Would you be here if you had one?

Got played for the last time last night. So sick of these guys and them playing into her game. Got a black eye and just decided I’m done. I’d rather be safe with my son then to try meeting anyone else. I texted his dad last night telling him he was sick, got no answer. Then I remembered he was with her so I apologized for texting him.....still no answer. You’d think he’d at least say oh I hope he feels better or tell him Dad loves him but not a thing. Ended up taking him to doctor early this morning to make sure he was ok. Texted his dad and told him that and said I’ll no longer be texting him about our son unless it’s an emergency. No point when there’s no answer. Plus I take care of him like a mom should so he’ll be ok with me no matter what. I always see how these single parents start dating other people and you can slowly see them change. And they don’t even realize it. I had a friend do that and I told her that she was changing and forgetting her kids always come first, hasn’t talked to me since. I feel bad cause it’s like they don’t realize what they’re missing out on. But I guess just gives me more time and memories with him so I honestly don’t care. We’ve had such a good weekend minus us both getting banged up eyes but other then that this boy just steals my heart every day and I love him more and more everyday if that’s even possible! I will always be there for him no matter what and if someone has a problem with that they can leave and never come back. He’s the boy who holds the key to my heart. My purpose.

posted to life by Cosmo, Barbarian of Good (0 comments)