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The Cult of Mars is a military Sanhedrin ran by the Vatican Nobility from Campus Martius or the Field of Mars in Rome. Mars is known as the "god of war" in Roman mythology and there is a division of the Cult of Mars in Russia known as the Marsovo Polye. Mar-ch is named after Mars. Ares from Greek Mythology is the same as Mars in Roman Mythology. Aries is Ares. The Aries Zodiac begins on March 22 or 3/22 and ends around 4/20. The Skull and Bones secret society at Yale is a branch of the Cult of Mars and uses the number 322 as its symbol. Skull and Bones is a military death cult ran by the Bush family and that is why both George Bush Sr. and George Bush Jr. are members and they caused the Gulf War, Afghanistan War, and Iraq War. During the Aries Zodiac many massacres, explosions, and disasters occurred along with other events especially related to war and destruction. The OK City Bombing, Waco Massacre, Columbine Massacre, NATO bombing of Yugoslavia, Happy Land Fire, Mont Blanc Tunnel Fire, Exxon Valdez oil spill, Deepwater Horizon Explosion, Capitol Hill Massacre in Seattle, Virginia Tech shooting, Boston Bombings, West Fertilizer Company explosion, Sloterdijk Train Collision, 2014 Katanga train derailment, USAir Flight 405 crash, Germanwings Flight 9525 crash, and the Brussels Bombings occurred during or right after the Aries Zodiac. Mars the "Red Planet" symbolizes fire, war, and anger. Holocaust means a wholly burnt offering. The Aryan Nazis worship Ares.   Military Auxiliary Radio System or MARS is a communications program developed by the Department of Defense which run drills and had one under the name Gotham Shield on April 24-25 of 2017 right at the end of the Aries Zodiac as preparation for an engineered EMP attack. Amateur Radio Emergency Service or ARES is an organization also involved in emergency communications and was involved in this drill. These two organizations are controlled by the Cult of Mars. The Rothschild's first bank was called Mayer Amschel Rothschild and Sons which is an acronym for MARS. Mars is called the Red Planet. The name Rothschild means Red Shield and they shield the Vatican, House of Windsor, and the Cult of Mars. The Rothschild family and other Zio-Nazi clans like the Mars family who are worth over 70 billion practice Kabbalah and use mass media mind control and food and drug chemical warfare as a weapon against humanity to guard the monarchs. David Mayer de Rothschild can be seen wearing the "red string" Kabbalah bracelet which is a symbol for Mars and  the red Gevurah. Top members of the Cult of Mars include Prince Stefano Massimo, Prince Carlo Massimo, Prince Harry Windsor, John Franklyn Mars, "Red" Baron David Rene de Rothschild, David Mayer de Rothschild and Evelyn de Rothschild.

posted to society by Susan, Fashionista of Imagination (3 comments)

Murderer, thief, imposter, professional liar, pedophile, blood drinker, Maserati car salesman, and all around dirtbag.

posted to society by George, Barbarian of the Wildlands (2 comments)

Murderer????

advice

So I discovered a body a few weeks ago. And now I want to know how he died...

posted to society by Nia, Magician of the Wildlands (0 comments)

Murderer????

advice

So I discovered a body a few weeks ago. And now I want to know how he died...

posted to society by Ash, Pirate of Evil (0 comments)

Why was The Clinton's killing people ? It doesn't matter . Evidently 'What Difference, At This Point, Does it Make?' as she asked. Hey I know, how about asking, The two dozen children at the Waco compound standoff . Wait you can't They are dead. because those kids must have been terrorist !! Sinsinawa

posted to society by Dana, Funeral Director of Musclebeasts (2 comments)

Carey Cowles from Old Saybrook Connecticut is a satanic cult leader involved with human sacrifice and pedophilia. He is a cyber stalker and murderer. He is working under the British Crown and Prince Charles. Carey Cowles' idol is Aleister Crowley.

posted to society by Richard, Archaeologist of Light (2 comments)

Jesse Johnson and Don Johnson are directly involved with money laundering, funding Nazi style persecution, and pedophilia. Jesse Johnson is a pedophile who like underage girls and then hires people to stalk me and call me a liar when I expose him too.

