told me to "keep it up". I recently had a dream of him where it started off sexual, but then he became my boyfriend and I kissed him and told him I loved him. I'm not sure why I had a dream of that. I really don't think of dating him. Every time I think of him, I am thinking of sex with him, all kinds of sex lol. But it's weird because every time I get a notification that he has liked a post of mine or commented, I get butterflies and I blush. Even a few days ago, when he noticed I was there, he said good morning and asked how my weekend was and he never did that before and it made me have butterflies. Is this just sexual feelings or what am I feeling here? I am 26, he's 37.

posted to relationships by Lexus, Sheriff of Musclebeasts (4 comments)

I don't really see this as giving advice, but more like in need of advice. First thing's first, my boyfriend and I have been dating for about 6 months. Things were really great in the beginning. He was seriously everything I had been looking for in a guy, but I knew he had a rough past. He had actually been in a gang before, and was also known as a "fuckboy". He had told me that people would judge him for his past, and actually ended up changing schools because of it. I don't know the whole story about his gang past or what had happened, but I know there are things that he definitely isn't proud of. But anyways, that's just kind of a background. Things were great for about 2 months, but then I started getting a feeling that maybe he was cheating behind my back. I knew his password to his instagram because he had told me, so I logged into it and found some pretty flirty messages to someone he had actually hooked up with before. He had also told her that he wanted to hang out with her and that, "relationships don't work out at their age anyways" .. Mind you, she had a boyfriend at the time he hooked up with her and at the time he sent these messages to her to potentially hookup with her again. Anyways, I brought this up to him calmly, wanting answers. He came up with the genius excuse that it was indeed one of his friends who got on his instagram to message her. Of course I knew this was bullshit because he couldn't even tell me which friend did it, and then later made up a whole different story that these messages were sent a long time ago, even though instagram shows you the date you send the messages, and it was during the time that we were together, which was not long ago. He eventually became super upset and got mad at me for even getting on his social media in the first place, although towards the beginning of the relationship, he told me that I could see anything I wanted if I had any concerns. Interesting, right?? So that was his first lie of many, so I just brushed it off. One day, I saw from over his shoulder that he was texting his ex. Again, I politely brought it up and asked for an explanation. He just simply said that she sent him a text apologizing for what she had done (even though I'm at least 95% sure that he was the one who fucked up in that relationship because I even messaged her myself to get the details as to why they broke up, and she told me he came home with a hickey on his neck that she did not give him). Well, he told me that his reply was, "doesn't matter. I'm happy now". Then I got on his phone one day and saw screenshots of that conversation (same day, same time I was looking over his shoulder) and these messages were from him saying things like, "I am so happy to see your name pop up on my screen again. Can we talk as friends and catch up?".. Now, it wasn't that I was mad at him for even texting his ex; I was mad at the fact that he lied to me to my face. One more little story before we broke up: My brother had just gotten married and I went with him and his wife out of state to a place that they wanted to potentially move to. I thought it'd be nice just to get away from home for about 6 days. Well, my last day in Washington, and he texts me saying something along the lines of, "I've lied about many things and I feel guilty. I don't deserve you.". Mind you, I had played the fool and pretended to believe all of his lies when he did lie to me, because I knew he would soon have this stacked up guilt and eventually break. So, he was in a really down mood that last day.. I thought it was really weird that he had brought this up literally out of nowhere, and told him that if he doubted anything, to just break up with me and get it over with. (He said he didn't want to leave me) Well, when I came back, my boyfriend spent the night, and the next morning I just had this gut feeling that something had happened while I was away. I got on his Snapchat and found a conversation between him and some girl with him saying things like, "You're cute", "I wanted to kiss you, but I didn't because I don't want you to catch feelings. I swear my heart is gone", "I wanted to cuddle with you", and even 'jokes' about him wanting her to join while he's showering. I came to find out that he had taken this girl and her friend to a place to eat with a group of his friends the same night that he brought up the whole lying situation and him feeling guilty about it. He was even on facebook messaging his friend bragging about the fact that he was with two girls. (yup. He might as well have just slapped me in the face, because that would've hurt less) He left for work right before I got on snapchat and found that whole situation out. I sent him screenshots of the conversation and told him that I couldn't do it anymore, that I couldn't stand the cheating and lies. He didn't want me to leave because he said he was "addicted" to me. I questioned the love he had for me because I clearly didn't see it. His things were at my house, so he told me he'd come by after work to pick up his stuff. I packed his things up and around 9 hours later, he showed up and saw that I packed his things up. He got pissed and proceeded to try and make me feel guilty by saying "Well, I guess you really want me to leave", and of course I said yes.. Before he went into his work, he even texted me telling me to delete all the photos of us, so I did. Well right after he saw that i packed up his things, he said, "did you delete the pictures of us?" .. I said I did, and he got pissed and said, "well, that was a test to see if you actually cared or not, and I guess you don't". (See how he tried to turn things on me to try and make ME feel guilty for what he had done in the first place?) He left and then told me he was going to drive off of the road and kill himself if I really wanted to leave, manipulating me, trying to make me feel responsible for what happens to his life. Of course I took this very seriously as I would any suicidal situation, and told him I was going to contact his mom and tell her about this. He told me I could tell anyone because it wouldn't matter cause he'd be gone. I am still with him to this day cause we had eventually worked everything out and he told me he'd change and start treating me like I'm the only girl in his world. I have hope that this will be true, but I need some advice. Should I really stay with him in hopes that he will improve himself, or should I just leave this relationship in the past? Any help is greatly appreciated. (SORRY FOR THE LONG STORY)

posted to relationships by Rook, CEO of the craft table (5 comments)

