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2 days before I found out I was pregnant while on contraception I had a dream I was in my old back garden where I grew up there as a child , it was a beautiful summers day I was in the back garden with two children , identical twins they looked like cherubs with curly blonde ringlets they was beautiful so golden and bright , I remember kneeling down and opening my arms to invite them in and embraced them both I felt nothing but love for them both I couldn't shake this dream . What does this dream mean ?

posted to life by Harper, Farmer of the Idealistic (2 comments)

don't call me stupid; I'm just a hungry girl, and you taste so sweet

posted to life by Max, Attendant of the Satisfied (3 comments)

If a girls smiles at you, she's not ALWAYS trying to hit on you. It sucks that are so many easy sluts these days that guys assume if you smile or treat them like a human you like them Uhh no bud, you're not all that. Get over yourself. I'm nice to everyone.

posted to life by Rook, Fashion Model of the Hungry (10 comments)

I am 20 years old female . I was born with a little small circle of a birthmark above my lip . They doctor told my mom it will eventually go away just a blood vessel popped when I was in the womb and it all went to me. Well the doctors was wrong the older I got the more it grew . I’m at the age I think where it finally stop spreading ,it is now from my lip to under my eyes to in side my mouth. All over the right side of my face mostly.

Yes I was picked on a lot in school for it when they finally came out with shearcover make up , we decided to try it && it work great couldn’t even know I had one so till that day I wore makeup everyday just so I could look normal people still knew it was me still make up of me.

Finally in high school I just got to wear I didn’t care what anyone said anymore I was me. I was tried of the making fun of so I started be like I don’t care && being a bitch finally it all just stopped you would have those couple people that still will but I could care less .

I have realized now I don’t care what people think ,, I am me , I don’t need your opinion , I think I’m beautiful

posted to life by Addison, Apprentice of Arts and Crafts (0 comments)

Some parents just seem to focus on "disciplining" their child as a 'right of passage' if you will for the child. I remember seeing a news article once about a baby who died (illness I believe) and his mother was quoted saying "he'll never get to go on a date, or get his first whipping from his dad." Another time a person who used to work for my company was pregnant, she knew she was having a girl and she said during her pregnancy "if this little girl gets smart with me I wont hesitate to smack her in her mouth." What's with these people? I'm a brand new first time parent; I'm not naive I know at some point my child will misbehave and need discipline. But not once during my pregnancy, or now that she's arrived have I thought of what I'll do when she misbehaves, it simply doesn't enter my mind; I'll cross that bridge when I get there. I will say though I'll never whip my child or slap her across the face.

posted to life by Lisa, Mistress of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

Wishes to be granted by four face Buddha: 1) This Gmail user wants to marry Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 in Facebook and also in real life one day. 2) gmail user wants to convert to become and be a muslim one day and marry Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 in real life one day. 3) Gmail user and Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 want to get married to each other in Facebook and in real life one day. 4) Gmail user and Facebook username kim.kyoungjse.568 want to keep in contact and contact each other in Facebook, social media and in real life. 5) Gmail user and Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 want to continue to be in boyfriend girlfriend relationship with each other and eventually get married to each other in real life one day. 6) Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 wants Gmail user to convert to become and be a muslim and marry her in real life one day. 7) Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 and Gmail user want to love each other as lover, boyfriend girlfriend and spouse with each other. 8) Gmail user wants to listen to Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 and be controlled by her. 11) Facebook username kim.kyoungjae.568 wants Gmail user to listen to her and be controlled by her.

posted to life by Hazel, Illusionist of the Forgotten Lands (0 comments)

I should premise this discussion with the background that I am a graduate level, and forever learning, blogger. I have traveled through North America, Europe, and South Africa. My life passions include finding what motivates others and pushing boundaries to assist them in accomplishing their goals. This passion is some dream superhero fantasy that if multiple people are motivated in the right direction...they will eventually join in a common goal to better themselves and those around them. Unfortunately we do not live in a dream world and I am not a super hero of any kind.

On December 1st, 2017, my longest standing friend grew tired of fighting.
We met around age 4 or 5, I was too young to remember, and instantly identified with each other. Both of our parents had brought us to a local bar where they frequently drank while we ran around, oblivious to the world around us. He and I would grow to find that we weren't much like the people around us. Engaging in advanced courses or seeking new people and places, and even trying to dull ourselves down, wouldn't change how evident it was that people were selfish and cruel. The planet suffocating and the people in it drowning while others stepped on them to rise above. He was brilliant and his "heart" ...his mind, more compassionate and patient than most anyone I had ever met. He spent years turning away recognition from peers, scholarships to ivy league schools, advancements in work, and love from others. He gave...he gave so much that the grit and compassion in him which once brought us together turned into a large black hole of sorrow. Sorrow that would take his life. Sorrow that he shouldn't have had to bear alone, that no one should have to bear alone. I will continue to find meaning for him, I will continue to fight for him, I will continue to love others for him.

People deserve so much more than what WE have accepted as life. This planet deserves more, our children deserve more, you and I deserve more. He deserved more.

posted to life by Adrian, Chef of Space (0 comments)

So it's not just me doing it! The other kind of masturbation. You know which one I mean ladies, or at least some of you do. I googled it and there it is - many others confessing to what I thought was some freak part of my body. Go google - Really weird masturbation (pressing down on lower abdomen).

So, while everyone is familiar with clitoral masturbation, there is also another kind - stimulating the G spot, not by an object in the vagina by applying external pressure to the lower abdomen.

This only works for some, and it only works when your bladder is half full - because (in some women), the bladder is located right above the g spot, and when the bladder starts to fill up, it will also apply pressure on the g spot, stimulating it.

It is weird, I know, but I'm sure some of you know what i am talking about

Some women naturally get horny as their bladder feels fuller, and they may not even make the connection. Women who are built like that have a much greater chance to have an orgasm during intercourse, if they have it when their bladder is half full (because then the G spot is pressured from both sides)

If you're built like that, you will discover that applying pressure under a certain angle on your lower abdomen, when your bladder is 50% -70% full, will feel like you have a cock in you. No joke. A really great cock at that...

I've never been able to actually climax from this, but it is amazing - and it's kind of addictive too.

