Would you be here if you had one?

So im 15 years old and I am over weight. I have no self esteem because of it. I played basketball for 8 years and I did dance for 2. but I have always struggled with my weight. The rest of my body other then my stomach is normal almost skinny. but then my stomach has this huge muffin top on it. I usually hide it by wearing flowing shirts. So I recently quit all the sports I do becasue i just began to hate it, not becasuse of my weight but I just got sick of it. This year for 9th grade I have been homeschooled so I have gained alot of weight. I sit home and snack. But I have been really trying to loose weight. I used to want to becasue I wanted to fit in with my bestfriend and I wanted other people to look at me differently. Now I really wanna do this for myself finally. I want to love myself. I have been trying realy hard to eat healthy but its sooo hard. I eat salads for lunch latly and i eat fruit and veggies all the time. I worked out for the first time today iin a long time. I think I have been doing really good with not snacking as much and snacking healthy when i do. Its just Im soooo impatient and i really wanna see results like tomarrow but I know thats not gonna happen. I would really appreciate it if someone could comment some afvice for me about losing weight. thnx

posted to life by Harper, Sniper of the Poor (2 comments)

Stevie, Warrior of Space,
you'll grow out of it hun, i'm the lankiest person alive but i always used to have a really podgy tummy... it only dissappeared in the last 2 years (i'm 18). i havent really changed any habits, perhaps eat more healthily but its just growing up thats done it. Now i've got bigger worries... my hips ...But of course, exercize is key, i find walking and dancing the best cos its so easy to do good luck :]
Ash, Counselor of Darkness,

8th Grade. Boy: I Really Like You; Will You Please Go Out With Me...? Girl: Yes. Boy: What?!? Girl: Yes. Boy: YES! Girl Starts To Fall For The Boy

Exactly One Month Later Girl's friend: I Think Its Time You Two Broke Up.! Girl: Okay..{Secretly Doesnt Want To But Is Too Afraid Her Friend Will Hate Her If She Says No.} ... ... ...


Boy: Hey. Girl: Hi. Boy: How's it going? Girl: It's fine. Boy: What's wrong? Girl: I think we should break up.. Boy: What..? Girl: We should break up. Boy: Why..? Girl: It`s Just... We Never See Each Other Anymore/: Boy: I can change that. Girl: I've never met your family.. Boy: I can change that. Girl: I just don't feel that way for you anymore.. Boy: I wish I could change that. Girl: I'm sorry. Boy: I know. Girl: I Have To Go.. Boy: Thanks for trying..

{Next day:} Boy: Hey. Girl: I'm sorry.. Boy: No I'm happy we broke up I could tell we weren't going anywhere too. Girl: Okay.../;

{Freshman year:}( 9th Grade )

Girl: (Playing their song) I like him.I have since we first started dating,but I can't tell him;I can't tell anybody.

{Sophomore year:}( 10th Grade )

Boy: (Has A New Girlfriend) Girl: (Playing their song) I like him...I still do...but I can't tell him,I can't tell anybody.

{Junior year:} ( 11th Grade )

Boy: (Him And His Girlfriend Break Upp) Girl: I Like You. I Always Have -&&-Always Will! Boy: I'm Sorry, I Like Someone Else. Girl: (Runs Away Cryingg.)

{The next day:} Boy: (Finds a note in his locker)

Note: I Told You I Like You, But I Was Wrong. I Meant I Love You; But You Dont Love Me. I Wish I Could Change That. Im Sorry For That Day Back In 8th Grade. I Really Didnt Want To. Im Gone Now, Ive Been Sick For A While Now.. But The Time You Read This Ill Be In The Hospital On Life Support. I Just Needed To Tell You Before Im one. I Love You♥ Dont Forget That!!(:

Boy: (Stares At The Paper For A Long Time And Runs Down The Hall, He Went To Her House, But She Wasn`t Home.)

{The next day:}

Boy: (Goes To The Hospital And Tells The Nurse Who He Wants To See) Nurse: It seems she checked out yesterday. Boy: She's better? Nurse: I'm afraid not. She had cancer and she passed away yesterday. I'm sorry. Boy: (stares at the floor, he runs out the door and down the street)

{The Next Day, At Her Funeral!)

Boy: (Asks to speak) Boy: A Few Days Ago I Received A Note From Her. (He Reads The Note) And I Wanted To Tell Her Before She Left That I Loved Her, I Love Her. I Loved Her For A Long Time; And There Is Nothing I Can Do Now.! -Nothing-All I Can Say Is I Love You, And Now Your Gone.... I Wish I Could Change That.! Boy: (Starts Crying And So Does Everyone Else.) ~

The Boy Ends Up Marrying Her Friend Who Told Her To Break Up With Him In The First Place. When He Found Out What She Had Done, He Killed Himself; To Be With The Girl He Really Loves!♥ He Was 28. Repost Or You Will Have Bad Luck In Love For 28 Years./: Repost And Somebody Will Tell You They "Love You" Tomorrow And You Will Get Good News Tonight At Midnight:) Repost If You Have A Heart And Want To Find A Cure