Well I'm 17 just turned actually. I started dating my boyfriend last year around august ish, and he's a year above me. We know the age difference would be a problem one day but we still bonded and fell in love with each other. Any who, he went off to university or college some would call it and I'm still finishing my last year in high school. He's only 4 hours away so we were both thinking oh that's not too bad you know it's a easy trip down. I told him your going to realise that when you go to college there's more in the world than you've experienced and I know that you'll be inquisitive and want to experience more, but I only ask one thing that if activities you do at uni will affect me or us can you please atleast let me know so that I can prepare for it or accept it. Yeah course he said. Sweet, we were both happy 6 months in and going strong, always talked on the phone for hours all that lovey dovey type of cliche stuff. I loved it. Until I found out that he was being unloyal. I was bummed, I was hurt everything normal that a teenager would experience if they went through that, I was ya know telling myself this would pass bla bla bla. Any who we talked we worked through it and everything was on the right track again, not good but we were working towards good, but there was still that doubt that hung over me. It was a bitch I always doubted myself the most. Why would he do that when he had me? It's gotta be me. But we still tried to work through it. But then one day he said that it was better if we were just friends, he needed to figure out his life before he could be with me. Yeah I understood that, again it broke my heart but what got me through was that little hope that when he did we could be together again. How gullible I am. I know believe that after being friends with him for just over 2 weeks that he just wants to be friends with benefits with me. He doesn't want to commit to us because that ties him down. I finally realise that now. And I'm okay with it well that's what I thought, until he told me recently when I was hosting a party that if I got with anyone it'll end us for good, scared is what I felt, vulnerable so I didn't. He said he didn't want me to hook up with anyone else he still loved me. But he wanted to just be friends and find himself. I'm stupid and dumb because here I still am holding on to the hope that one day he will figure himself out and will be together again. But I know deep down he just wants me to be here when he needs me, sexually, mentally and emotionally.

posted to relationships by Max, Samurai of the Hungry (2 comments)

I don't get sex becuase I did my" husband chores" but if I don't ask for sex and do something extra maybe if I'm lucky (I'm starting to wonder just how lucky) she will initiate sex. If things aren't perfect or I wasnt a good boy, No sex. she had a bad day.i had a bad day, no sex her choice ( gotta be chipper to dipper).

posted to relationships by Charlie, Gigolo of the Irredeemably Moist (2 comments)

It's Killing Me

confession

Damn, I still miss my children so much. I've been separated for almost 18 months now and much hasn't changed. I was doing better for awhile but now not so much. You see before I met her I was content and quite happy living along. I had not only adjusted to it but started to really thrive. I've never really had the tools at my disposal to do well in American society. It has quite a bit to do with my childhood and some I honestly believe is genetic though.

I finally found my home in the world and that was through travel and adventure sports. All the things that made me an oddball and on the fringes of society in the States made me insanely strong in this lifestyle. For so long I had lived in the States growing up isolated. There was no place for someone like me; home, work, school, or even friends. I harbored this dream. A dream where I live a normal life. A life filled with a loving wife, children, and maybe even a dog. But I had actually found real happiness with my adventure seeking circle of friends. I actually fit in.

When I met my wife to be I felt that little glimmer of hope come alive again. I could be a real person and have a real life, a normal life. I was so proud and happy when we got married. I know I also played a part in the ruin of that relationship. There's always two involved in that. But the fact that I did everything from beg to scream for a marriage counselor for years before leaving tips the favor on my side I'd think.

I miss my children so badly. I doubt I will heal as everyone hopes I will. See after having someone in my heart there it's left a hole. My penis hadn't worked in over 18 months before I left her. After I left, within a week it was standing at attention every morning I woke up. I did have a girlfriend for a short while after leaving her. That was enough to give me some hope.

I really NEED to have some sort of connection now. But I can't. I need to divorce first and that can't happen for a bit still due to financial matters. I need to divorce so I can go back out and find a woman that actually loves me. I finally figured out my wife's view and a man is really just more a tool than anything. There's no true intimacy, trust, or even really friendship. It seems more pragmatic. It's a fucking job.

That lack of attention to a small matter has escalated now. You know it starts like a small ringing in your ear. Everyone has that every now and again. But what if it just keeps going? In the end it's all you hear and all the time. It's killing me.

At this point I won't lie. I've considered suicide. I still do. I think of how I should exit and what can I get done for my children before I go. I do not like the world at large either. It's pretty disgusting the way I've seen most all people treat each other. I do know I need to somehow protect my children from this world. I can't do that if I'm dead.

posted to relationships by Shiki, Assassin of the Wicked (0 comments)

Im so frustrated with many things right now. For the most part, its been sexual frustration. I love my husband so much. He is the best husband.any wife could want. Hes not perfect by all means, but I have a winner. I feel so frustrated and guilty all the time because I lust after other men. I am constantly fantasizing about having sex, long hard, passionate, raunchy sex. I love sex with my husband. But he doesnt seem as interested. And whenever I suggest foreplay or try new things to spice things up (wwe just got over the first year of second baby born) he looks at me like im weird and says ive changed. I feel rejected. Ive struggled with my confidence and body image this past year. I want to feel sexy again. I know im very beautiful, curvy and sexy to alot of people, but you look at yourself different when you dont FEEL it. I make an effort and he doesnt get it. We have a friend, who in fact married us 7 years ago, that I am completely attracted to. I think about him all the time. I know he has been attracted to me since we met. We have always been friends. Both of our families hang out. I domt want to have an affair. Sometimes I think it would never happen to me. I dont go out of my way to meet anyone. But then I think the longer I indulge in these fantasies and lust, its only a matter of time before I cave in if the opprotunity presents itself. I hate feeling like this. I am a christian who believes in marriage and faithfulness. Id never thought Id struggle like this. I love my husband. I love my family. I love our friendships that we have with the "other guy" and his wife. Id never want to tempt him or ruin his family or mine. Does anyone ever feel like this? I feel so alone. I pray but sometimes I feel like its useless. How do you overcome something like this? Ive never been with anyone except my husband. I asked if he would be ok with me using toys and he said no. But at this point I think Im going to get one and not tell him because I feel its the only way to keep me faithful in weak moments. Between this and all the trials and problems we have had in 2014, Im officially going crazy!