posted to society by Max, Accountant of the Satisfied (1 comment)

Riddle me this --The Truth lies within the river’s flow is where it begins . When The dawn breaks the soul Awakens

posted to religion by Allison, Ship Master of the Hungry (1 comment)

Hello X, Yesterday....well yesterday was crap lol. I felt distant, anxious, cold almost all day. The few times I didn't was when she showed up to work and gave me that smile I longed for. Or when I'd catch her doing something quirky as she always does (I think she does it in front of me because she knows I'm watching and it makes me smile) and I smile and she laughs. At least I hope so. I've thought about "what if I'm misreading EVERYTHING?" It's hard to play a game when the rules are unclear. Rewind 12 years ago I would have played any games layed on the table. But this one plays me. I got drunk last night just to try to feel normal again. Like I'm not some piece of shit. And it worked for a few min here and there when it wasn't making me crash harder. But no, I won't tell her and yes she knows I can see it. About a year ago I was talking with my brother who was telling me she's never been any good for me and I should leave. So I tried. As I look back I realize it put me into this shit distant mood towards her. She told me last night that she thought it was going to be a repeat of last year and all I could say was "I can see how you'd think that" luckily one of the kids chimed in before the conversation could be pressed any farther. If it did I wouldn't have known what to say. I can't tell you if I love this new girl. But I do feel a fire burning in my soul that hasn't been there in some time. At times I feel like I'm being consumed by this void within me. Making me angry and feeling nothing at the same time. Am I depressed? Maybe? Clinically? Idk. If I'm to be honest I've started to hallucinate on a minor level. See someone walk by who's not there. See a cat jumping who's not there. That started to scare me. Thinking of seeing a therapist (don't worry I'll still come back everyday) because I don't know what else to do to feel ok again. Good luck on your new project at work. I hope everythings going great for you and ur other. I hope the project goes off without a hitch. It's fine about the hours of the response but know (fuckin just hallucinated god dammit) that if I don't see u in like two days I'll prolly worry lol. Shit tbh I start to worry by the end of the night but I'll hold off on freaking out for a few days lol. Well that's it for me today. See ya tomorrow x.

Sincerely, Z

posted to relationships by Rook, Keeper of Time (1 comment)

Are all obsessed with treating human beings like sex slave and cattle. All of them. They are utterly obsessed with sexual cannibalism and want to farm human beings and eat their genitals. All organized crime syndicates and secret societies are involved.

posted to society by Taylor, Investigator of Darkness (0 comments)

John Bokun is the current head of the Westies Gang in Hells Kitchen. He is involved in human trafficking, human sacrifice, pedophilia, threats, extortion, drug trafficking, and murder. The Irish Mafia is back up for the Italian Mafia.

posted to society by Taylor, Magician of the Homeless (0 comments)

Eric Hofmeister runs a Aztec cult of Satanists that drink human blood and are involved with a child kidnapping ring. He lives in the Virginia area and is working with MS-13 members.

posted to society by Addison, Accountant of the Hungry (0 comments)

So, something I don't get... Why is it perfectly acceptable for straight couples to grab each others asses and make out in public, but if a man grabbed another man like that, there would be a public outrage.....

posted to society by Andy, Counselor of the Hungry (5 comments)