And here's when I reach the flip side of this - to those of you who practice this, be very careful and do not overuse this technique - holding in urine, which is an inevitable part of this - raises your risk of getting cystitis - drastically. So please do NOT over-do this, and drink cranberry juice or practice any other preventive measure - because, i think 90% of women get cystitis at some point int their lives, and most of us know what a fucking torture it is. Keep yourselves healthy!

posted to life by Aubrey, Barbarian of Evil (8 comments)

Warning everyone planning on doing business with an individual named Alex (Alexander) Shchekin, currently residing in Long Grove, IL. I have never written anything like this before but wanted to share some quick facts about this individual and issue a warning. If you don't feel like spending a few minutes reading this then here is a short version: DON'T GIVE ALEX SHCHEKIN A SINGLE PENNY AS HE IS FRAUD! Alex, aka Sasha, aka Alexander Shchekin is a professional scam artist who feasts on the poor, ignorant, and desperate people. Along with an individual named Andrew Menasce they have 2 websites: and He claims that he is about to go public with his company and that he no longer needs investments from anyone, but he will do you a favor and let you buy some left over shares for just a fraction of the cost. When my partner and I bought well over $25k worth of shares from him and signed the contract, he began systematically failing to deliver on any of his promises and giving an excuse, after an excuse, after an excuse as to why that happened. As I began searching more about him I realized that EVERYTHING that this guy says is complete and utter lie... Every page that you will ever find about him, like facebook, zoominfo, vc, twitter, etc that supposedly have his name, or his company ReadOz mentioned in them, are all made by Alex Shchekin himself in a very poor attempt to try and make himself look bigger than he actually is… He is currently being sued by at least 4 different parties for the same exact company (ReadOz) that he claims is about to go public. He claims his other company called Intergam makes $45 mil./year, yet his website is not even finished, it was forcefully shut down by the government twice for a failure to pay the annual corporate filing fee, he has no customer service, his address is a PO box, and when you call the Contact # it goes straight to a voicemail. I found out that his ReadOz company that he claims is just about to go public has been "just about to go public" since 2007, which is when he took well over $100k from a group of investors and most likely used it for his personal agendas. His home in Long Grove is currently getting repossessed by the bank. He sells shares fraudulently to unaccredited shareholders, clearly violating the law. He will tell you great stories of how much he has accomplished in life, and how he knows many celebrities and government officials, and what a generous person he has been to everyone, and that everyone just tried to screw him over, but those are all lies, as he simply manipulates people. He will even go as far as tell you "secrets" about his personal life just to get you to trust him more.

What Alex Shchekin does is this: he takes your $, makes many excuses each and every time asking him why he hasn't delivered on his many promises, and waits for the time to expire for you to be able to sue him, all while living on the $ that you supposedly "invested" in him. In fact, if you try to sue him, he will simply use the same $ you gave him, or another person like you, to defend himself in court.

posted to life by Charlie, Monk of the craft table (0 comments)

Take them to a store everyday for a week and just stand off in a corner with them. Let 'em see what happens to the sales associates. Some of those associates are older - others are young and the kids might identify with that. Tell them: This is what happens if you don't do well in school.

posted to life by Adrian, Guardian of the Rich (2 comments)

For the past couple years I’ve been told how I’m a bad person, horrible parent, and just a waste of space pretty much. I had it so engraved in my head that they were right and everyone around me deserved better. And then the dad of my son, yes his father, called me a fucking idiot.....and I just agreed. But no, I am not a fucking idiot and the fact that a father could say that about his sons mother who works her ass off and does everything for her son, well that’s not right. And that made me lose all respect for him and it will never come back most likely. Sucks cause we have a child together but if he said that behind my back who knows what else he’s said. Little does he know that I’ve never called him a bad name ever. No matter how mad I got, that’s not an excuse. He was the father of my son, the man I respected and trusted and knew would be a good dad. But now he’s just my sons father and that’s it. I get now how he can be happy with her, they’re more alike then I thought. Best wishes to them. I’m happy and it involves neither of them in my life and it never will. I’m finally happy and realizing I am the better person. And I do deserve a god dam apology but it’s the past and I don’t care anymore honestly. I have my son and he’s my everything. I’ve had more time with him then anyone has and they’ll realize that someday but I know I won’t have any regrets. I also have a new guy in my life who is also a single parent. It’s nice. Maybe it’ll work out maybe it won’t but I’m happy and he makes me laugh like no one has ever made me laugh before. It’s an amazing feeling. And he’s very physical which to me is exciting cause I shyed away from that for a long time but I’m ready to get it back on! My life is happy and exciting and just amazing. I’m so blessed with what I have and I wouldn’t change it for the world. So thank you to everyone who doubted me or called me names to my face or behind my back because you are the ones who made me truly realize I am better than you ever will be. Might sound like a bitch right now but it’s true. I was nice to every one of you for way to long, time to stand up for myself. So enjoy your lives hating on others and finding joy in their misery or blaming them for their own misery because it’s you that i actually feel pity for. Time to go and enjoy this thing called life :).

posted to life by Addison, Ranger of the IT department (2 comments)

nonsense i wanna lick her ass hole

posted to life by Max, Administrator of Arts and Crafts (3 comments)

Got played for the last time last night. So sick of these guys and them playing into her game. Got a black eye and just decided I’m done. I’d rather be safe with my son then to try meeting anyone else. I texted his dad last night telling him he was sick, got no answer. Then I remembered he was with her so I apologized for texting him.....still no answer. You’d think he’d at least say oh I hope he feels better or tell him Dad loves him but not a thing. Ended up taking him to doctor early this morning to make sure he was ok. Texted his dad and told him that and said I’ll no longer be texting him about our son unless it’s an emergency. No point when there’s no answer. Plus I take care of him like a mom should so he’ll be ok with me no matter what. I always see how these single parents start dating other people and you can slowly see them change. And they don’t even realize it. I had a friend do that and I told her that she was changing and forgetting her kids always come first, hasn’t talked to me since. I feel bad cause it’s like they don’t realize what they’re missing out on. But I guess just gives me more time and memories with him so I honestly don’t care. We’ve had such a good weekend minus us both getting banged up eyes but other then that this boy just steals my heart every day and I love him more and more everyday if that’s even possible! I will always be there for him no matter what and if someone has a problem with that they can leave and never come back. He’s the boy who holds the key to my heart. My purpose.

posted to life by Cosmo, Barbarian of Good (0 comments)

