I'm in love with my best friend. No, I don't mean I have a crush. I mean I can't stand being away from him. He tells me everything and he makes me feel happier than anyone else can. Here's the problem: He's dating my other best friend. He's liked her forever and he finally asked her out a couple months ago. They'be been the cutest couple ever since. I want to be happy for them, I really do. It's just too damn hard. Every time they kiss I smile and tease them like everyone else even though on the inside my heart feels like it's being squeezed and stomped on. All I can think is "Why can't that be me?" "Why is she so perfect?" "Why can't he love me like I love him?" My mom once told me that if you love someone you're supposed to let them go, but she forgot to mention how hard it would really be.