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So I don't follow a religion but I do believe in something higher BUT , Once I was at a really low point in my life and I was planning on ending my life but before I did I kept speaking to "god" and I told him I loved him and I asked if he loved me ? The next day I was in the shopping mall and in the car airfrsheners I found a leaflet (btw I don't drive or own a car so I don't know why I was looking there ) but I found a leaflet which said on the front "what is your soul worth" it explained the good and the bad , so I kept hold of it ... the same day I went home and I was sat in the front room and I heard the letter box . I looked over at the front door and seen something was posted through I ignored it for about 3 seconds before I realised it looked like someone had posted a note . I jumped up ran to the door and read the not which said ." "God loves you and would come out of no where to be there for you " I opened the door and said thankyou to the guy that posted it ... he stuck him thumb up and said your welcome. I ran upstairs and looked out my bedroom window to see if he was posting notes to everyone's house but he never he came to my house and I watched him walk out of the street Ioved on and never went to any other house other then mine .... sometimes I wish I asked him why posted that note through my door but I kind of had a feeling it's because I had prayed and asked god for answers but I have never forgotten I carried the note and leaflet around with me for two year but when I tell people they think I'm crazy .... what do you make of it ?

posted to religion by Colin, Musician of Justice (2 comments)

Like ,Chris Jenkins himself thought None of the smiley faces exactly match one another, there fore the drownings are not connected It's OK don't worry be happy . Thanks! I guess spending my youth on the Rotten Library paid off.

posted to school by Charlie, Merchant of the Financial Services department (0 comments)

Any open minded guys on here who keep their nether regions trimmed, shaved, or waxed?

I go full Brazilian wax, and it feels so amazing to stay completely bare down there.

Women are also encouraged to comment on what you think if your guy did/does this.

posted to life by Blaine, Secretary of the IT department (2 comments)

If you are seeing reptilians they are fallen angels, they are demons,the Nephilim I picked mine up from false doctrines inside The Catholic Diocese Peace be upon you & us. we will continue to sacrifice them Sinsinawa

posted to school by David, Chef of the IT department (0 comments)

Ha ha, thought it be easy, huh?

Not as easy as you think, you know!

Don't know if there is a comment I hate more. Fuck you - I did not think anything would be easy!!

posted to life by Lisa, Chronographer of the Homeless (3 comments)

I am a Christian Who masturbatea and thinks of nice ladies. It is not a sin unless you are coveting someone else's wife.

posted to religion by Eileen, Janitor of Musclebeasts (10 comments)

I like Ice cream I like Ice cream I like Ice cream

posted to school by Addison, Fashion Designer of the Poor (0 comments)

She suggested that because I have such a good relationship with my best friend and her boyfriend that we 3P. You bitch. Don't be disgusting. Not everybody is a fucking slut like you.

posted to relationships by Taylor, Venture Capitalist of the Hungry (5 comments)

I’m stuck. I’m not sure if it’s seasonal depression or what but I feel like I don’t have the appropriate emotional responses to stuff. I’m just getting numb. I feel little to nothing 60% of the time, anxious about 20%, and sad the other 20%. And sometimes things just make me cry. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about suicide, but recently I’ve been thinking about it more and more.

It’s the same thing every day. I go to my shitty boring job. Come home to a family that isn’t around. Sit down and work and draw to hope I can someday do something I want to do. Drawing makes me happy but lately even that’s been a struggle.

I’m a millennial living with my family and we all get along great, but we don’t really spend a lot of time together. Me, my brother, and my dad are usually working and my mom has been finding herself through her pottery class, which is great. It’s nice because I don’t have to pay rent so I can save up all my money, but I get frustrated.

I love my family but I want some independence other than just “PAY UR OWN BILLS DUR-HURR” because I do all of that already and my dad pretends I don’t. I’d like to get my own dog or something that I just…have a say over. Or just be able to have a big change that’s new and I could focus on…but that won’t happen. I’d like to move out but not without a partner and not when I can save so much money here.

Then I’m stuck at this job I hate. It’s poorly run, everyone’s taken advantage of because the company is so cheap and the past few months we’ve basically been assaulted by work. It’s been bad. The 43-48 hours a week everyone was forced to do became more like 50-55, and the kind of work we have to do is inane, vapid, empty garbage. We have to watch the same episodes about idiot rich ladies screaming and throwing drinks or another special about some serial killer confessing to crimes. Not to mention, a lot of my coworkers do work that’s above their pay grade or are willingly filling 4 jobs for a non-staff position.

I try to talk with my manager on how to make things better and sometimes he listens, but I feel like I’m getting a rep as a whiner. But really, we get so backlogged and we don’t have the tools or the people we need to get our work done. It’s maddening sometimes and I feel like I’m the only one who ever says something.

But it’s not just work. There’s also this guy.