Okay so recently i meet with my sister who lives in another state and was just talking. She then brings up a old friend from the past, nothing romantic on my end but i knew this kid when i was like 13. Back then he had this huge crush on me and even admitted he fell in love with me. But hey we were just kids at this age. Anyways , She comes to tell me like a year ago he asked about me and how i was doing , also if i was still in a relationship. Mind you at that time me and my sister weren't on good terms, so we weren't talking So she tells him i'm doing fine and all. But when she told me about this i ended up looking him on social media and seen he is actually doing pretty good with making his music and actually really cute ! Since then i cant stop thinking about re-connecting with him , you know to see how he is doing . But i know that my boyfriend who i have been in a relationship with for about 3 years in a half would have a issue with that . Side note: my boyfriend isn't the type to like me having any " guy friends" .Anyways, for the last couple of days my old friends has appeared in my dreams and you know we did " stuff " . But now i kinda feel guilty for even thinking of him that way while being in a relationship. And deep down i just feel like i just wanna know what it would feel like to be with someone else. And honestly guys its not that i am in a bad relationship like things are good between me and my boyfriend but i just don't know what to feel / think ? need some feedback !

posted to life by Lexus, Devourer of the Wildlands (4 comments)

Well, this is my first time blogging, I hope it's good enough for a starter. I've recently finished one hell of a year, it was so full of experience and so full of adventure and I really enjoyed it to the fullest. I've made new friends, tons of them. I've achieved some personal gains & learned about myself more than I've ever been able to learn before. The problem is that I'm feeling so empty right now and I can't proceed anymore. It's like I'm out of energy & this "drained" feeling is so overwhelming that I can't start any new adventures, I just need to rest & I really need to sleep. It's been like that for a while now, nothing motivates me, nothing is good enough. The overwhelming feeling of sorrow & grief is taking over my life one way or another. I just can't help thinking that I wasted so many good opportunities just laying in bed, taking a break from last year. I need to charge up but nothing is charging me up. I'm so greedy when it comes to accomplishments & now I can't get excited about anything !! ever! It's all below my standards & my expectations. I can't just be the good little boy following his dream. you know that feeling? I don't really know what is this called & why is this happening but it's frustrating!

posted to life by Alton, Pirate of Time (2 comments)

Life can be so complicated sometimes. And so unfair. And so hard. I don’t get it. Why do some people get everything they want so easily and then the ones that fight for what they want never get that far because they keep getting tore down by their peers. I fight and fight and yet still get broken up and torn apart. My son is my world. He keeps me together, he’s my anchor. I can be having the worst day and one look from him or smile or laugh and it’s all forgotten for a while. It’s amazing and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. His dad was the best man in my life when we were together. Protective, caring, and just all together a man. Something I never had before. He opened my eyes that there actually is good people in the world. He was one of them. But then I got torn apart by other people and we broke up because of it. He was heart broken, I was heart broken but we dealt with it in different ways. I realized I wanted him back soon after he left but had to fix my life before he came back into it. I didn’t want the same ending we had earlier. But by the time I had accomplished all that and finally got to a good place, he was gone. Come to find out the one who tore me apart and broke me down is the one who now holds his heart. Shitty right? And she wouldn’t stop, just kept attacking me for no reason till it got me to my lowest low. Telling me to imagine my son in a casket, that’s low and probably the worst thing you can do to a mom. And I think of it everyday. And then an email showing me that the father of my son, the man I thought was my best friend and true soulmate, lied to me....that was the last straw. Deleted my email account and just shut everyone out that had anything to do with her. I want no part of it. But the thing is she’s his lover, which means she will meet my son someday soon and I don’t know how to handle it. I think about it everyday all day and don’t sleep. I know it’s going to happen and I have to accept it but it’s the hardest thing for me right now. And I know he feels bad that he loves someone who hurt me but here’s the thing, she didn’t hurt him. So he has no reason to not love her, there should be no guilt. She just hurt the mother of his son who to him is just that, his sons mom. And I understand that. I just need more time to accept her touching and being near my son because he’s all I have. I have no best friend and no one to spend time with, it’s just him. And I’d die if she took him away or hurt him in anyway. But who knows maybe she’ll change and be a great step mom.....I just can’t forgive her. Maybe time will help with that I don’t know. Makes me sad because she made me have hate towards the father of my son, made me feel disgusted and upset with him and I never thought I’d feel that towards him, ever. He was the one guy who could open me like a book and keep me talking. And the one guy who would tell me the truth no matter how hard he knew it would be. But he’s no longer that man, he’s no longer the man that I once had. He’s now a new man with new interests and different outlooks. Which everyone changes so it’s fine, I guess I just haven’t gotten to that stage yet. And I kind of hope I never do because once I put myself back together I think I’m a pretty amazing person. I have had 4 dates in the past few months and gotten overly excited for each one and dressed up all nice just to find out it was set up by someone who just doesn’t like me. They wanted one thing and that wasn’t me. It sucks, kills your self esteem but hey pain makes you stronger right? I will be fucking invincible after all this shit then haha. I’m watching my son sleep in my arms right now and it’s just melting my heart and making me realize what my purpose is here. It’s just going to suck so bad missing Holidays with this boy. But I guess that’s part of co parenting. Have to make the most of it I guess. He will forever be my world and I will protect him with my life no matter what. And I will be there for him 24/7 that’s for sure. He will always be my baby, my smalls, my anchor, my world. And his father will be a part of my life for many years and I just hope that together they move away from this town. I feel bad and that I’m being selfish but I don’t want her that close to me, makes me uncomfortable. Guess all I can do now is hope that they do that sometime soon and go off on their own. Never hurt to have hope right? Never thought I’d want him far away from me but now it’s all I hope for. Crazy how the world can change so quickly. I’m ready to rebuild and I know the only person I have behind me helping is my son, and that’s all I need. Thank you Smalls for being you and the best son a mom could ask for.

posted to life by Frankie, Fashionista of the craft table (2 comments)

Can't stand when you people call the store asking if we have a "wide selection" of something. This is a department store - it sells over 70 kinds of items. It has more than a mom & pop dept store might but not as much as a specialty store in any one product type. How am I supposed to know what YOU consider a wide selection???

posted to life by Ash, Tour Guide of Time (0 comments)

My mom (38) is so fucking sexy. I (14) sniff her panties and bra. I watch her take shower through the keyhole. I lick the toilet after she takes a dump. I imagine fucking her and masturbate every night

posted to life by Rook, Sheriff of the Irredeemably Moist (16 comments)