posted to relationships by Stevie, Monk of the Lonely (18 comments)

I love my wife of over 10 years. Intimately there weren't any issues until we decided to have children together (we raised our oldest, hers by another for 8 yrs together). Since she was pregnant with our 4 yr old (we also have a 28 Mo old). Sex of any kind, but especially oral has become very conditional for her. I'm a man, therefore it takes alot to get me out of the mood. Not so for my wife. Now I get to jump through hoops just to sleep with the only person I want to.

posted to relationships by Frankie, Historian of Good (1 comment)

So ive been talking, skyping, becoming really intimate with this guy for over the past 8/9 months. However the majority of it has been long distance. He lives in New Zealand and doesn't plan on moving and I'm in school in the states so I can't move right now either.. we recently just went on a trip over thanksgiving to an island together. The entire trip lasted about 7 days and it was amazing. I didn't want it to end. I thought it'd be weird considering that's the longest period of time we've ever spent together in person. And it was amazing! We get along so well, our sense of humor is cohesive with one another. ,it works, it feels right. He even insisted on footing most of the bills while away the on the holiday since he knows I'm a student and I don't have the most money currently.. after the trip, it was confirmed. I'm definitely in love with him. He's the type of person I can see myself with. He's so special. My heart kind of sunk when I went back home to face the reality that I wouldn't be seeing him again for a while.. andnow about a week and a half later, we're talking about where this thing is going. He said he sees so many major factors that might seem extremely difficult overtime. llike the fact that he's older.. most of those in his age group are starting to settle down, the distance between the USA and New Zealand is vast, the time zones. He chooses to focus on these things rather than focus on the good. Of course they need to be addressed but I feel that if you really care about someone enough, you try your damnest to make it work. And I feel he's not wanting to even try.. but I asked him straight up on numerous occasions if he wanted to end the relationship, he said no not at all. With no hesitation. But He is so hung up about things I view as minuscule. He's just so confused on what he wants and tends to over think the situation. So the ball is in his court for sure. I told him I'll give him his time and space to think things through so here I am. Torturing myself while he debates his feelings and thoughts. I just don't know anymore. His uncertainty is making me feel like he doesn't really want the relationship as much as I do. But it doesn't feel like that. I think he may be self sabotaging. I think he just doesn't want to get hurt, and invest further feelings down the line for nothing. This is going to hurt regardless. But I think I just neendto know sooner than later. I'm already so invested but I just want him to be happy. And honest with himself and his feelings. I don't understand what he's thinking. Does anyone have any ideas on the matter? Or can offer words of advice on the situation? Anything will help!!

posted to relationships by Ari, Maiden of the Idealistic (1 comment)

Recently my fiancé left me. For a week. He decided that he needed space because he wasn't happy, and needed to "figure things out". He came back, but still seems unhappy to me. Short replies, and I just get a general vibe of depression. I'm not sure if the relationship is good for him, and in turn, me. My question is, if a person doesn't have the right mindset, and feels as if they are going to be unhappy no matter what, can they be happy? Do you CHOOSE to be happy or is it something that can be changed?

posted to relationships by Peyton, Real Estate Agent of the Forgotten Lands (1 comment)

Haiiiii to everyone!!!!!!!!i want to tell u something that Is I want to fuck my mom and sis.my mom is aged 37 and sis is 15.my sister is soo sexy that she looks like katrina hot beauty and about mom that she is like madhuri dixit too horny that she has affair with few mens(that I watched in her whatsapp ANd she even fucked with some men and my sister when she was small she would smooch with me and even have little sex with me like kissing,blowjob but know she doesn't allow me it.please give me advice to how to seduce both of them and fuck her and make them my wives please give me good advice.....please no jokes it's serious

posted to relationships by Addison, Barbarian of the Satisfied (7 comments)

I came here hoping to receive some advice with something I did almost three years ago. I am currently 21 and when I was three days away from my 19th birthday I had sex for the first time. Although this would be memorable occasion for most people I have been questioning myself and wondering how I went down that road for the past 2 1/2 years. At the time, me and my brother were on vacation visiting family in South America when we went to spend a week with one of our uncles and his family. It was during my week there that I have not been able to stop thinking what I have done because to this day I keep remembering the nights where me and my cousin had sex. It all started when we saw each other after not seeing each other in about three years. At first he was all cold towards me but by the end of the night we were close friends again. The next few days we would spend the day talking to each other, walking by the river, playing video games, in short we were almost inseparable. When the weekend came my uncle decided to throw a party for our arrival. On the night of the party we got even closer because we drank and got really close when we danced. As the party came to an end I headed to bed because I got a little tipsy and he accompanied into the bedroom. As I threw myself onto the bed he lied down beside me and hugged me. I told him to leaver alone because I was sleepy but instead he kissed me. I was somewhat surprised but at the same time I knew it was going to occur because I knew he had feelings for me. After some kissing we started to make out and things got really steamy. It was then when I decided to stop what we were doing because I thought it wa wrong, after all we are cousins. That night we didn't have sex but the following day we couldn't keep our eyes of each other. I knew he wanted me and he knew that I wanted him. The second night I decided to have sex with him because I reasoned with myself saying that he's only my half cousin. The first night we had sex all my worries disappeared and he even admitted to me that he loved me. The next few nights we would have sex for almost 2 hours , always worried that someone in the house would wake up and hear what we were doing. When it was time for me to leave we kissed good bye and promised to skype and text each other. When I returned to the U.S we would skype each other and talk about those nights. For the next few months we remained in contact but after about 7 months he would not talk to me with much frequency. I decided that it was a good thing because that way I could forget about him. Although I managed to forget about him for a few months he contacted me once again and a year after our sexual encounter we were talking to each other again. By this time I started fooling myself that he really loved me and that I loved him also. again he would stop contacting me but this time I would start to get depressed. My depression was so strong that I would barely eat or sleep, when I did sleep I would cry myself to sleep, I isolated myself from everyone, and began to hate myself for what I did. Again he contacted me but as hard as tried to forget about him I would find myself anxiously responding his messages and awaiting for his response. 2 1/2 years later I am still trying to forget about him and what I did with him those few nights. I find that it has become difficult for myself to forget about him because caused myself to believe that we truly loved each other. I came to this place hoping to find some answers that would help me find a way to permanently forget him, resist the urge to text him, and stop fantasizing over the idea that if given another opportunity I would repeat the same mistake I committed those almost three years ago. I am about to finish college and I had not had a single relationship because I was so devoted to someone who I know realized only used me to satisfy his sexual desires. I truly want to get over him so that I would be able to start a true relationship and be able to experience what it really means to be in love.