He’s been a friend since college. Well, sort of. In college he was sort of on the fringe of the group. I feel like he preferred his film friends to his illustrator friends because he really only ever wanted to party with film people rather than chill with the illustrators. But I kinda fell for him because I liked how passionate and knowledgeable he was about what he liked, I liked how he was a persistent, more serious, and more business-minded than me, and I liked hearing about the nice things he would do for his little brother or his old crippled dog. I told him I liked him but he wasn’t interested, so the next two years were me trying not to be awkward when he was around, and him trying to hang out with the two people in the group I hung out with the most.

I thought he would disappear after graduation, but months after we did he started skyping every so often. It was weird for me at first, but then we both got friendly again. Then a new girl from a different state joined the group named Millie and suddenly Mark was in the chat constantly. He was always responding when she posted stuff and it was really awkward for me because I was in skype all the time. Like…this was where I would chill with my friends. And now suddenly he’s here chatting up this new girl and it’s just like…putting a giant magnifying glass over my insecurities as a woman. I know he’s going to get a girlfriend eventually but I didn’t want to watch it happen.

But I still didn’t want to be chased away from the rest of my friends, so I would still go on. Millie never really got on the phone calls, but Mark did. And it’s strange because I feel like him and I are a lot friendlier now and it’s easy for us to talk and joke about things. I feel like he also…refers to me a bit more too. It strange. I stopped liking him and now I’m starting to like him again.

And then Dina was talking about online dating and she asked me to help write her profile since we’re friend and I’m a good articulate-er. When I asked her what kind of guy she liked, one of the two friends in the group she mentioned was Mark, and said “I’ve never wanted to make a move because I live so far away.” And then I just feel dirty. I tell her to go for him if she wants to but she hasn’t. And I don’t want to make a move, get my heart smashed again, and then have to build up my confidence from the ground up a second time. Or if I make a move, and somehow, he reciprocates and then Dina gets upset. I…I just can’t take it. I wish that some divine force would just take this punishment away from me. Or I could just hate him. Or he could just…leave.

I want to be bigger and just not let things get to me., but they do. I try not to make a big deal out of stuff that really hurts me, but it makes me sick. I try to talk about this stuff with my mom but I think she’s at a loss of what to do or how to help. I can’t go to therapy because of insurance bullcrap. I hate myself, I hate my body, and I feel old and pointless all the time. I’m trying so hard to think and be considerate of thers but I get bummed out that no one seems to do the same for me.

What’s the point of living if it’s only going to get worse? What’s the point if I don’t feel like I matte to anyone? Why should I keep going if I spend every other day trying to hide the sounds of me sobbing in my room?

I don’t know I just..I want to keep fighting but…I wonder if it’s really worth it? Where is my happiness and why can’t I find it now? Why does everything feel so far away? When will I stop feeling so alone?

posted to life by Dana, Ship Master of the Satisfied (0 comments)

...bitch!?! So, someone close to me is going thru a divorce, and you find it so neccesary to point out you were right 6yrs ago? And point out that I was wrong?

You can be so judgmental, and kind of a bitch. I wish we were divorced by now.

posted to relationships by Adrian, Ship Master of the Wildlands (1 comment)

I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (379 comments)

Jerusalem is Israel's capitol. Always has been, always will be. Praise God!

posted to society by Peyton, Student of Musclebeasts (0 comments)

How do I delete my post? I regret pouring my heart out and now I wish to remove the details of my life off the internet. How do I do that?

posted to feedback by Rook, Cleric of the Wildlands (2 comments)

Work for a living. To live.

Do something you enjoy, that expresses your talent.

Don't die making a living.

posted to work by Taylor, Gigolo of Justice (0 comments)

The first one is in the name of Jesus in pictographic Hebrew (Yashuah), what each of the pictographic characters represents, it spells a sentence : “The Hand That Destroys the Establishment of the Eye!”. We know the eye being referred to is the eye in the pyramid. Jesus will destroy its establishment. The New World Order may rage against God, but it will never win.

The second sentence are what the names of some early biblical characters mean in Hebrew, and when put in order, makes a sentence: Adam -Man Seth -Appointed Enosh – Mortal Kenan – Sorrow Mahalalel – The blessed God Jared – Shall come down Enoch – Teaching Methuselah – His death shall bring Lamech – Despairing Noah – Comfort and rest

And so we have a sentence: Man appointed mortal sorrow, the blessed God shall come down teaching, His death shall bring the despairing rest and comfort.

posted to religion by Charlie, Attendant of Justice (1 comment)

I am 33. My father belonged to a branch of the Baptist church. He married my mother and forced her to give him 12 children. He threatened her with a gun if she tried to leave or refuse him sex. They had no car, he biked to his job in the city. He had his brother "watch" her when he left. She homeschooled my siblings and I as best she could. When I wa 16 I ran away. I was so uncomfortable talking to strangers that I was unable to go into the DMV to learn about driving exams let alone actually get a license. I lived under bridges til I was 21. I decided I wanted to try to join the military. So I went back and got a license after months of hard work. When I went in for recruitment I was unable to piss in front of anyone for a urine test due to being so cut off from social interactions growing up. I was turned away. 7 years ago I got a job at a factory and moved into a studio apartment down the street.I took advantage of the internet and learned where a few of my siblings ended up. Most were still in the convent. 2 were in prison. As far as I know I'm the only one with any semblance of normality in their life. I try talking to people at work but its honestly terrifying. I keep thinking about meeting this girl I've been talking to online but the idea.of having a conversation in person sounds like the worst form of torture imaginable. I hate God. I hate the man who came up with him. I hate that my life was completely ruined from the get go all because my mother and father based their life around and imaginary super being. Not a day goes by that I wish I could be normal.

posted to religion by Max, Warrior of the Rich (4 comments)

This woman pushed my last button. How can someone ask you the weather and you say "It's raining" and they ignore you. The see on the TV the forecast is rain, look out the window and see rain, their phone says it's raining then complain that it is raining and they " didn't know" all day.