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She opened her legs and said tuna suprise my mother such a slut, that if her pussy had a password, it would be 1234. my mother 's a Slut, even Rapists use condoms. my mother is such a slut that her legs are like peanut butta.. EASY TO SPREAD! my mother is such a slut, that theres a party in her mouth and everybody's coming my mother is such a slut, her pants remind me of Vegas.... The kinda place I go to blow my Wad. my mother is such a slut, her pussy is like Domino's Pizza, if you don't cum in 30 minutes the next one is free my mother is such a slut, that btch has been on more wieners then Heinz Ketchup! my mother so horny she takes a hotdog fills it up with mamy and stick it up her ass for fun my mother is such a slut a man called her a bitch and she got down on her hands and knees. my mother such a curious slut, when she was told she'll be dating a Stud, she started banging the walls to try to figure out which one. "my mother 's such a Slut, her STD's are running all over in Mexico ilegally". my mother so slutty shes like a brick always geting slaped by mexicans my mother so loose it'd be like opening a window and shagging the night. my mother 's like peanut butter: brown, creamy, and easy to spread. you mother so stupid, she went in Dick's sporting goods and asked for dildos while naked. my mother such a fat slut, that when people see her giving head on the street, they scream out: THERE SHE BLOWS! my mother 's like an elevator, guys go up and down on her all day. my mother 's like a squirrel, she's always got some nuts in her mouth. my mother is like a bowling ball..... round, heavy, and you can fit three fingers in. my mother 's like a refrigerator, evermyne puts their meat in her. my Ma Ma such a slut, when she found out she was pregnant she had to scroll back on her receipts hoping to find the father. my mother is like the hand, evermyne uses her when horny and lonely. my mother 's such a dumb slut when she was arrested for hooking she said was a british spy for MI-69. my mother 's like the Panama Canal, vessels full of seamen pass through her everyday. my mother 's like a race car driver - she burns a lot of rubbers. my mother s like a picture she has been taken at every angle my mother 's like a parking garage, three bucks and you're in. my mother 's like a postage stamp, you lick her, stick her, then send her away. my mother is like a carpenter's dream - flat as a board and easy to nail. my mamma is like a bus, big, 50 cents, and 20 people can ride her at once Deez nuts are so big that only my mother can handle them. my mother 's like a 5 foot tall basketball hoop, it ain't that hard to score. my mom is such a slut, she has her own church group evermyne comes in and all you hear is OH GOD OH GOD my mother is like Humpty Dumpty - First she gets humped, then she gets dumped. my mother 's like a bowling ball gets fingered three times gets thrown down the ally and comes back for more my mother is like an arcade game, when you give her a quarter she lets you play with her joy stick. my mother such a slut, her favorite word is HARDER! my mother such a slut she does her buisness outside a chinese shop my mother is like a meatlocker every guy wants to store his meat in her my mother such an old whore she slept with the Father, The Son, and the Holy Ghost my mother 's snatch has more friends then Tom on MySpace my mother is like a telephone, even a 3 year old can pick her up. my mother 's like a screen door, after a couple of bangs she loosens up. my mother s like a 1960's bottle. when the cap comes off, she starts spitting liquid. my mother is like a brifecase she only opens for buisness. my mother 's like a streetlamp, you can find her turned on at night on any street corner. my mother 's like the Pillsbury dough boy.....everybody pokes her. my mother is like a gas station, when you pay she pumps! my mom is such a whore she fucked the football team and had to get her stomach pumped my mother such a slut when a teacher told her to write an essay she went to have sex with a mexican. ESSAY ESAAY ESSAY! my mother 's such a slut she's like a vaccum she sucks blows and gets laid in the closet my moms like a screen door after a couple of bangs she tends to loosen up. my mother 's so dry it takes a gallon of water to get her pussy wet "my mother such a slut, instead of taking Money she gives STD's all night". my mother such a slut the virgin mary caught aids just by looking at her my mom is such a whore..her coochy smells like beef jerky! I saw my Mamma, she wuz doin' deep knee bends over a parking meter ! my mother so easy, that Old McDonald went E I E I Hoe. my mother such a slut when I fingered her my hand came out with Carpal Tunnel. my mother s like a transformer, she makes ac to dc current look easy. my mother didn't learn her ABC's, she learned her STD's my mother is like a chimpmunk her cheeks are packed full of nuts. "my mother such a slut, she gained sixty Two pounds just from swallowing"! my mother so slutty she opens her legs and the entire Florida state penitentiary comes out. you mother is such a dumb slut, she tried to fuck the atm for money my mother s pussy is like a can of pringles once you pop u can't stop my mother such a slut, I asked her how to spell PENIS, and she said you should have asked me last night it was at the tip of my tounge. my mother 's such a slut she did the splits and gave the floor a hickey! "my Ma Ma such a slut, she has to go too the ATM six times a night to make Deposits". my mother s like a hardware store 5 cents a screw! my mother such a slut, her legs are just like Librarys. They're always open to the public. I suck, my mom does too but she charges. my mother is such a slut, she's the reason all of my friends are eskimo brothers. my mother get so wet she turns into the worlds biggest water slide my mom is like a chicken coop, cocks go in and out all day my mother suck so much dick that her voice box is ruined from all the cum my mamma like a christmas tree people hang their balls on her. My dick is so big, I gave my mother a "hard attack". you mother s like a squirrel she can fit a whole jar of nuts in her mouth. my mother such a slut she'll do anything for anything and anmyne for anmyne. my mother such a slut that she owns and operates a chain of whorehouses my mother so slutty, I asked her what comes before a trillion and she said a Brazilian. my mother so slutty, that if she spent more time raising you, instead of chasing men. Then she probably wouldn't have AID's. my mum's a camel... okay at least shes not a llama... that means my mum spits and doesnt swallow. my mamma so dumb and easy she went to the mall and hooked up with Five guys for burgers and fries. Hey, Tell my mother to give my kids back because she accidently swallowed them last night. my mother so fat she uses burger grease as a lubricant. my mother 's such a slut she's like a chinese finger trap cause men cant get their fingers out of her If my mother was a bird she'd be a loose goose. my mother such a slut she got a dick transplant just to f*k herself Q: What does my Mom and the Bermuda Triangle have in common? A: They both swallow semen. Whats the only difference between my mom and a prostitute? I didn't have to pay my mom to have sex with me!