posted to relationships by Harper, Lady of the Hungry (7 comments)

Acceptance

rant

I still think about you everyday sometimes i still dont want to accept us being apart but it was the best thing for us individualy im happy your happy but i still remember when i thought id be the person youd be happy with.. I wasnt.

posted to relationships by Cosmo, Peasant of the Irredeemably Moist (1 comment)

My girlfriend asked me one day if i have ever fantasized about being with a guy. After feeling a little scared because i didnt know if this was some kind of test I said no but have wondered how it would be. So the next time we had sex she started playing with my ass and it was nice but didnt play into it. A few days later i walk in the room after getting home from work and she was masturbating to some bisexual porn she told me how much it turned her on so i sat down and watcbed it with her she noticed how hard i was getting. She had me undress and and went down on me she got her finger wet and slid it inside me and things have progressed since that day using a dildo on me and now wants me to be with another man. I am open to try but she wants me to pick up a guy and i have no idea how to go about this.I want do this for her but am scared to death that my guy friends will find out and out me to evryone including my family. Please help me....

posted to relationships by Rebecca, Stewardess of the Wildlands (31 comments)

I feel like I have lost all trust, if not most in the one I was supposed to trust the most. The one I love I feel is manipulating me into doing the things they want and not what I want. From stealing and lying to the possibility of cheating. I feel alone and worn down, not knowing what is to come. What to fear, what to say, what to think or what to feel. I am alone in this universe is the only thing that I can relate to, feeling trapped within my mind and not knowing how to escape and think of the happier things. It all only leads to the worst. Is it worth it, am I supposed to keep going on or am I to end something that started off so beautiful only to lie in defeat. I am what I am, I love because I want to, I love them because they understood. Now I feel trapped almost, not knowing what is going on due to distance and miscommunication. I ask, but no response. I try, but no effort. I'm only left with my thoughts and desperation for a connection that it drives me crazy. Am I? Is it worth it? In the long run, maybe, for now I can't say. Time will go on and I will continue to think and do what I do, not because I want to, but because I feel I have to. Its where my mind goes, I have no control. Maybe I am crazy, maybe I am alone. I quote: "I feel this great, great pressure, coming down on me. It's constantly coming down on me. It's crushing me."

Thank you for your time

posted to relationships by Rook, Superintendent of Good (1 comment)

I needed to talk to someone and cant speak to my family or friends or fiancé for that matter but do you ever feel alone?

I'm getting married in September, everything is more or less arranged apart from the honeymoon. This is where the trouble starts!

Me and my fiancé have paid for everything, sometimes its been a struggle but we got through it. We both work, she works full time and I have my own business which I only do one night. As its getting closer to the big day the word honeymoon keeps coming up, she is so apprehensive about booking it or talking about it and I thought I could understand as there was money that still needed to be paid, but now that its all been paid and I mention about honeymoons her response is lets not talk about it or we cant talk about it.

The thing is with my business I can do an extra night and we would have the money in a matter of weeks, am I just overthinking things??

I know for women they have dreamt about there wedding day all there lives, but all I have thought about is seeing how beautiful she looks on the day and also getting away for a few weeks to relax.

Am I thinking wrong, and if I am please tell me because I'm so confused.

(W from the Emerald Isle)

posted to relationships by Addison, Lady of Time (5 comments)

She came into my room and woke me up. She asked me if i thought she was hot, to which i said yes. She was wearing a sexy nightie... She said that she had not been intimate with my dad who is currently out of town on a business trip. She fondled me. She asked me to kiss her which i did. She asked me if i was attracted to her but i instead undid her left strap of her nightie. She wasn't wearing a bra. I sucked her incredibly erect left nipple while i caressed her right one. She touched my dick and was startled to find out how hard i was! I kissed her neck and ran down my tongue down her chest. She started to moan gently. I lay her flat on my bed and licked her erect left nipple while i fingered her pussy through her panties. I noticed that she was getting wet down there.. She was moaning too. I licked her umbilical cord and moved way down to her pussy. I moved her panties to one side and licked her labia lips in a spiral then lateral fashion. She was very very wet down there and i tasted her cum juices alot. I pulled out my black cock and entered very roughly and fast while licking her left ear. After about 5 minutes i came in her..

posted to relationships by Bobbie, Tour Guide of Darkness (6 comments)