How can someone ask you what 'you' want to do then immediately say "No, I want to do (whatever)" and does what they want then complain about you not going/doing whatever/wherever after they took out or did it without you?

How can someone make you pay for everything and you drive them everywhere then call you 'useless' and punch the shit out of you in public. It takes over 8 hours get to NYC from Cleveland. Yet I drive "too slow" so I'm useless?

Also, who punches the fuck of their spouse and then says they are calling the cops to "turn it around on you" so they can get a restraining order. And you show them it was recorded on dashcam they don't believe it.

Who teaches their kid to call you "Stupid Daddy" and "Loser" but yet sleeps all day leaving the kid unattended and the dad comes home from work at 1AM to see the kid watching TV while Mommy is snoring away then. Kid has a full diaper with crap running down the leg with milk all over the floor and food left out all day. Then they act surprised it's 1AM and say they need "14-16 hours" of sleep.

Who tells their husband to bring the car closer so they don't have to walk in the snow but when you leave to get the car in the parking lot to move up front they send you a text complaining how worthless you are and say deserve "someone richer, more mature" when you just left at their request.

Who tells their husband they can't call their parents to see how they are doing after a heart attack because she believes you are "talking shit" to them about her. But then complains they won't talk to her at all after she calls them to tell them to never talk to us again. Yet her husband is expected to drive her family around because they need a rental car and they don't have a credit card.

Who throws all her husband's shit out because she needs 'more room' and tells him they are moving but then ends up moving into a 1 bedroom and tells her husband "you can just sleep in the car. You have a shower and change room at work. You can wash up there. Stay in the apartment with (child) until I come home then go to your car so I can watch my shows."

I just realized how selfish she is and how stupid I was. I was being used and now I lose everything and given the courts I know I will be reduced to paying child support to visit my kid (if at all) because I know how they screw dads over. Despite the fact I make 3 times as much as her and I want custody of my kid because I actually took her places and did things with her like go to the park yet her mom was too tired to do anything. But my wife and our daughter thought it was funny her yelling "Stupid Daddy" on the plane to LA in July...

posted to relationships by Ash, Monk of Imagination (7 comments)

Alison McCarthy Senatro is a cyber stalker and terrorist attacking and censoring people who speak out against human traffickers, pedophiles, and murderers.

posted to society by Adrian, Investigator of Darkness (1 comment)

They should make them have a one on one instead of involving the whole world !

posted to society by Yoko, Accountant of Justice (0 comments)

Why for once can't there be no horrific tragedy? Why can't the people in charge tell the whole world that we need a mutual agreement that we're over populated and we can do something about it ? Why do people treat animals like they are less then us when the have the same feelings, social lives and they interact with each other ? Why is there so much hatred in the world ? Why does religion cause all the horrible things in the world ? Why can't every race except each other ? Why do we have to do what where told by people we don't know ? Why !!! When we have been at war with each other whyyyy can't we try get on for once ? Why do we have to get permission to travel who said they own something you can't own as it belongs to nature? Why is metaphysics disregarded when it is what old science is biased on and has facts to be true ? Why does singing bring you fame when a lot of people can sing better then famous people? If there is enough money in the world for everyone to be famous why are some still poor ? Who has all the money ? Why are people more connected but less at the same time ? Why am I here ? I wish I could change the world for the better every night I pray for every person in the world to have less suffering and I pray everyone could have more compassion, I pray that people animals and the world doesn't suffer .... sometimes I wish I could sit and speak to someone with a lot of understanding of the world, sometimes I wish I could live more naturally, but sometimes I wish I had enough money to make a difference, I wish I could wave a magic wand and make the whole world better

posted to life by Bishop, Author of the Satisfied (1 comment)

2 days before I found out I was pregnant while on contraception I had a dream I was in my old back garden where I grew up there as a child , it was a beautiful summers day I was in the back garden with two children , identical twins they looked like cherubs with curly blonde ringlets they was beautiful so golden and bright , I remember kneeling down and opening my arms to invite them in and embraced them both I felt nothing but love for them both I couldn't shake this dream . What does this dream mean ?

posted to life by Harper, Farmer of the Idealistic (4 comments)

You people are missing the grown up stuff! Don't be afraid to see a little real life!