I Ankur Naskar, solemnly swear on my mom that all the the things said above are 100% true. My mother, i.e Mrs. Subarnarekha Naskar, is a professional whore. If I'm lying, then she'll positively get fucked on the streets.

posted to life by Max, Guardian of the Rich (1 comment)

I live with my mom. She's 36 and a single mother. For some reason, she didn't let me go to her bedroom. I was curious so I tried to find out when she went to the other city. I found out she has a pretty big collection of sex toys like dildos, vibrators, butt plugs, nipple clamps, etc. I didn't tell her that I went to her bedroom. I feel a bit awkward. Is it normal for woman of her age. Should I tell her. What should I do

posted to life by Ari, Assassin of the Homeless (16 comments)

Well its been two years since I've separated from my wife. It still sucks. She's still a mindless bitch and I'm still stuck. This is bullshit.

posted to life by Ari, Carpenter of Justice (1 comment)

In a video I saw an Antifa protester wearing a Guy Fawkes Mask. This particular protest I saw was peaceful, no rioting or violence. That is commendable. However that Antifa protester should not have been wearing that mask making people think he was part of Anonymous or representing Anonymous. Anonymous has a very loose membership, there is no database of members or sheet of paper to sign. However, if one is part of Anonymous but then joins with Antifa, they automatically sever their membership with Anonymous, wearing the mask does not make them a member of Anonymous. We would ask that Antifa protestors to not wear the Guy Fawkes mask or make people think they are part of Anonymous.

We are legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. We are the true resistance. Divided by zero, united as one. All political leaders, military people, and police officers fighting and working for a better America are on our side. If they fight for freedom, our Constitution, and the protection of our nation, then they are also part of Anonymous even if they do not always recognize it.

posted to life by Richard, Musician of the Forgotten Lands (1 comment)

57 Symonds st, Dr Andrew Grobler, SODOMITE CENTRAL

posted to life by Taylor, Breeder of the Homeless (8 comments)

My answer is in most circumstances, NO. However one circumstance where I am willing to kill others is to defend this nation. IF Antifa is stupid enough to try an armed revolt I am willing to shoot at them. I have prayed that Antifa's efforts on Nov 4 translates into just protests and even a little rioting that can easily be dealt with by riot police. For the safety of their own lives I pray they do not attempt an armed revolt. I don't want to ever have to fire a weapon at another human being, but I will do so to defend this nation, whether the enemies are foreign or DOMESTIC. I hope I am making myself perfectly clear.

posted to life by Aubrey, Keeper of the Lonely (2 comments)

So, I've always lived with my mom until 3 yrs back, when I came to a different city to attend college. 2 days ago was my birthday. I recieved a package from my mom. It was a hard drive. When I looked into it, it was full of videoes and pics of my mom having sex with men.lots of men. Some from our neighborhood. My school teachers, my principal, my classmates. She did all kinds of stuff you see in porn. From gangbangs to bukkakes. Everything. I don't know how to respond. Why would she send me those. Is she some whore

posted to life by Adrian, Archaeologist of the Unimaginable Terror (6 comments)

Go on YouTube and search for "Joe Biden being creepy with young girls". Uncle Joe wants to feel them up. I have said it before and will say it again,GOD PREVENTED people like this from getting into the White House this time around, why GOD allowed Trump to win. Trump winning is GOD'S providence to us. There are many prophecies even dating back to 2011 on this, even a little earlier I think, and I believe they are genuine prophecies of the Holy Spirit.

posted to life by Max, Ninja of the Unimaginable Terror (2 comments)

Am I Wrong?


I take my 9 yr old brother to the bus everyday except one day when I had work really early. But in this scenario I was going to work at 11 am while my ma is going at 9 am so I shot her a text saying hey take him to the bus? She says no. See I'm pretty upset cause he's her son but I'm always taking care of him and shit. I mean she just got a new job Wi the morning shift and I'm like cool but then her schedule was matched up to mine so he'd be home alone... She tells me to make them change my hours so I did even though I loved my hours.

posted to life by Adrian, Butcher of the craft table (2 comments)

It's my birthday today. It's my big 40! ...and I'm sitting here. Typing, in my pajamas at 2 o'clock on a Wednesday. Well, Happy Birthday to me! The husband, a man whom I've been in a tumultuous relationship with for almost 20 years, is sitting around playing video games. I'm at the moment homeschooling our pre-teen, as the hubby believes himself incapable of reading lessons on the computer and keeping her attention directed to such. The dishwasher is beckoning to be loaded and laundry piles are heaping over. In an hour or so, there will be three adults and a pre-teen girl asking me what's for dinner. On my 40th birthday. To that I say, "Eat dirt". It could be worse. There has been worse. At least it's not as horrible as my 21st birthday with the same incompetent, selfish schlep of a man that I'm married to, who took some other woman to the bar that night and left me to cry by myself over my first legally purchased 40 oz malt liquor. I really don't know why I continue to take care of him. The only things I'll be doing on this glorious 40th birthday are those that I have a responsibility to do. Otherwise, I'd rather be somewhere else with somebody else doing just about anything else than this. I don't recall any good or meaningful, fun birthdays to date. Today, instead of gifts, I have received a rationalized list of reasons to not do anything of celebratory fashion. I suppose it's no different than any other day. It feels so alone.

posted to life by Adrian, Supervisor of the IT department (9 comments)

Lately FireFox and Mozilla have been implicated in funding Antifa. I now use other browsers only, but not FireFox. FireFox is off my list. I have uninstalled it from my computer. I felt a spiritual burden taken off me after I took it off my computer a few months ago after I found this stuff out. I am so so so disappointed. The modern FireFox browser is the modern evolution of the original Netscape, which I loved to use during its heyday. I loved using FireFox in its early days being so much better than the IE of the day. But now with other browsers being of great quality, it is so easy to discard FireFox and Mozilla. I heard Mozilla people say they wanted out of their deal with Microsoft sometime after a deal was cut, but they are the hypocrites. Microsoft is like a hot air balloon, and Mozilla is some ballast that needs to be cut so they can soar higher.

posted to life by Aubrey, Sommelier of the Lonely (2 comments)

Against a woolen sweater that was blue, that's all that I remember of you; Before you learned to walk, I learned to run; I guess the ants really go marching one by one; When a train rolls in, the doors open, I get in... Last night I had a pleasant nightmare. There's an ocean formed outside my bedroom door, on the sleepless nights I listen to it roar; there's a road too long to walk, too steep to climb,
at the end of it, is what you left behind; and when that train rolls in, the doors open, don't get in... Last night I had a pleasant nightmare

posted to life by Adrian, Merchant of the Poor (1 comment)

