I hate my life. I feel like the black sheep of my family, cause' really I'm living a lie. I can't tell nobody shit in this house, because they're so judge mental. I've never really opened up to anyone here, I'm just scared. I'm just a teenager, what the fuck do you want from me? I'm just learning&growing up! I feel like I'm getting used here, because I always babysit my nieces&nephews and get absolutely nothing in return. You ever get the feeling, that you don't belong? If not than that's fine, cuz I'm used to it! Someday I'm gonna be gone, someday I won't be here, someday I'll leave everyone alone. No ones here for me. All the fucking time.