I posted a confession here a few days ago titled "Two Decades with Mom", about a nearly two decade incestuous relationship between my mother that started when I was was 28, and got the stereo typical answer(s) I expected. I understand why people react the way they do, I really do. Our whole lives we've been told incest is a bad thing and between an adult and an adolescent child; I couldn't agree more. Their have been some people who have suggested my mother and I see a psychiatrist, and although at times we have considered it, we've come to realize although society doesn't accept the type of relationship we have, we love each other dearly, and love, no matter how disgusted society may be against some forms of it, is the single greatest human emotion, and no one should be condemned for who they love, regardless of relation to one another.

posted to relationships by Taylor, Author of Darkness (4 comments)

Mother Fucker

confession

The word gets used on a daily basis by hundreds of thousands, if not millions of people day and night; myself included. Whenever I say it, the word holds its literal meaning for me. For nearly twenty years now, my mother and I have been in a on and off again sexual relationship that began when I was 28, and my mother was 49. At the time, my step-father was nearing the end of his year long battle with cancer, and my mother was at a very low time in her life. During a week long visit for Thanksgiving, my mother and I began an incestous relationship that continues to this day. What started as casual sex between us, quickly became something more than we ever could have anticipated. After my step-father lost his battle with cancer, we lived on and off together in a monogamous for nearly five years until my youngest sister nearly caught us once. After that, I moved into my own place so mom and I could have our privacy, but our paranoia lead to us seeing other people, and for a time it seemed our relationship was becoming somewhat normal again, as we both dated other people and eventually married our future spouses. When my second step-father began to have performance issues in bed, instead of seeking treatment, he did nothing, and as a result their marriage began to suffer. My own marriage hadn't been going all to we'll either, and eventually lead to my mother and I having an affair. We eventually divorced our spouses, and we have been together ever since. We've accepted the fact that we can never come out about the true nature of our relationship, and we are fine with that considering the damage it would cause within the family. We love each other deeply, and sex is just one way we express our love for each other on a daily basis.

posted to relationships by Max, Author of the Irredeemably Moist (1 comment)

So I still have these feelings for my best friend. I know it's gonna take some time to really move on, but for now this is such a bummer (I had posted a bit of what's going on awhile back, under the same title, if anyone is interested). Anyway, she and I have been talking alot lately about people thinking we're a couple. It's really confusing me even more. Why do we keep bringing this up, if we're not interested in turning into something more? It really doesn't help that the last time we were together, there was so much banter that I couldn't tell if we were actually flirting. We're both so awkward and oblivious to this kind of stuff, but initiating constant physical contact (tickling, playful shoves, etc.) has to mean something, right? I could just be reading too much into this. Either way, the feelings are still here, but I don't wanna put distance between us cuz she's my only friend, and vice versa. I'm still not going to tell her how I feel, cuz I really don't think she feels the same. These feelings are annoying, that's for damn sure. I guess I'll just have to wait it out and hope I can get back to just seeing her as my best friend. Our friendship means everything to me and I won't chance that by being selfish and telling her how I feel.

posted to relationships by Brett, CEO of Evil (1 comment)

Congratulations you have destroyed another human being. You gave up, didn't even want to try, but then couldn't say that you didn't love me. But did you really because people who love each other don't give up on the other. Especially for the reasons that you gave. You are a selfish human being, selfish because you weren't think aboutiques us like you said, you were only thinking about you. How your life is hard, not how my life is hard, not how our lives are hard. Three years. That just a number. Three years that I gave you, three years that I loved you, three years that I supported you, three years that I comforted you, three years where I put up with all the bullshit you brought, three years and on because we planned our lives together. Literally just a few nights ago talking about our future together. Two days later saying your life is too complicated without having to worry about our relationship. Two days and a year having to take time out of your schedule to come see me was too hard. 1 minute. That's all it took to break me inside. Suddenly I wasn't worth trying anymore, all those future plans no longer exist. You completely blindsided me. You had just told me hours before you loved me. Then you do the opposite and break me. You blame it all on distance, you know what I blame it on your selfishness. Your selfishness to end it when you did. Your selfishness for taking and not giving. Your selfishness of keeping silent instead of talking. Your selfishness in stealing moments that I could have spent with someone who actually cares. Your selfishness for making me love you. I want to hate you, I really really do, but I know that I can't. But I also know you are going to move on faster than me and kill me inside even more. So just so future tips for you, don't tell them you love them unless you are going to stay. Don't make them deal with your mother and her negative soul crushing self unless you plan to stay. Don't let them love you just so you can crush them. Most of all you need to get out of that house. This isn't for me this is for you. If you don't get out now you never will and they will control you for the rest of your life. Say no. Don't be their slave, your their child and there is nothing wrong with helping but you are allowed to say no. Get away from the negative toxic environment that you live in constantly. Most of all I hope that you succeed in your career. I hope you find happiness and peace. Most of all I hope you find someone who lived you as much as i did. Goodbye.

posted to relationships by Blaine, Garçon of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

I am a Miscreant

confession

That's me. That's after more than five decades of life on this earth. I've always hesitated in deeper relationships with people and now as I look around I'm even more horrified. I know that everyone tries their best. We all do. But I swear that this life has just beaten me. I'm dropping out of modern life more and more too.

I have a disgust for Western Civilization as I've lived farther and farther away from the USA. No I'm not a freaky psycho killer jihadist either. Sadly I do see their point when they call Westerners "soulless". I've seen the destruction it rains down on foreign soil at least in the form of social and economic impact.