So I’m confused & lost. I feel like my past is replaying itself in my head. My mind is so powerful I wish I could shut it off. I want to be happy and complete without having doubt, worry and regret. I’ve never had regret for anything in my life until I had my daughter..I regret my past. I’ve been with the same man since I was 15. How does he have a 9 year old and a 6 year old if I’m 25 as of right now. Why would I allow myself to get betrayed like that? Why would I put up with cheating and lies? I know I’m worth more, but I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. He ruined me inside, but I still smile and continue to be strong on the outside. I’ve always been strong, but he was my weakness. My first love that destroyed my entire life. That made me live every day with a bunch of regret in my head and disappointment! I looked so stupid begging him before, waiting for him, calling him and wanting him. After the 3rd abortion I should have known I was going to be fucked in the head for life. I’m scarred forever and no one can ever take that away from me. I want answers! Why did you cheat on me with multiple women? Why didn’t you ever let me keep my babies? Why did you make me look so stupid in front of family/friends? Why did you let everyone disrespect me? Why did you look for me, when I was done with you? Why didn’t you let me be happy with someone else? Why now and not then? I’m damaged! I hate you! I hate your kids, but I don’t show it at all..because it’s not their fault. I hate your family for always bashing me! I hate your baby mama that used me like you use me. I hate what you made me go through. I hate that I stood. I hate that I LOVED you so much I was by your side through you traveling, jail time and no having a job. I should have let you failed. Was I the side girl the entire time since you were getting someone else pregnant since I was young? You ruined my 18th birthday by your babymama calling me to tell me she is pregnant too, but I wasn’t going to raise my kid knowing their sibling was months apart. You asked for a favor..if I could be the one to get an abortion and I did. Then we got in a very big physical/emotional for my 21st. Why do you continue to do this on my important days of my life that I won’t forget. You’ve called me every name in the book, when I haven’t been 1 to you. You have never seen me angry..and you continue to say I have a bad attitude. Ask my ex how mad I can get and how much patience I don’t have. But with you Ohh man do I have patience and don’t show no emotion and it pisses you off that I shut down. But you made me this way..I shut down completely and think, think, think and think. I grow to hate you even more! Now we have a baby of our own. The biggest mistake I made in my life. Now you threaten to take me to court to get 50/50 if I leave knowing that I’m obsessed with my baby cuz that’s all I ever wanted and I got to plan her and keep her. You say you’ll make my life miserable and if I cheat on you that you would kill me. I didn’t kill you, and you can’t kill me cuz you killed my heart multiple times that it wouldn’t hurt. It would hurt you! I wish I could do everything you did to me to see who is standing strong in the end because your WEAK! You told me if I had someone else’s kid you wouldn’t be with me, but I’m with you. I wish I had a game plan where you couldn’t take me to court, where we don’t have to split all of our materialistic things we built together. I wish you would let me walk away free with my baby and you would never look for me or her again..if that was possible I would love that. I think if it was just us 3 I wouldn’t hold so much hate for you, but that will never happen you cheated and they are walking. I live in the past because your kids are breathing, your baby mama is calling and your family reminds me every chance they get. Just let me walk away, let me live in peace and happiness. Don’t look for me. Don’t you think I deserve that and you owe me that?

posted to life by Peyton, Historian of the Lonely (2 comments)

The amount of hypocrisy all around me really pisses me off. First of all I am a guy who thinks everyone is equal and not meant to be judged without proper communication. What I feel is lack of real communication is what is the core problem about what I am gonna say. So here it is, there is this tv series that shows a group of working friends of which some have love interests and some others don't. The problem arises when one character whom I feel is like me personality wise is being judged too often when no real proof is present. The guy is a little flirty, but he is emotional and wouldn't purposefully hurt any girl just for fun. But time and time again he is made to prove himself in his own group of best friends where they dominate him, supress him and now in a scene where I just saw that one of his best friends(girl from his group) prevents him from pursuing his love interest which is another girl from the group. I mean that is just because the girl preventing him thinks that he is just being flirty with their common friend over there when they have shown that they have been together (this so called group of friends) for a few years...Its like no one understands this guy and he is forced to pass tests where he shouldn't even be performing them in the first place. In all of this ofcourse I empathized with this character because of similiar things I felt in my life and not taking this too seriously but just felt like writing this. Everyone feels that a flirt is not human or he dodoesn't have a heart or whatever. My point is if something is being portrayed like this on entertainment channels then its really a wrong message that they are displaying. That is what I feel. Indiscriminate. Live Free. Don't Judge Too Fast. Don't let yourself feel down on basis of how others treat you.

posted to life by Arthur, Paladin of Wild Parties (1 comment)