You might even learn something new and exciting!

posted to life by Adrian, Pirate of Evil (4 comments)

The problem with customer service is that anyone can demand immediate results from us. But I've had to wait when I pay for an item or service - and I've waited without calling anyone repeatedly, cursing them out or threatening them.

I hate that job so much I feel I can't breathe.

posted to work by Peyton, Merchant of Musclebeasts (8 comments)

The Pallavicini family are the owners of the Armenian Mafia or Armenian Power which operate in Hollywood as enforcers, extortionists, human traffickers, and security. The Pallavicini family are ancient Palhavi or Iranian royalty and the Pahlavuni family are also Iranian royalty that settled in Armenia which evolved into the Mkhargrzeli and Hethumids dynasties. The Armenian Mafia are both Christian and Muslim just as the Pallavicini family are both Christian and Muslim. The Pallavicini family financed the Vatican as Genoese-Venetian bankers and married in with several Papal and Roman noble families like the House of Rospigliosi. The Pallavicini family have an Islamic family branch with Imam Yahya Sergio Yahe Pallavicini of Milan as the head of ISESCO or Islamic Educational, Scientific and Cultural Organization and he is also the Advisor for Islamic Affairs in Italy. Yahya's father Sheikh Abd Al-Wahid Pallavicini is the head of Ahamadiyyah Idrissiyyah Shadhiliyyah Sufi Order in Italy. The Armenian Power have alliances with the Mexican Mafia and even involved themselves with the war in Syria. The Armenian Mafia is allied with the Russian Mafia and the Pallavicini family has strong ties with Russia. The Austrian Marquis Alfonso Pallavicini has been the Non-Executive Director of BNP Paribas ZAO Russia and Giancarlo Pallavicini from Milan was an economist and adviser for the Soviet government. Kirk Kerkorian who passed away in 2015 was a Armenian-American billionaire residing in Beverly Hills and was worth about 4 billion. He owned Hollywood's Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer movie studio and was also involved with Las Vegas hotels like the MGM Grand Hotel. Kirk Kerkorian was a front man for the Black Nobility's La Cosa Nostra and their Armenian Mafia. Kirk Kerkorian's attorney and ex wife Lisa Bonder-Kerkorian were connected with Anthony Pellicano who was charged with racketeering, conspiracy, wiretapping, witness tampering, identity theft, and also possession of explosives. Anthony Pellicano was from Chicago and is likely an agent of the Chicago Outfit. The reason the Black Nobility use the Armenian Power in Hollywood as a proxy is to create a layer of concealment. The Armenian Mafia are human traffickers serving members of Hollywood and act as their security.

posted to society by Aubrey, Alchemist of the craft table (0 comments)

So that's it. The banks keep calling. I invested my last thousand bucks on more Forex scams because all I needed was just one quick hit. I fell for their 20% compounding returns. I must have seen it all. Forex Godfathers. Profit Kings. Derrick Bell Mentorship. Boss FX. King of Pakistan. FX Magic. At first I thought I was missing the good signals because of sleep and work. So I allowed for account management. I wanted to believe 90% was possible. After all, binary exists. Fool me so many times... shame on me. I'm sorry to E, my little girl, daddy will never bring you to Disneyland. I'm sorry, Y, I should have listened to you. I wish I've never heard of anything from the financial world. You can all be bitcoin millionaires and billionaires. I'm done. Farewell, world.

posted to relationships by Alton, Rockstar of the Forgotten Lands (0 comments)

...and possibly your 1st lovers. If you have the kind of bond I have with my 1st cousin, then we should have explored sexually with each other when we were developing.

Now we are grown, and have told each other we are in love, and we are soulmates, and we have kissed, and been handsy. But with me being married I don't get chances to see how far we would go. I would go all the way.

posted to relationships by Brett, Fashion Designer of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

If a girls smiles at you, she's not ALWAYS trying to hit on you. It sucks that are so many easy sluts these days that guys assume if you smile or treat them like a human you like them Uhh no bud, you're not all that. Get over yourself. I'm nice to everyone.

posted to life by Rook, Fashion Model of the Hungry (15 comments)

Always heartening to be reminded of the reason why I wanted to be a lawyer, and to believe that change is possible.

"…Just as the scientist seeks for truth, so the lawyer should seek for justice. Just as the scientist takes his instances and from them builds up his general propositions, so the lawyer should take his precedents and from them build up his general principles…

Many a lawyer will dispute this analogy with science. “I am only concerned,” he will say, “with the law as it is, not with what it ought to be.” For him the rule is the thing. Right or wrong does not matter. That approach is all very well for the working lawyer who applies the law as a working mason lays bricks, without any responsibility for the building which he is making. But it is not good enough for the lawyer who is concerned with his responsibility to the community at large. He should ever seek to do his part to see that the principles of the law are consonant with justice. If he should fail to do this, he will forfeit the confidence of the people. The law will fall into disrepute: and if that happens the stability of the country will be shaken. The law must be certain. Yes, as certain as may be. But it must be just too.*

posted to work by Ash, Bard of Wild Parties (1 comment)

In addition to the “traditional” reasons, your mom may have had you circumcised for at least one or more of the reasons below that she won't tell you (and don't embarrass both of you by asking!):

She wanted you to get blow jobs. Much more likely if you're clean, dry and don't smell bad. Circumcised boys often have to look up the word “smegma” in a dictionary. They have no idea what it is because they never produce any.