'Would you talk to a good looking person or an ugly one?' Why does it matter? You can talk to anyone, I don't get this kind of logic of people having to look decent enough to be talked to, whAt a whole load of bull.

posted to life by George, Dark King of the Wildlands (8 comments)

That moment when you realise that all along, you were just present in this time or all this time for being happy for others and being of help for their happiness but never yours. It's quite tragic but at the same time, a nice feeling to know you're contributing to others happiness. It must be life's other way of saying "ha bih this is what u get for living" lmao. Man it's hard, like I don't know why I'm crying rn cuts of joy or sadness that I'll never find the right type of happiness for myself. O welll ~

posted to life by Charlie, Tour Guide of Good (0 comments)

VIle and putrid. Putrid and vile. What is the purpose of man? He destroys and pretends that he wishes to help. He is an ooze, black and forgotten, vile and putrid, that crawls and bubbles, covering every animal, plant, rock, and stone on this Earth. That this creature is capable of any love except for himself is a lie; a lie that proves his dishonesty and misbegotten nature and furthermore that he is a hypocrite. Why then would a God care? Mankind has drunk the liquor of the gods. He has aspired to attain knowledge and in so doing, stumbled into numbness that quells his knowledge of the truth. Perhaps God is intoxicated. So fed up with man, that like a drunken mother he drinks himself into a stupor. After all, man was made in God's image. Does this spineless and weak slime absolved of form, contain any semblance to God? or is God just as corrupt and evil?

Hold! Cast not thy thoughts in shadow. Angels and Ministers of Grace DEFEND US! Man has to but ask himself one question. Does my continued existence bring happiness to others and improve the world at large? People are the only thing that make life worth living. To be the last man alive, is the greatest tragedy of all. To have the company of someone else's face, watch them smile, watch them cry, watch them breath, that is truly what makes life worth living. We are nothing without each other, even if the world is filled with putrid and vile ooze. Thank yourself that you are not nothing.

posted to life by Ari, Author of Arts and Crafts (1 comment)

I'm not going to, but as I look at this small hand sized piece of steel and polymer, the overwhelming feeling to place a small casing, with some smokeless powder, and a copper 115 grain piece of metal, to then pull back the slide and hear the metal click into place and turn it on myself and end it is way too real. The drone of everyday life, and the overwhelming feeling of loneliness is oppressive. I know I won't kill myself today, I know that for a fact because I can still keep in mind all of the people who love me who I would be leaving behind. I couldn't do that to them. I can bare it at least for the dark moments those thoughts enter my mind for the time being. However I am afraid that one day, I won't be able to hold back the darkness that somehow lives in my mind. I have a fantastic life and people I love and a job that I enjoy and a comfortable place to live and everything I could possibly want. For whatever reason that I can't explain there is this dark, angry, sad, lonely, scared piece of me in the back of my mind that is so afraid of life, and getting hurt that it seems to think that blowing a 9mm hole in my head is a better option than trying to live. Every time I am able to talk him down, but like I said I am afraid that one day I won't be able to. I know this piece of me is trying to protect me, but I want to be able to live my life, and that just comes with ups and downs, and getting hurt, and feeling sad, and being heartbroken from time to time, I know this, the stronger part of me knows this, but that smaller part won't go away. Ive tried counseling, I have done it for more than 10 years, I've talked about this part of me to my parents and they have been understanding and supportive, and I take care of myself, I get enough sleep, and I eat regularly and do everything I can to take care of myself. I cannot seem to make this part of me leave me alone. I want it to. I need it to. I cannot keep this part of me. It's keeping me from healthy relationships.

posted to life by Harper, Ranger of the Idealistic (2 comments)

From what I hear Antifa may be planning mass actions on Nov 4th that involve mass protests more than an armed revolt. I have heard reports that elements of Antifa may be planning more violent actions including revolts. It has been uncovered they are working on acquiring AK-47s. I don't think patriots, police, or National Guard should be hasty to use excessive force against protests, and they should use non-lethal force on rioters. I do think any rioting or protests that block people from doing normal business should lead to arrests. However I think patriots should practice their shooting the rest of this month, and have guns at the ready, or know where to get guns and ammo fast. If it is necessary to fight Antifa militias from overthrowing the government, we should be ready to do that. I am fuzzy as to their plans and if that will be necessary at the moment, but if it becomes necessary, we should be prepared to do it.

posted to life by Adrian, Alchemist of Imagination (2 comments)

At least its a step up from feeling suicidal, I guess. I just want to run away from this life. From a job that means nothing to me. From a wife who I'm not sure if I love any more. From a life that just feels so small. All I can think about is disappearing - taking a bag of gear and some money, and just walking away. But once I get tired of walking, what then?

posted to life by Rook, Pirate of the craft table (7 comments)

If Antifa starts an armed revolt in large numbers the police by themselves may not have the numbers to stop them. If the police are not enough, or they are ordered to stand down, then I would advocate for the National Guard to help out, and if necessary, armed patriots as a backup, and even just to defend themselves. Defending yourself against an armed Antifa revolt is a good way to thin their numbers at least. If the police are overwhelmed it would be good for them call for help from the National Guard rather than risk being wiped out or just being overrun by Antifa members. I had long thought I would fight Neo-Nazis with guns IF they revolted in large numbers or took over our country. They just don't have enough numbers to be a serious threat in that sense in spite of their desires. Concerning Antifa, even if they don't have enough to take control of the US, they are a bigger threat. If they only peacefully protest or even only riot and it is contained, I will personally just support efforts to contain them. If they break out in a mass armed revolt, and come near where I am at, then they are in seriously trouble from me personally, and that means me handling firearms if necessary.

posted to life by Lisa, Breeder of the Idealistic (0 comments)

Anonymous fights for freedom, Antifa fights to subjugate people in a communist dictatorship. Anonymous fights for national sovereignty and against a the New World Order, Antifa wants to abolish nation states in favor of world government. Anonymous favors peaceful protests, Antifa uses violence. The ideals of Anonymous and Antifa are polar opposites. Any Antifa members claiming to be part of Anonymous are fake Anonymous and are not welcome as long as they hold to the ideals of Antifa. Anonymous opposes real racism, real Nazism, and REAL fascism. Antifa opposes the fake versions of these. Antifa may have a lot of members, but Anonymous is legion. If Antifa is stupid enough to try an armed revolt many members of Anonymous will protest imminent danger with more aggressive forms of protest (that is at the point of a gun or knife). Antifa is a fake revolution unto slavery if they succeed. Anonymous represents the true revolution to protect our freedoms. People who stand up for the ideals of freedom are Anonymous. By that definition Donald Trump is Anonymous.