Secret societies live within secret societies as you claim, That much you know . But tell me , Why have they not caught The one's responsible for The pike county Massacre ? Does the name Lois Irene Scott Rhoden ring a bell ? They won't find them , because they are them. Tried to blame Cartels and you saw through that . They tried blaming Hill Billy Justice You saw through that one too. Classic, White family being killed , by Cartels Trump comes in yelling Build That wall at the top of his lungs . There is something about The Rhoden Bloodline theses Satanic Cults detest . They seek them out to convert and kill , or just kill . A.T.F Murdered those people. Sinsinawa

posted to religion by Ash, Soldier of the Idealistic (1 comment)

sticks it to people who have pre-existing conditions. Further proof that Republicans don't give a shit about people in need. They would rather we dry up and blow away. If I end up homeless because of medical bills, I will go out with a bang. I will place a sign saying, "This is on you, Trump." in front of my state capital and immolate myself in front of it. That should draw some attention to the issue. Talking about it does nothing. The electors didn't do their job, which is to keep idiots, narcissists, and lunatics out of the White House. So maybe burning human flesh will bring some attention to the fact that someone who worked hard for 30 years and had to quit for a disability deserves better. May everyone who made this health care bill possible rot in hell. Thank you for time and attention. Carry on. Oh, and look for me in the news. Ever smelled burning human flesh? I will stink up the whole area.

posted to life by Brett, Observer of Justice (1 comment)

daddy's back and will debate you on economic systems. Pick one of the following to defend and I will make mincemeat of you.

Communism, Socialism, Keynesian Capitalism, Pure Unfettered Free-market Capitalism (libertarian utopia; everyone else's hell), Feudalism, Bartering, Cowry shells, Hunter-Gatherer, Throwing rocks at a critter and hope you don't get eaten.

posted to work by Addison, Alchemist of Space (3 comments)

Zachary James Carr is a computer hacker and has hacked the entire internet. He is completely evil. He is involved in human sacrifices. He has murdered innocent people. He works under Steven James Dishon. There are a lot of people with the name Zach Carr. He is in his early twenties, has long hair, is openly satanic and very creepy. He is possibly living in Idaho. He is censoring people who expose satanic cults and organize crime. He has no conscience at all. He is pure evil and completely apathetic. He is a menace to society.

posted to society by Lexus, Superintendent of Imagination (1 comment)

Hello X idk why I even address anyone else at this point lol. I responded to your comment in the last post. Yesterday was hard. I challenged myself to not message her. It was her day off and she spent it with her son so I decided to let her have that time with him undistracted with ANYONE from work. It was hard. I was hoping all day maybe she would message first but the message never came. The wife wanted to talk about what's been going on with me. She thinks I'm depressed and should go see a therapist. Maybe I should. But for now this is my therapy. She said I'm distant and not as physical as I once was. Lol. Could it be all the time I heard "get outta my face (when I want a kiss) or get off me (when I wanted to have sex)" and even sex would happen 90% of the time when she was drunk. And one of us not climaxing almost Everytime. The wife wanted to have sex again last night. She was drinking I had not. I still couldn't get it up and she noticed. I felt guilty I so badly wanted to tell her to stop. She gave me a bj and it was the strangest bj I've ever got. I mean it felt good yea but to continue being a thousand miles away mentally...was weird. It turned to sex because like I said I'm very physical too but it didn't feel the same emotionally. When we were done I felt, evil almost. Fell asleep thinking maybe tomorrow I'll feel different. But no. Anyway I miss her. Work was rough yesterday with Co workers being annoying and the typical bs I put up with. But I'm hoping today goes better because once again I can meet her gaze even if it's not the same look I will give her. That moment of her eyes meeting mine I feel like she's crawling into my deepest thought and emotion and invoking all of them from a place I thought had become void. I will be put into a high that no drug except hers can bring me. I talked to my sister and she corrected she never said she wasn't feeling the same, just that she didn't want to be a homewrecker. That gave me a little spark of hope. She never said no X! Hope you have a great day X. Dunno if you gotta work but if you do have the best day, do what you do best and I can't wait to talk to you again my friend.