She knew that girls like circumcision. It's clean (see above), and it's sexy. The sight of a bare glans (head of the penis) is a major turn on for most women.

She knows or knew another woman who did not have her son circumcised at birth and later regretted it.

She once had a bad experience with an uncircumcised man, or knew another woman who did.

If this post attracts a number of anti-circumcision post, as these kinds of posts often do, ask yourself, this question, based on my own experience what rings true, and what doesn't?

posted to life by Dakota, Sous Chef of Musclebeasts (35 comments)

don't call me stupid; I'm just a hungry girl, and you taste so sweet

posted to life by Max, Attendant of the Satisfied (3 comments)

I am 20 years old female . I was born with a little small circle of a birthmark above my lip . They doctor told my mom it will eventually go away just a blood vessel popped when I was in the womb and it all went to me. Well the doctors was wrong the older I got the more it grew . I’m at the age I think where it finally stop spreading ,it is now from my lip to under my eyes to in side my mouth. All over the right side of my face mostly.

Yes I was picked on a lot in school for it when they finally came out with shearcover make up , we decided to try it && it work great couldn’t even know I had one so till that day I wore makeup everyday just so I could look normal people still knew it was me still make up of me.

Finally in high school I just got to wear I didn’t care what anyone said anymore I was me. I was tried of the making fun of so I started be like I don’t care && being a bitch finally it all just stopped you would have those couple people that still will but I could care less .

I have realized now I don’t care what people think ,, I am me , I don’t need your opinion , I think I’m beautiful

posted to life by Addison, Apprentice of Arts and Crafts (0 comments)

Some parents just seem to focus on "disciplining" their child as a 'right of passage' if you will for the child. I remember seeing a news article once about a baby who died (illness I believe) and his mother was quoted saying "he'll never get to go on a date, or get his first whipping from his dad." Another time a person who used to work for my company was pregnant, she knew she was having a girl and she said during her pregnancy "if this little girl gets smart with me I wont hesitate to smack her in her mouth." What's with these people? I'm a brand new first time parent; I'm not naive I know at some point my child will misbehave and need discipline. But not once during my pregnancy, or now that she's arrived have I thought of what I'll do when she misbehaves, it simply doesn't enter my mind; I'll cross that bridge when I get there. I will say though I'll never whip my child or slap her across the face.

posted to life by Lisa, Mistress of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

used to be a time when niggers could actually live next to them , beat them up and rob them. Damn now even they don't like your black asses . Niggers Sand Niggers all the same-- put them on an island and smart bombs

posted to society by Jerry, Superintendent of the Wicked (1 comment)

First of all, the bible does teach that to be saved we need to be "born again" or "born from above" or "born of the Spirit". What it MEANS is receiving spiritual regeneration from an act of God on us due to faith in Jesus Christ. The kind of faith needed to be saved is defined literally in the Greek word for it, as to "trust on, to rely upon, to adhere to". Therefore if we trust Christ to save us, we have exercised "saving faith" and are spiritually regenerated. Everyone in the human race has sin and needs to be forgiven of sin and regenerated spiritually, and since Christ paid the price on the cross for all human sin, faith in Him is what obtains forgiveness of sin and spiritual regeneration, which can also be considered a re-establishing of a connection with God that had been previously lost or missing. With this definition, one does not need to say "born again Christian". If one is a TRUE Christian, one is "born again", and if one is "born again" then one is a true Christian. Saying "born again Christian" is a redundant term, it is like saying "wet water". Now I understand why some feel a need to call themselves "born again Christians", is to distinguish themselves from those in churches that think they earn their way to forgiveness of sins by good works, or that might have an intellectual only faith in God and Jesus but not trusting Him, and thus not being truly saved. However I think it is just as good or even better to teach people that saving faith entails trusting Christ and not just mentally believing right doctrines about Him, God, and the bible. We should never give people the impression that to be born again or a true Christian one needs to be part of an Evangelical or Fundamentalist church. In fact with growing apostasy in Evangelical and even some Fundamentalist churches true Christians would be better off running from those churches if they find their church in apostasy or becoming apostate an refusing correction. If you the lay person tries to correct the pastor for apostasy, and he refuses to be corrected, then it is God's will to get out of that church.

I do not feel it is necessary or even care for using terminology such as "receiving or taking Jesus as your personal Savior". When you TRUST Jesus to save you He PERSONALLY saves YOU. You are doing what people often are trying to MEAN when they say "take Jesus as your personal Savior". I prefer to cut to the chase and simply tell people they should trust the Lord rather than mess around with trendy, modern, 20th century Evangelical culture catch phrases. If we tell people to "take Jesus as your personal Savior", they may think ok good, but HOW does one do that, but if one is told to trust Christ by faith, then there is no guessing as to how to do that, one knows especially with the help of the Holy Spirit whose power works whenever people are told about faith in Christ. Some bible verses talk about Jesus being believed ON, rather than believed IN, to believe ON = to trust IN.

posted to religion by Dakota, Crusader of Imagination (0 comments)

I am in a new relationship. Over two years have past since I last posted on this forum.

