Would you be here if you had one?

My brother and I don't have the healthiest of relationships. He has always been mean to me, always has talked shit about me. Even when other people would say mean things about me he would go along with it and not defend me at all. Every time I say something he doesn't listen and doesn't care but whenever he has something to say he expects me to pay full attention because what he says matters. He can never admit that he is wrong and will never say sorry when he knows he's in the wrong. Whenever I see him the only thing that comes out of his mouth is pure negativity. Whenever we argue we won't speak to each other for awhile but then when we see each other again it's like nothing happened. I have started to have the mindset that he is not my brother because he can't even be a good friend to me. I thought of telling him I don't think of him as my brother anymore so he would realize the extent of his abhorrent demeanor towards me. I recently stopped talking to him for about a week; I even blocked his number. I have thought about completely cutting him off for good unless he can learn how to treat his brother like a real sibling should.

posted to life by Andy, Apprentice of the Lonely (0 comments)