Not so simply, Z

posted to relationships by Dana, Warrior of the Forgotten Lands (1 comment)

Yes I mock you . have you heard the story of The Drowning men ? The police are calling them accidents. The FEDS aren't even looking . See you in September See you when the summer's through Here we are (bye, baby, goodbye) Saying goodbye at the station (bye, baby, goodbye) Summer vacation (bye, baby bye, baby) Is taking you away (bye, baby, goodbye)Why do i mock you ? because you couldn't save Adam Clark Grey Cloud Island Sinsinawa

posted to religion by Peyton, CEO of Justice (0 comments)

O.K kiddies You think The Charlie pencil game is some thing-- Get a Scrying mirror and set it up (( Look on You Tube )) Then say NEMA! LIVEE, MORF SU REVILLED TUB NOISHAYTPMET OOTNI TON SUH DEEL SUS TSHAIGA SAPSERT TAHT YETH. VIGRAWF EU ZA SESAPSERT RUA SUH VIGRAWF DERB ILAID RUA YED SITH SUH VIG NEVEH NI SI ZA THRE NI NUD EEB LIW EYTH MUCK MODNGIK EYTH MAIN EYTH EEB DWOHLAH NEVAH NI TRA CHIOO. RETHARF RUA! 3 times . Go ahead I dare you . Sinsinawa

posted to school by Taylor, Deviant of Wild Parties (2 comments)

Becareful who u deal with.. Gayle.. Homeless pastor of the pulpit.. 4751

posted to school by Rebecca, Mistress of the craft table (0 comments)

  An undergraduate accused six Fighting Irish players of rape. A university administrator called the woman, who later spent a month in psychiatric care, a "queen of the slums with a mattress tied to her back." No charges were filed. University of Oklahoma,  Three players were arrested and two convicted of raping a female student in a dorm room. Christian Peter's , was accused by two other women of sexual assault during his time on campus  Kicker Scott Bentley  same story Four Bengals football players were sentenced to community service and one-year of probation for statutory rape. See , they use GHB on these young women, and rape them, they get a slap on the hand and a million dollar contract ? The faithless will be fully repaid for their ways, and the good rewarded for theirs.Remember The redeemer said , Vengeance was his he would  repay We are Vengeance .Sinsinawa 
posted to school by Reggie, Host of the Homeless (0 comments)

I feel like I have lost all trust, if not most in the one I was supposed to trust the most. The one I love I feel is manipulating me into doing the things they want and not what I want. From stealing and lying to the possibility of cheating. I feel alone and worn down, not knowing what is to come. What to fear, what to say, what to think or what to feel. I am alone in this universe is the only thing that I can relate to, feeling trapped within my mind and not knowing how to escape and think of the happier things. It all only leads to the worst. Is it worth it, am I supposed to keep going on or am I to end something that started off so beautiful only to lie in defeat. I am what I am, I love because I want to, I love them because they understood. Now I feel trapped almost, not knowing what is going on due to distance and miscommunication. I ask, but no response. I try, but no effort. I'm only left with my thoughts and desperation for a connection that it drives me crazy. Am I? Is it worth it? In the long run, maybe, for now I can't say. Time will go on and I will continue to think and do what I do, not because I want to, but because I feel I have to. Its where my mind goes, I have no control. Maybe I am crazy, maybe I am alone. I quote: "I feel this great, great pressure, coming down on me. It's constantly coming down on me. It's crushing me."

Thank you for your time

posted to relationships by Rook, Superintendent of Good (2 comments)

All secret societies use human sacrifice and pedophilia for their inner circle initiations.

posted to society by Bishop, Security Guard of Darkness (2 comments)

Good morning X, and anybody else who reads this. She was messaging me all day yesterday. Can't tell if she was serious about not feeling the same or if she got scared because she got caught, or if she's scared of giving in to desire. it's ok. Hearing from her is like a dealer giving you just enough till you can buy some more. Lol. Wow. I actually laughed at that. The wife and I haven't had sex in probably two months and last night she said she wants some dong, yup dong. I used to think "that's pretty funny" now I think, "that's not sexy at all". I'm a guy yes but I'd like a little foreplay at least. But no it's straight to the point, done, sleep. Romantic right? I thought maybe if we have sex I'll feel normal or remotely how I used to. But instead I felt ashamed. I lie in bed after for hours after knowing how strained everything is and how this just seemed to pull it apart more. She didn't O. The only reason I did is because it probably would led to "who you fucking" if I didn't. Confused, blurry, foggy, hazy. That's the mood for today. Have a good day X and any other misunderstood dreamers.

