life

Would you be here if you had one?

I am so weak. I hate the life I have come to know. I had great ambitions. I had great talent. I feel like it is over now. Not a day goes by that I don't feel like the world would be better off without me. I am too weak to pull the trigger though. I am lost. I am a nobody. I have done horrible things in my short lifetime. I wish it could all be over. I have so much guilt. My drunkeness has caused so much harm. I hate myself. I have low self esteem. I think I am ugly. One day I will end it.

posted to life by Stevie, Soldier of the Financial Services department (3 comments)


Harper, Host of Imagination,

you don't have to believe in that silly jesus guy to have worth. you're not weak, and there's nothing wrong with you. it's society that there's something wrong with.

Harper, Deviant of the Idealistic,

Samurai makes a lot of great points, but start with having faith and trust in Jesus for eternal life and the forgiveness of all your sins...then do the things he suggests in his posts.

Hazel, Samurai of the Satisfied,

Because you are weak, hate your life, and admit your sin, you are a perfect candidate to be used by God. -1 Corinthians 1:'26 Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him.' (NIV). -2 Corinthians 12: '9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.' -John 12.25: 'He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.' -Romans 3.23: ' for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,'. -1 John 1: '8 If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word is not in us.' Study the Bible, pray and focus on God. He put you in this world and therefore He should be the only one to take you out of it, it is a strength for you to live. God, Maker of heaven and earth, created you and your appearance so do not despise it. God is willing to forgive your sins and to fill you with His holy spirit if you ask for it, having faith in him. (Luke 11.13) -Ephesians 5.18: 'And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;' Evil angels are the ones who daily discourage you with negative thoughts but you must resist them and fill your mind with God's truth which is revealed to us in the Bible.