life

Would you be here if you had one?

Well, this is my first time blogging, I hope it's good enough for a starter. I've recently finished one hell of a year, it was so full of experience and so full of adventure and I really enjoyed it to the fullest. I've made new friends, tons of them. I've achieved some personal gains & learned about myself more than I've ever been able to learn before. The problem is that I'm feeling so empty right now and I can't proceed anymore. It's like I'm out of energy & this "drained" feeling is so overwhelming that I can't start any new adventures, I just need to rest & I really need to sleep. It's been like that for a while now, nothing motivates me, nothing is good enough. The overwhelming feeling of sorrow & grief is taking over my life one way or another. I just can't help thinking that I wasted so many good opportunities just laying in bed, taking a break from last year. I need to charge up but nothing is charging me up. I'm so greedy when it comes to accomplishments & now I can't get excited about anything !! ever! It's all below my standards & my expectations. I can't just be the good little boy following his dream. you know that feeling? I don't really know what is this called & why is this happening but it's frustrating!

posted to life by Alton, Pirate of Time (2 comments)


Ash, Curator of Space,

I think you're just burnt out. You absolutely need to slow down and sleep. I get that way from time to time. My life consists of school and stress. I have accomplished so many great things, but I feel so empty. I have given my life to my career, education and sometimes I am in tears from the pressure. I realize I feel that way when I am trying to do too much on too little sleep. Get some rest and do not drink activated charcoal. It is just life my friend, it's okay.

Frank, Deviant of Time,

YOU NEED ACTIVATED CHARCOAL. DRINK A SPOON FULL IN A GLASS OF WATER...YOU WILL BE RETURNED TO YOUR NATURAL STATE...FEELING ALIVE AND VIBRANT..DO IT NOW! YOU CAN BUY IT ON AMAZON!