Still I'm the odd man out. I'm the one that can't live that way. If there is life out there past our atmosphere, why would they come here other than to conquer? I don't think we as a species would be worth having as a friend.

posted to relationships by Kadnyce, Handmaid of Light (0 comments)

I love my boyfriend but I can't be with him anymore, I have gone through so much just to be with him, we both live in the same area yet I only get to see him 4 times a month, I just want someone that's actually there, if i'm feeling down he'd be able to come and make me feel better. His parent's were the reason we couldn't see eachother much but now that they've accepted us, the extra 1-2 holidays we used to have together every other month he told me he can't see me on them, for no reason. I'm tired of being with someone and feeling so lonely

How do I move on from him ? I do love him so much but I am not going through the pain he puts me through and letting him decide everything, I know he's wrong for me so I need to get over him, I just don't know where to start

posted to relationships by Brett, Curator of Evil (1 comment)

Who wants to come to my house and suck some dick and get fucked in the ass/pussy? Hit me up if you do so I can txt you.got a black cock

posted to relationships by Max, Garçon of Justice (10 comments)

Who the fuck is marc, maybe its nothing maybe im crazy maybe even obsessed but who the fuck is marc?

Who the fuck is he should i be this worried or concerned i mean shes not mine but she claims im hers so who the fuck is marc?

Is it a date or just a friendly outing do i approach it or leave it alone all i want to know is who the fuck is marc?

Should i stalk him find out who he is or should i just ask her who he is "who the fuck is marc"?

Who fucking spells mark marc anyway either way all i need to know is who the fuck is marc?

I will kill this bitch run into him with my car maybe even off the bridge all i want to know is who tge fuck is marc?

Did you kiss him? Fuck him? Or even hug him cause if so i need to know who the fuck is marc?

Is she playing with me or trying to get over me she said she had no time to date but shes with him and not me so somebody please tell me who the fuck is

Suspect in question is wearing a black t shirt and khakis with black shoes bowling a ball and still the questing remains who the fuck is marc?

Read this and feel a way but when youre done tell me who the fuck is marc?

Ill ask you one more time then no more will i write but girl you better tell me

WHO THE FUCK IS MARC???

posted to relationships by Harper, Rockstar of Imagination (5 comments)

I've been out of dating seen for awhile I'm 54 red head attractive ,was just out of touch with the dating but I went on a dasdasting site and have dated a guy twice with veiw to more dates she I was on the dating scene I used to go have bikini wax but havnt in few years ,what way should a lady loom down there at 54 this is causing me greive ,I'm sexy and big busted but have been out off touch with sex

posted to relationships by Elaine, Sheriff of Evil (4 comments)

So I'm reading this book that has three some scenes in them, long story short the 2 are in love but invited a 3rd friend to join them and I can't help but feel hurt by the scenes they are really hard for me to read, I have along standing hate for cheating. And I don't know why but these scenes make me feel, dirty, heartbroken, anxious and turned on at the same time it's conflicting and frustrating I mean what do I do????

posted to relationships by Elaine, Manager of the Irredeemably Moist (6 comments)

What's it mean when you contact an older female friend and she gets back to you 2 days later?

posted to relationships by Dakota, Clerk of Darkness (2 comments)

Looking back I now have the clarity to see how foolish I had been for that whole year! He was really good at it though he knew exactly how to keep me on the line. He would call me fat but then the next day I would get a text about how amazing I was and how much he loved me. He told me I was too much for any man to handle, putting the thought in my head that I had to stay with him. It took me a year to see what was happening, yes a year!! There was one specific moment I remember realizing how unhealthy my relationship was, we were about five minutes from his house we were long distance so the car ride had been long and I really needed to use the restroom. I asked him if we could please stop at his house before we went to our destination but it was too inconvenient for him to do so he told me no I sat there trying not to get emotional as I just realized my boyfriend can't even be kind enough to let me pee.... That was one of the main things that broke me. There wasn't a huge event or a screaming match it was the casual insults it was him yelling instead of teaching it was the mind games of I love you I hate you. His friends were not very nice either which was fuel to that fire telling him I was too much work and that he was too good for me. Moral of the story is if you are in a toxic relationship and you know it then get out because I still have times I think about the names he called me and I feel worthless! Don't give anyone that power over you!

posted to relationships by Kadnyce, Wizard of Good (3 comments)

You know how we live in the world of roleplay? Well, a year ago I attended a Model united nations' conference where you have to roleplay to become delegates representing different countries in different committees. I have read many articles and heard how many fell in love at the MUN they attended together. Mostly delegates fall in love as they are of same age and in their best behaviour and best clothes. Similarly, I once attended an MUN and instead of falling in love with another delegate of my age, I kind of fell in love with my chairperson. He took my breath away as soon as he walked into the room and so I know it was not because how he was in his best behaviour, rather, it was kind of a sudden attraction. I felt my stomach twist and my insides clench. I remained calm but this is what happened; I think he fell for me too. Everyone said so and I believe them. He even texted me afterwards and we had a heart to heart everyday 24/7 for some days till the problem came. Problem? Well.. He moved to the other side of the world for college. I am still a senior in highschool. We kind of stopped talking as "life is too fast paced there to make time for anyone who doesn't live there". I even wrote a poetic article for him. Before leaving, he promised we were going to stay in touch forever and ever. The last we talked he told me when he was going to return for semester break but the last we talked was likw five months ago but I am still not over him. I think about him everyday. I relive those moments and fall in love everyday. I don't know how to get over the fact that nothing was there and nothing can ever happen. God help me!

posted to relationships by Arthur, Guardian of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