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posted to life by Max, Investigator of the Lonely (0 comments)

To Antifa, ALL Americans that believe that the US should be a sovereign nation, a believe in a free market economy, and even using free speech to say things they don't agree with, is Nazism and Racism. When they say they are anti-racist and anti-Nazi their being against (rightly) White Supremacist Nazi groups is just a SMALL part of what they are talking about, they are talking about all normal Americans. I saw a video where they were chanting "no more USA" at a protest. I would advovate that all Antifa members that commit crimes with rioting be thrown in jail, and GOD help them if they attempt an armed revolt, GOD HELP them, because if they attempt an armed revolt many of them will pass from this life into the next VERY fast as people defending the US can fire gun, and even truly fully automatic guns too. I am not sure they would deploy the gatling minigun in cities because of collateral damage, but if they caught revolutionary armies in open areas then they might use those kinds of guns. The gatling minigun has a wicked fast rate of fire with accuracy. If Antifa WANTED to be godly they would be protesting the globalist Illumanati powers that want to take away our nation. What they fail to realize is that electing Donald Trump is the spearhead of the TRUE REVOLUTION against the globalists and a major victory in the revolution that I AM PROUD to be a part of. I don't need to cover myself with a hood or hat and mask.

posted to life by Rook, Attendant of Time (3 comments)

I heard that Antifa may be planning an armed revolt late Oct to early November. I heard that they plan to first attack police stations to neutralize local police. If that actually succeeds, and they don't get themselves shot or arrested in the attempt, then they will still have to get through the National Guard, armed Patriot groups, and regular citizens with guns and conceal carry, and in an extreme emergency the US Army with Posse Comitatus temporarily suspended. My advice is to make the protests in early Nov peaceful, and even with no rioting. I know with Antifa that is asking a lot. If an armed revolt is attempted then more Antifa blood will be unnecessarily spilled. Trump is not going anywhere. Antifa wants a full blown Bolshevik revolution it seems. Funny how Putin seems to be a greater American Patriot than many Americans. My advice to Antifa is they will save many of their own lives by not going through with any plans for an armed revolt.

posted to life by Stevie, Bard of Generosity (5 comments)

Best place to rape hospital parking lot get a van and a gun easy pickings

posted to life by Frankie, CTO of Space (1 comment)

My biracial 30 year old son married a 34 year old Italian-American woman two years ago. My son was always a fun, kind, and loving guy until he married her. Everyone has noticed the change and we are surprised he married someone like her. Anyway I went along with their marriage even though I thought she was controlling, passive-aggressive and narcissistic. They married and two years later they had a baby girl, my 1st grandchild. My Irish- American husband & I are divorced after married for 25 years. We are friends and we're exited to become grandparents. Unfortunately my D-I-L ruined our excitement because she is so controlling. My son says nothing but blames me for his wife's rudeness. A t the wedding his wife did not speak or thank any of my family & friends that are Black. Her family lacks proper etiquette around certain things. The baby is one and my mother has not met her great grandchild yet or spoken to my son's wife. She is not shy but she isn't interested in including my family, the Black people in their lives. I am the only one that lives a drive able distance from them so I would visit every other month. It was strained because she would make excuses for me not to hold the baby. She did this for my ex too. All their vacations are with her family. All holidays are with her family. I have pleaded with them to travel and see other family members but they make up an excuse. My son seems to be a robot and does everything even though they both work full time. He cooks, walks the dog, shops, deals with the baby and is a personal trainer & coach after his 9-5 job. I am afraid he is under so much stress because all she does is bark orders! On the baby's 1st birthday party, we were 90 minutes late due to snow showers & traffid. We apologized but we still got coldNess from my D-I-L and every time we picked up the baby, she took her with lies of changing her diaper or feeding her. It was hurtful to be treated so meanly even when I apologized again. After the party we all went back to their house and we were giving the baby a bath without the wife's interference. When my 26 year old daughter took baby to changing table to lotion her & dress her, my D-I-L came in and wanted to take over. How shameful when my daughter had to fly there and was leaving the next day. How shameful that she could spent some time with her niece. My daughter pleaded and was told No. I asked nicely for my daughter and my D-I-L called me a fucking bitch! Out of nowhere. We were shocked but I was angry! I am a 64 year old Black woman and I have never encountered such rudeness! I asked her WTF are you talking to? She lied and said I was fucking crazy! My son runs upstairs and tells me to get my fucking shit and get the fuck out of his house! My daughter & I are shocked and thinking my son was drugged since he never spoke like this. We told him what his wife said and that she stated it. He didn't care. He tried to push & pull me down the stairs. It was a crazy situation that I have never been in. Eventually my son called the cops and we were forced to go to a hotel at 10 pm that night. On the way out he yelled that I would never see my granddaughter again! They blocked me on facebook. They won't take my calls or text messages or e-mails. He did respond to the first few messages and they were full ed with hate. My family is shocked since I was a good Mom .This whole incident sent me to intensive outpatient therapy for 3 months They did not call on my birthday or Mother's Day. It is so hurtful especially because his wife was rude and I am punished. Why? I don't know. My family feels they want nothing to do with the Black folks but they also are rude to my ex husband who is White. Now after so much therapy I am not crying but I want an apology from both of them. I don't want anything to do with them my son seems to have lost his mind. He is a football coach and I plan to go to a couple of his games. He told me he would walk away from me but I just want to watch the game. I will not speak to his wife ever again. What loving wife would stand by or encourage her husband to treat his mother so harshly? Any advice would be helpful.

posted to life by Taylor, Maiden of Musclebeasts (6 comments)

I wonder what is right thing to do ? Fiight for your rights or your values with impervious person like zombies or to run away with the fact that no one is going to understand .

posted to life by Andy, Student of the Rich (1 comment)