Sincerely Z

posted to relationships by Stevie, Bright King of Space (2 comments)

The Cult of Mars is a military Sanhedrin ran by the Vatican Nobility from Campus Martius or the Field of Mars in Rome. Mars is known as the "god of war" in Roman mythology and there is a division of the Cult of Mars in Russia known as the Marsovo Polye. Mar-ch is named after Mars. Ares from Greek Mythology is the same as Mars in Roman Mythology. Aries is Ares. The Aries Zodiac begins on March 22 or 3/22 and ends around 4/20. The Skull and Bones secret society at Yale is a branch of the Cult of Mars and uses the number 322 as its symbol. Skull and Bones is a military death cult ran by the Bush family and that is why both George Bush Sr. and George Bush Jr. are members and they caused the Gulf War, Afghanistan War, and Iraq War. During the Aries Zodiac many massacres, explosions, and disasters occurred along with other events especially related to war and destruction. The OK City Bombing, Waco Massacre, Columbine Massacre, NATO bombing of Yugoslavia, Happy Land Fire, Mont Blanc Tunnel Fire, Exxon Valdez oil spill, Deepwater Horizon Explosion, Capitol Hill Massacre in Seattle, Virginia Tech shooting, Boston Bombings, West Fertilizer Company explosion, Sloterdijk Train Collision, 2014 Katanga train derailment, USAir Flight 405 crash, Germanwings Flight 9525 crash, and the Brussels Bombings occurred during or right after the Aries Zodiac. Mars the "Red Planet" symbolizes fire, war, and anger. Holocaust means a wholly burnt offering. The Aryan Nazis worship Ares.

Military Auxiliary Radio System or MARS is a communications program developed by the Department of Defense which run drills and had one under the name Gotham Shield on April 24-25 of 2017 right at the end of the Aries Zodiac as preparation for an engineered EMP attack. Amateur Radio Emergency Service or ARES is an organization also involved in emergency communications and was involved in this drill. These two organizations are controlled by the Cult of Mars. The Rothschild's first bank was called Mayer Amschel Rothschild and Sons which is an acronym for MARS. Mars is called the Red Planet. The name Rothschild means Red Shield and they shield the Vatican, House of Windsor, and the Cult of Mars. The Rothschild family and other Zionist clans like the Mars family who are worth over 70 billion practice Kabbalah and use mass media mind control and food and drug chemical warfare as a weapon against humanity to guard the monarchs. David Mayer de Rothschild can be seen wearing the "red string" Kabbalah bracelet which is a symbol for Mars and the red Gevurah. Top members of the Cult of Mars include Prince Stefano Massimo, Prince Carlo Massimo, Prince Harry Windsor, "Red" Baron David Rene de Rothschild, David Mayer de Rothschild and Evelyn de Rothschild.

posted to society by Frankie, Peasant of the Forgotten Lands (1 comment)

know why we fought the civil war. There needs to be a test on American history for all future presidents. Idiot.

posted to life by Adrian, Alchemist of the Lonely (1 comment)

Last weekend, my boyfriend got extremely drunk, phoned me up and gave me some lame excuse to break up with me. We had been on the rocks for a while but i always expected me to do the dumping so i wwas slightly taken aback when he decided to blurt out those fatal 2 words, 'we're over'. Throughout our relationship he introduced me to his friends, all of whom i got on with extremely well, especially his best friend. His best friend was the reason for multiple arguments between us, mostly because my boyfriend believed i was cheating on him. I have never cheated in a relationship and never plan to.  The night i got dumped my boyfriends best friend phoned me explaining he had heard about the break up and offered his support by taking me out for a few drinks to cheer me up. We both got very drunk and i ended up going back to his where we had (from what i can remember) pretty amazing sex, twice.  The following day we both woke up with hangovers from hell and matching john wayne walks when my ex called me asking to meet. We met up and he gave me a long speech on how he didnt mean what he said and how he still loved me, all the while the overwhelming sense of guilt was eating me up inside. There was no way i could accept his apology and let him back after what i had done, so i expained that we were definately over. That night i seeked comfort in his best friend, and of course one thing led to another and we had sex again. i dont want a relationship with his best friend at all, but im contemplating getting back with my ex... The only thing is i dont know if i could live with the guilt of my actions. Oh and theres no way im ever going to tell him because i couldnt upset him like that. I really dont know what to do. 
posted to relationships by Aubrey, Merchant of Imagination (4 comments)