I just really need to say this without her or her friends seeing this. I love her, so very much. If I could make my life the happiest it could be it would be right beside her raising the family she always wanted, and pursuing our dreams as a team. It won't happen but I guy can dream can't he. I honestly couldn't tell you how she feels about me. I know that she cares but I don't know how much. She doesn't share her days with me like she did when we were together and she's keeping distant from me. It feels strange, she normally is so adiment about telling me about her day and always about her new boyfriends. But a few days ago she told me she broke up with a guy she was with for 3 months. If felt horrible because she encourages flirting between us. You can't do that while you're dating. I brought that up with her and it upset her. She thinks of me like a brother now so I guess that makes it ok, but what about how her now ex felt about it or about how I felt. Even if I don't have a chance I still don't like the idea of it. Anyhow that's not why I'm here. I'm at a point where I need to focus on myself and I can't seem to do that with the idea of her being sad. She was really hurt by it and I can't focus on getting my own shit together. I want to tell her she will be alright but I don't think that will help her. She wants a foundation that no one our age can provide for her. She's lost in this princess world I just can't seem to pull her out of. I mean she's smart and working as a teacher but that was because she really is a genius of our time. If she would just find a older guy with decent values I think she would be happy but her parents wouldn't allow that. I don't know. I just needed to put my thoughts together where people i dont know can respond if they feel so inclined.

posted to relationships by Dakota, Warrior of the Irredeemably Moist (1 comment)

Dear Male Friend,

There is something that I have been wanting to tell you for a long time. I have fought the good fight and lost this battle. I have been left with no choice but it’s either now or never. A little voice in my head has been telling me that if I never let you know, then I will never know. Its better to know now so that this can get resolved and I can be free. The thing is that I can’t balance my feelings or explain them appropriately. I am just going to have to try. I have embarrassed myself on an odd number of occasions and I am about to do that again. I have been afraid to tell you just in case these feelings are not reciprocated. For me it becomes another tale of unrequited love. When I examine these feelings I don’t really know whether I am ready to be in a relationship or I am ready to work towards acquiring a relationship. I do accept that if I got into something and if it ended there could be heart break. I know that I want to be in something whereby I give it my best shot, by being the best person I can be to make someone happy. I don’t know the process that two individuals go through from day one to the day of making it official that they are in a relationship. I am very inexperienced when it comes to this area. Some say you can have a special friend whereby you both know that you like each other and work towards being in a relationship. Some say that the guy makes the move.

I would just like to spend more time with you, do stuff together whilst getting to know each other better. When I try to be practical about this situation, I can only think about the reasons why you don’t feel the same way. I think its my age and my skin colour that deter you from ever seeing me differently. I could be wrong. I know that I make one mistake in life which is thinking that love is colour blind. The problem there is, from my perspective that is how I see the world. I don’t need to look at the colour of your skin to feel something for you. I see people whom they truly are. What I really wanted to tell you was that I think you are a great guy and I totally fancy you. I have enjoyed every time I have spent with you even tough its just a little. I feel that I want you to be in a relationship because for me that is my ticket out. I would have to stop fancying you and it means that you cannot ever spend time with me because all the time in the world will be reserved. I just wanted to get over you. To conclude this letter, I just want to say that if you don’t feel the same way, I am cool with it. I have a feeling that you will give a petty excuse like you always do. Please just say yes or no.

Yours

Female Friend

posted to relationships by Dakota, Breeder of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

So this is what we have become. Two strangers who barely speak. You're over me I'm still recovering from you but in the end seven was just a number that someday meaning today would have no meaning. Blue will never exist in my world again. She made a great impact but it's all over now. Chapter seven has fully ended.

posted to relationships by Addison, Administrator of Wild Parties (1 comment)

My boss is a major jerk 85% of the time, at least at work. When we're off the clock, we get along just fine. I enjoy talking to him when he's not on the clock. But when he's in boss mode, he's the worst and nobody can stand him. We've had people walk out and quit, because of him. I've almost walked out myself, because of him. The weird thing is, I am very sexually attracted to him. He's older, I am 26 and he's almost 37. I don't think I am emotionally or mentally attracted to him, but I have started finding myself obsessed with him. Most people know I don't care much for him. Every time I am pissed off at work or because of work, people are like "what did _____ do now?" One day, him and another guy I dislike were off of work. I told one of my managers (who is the sweetest girl ever and doesn't have any enemies) that both of my least favorite people weren't there that day and she asked "who's the second one?" because even SHE was aware of who the first was lol!!! He's been out of the country this week for a church mission trip and last night, I had a dream about him. It was a sex dream originally, but then he was my boyfriend and I told him I loved him. What the heck does this mean? I had a crush on him a while back and my friend said she figured I did because he was the one I "hated" the most.

posted to relationships by Dakota, Sniper of the Wildlands (1 comment)

I crave something I never had I don't think I deserve it I crave to be looked at by men and I crave to be kissed I crave hands to roam my body I crave innocence and simplicity I crave to be loved like none other I just want to be wanted I crave a smile, a blush, a simple touch But I've yet to gain that privilege I know I am not good enough, but cant you give me a chance ? Like I said, I crave to be something...anything at all.

posted to relationships by Dana, Knight of the Wicked (1 comment)

Hello everyone, I think I have been on this site about a hundred times, just reading other peoples stories. Seeing if I can help, looking to see whether I can apply any advise given to my own life, or just to read out of pleasure. But now, this is the first time I have something to ask. Something to tell, so that it will just be put out there for anyone to listen to me. How do you know if you are in-love? All my life I have never believed in it. I just though that it was all in your head, and that cheating, and divorce, or not being attracted to each other was the constant thing in relationships. But now that I'm in one. A relationship that I'm completely happy in, what do I think now? Am I in-love? Am I going crazy? Or is this actually what it is? Happiness and caring wrapped up so tight that I can barely think or do anything.