I am in way over my head in debt, I don't even know how or why i got into this mess. all i know is that it feels like I am drowning in it..and I have no solution for it. I read online that debt stems from an underlying issue, i.e depression, self esteem. e.g..when i am sad i spend to feel better, at the time i am borrowing i feel like i am sorting that sadness out but in actually sense i am not fixing anything..its the same thing with alcohol, i drink hoping it numbs how i feel but it doesn't really cause its like after that i find myself in a worse place. Each time i come up with a way to settle my debt, I start okay but at some point something goes wrong and my interest rates go up and i simply cant pay off the debt. Again a friend of mine was meant to lend me some money at a very low rate so i could sort out these debts that give me stress. but that has not happened. and now again my mind goes into trying to get more debt to pay off the debt. Is there no easy way surely?. what i think is needed.. 1. clearly i don't have financial discipline, i need someone to be accountable to for my spending..idk, i wish there was a switch i could use to sort this out 2. I need someone to be accountable to for my drinking 3. I need to figure out something i can do that i will enjoy doing and won't need to drink or spend money aimlessly..

what these two habits are doing to me; 1. all this drinking is obviously unhealthy for me, my teeth are messed up, i am practically obese and don't feel good about how i look so that is also doing a number on my self esteem. I may end up losing a guy i love 2. The debt - i can't even sleep in peace, i am always tossing and turning..wondering what i will do or how i will pay it off. This causes me to feel very anxious..i wake up with what i think are anxiety attacks and this just messes up my whole day. how will i cope if this continues? I realise i have a big problem. 4. I get sad a lot, and i wonder if there is just something wrong with me 5. I fear i will one day do something drastic just so all this can go away.. 6. What do I do before i get to such a point... Am I the only who feels this way? I know people say, it all starts from you..etc, but it's hard and there doesn't seem to be a guide. So..where do i go from here? I wish i could enroll myself at some kind of camp where i work for my keep and im not given any money.. i need to break this cycle badly, I am so tired of living like this. I am too old for this, what am i going to teach my future kids. What do I do?

posted to life by Dana, Bright Queen of Musclebeasts (0 comments)

The only reason I haven't killed myself is because I don't want my kids to who are young to not get the chance to have a dad. Most days I'm an amazing dad, but that is all I can do. No person or thing perks my interest anymore. I'm going to end it all in an "accident" in 6 months to make sure my life insurance premiums will be at their peak, and that all of the money for them is set. I realized over time I am to unstable to be thier dad, and that they deserve a shot at a great life. Feel awful, but have accepted it and cherish the time I see them a lot. I know they are gonna do amazing things and me being gone ensures that sadly.

posted to life by Harper, Janitor of the Wicked (3 comments)

I try. I try so hard to be the best person I can be. I am a full time college student who lives at home with my mother, stepfather, and little brother. Alongside being a full time college student, I work part time, have many friends, and a boyfriend. I thought college was supposed to be fun. What happened to all the stories we heard or read about? You know the ones where everyone goes out drinking and partying even on weeknights? Where is that at? Why is it that I feel that nothing I do is right? I am literally making myself sick with just how stressed I am. I see what my mom was talking about now. How stressful everything is. I am failing a class, that is supposed to be one of the easy classes. My boyfriend just doesn't understand, my parents don't understand, no one understands. It seems that the ones who would understand aren't even really my friends anymore. I feel as if I don't belong. I don't belong in college, I don't belong at work, I don't belong in my friendships, relationship, and family. I just don't belong. I literally cannot do it anymore. I am getting to the point to ending everything, not life, just school and work and my relationship. So please just answer my question: What happens now?

posted to life by Nikki, Historian of the IT department (2 comments)

i just wanted to try and see how this 'anonymous' posting went. Yea life's crap, it's unfair and contains fake hope and dreams. Idek what I'm saying, I just needed something to let some of my nonsense out. Everyone's prob thought this once in their life but it still makes me wonder how much of a difference would it make if I wasn't here? Prob not a lot, but it still makes you wonder right?

posted to life by Adrian, Funeral Director of the Wildlands (2 comments)

I've lived a long life. Fought in a war, tried to be the best possible person I could be for the ones I cared about. It was never enough though. You can't repair the damage you cause no matter how hard you try you are what your weakest moment was. I ask forgiveness from those I've hurt and those who were affected by my choices. They were only meant to give others a better shot at life at a life worth living. I spent years training my body and heart to endure any obstacle, but I didn't think it would be too much for you to handle my friend. I never meant to show you how cold I could be, but I guess monsters all eventually reveal themselves with time. I just hope I've plucked our enough of them so that others can live happier that those of our past. Isn't it the cruelest thing to know that you can't ever change, no matter how much good you do. I pray no one else has to walk my path, and chooses to love instead of hate.

posted to life by Max, Bard of Musclebeasts (1 comment)

maybe if I am famous they won't look down on me

maybe If I obeyed I would know what to be

some-times I sit at home thinking I can't tell what I think

some people sit at home drinking I just lay down and sink

O God, why do you hate me? can I just die today?

they all have perfect families eating at Chicken-Filet

just maybe if I am famous They'll look at me nice someday

but really they will still hate me I'm a per-ver-ted thing

honestly I don't really want I don't really want to change

but sometimes sometimes I feel sometimes I feel such shame

can I? can I really want to? can I turn sin away?

can it be? an old man with a family? and can I love myself one day?

all I can do is pray - for God's mercy all I can do is pray

can I really want to can I really want to change? can I really want to can I really want to change?

posted to life by Nikki, Accountant of the Idealistic (1 comment)

My best friend is a selfish person. It's almost that time of year again October, which in tell brings fun activities and days such as Halloween. Three years ago my friend and I had nothing to do on Halloween so we searched for ideas and end up finding this Halloween activity that is costly but we had both always wanted to do. At the time I wasn't working and had absolutely no money for it but she begged me to go, so what did I do? I put together all the money I could scrap together over a couple of days in order to pay for it. Well now that time has come where we planned on going to the event again, but this time she doesn't have the funds to pay for it, and she pretty much shuts down the convo about it or says she cant right now. How is that fair for me? When I didn't have the funds she begged me still and I did everything I could to go but when the shoe is on the other foot she says nope, she cant do it. She always does this, makes her life and problems so much more important than mine, and this is in all life situations with her. I would go with someone else but she's my only best friend ugh. I love our friendship but her constantly making herself the most important one and never taking into consideration my feelings doesn't feel good. I need to find more friends to balance out our relationship, so I'm less dependent on her, thus not getting hurt as much because I have other people to do those things with. Now the hard part is finding those people lol.

posted to life by Addison, Developer of Imagination (2 comments)