To the woman who ends up with the man I love… I wish I were you. I wish I was the one that got to live with him for the rest of my life. Have a family with him, make memories, grow old together…but I’m not. I cherish the time I spent with him, but God had different plans for both of us. You are one of those plans. I need you to know a few things about this man before you decide to give your heart to him. He feels deeply, but he doesn’t show it. He is the kind of man who would do anything for the people he loves, even if it’s hard for him. He wants nothing more than to make you happy and he will go out of his way to do so without any intention of getting anything in return. He doubts his worth. He doesn’t understand just how much this world needs him. He is a kind and gentle soul and he wants nothing more than to help people. He doesn’t see how just his smile changes the entire atmosphere of every room he walks into. People are drawn to him because of his integrity and genuine spirit. No matter how much he disagrees with this statement, you will soon see how true it is. He is wise beyond his years. He would always say how he felt like he was the one doing all the talking, but it’s because I was afraid to break the brilliance. He believes things that some say aren’t logical, but he can explain it to you in a way that makes you understand and believe too. He questions everything. He’s so curious about the world and the way people think that I would often find him studying them. I don’t even think he notices that he does it… He’ll believe in you, more than you believe in yourself. I’m not the kind of person that has boat loads of self-confidence. I don’t boast about my abilities, I know that there are people out there who are better at what I do than me, but he always made me feel as if I could reach the moon. No matter how many times I said I wasn’t good enough or I wasn’t fitting in, he assured me that it would just take time. He knew I would grow and learn new things about myself before I even started seeing results. He pushed me to be the best version of myself that I can be and taught me how to continue to do so without him. He will make you feel like you’re the only person on the planet. I don’t know how he knows… but if you’re ever feeling down, he knows exactly what to say. He’s told me before that he thinks his voice is changing and he doesn’t like it, but I’ve always found it strong and comforting. Lastly, if he gives you his heart… don’t ever let it go. That’s the mistake I made. Though neither of us had a choice… life wasn’t fair to us… but I know him. And I know he can’t do that again. So don’t ever let go. Fight. Fight for him until there’s no fight left in you. Because if you fight, he’ll fight. And won’t ever give up. Love, The girl that let go.

posted to relationships by Nadine, Fashionista of the Lonely (0 comments)

I recently found out I am 6 weeks pregnant. My fiance and both of our families are extremely excited. I, however, am not. I hate the fact that I'm pregnant and constantly wish for a miscarriage or fantasize about how I could get an abortion with no one ever finding out. I'm already getting gifts and my MIL squeals with excitement, but all of these things just annoy me. On top of that, my body is going through the cliche pregnant lady changes and I have morning sickness (which I don't understand why they call it morning sickness because I'm sick the entire day). I am depressed, miserable, and not looking forward to my breasts leaking milk for the next year. I don't want the full time responsibility of raising a child either. When I walk through the baby section in a store, I don't become elated with joy at seeing the tiny outfits. I prefer not to hold people's babies and frankly it's rare I find one cute. They annoy me with their crying in restaurants and when someone brings one into a movie theater, I feel a strong need to ask the mother what the fuck was she thinking. I feel like my life is now over--all of these little fantasies I had about going back for a Masters or JD will now be put to bed, living in Barcelona will never happen. And on top of that, I can't go on my fucking ski vacation! I want to run away, live by myself, and never see any of you people ever again.
posted to life by Harper, Gunner of Generosity (169 comments)