How do you know if you are in-love or not?

posted to relationships by Nikki, Scout of the Financial Services department (4 comments)

I've been seeing this guy for about 9 months now. Most of which have been long distance which has its up and downs. About four months ago, we broke up. It was hands down the most emotional thing thus far in the relationship. We were both very emotional and crying. He was the one who ended it. He wanted to know if we would stay in touch after the break up. I told him, maybe, just not anytime soon. I needed time and space to get over him. Then about a month after that, we spoke again. I asked him how he was doing.. and just like that, we picked up where we left off in a way. To this day, he hasnt gave me a reason as to why he decided to continue our relationship after he decided to end it. But in so many words, he said he was reflecting a bunch while we were apart, so maybe the helped. Now, we talk almost everyday or every other day. We just work well together. We dont get to see eachother in person that often anymore unfortunately but we send gifts, facetime, message, ect. It's for sure hard living extremely far apart (13 hr time difference too). There are so many factors working against the relationship but despite the odds, we both remain together. I can honestly say hes one of my best friends. I love spending time with him and talking to him. I honestly cannot see myself with anyone else. I'm even at the point where I care about him so much that I would even be willing to go our separate ways- if thats what made him happy.

With all that being said, of course, both of us have our flaws and difference but despite those things I deeply care for him. After much thought, I think that deep care is love. Ive never been in love with someone before so im not really sure how it feels but I think this is it. At this point Ive been feeling this way for a few months now but I'm deeply nervous to tell him. What if he doesnt feel the same way? what if he react poorly? Should I wait for him to say it first? Then my next obstacle is how to tell him? ..We wont be seeing eachother in person anytime soon but we do facetime/ skype quite often. So perhaps thats the best method? Or should I wait until I see him in person next? Or should I do it over a message? Im so lost here so any guidance at all will be deeply appreciated. thanks!

posted to relationships by Andy, Ranger of the Rich (1 comment)

no more love i have to give i cannot bear the pain that comes with it i try and i try and still you make me cry but you have messed up for the last time so i cannot give you another chance my heartbeat for love has flatlined you can no longer be apart of my life i gave you more than 1000 chances but it wasn't enough you needed 1001 my hearts broken it does not work im going out of business i dont want anymore kisses i just want my heart to repair im hurt for the last time.... now i must go and dry my own eyes

posted to relationships by Susan, Herald of the Satisfied (3 comments)

But them Niggers are all over the dating sights it don't matter nigger sand nigger they're both the same . Took over the dating sights . After looking at those nappy ass hood rats , and how ugly black women are . Makes me sick to my stomach .

posted to relationships by Alton, Pope of Imagination (7 comments)

It's just hit me , I've just realised what I have been feeling for the last 5 months ... Grief! , I've been grieving for the loss of my mother even though she is still alive , wow! I'm heartbroken and I've only just realised ! No wonder I was confused to why I'd keep crying, why I feel like dying , why my heart aches . I'm grieving for you but I didn't even realise.... when you break up with someone you go through the same motions but you know why it's pretty much like grief because you feel like you've lost that person forever and it hurts and you try everything to get what you had back because it hurts but things seem to get worse and you don't know why , why are you trying and things get even worse for and that person pushes you away even further and your heart squeezes extra tighter and I did even notice it's actually, maybe not that I'm grieving the loss of my mother but it's the relationship breakdown which equals to the loss of my mother . How sad ... should I tell you I don't know but what I do know is I will feel better now I know why I feel this way ... finally

posted to relationships by Blaine, Cleric of the Financial Services department (2 comments)

He still makes my knees weak. I cannot be myself around him anymore because I was never enough in the end. He's trying to be nice to me, but I can't look at him without feeling that rush. I can't let go of my first love. I found out he's friends with this slut girl who I hate. It bothers me she talks to him. I want him to look at me the same way for just a moment. It will never end, he'll be gone forever after May. I wish I could have done something right.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Carpenter of the Homeless (2 comments)

Please allow me the privilege of introducing myself, I'm Kevin . Let's see now, anticipation will probably do more to excite and paint your mind a picture of me than any I could send at this time. Brown hair, green eyes, 5ft8in, 165lb, physically fit. I like nature, holding hands, full moons, summertime, fleamarkets, picnics, playing banjo and keyboard, cooking, a good movie. I own a house. There, I think I typed that in one breath. lol Need more? Well alright then. If you're my girl I'll caress your cheek when I walk by just to show I care. I'll listen intently when you need to talk about something important. If you're my girl I'll rub your back and shoulders after a long hard day and bring you breakfast in bed on your birthday. Want me to stop? Didn't think so. My lips are Sooooooooooo Kissable. In the bedroom (or the kitchen?) I'll do my best to make your hips thrust forward with delight just before we make love and hope the feeling never ends....Oh Sweetheart  My friend  My lover. And that's a savory taste of who I am. This is what you desire. This is what you deserve.........................

posted to relationships by Allison, Tour Guide of the Forgotten Lands (3 comments)

So this is going to be really sappy and and winey, but I have to get it out. I get upset When my boyfriend goes out to parties or social events without me. Not because I want to party or anything. It's because I'm jealous other people get to be with him when I don't. I know that's selfish, but bare with me. I have very bad anxiety, trust issues, and am emotionally damaged to the max. I have this irrational fear that he will find someone that he connects with more than me. Which I know it will happen. It always does... And I won't be mad when it does. I know I'm not good enough for him. I can't do most of the things he does or wants to. I would love to, but I have a daughter that I have to care for. I know he's not ready for the responsibility of a child. He may say he is, but he's not. Even his mom so kindly threw that at me. And I can't blame him. He's freshly 21 and getting ready to graduate from college. He's in his prime years. It's not fair of me to hold him to that. I'm not sure how long it's going to take for him to realize that he wants someone better. But I'm going to cherish every moment I have with him..

posted to relationships by Taylor, Cleric of the IT department (1 comment)