My ex is now in prison, pregnant, and married to new a person that she chose above all else. Her family is devastated but does not know how to move forward. Right now, with my life so busy, I am all of sudden stuck on thinking about how I moved forward. I am not sure how I did it or if I really ever moved on. I waited a year before getting involved in another relationship, and I am happy than I ever been. I just hope that I made the right choice on getting involved again and didn't interfere with my healing.

When I think of my ex lately, I just hope she finds her way back to her family and the love in her life. She always told me she was crazy, and I never believed her when she said it until it all hit home.

Now, still best friends with her sister, it is so strange seeing life go by. I find it so fucked up that your mind can screw you over after working so harder and achieving something so great. She and I had it all it all - over 250k annually salary and everything at the ages of 22...but it must mean something. People keep telling me money isn't everything and I learned that lesson hard during the divorce, and I need to keep learning.

Thanks for listening. I needed to vent after all this time.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Referee of Space (2 comments)

I had this dream several years ago, and would like input and thoughts on it:

The church was as the Roman army laying siege to a strong fortress garrisoned with evil spirits. Inside thousands of people here held captive. Our job was to take the fortress and free the prisoners. However the attacking army was very poorly organized. Haphazard groups of soldiers waked up to the wall and attempted to use scaling ladders. Others simply stared up at the wall wondering what to do. We climbed the ladders attempting an assault on the fortress. Demons were manning the wall, they were pitch black creatures. Every time we climbed the ladders a sword would be stuck into the soldier at the top. The sword didn't kill but it caused extreme despair and depression. It caused the struck person to climb back down the ladder and just give up the attack. I myself was struck, felt the depression and despair, but recovered a little later. In the rear of our lines I noticed several catapults but they were sitting being unused. Other small groups kept discussing plans to use the catapults then attack the fortress in a more cohesive manner. (I seem to remember discussing catapults with fellow soldiers, but not commanders.) I got the distinct impression the commanders did not want us to use the catapults, that there was no need to use them. We did not plan to ask permission to use the catapults. We were planning ways just use them without asking any of our unit leaders, or even letting them know of our plans to use them. Then the dream ended.

Also here is a vision I had a few months ago:

A vision popped into my head regarding the potential coming pizzagate arrests of high level elites. They are on a huge cruise ship partying it up and they are taking countermeasures to protect their ship, however a stealth attack is coming in the form of a submarine. The submarine has the cruise ship on sonar and possibly already has a firing solution set up for a torpedo salvo. Now is the time for people on the cruise ship to get off, either at port or by lifeboat. If others won't let them off, then they should sneak off, even in the middle of the night. One the torpedoes hit it will be too late to get off the ship.

posted to religion by Blaine, Ship Master of Wild Parties (0 comments)

I did some research, and am coming to the conclusion that I John 5:7 "For there are three who bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Spirit, and these three are one", DOES belong in the bible, and WAS in the original manuscripts. It is missing from many ancient Greek manuscripts from about 300 - 400 A.D. There is a reason for that. My research shows that parts of Europe (The Byzantine Empire) was very heavily influenced by Arian heretics at that time, and that they removed that verse simply because it went against their theology from their copies of Greek texts. Remember in the East they spoke Greek in churches, and never had to translate the New Testament for a long time like in the Western Church. Arians believed that Jesus was a created being and therefore they denied the Trinity. That verse goes against their theology, so they removed it. God is not pleased when people remove verses from the bible because they go against your beliefs. The correct thing to do in that situation is instead repent and change YOUR beliefs, instead of trying to change what the bible says.

In Greek the grammar is mismatched if you remove this verse. It is in the Latin Vulgate, and Jerome commented on how this verse was being removed by the Arians.

Check out this page: http : //www . kjvtoday . com/home/the-father-the-word-and-the-holy-ghost-in-1-john-57#TOC-Extant-Greek-manuscripts

I just find it interesting that the texts used for many modern bibles are missing verses and fragments that support the deity of Christ, the blood of Christ for atonement, the Trinity, even the virgin birth is muddied somewhat. I find it hard to believe that they weren't removed by scribal errors or deliberate action by people throughout church history who didn't WANT to believe those doctrines, and didn't want them in the bible. Then they could say see see see here is what the bible says....and use it to bully you when you say well wait a minute, what about what might have been in there originally.

Case in point, this is more of a translation issue and which texts are used, but the KJV uses the word fornication to indicate sexual sin, whereas many modern translations say "sexual immorality". I prefer the word "fornication" because it is more precise to what it means, and it is defined by the bible itself to mean all sexual sins which are listed. It would include incest, animals, sex between men, taking another man's wife or betrothed, and temple prostitution. The Greek Septuagint uses the word "pornea", out of which we get the English word fornication, which in 1611 meant roughly the same thing, but the definition should really be taken by how the bible defines it in a its larger context. Note that many biblical heroes kept concubines (women they were NOT married to) and the bible NEVER defines that as a sin. "Sexual immorality" COULD be understood in the same context when people read modern bibles, but the thing is often it is ingrained in modern culture to think of "sexual immorality" as mainly unmarried sex, which takes away from the original meanings of "pornea" and even "fornication" when taken its biblical context. Many are tempted to take the term "sexual immorality" and ATTACH any meaning they want to it, sometimes accurate, sometimes not. The Hebrew word for "pornea" has a similar meaning to the word in Greek. I also recently found out that when God tells ancient Hebrews in the laws not to be prostitutes in the Law, THAT Hebrew word is SPECIFIC to temple prostitution. Ancient Hebrew has other words for secular prostitution which is not used in any of those passages. That is interesting.

posted to religion by Bishop, Monk of the Irredeemably Moist (7 comments)

I should premise this discussion with the background that I am a graduate level, and forever learning, blogger. I have traveled through North America, Europe, and South Africa. My life passions include finding what motivates others and pushing boundaries to assist them in accomplishing their goals. This passion is some dream superhero fantasy that if multiple people are motivated in the right direction...they will eventually join in a common goal to better themselves and those around them. Unfortunately we do not live in a dream world and I am not a super hero of any kind.

On December 1st, 2017, my longest standing friend grew tired of fighting.
We met around age 4 or 5, I was too young to remember, and instantly identified with each other. Both of our parents had brought us to a local bar where they frequently drank while we ran around, oblivious to the world around us. He and I would grow to find that we weren't much like the people around us. Engaging in advanced courses or seeking new people and places, and even trying to dull ourselves down, wouldn't change how evident it was that people were selfish and cruel. The planet suffocating and the people in it drowning while others stepped on them to rise above. He was brilliant and his "heart" ...his mind, more compassionate and patient than most anyone I had ever met. He spent years turning away recognition from peers, scholarships to ivy league schools, advancements in work, and love from others. He gave...he gave so much that the grit and compassion in him which once brought us together turned into a large black hole of sorrow. Sorrow that would take his life. Sorrow that he shouldn't have had to bear alone, that no one should have to bear alone. I will continue to find meaning for him, I will continue to fight for him, I will continue to love others for him.

People deserve so much more than what WE have accepted as life. This planet deserves more, our children deserve more, you and I deserve more. He deserved more.

posted to life by Adrian, Chef of Space (0 comments)

I fell in love with a girl in high school. Its been many years now but not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about her. She was beautiful to me. I don't know how someone like her could've liked me. But I changed so much after her. She was the greatest moment of my life and I know now that the memories of her will live with me until the day I die. Most people would think I'm crazy. But I know my heart better than anyone. I don't even think God could save me now.

posted to relationships by Ash, Consultant of the Idealistic (4 comments)

So it's not just me doing it! The other kind of masturbation. You know which one I mean ladies, or at least some of you do. I googled it and there it is - many others confessing to what I thought was some freak part of my body. Go google - Really weird masturbation (pressing down on lower abdomen).

So, while everyone is familiar with clitoral masturbation, there is also another kind - stimulating the G spot, not by an object in the vagina by applying external pressure to the lower abdomen.

This only works for some, and it only works when your bladder is half full - because (in some women), the bladder is located right above the g spot, and when the bladder starts to fill up, it will also apply pressure on the g spot, stimulating it.

It is weird, I know, but I'm sure some of you know what i am talking about

Some women naturally get horny as their bladder feels fuller, and they may not even make the connection. Women who are built like that have a much greater chance to have an orgasm during intercourse, if they have it when their bladder is half full (because then the G spot is pressured from both sides)

If you're built like that, you will discover that applying pressure under a certain angle on your lower abdomen, when your bladder is 50% -70% full, will feel like you have a cock in you. No joke. A really great cock at that...

I've never been able to actually climax from this, but it is amazing - and it's kind of addictive too.

And here's when I reach the flip side of this - to those of you who practice this, be very careful and do not overuse this technique - holding in urine, which is an inevitable part of this - raises your risk of getting cystitis - drastically. So please do NOT over-do this, and drink cranberry juice or practice any other preventive measure - because, i think 90% of women get cystitis at some point int their lives, and most of us know what a fucking torture it is. Keep yourselves healthy!

posted to life by Aubrey, Barbarian of Evil (8 comments)



I am married, happily. I love my husband very much he completes me in every aspect except when I want things.....in the bedroom. He is so sweet that when I want domination, he fears he will hurt me and no matter how many times I assure him he won't, I am only given tenderness when I require the opposite. In this aspect, I am attracted to his friend and I am quite taken with the idea of dragging this innocent little christian down to the world of sin, breaking him, stealing his fragile innocence and then training him in the ways of dominance, only going to him for my carnal needs and then leaving him when I am satisfied. Alas, it simply cannot be.

posted to relationships by Bobbie, Administrator of the Lonely (8 comments)

why is there a limit for credit card deposit in the first place

and singtel is a shitty money grubbing company, technologically backward, and needs more competition

posted to society by Max, Templar of Wild Parties (1 comment)

I'm a 16 year old girl. I'm lesbian, but I'm ashamed of telling anyone . I always say I'm straight, to some close friends I've even said I'm bi. My mom is really religious when I first came out to her she told me that "God" made Adam and evem that he intended for couples to be women and men not women and women, I had to tell her i was thimkimg. I'm thinking about telling my dad now , who I live with, but anytime I even bring that subject up , he says then same shit. He's homophobic, I don't know what to do...

posted to relationships by Blaine, Chef of Good (24 comments)

There should be more action on how child care providers can identify the signs of neglect as well as clear cut responsibilities for reporting child neglect or maltreatment. Neglected Children are the ones guys like me target . A repeatedly poorly dressed child, unkempt children and kids with constantly smelly clothes their peers will shun them they'll be all alone on the playground. I'll notice it because my wifi camera is facing the school playground. The parent is always complaining, accusing and blaming the child, or as the child puts it ,.they can't do nothing right .Everybody wants to protect their Children from the big bad molester guy so, I'm telling you what we target the most. statistics show you won't listen , until the child comes right out and tells you that molester guy put ice cream on my ass crack and licked it off . you might as well drop the kid off at my house at least I'll do what society didn't do-- make the kid feel special . As any child should feel.

posted to school by Andy, Ninja of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

Should a married, active duty marine be allowed to serve IF he is a confirmed adulterer?

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posted to relationships by Bobbie, Sous Chef of the IT department (7 comments)

Recently my long distance girlfriend broke up with me for accusing her of talking to some other guy and using Whatsapp to communicate with him. It all started cause I had access to our family plan account online. So I went on there and checked her calls. I did cause I had a feeling. Sure enough there was a incoming call at 10:30pm that lasted 96 minutes. I found this very odd and instantly got infuriated! I called the number the next day and a guy answered. I just hung up. I didn't want to bring it up to her cause then she would know that I was online snooping. she gave me access cause she said she had nothing to hide. Mind you that was a like 2 years ago. I gave in and asked her, of course she was mad. Not cause I was snooping, but because I was questioning her on being loyal. She claimed it was some guy she was helping out with his Taxes cause that's what she does. But for a client to call you on your personal cell phone at that time of night and almost talk for 2 hours smells like BS to me. Especially cause this guy is the brother in law of another client of hers that she had recently met as well and became friends with. In the short time of meeting these people she went to a birthday party of her new friends daughter and the guy was there obviously. And the following weekend went to some outdoor activity for a kid event. And of course dude was there but has no small children. My ex said that he went, but didn't go in the same car as them. And that her and her friend and the kids were mostly hanging out together while the dude and his brother looked at other stuff. I'm not buying it. She swears up and down that it nothing like that. And that she only talked to him that once. Long story short. I saved his number in my contacts and can see when he's on WA. One early AM she came on at 4:05am and he came on at 4:09am. Coincidence? She say yes. What do you think? Please give me your input.

posted to relationships by Lisa, Maiden of the Poor (9 comments)

Many are leaving the churches in a mass exodus, because so many of the faithful are SICK AND TIRED of the compromise and even apostasy inside the churches. God is parting the Red Sea, and his people are crossing on dry land to escape the current wicked system. Whenever church leadership is happy with the 501c3 system and not trying to get out from under it, it is a sign to GET OUT, ESCAPE ESCAPE ESCAPE. After watching so many YouTube videos on the Nephilim, with Mark Taylor proclaiming prophecies on Trump, where people talk about the free grace movement, where people talk about deep bible studies, where people talk about apocryphal writings not necessarily as fully inspired, but how they fit in with what the bible teaches, where people talk about the early church Fathers, pointing out the good and bad with what they taught with honesty, with all of that, very often the standard church sermons BORE ME TO DEATH. WHY SHOULD I GO? I fellowship with other believers outside of church services. THERE IS NO MAGIC about attending a church buildings on SUNDAY MORNING!!! WHAT SPECIAL POWER comes from SUNDAY MORNING. DOES GOD NEED US TO GO TO CHURCH SUNDAY MORNING??????????? Last night I read scriptures with a friend at his house. As far as Jesus is concerned that is church. Small house churches and bible studies that meet on Tue, Wed, Thurs are GOOD ENOUGH FOR GOD TO BLESS HIS PEOPLE, what do we need Sunday Morning for, just stay home, watch a YouTube video with way more depth than many pastors preach about, on subjects pastors are too COWARDLY to talk about. AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

posted to religion by Eileen, Secretary of Light (0 comments)

. Mahu and Lisa are the children of Nana Buluku, and are the parents of Xevioso.Sinsinawa

posted to school by Brett, Travel Agent of the Poor (0 comments)

This is not really anonymous. Any of us can be found. There is much bigger things happening. I don't understand it but something is coming. Something wonderful and scary.

posted to religion by Andy, Shaman of the Lonely (1 comment)


posted to feedback by Arthur, Manager of the Rich (1 comment)