1984 off The Golden Coast, 2 miles out from Central Valley several nameless Children , being illegally held by Chinese and Arab diplomats Taken from Stockholm and Midwest United States They where to be sold at auction. Since the crew and Captain of that ship died Mysteriously , and simply swept under the Rug , 1986 Olof Palme look what happened 1988:The Franklin Cover-Up It's a shame really You (( Society )) put Pastor Charley Or Even Pastor Koresh in the same category as these people. The Warsaw Diary Berg published her diary as a call to action. “I shall do everything I can to save those who can still be saved,” We showed The world time and again what we will do, Empty threats mean nothing to them . You should ask Who killed Olof Palme? It certainly wasn't Anonymous .. Sinsinawa

posted to society by Max, Garçon of the Wicked (1 comment)

Папа однажды позвонил дьяволу по телефону, Девушка в центре слушала все, что они хотели сказать. , , , Дьявол сказал: «Привет!» Папе, и Папа сказал: «Как ты? Я бегаю здесь, на земле, черт возьми, поэтому скажи мне, что делать ». "Что я могу сделать"? Дьявол сказал: «Мой дорогой старый Попиш Пал, Если я что-то могу сделать, чтобы помочь вам, я непременно буду. Папа сказал: «Теперь послушай, и я попытаюсь сказать, То, как я бегаю здесь на земле, - это ад. Я планировал это в течение многих лет, и я начал убивать Все, кто отказываются поклониться, подчиняясь моей воле. Моя армия прошла через Испанию, стреляя в женщин и детей вниз Мы разорвали все их Библии и убили всех протестантов, которых мы нашли. Мои обманы пробирались через их города, убивая как старых, так и молодых, И тех, кто избежал меча, были вывезены и повесили. Я отправился в США с помощью чашки с ядом, Ку-клукс проклял их, остановил нас и не стал принимать пищу. Мой К. К. - это дьяволы. Почему, вы должны видеть, как они сражаются; Они прокрадываются по земле и убивают сотни за ночь. Я знал, что вы скажете, примерно год назад, Когда Ку-клукс-клан предупредил меня пойти медленнее. Говорят, мистер Поуп, мы не хотим вас задеть, Поэтому не забудьте сказать, что К. К. не беспокоит наши школы. , , , Вот почему я назвал тебя сатаной, потому что я хочу получить от тебя совет, Я знаю, что ты скажешь мне, что я должен делать. «Мой дорогой старик-папа, мало что можно сказать, Потому что Ку-клукс сделает для тебя жарче, чем я, для тебя в аду. Я был черным старым дьяволом, но не наполовину таким же скупым, как ты. И в ту минуту, когда ты приедешь, я отдам тебе свою работу. Я буду готов к твоему приходу, и я буду держать огонь все ярким, И я приготовлю твою комнату, когда Клан начнет сражаться. Для мальчиков в белом вы поймете, мне больше нечего рассказывать; Повесьте трубку, возьмите свою шляпу и встретите меня здесь, в аду ».

posted to life by Harper, Administrator of the IT department (0 comments)

A week ago my girlfriend found out she has a tumor in her brain. The doctor said that it had grown too large for them to cut it out. She's starting chemotherapy tomorrow and she's scared to death. I don't know what to do. How am I supposed to help her when I'm breaking down myself on the inside. She's my only light in this world that's screwed me time and time again. I've always been there helping her achieve greatness and now it's coming to an end. I can't rationalize this. It just feels like a bad dream that I can't wake up from. I feel useless just sitting here by her bedside every night, not knowing if I she's going to slip away in her sleep or will it make her suffer for years. I want her to live, but the odds aren't in our favor. I just can't see a life after this. I'm going to be all alone again, I don't want to be alone again. I don't want her to leave. I need help. I don't know how anyone could. I'm going to be all alone again. I think it's all going to end.

posted to life by Nikki, Keeper of Light (1 comment)

The House of Bonaparte still covertly run France. They are backed up by Rome and the Italian Nobility like the Bourbon-Two Sicilies, Colonna-Walewski, Medici, and Aldobrandini families which they are intermarried with. Napoleon Bonaparte was really the first political Zionist who proclaimed for all the Jews to migrate to Jerusalem while he was in power. Napoleon also established the Legion of Honour which is headed by the President of France who also holds the title of Honorary Canon of the Papal Archbasilica of St. John which is the ecclesiastical seat of the Pope. Louis-Napoleon Bonaparte III was the first President of France. Emmanuel Macron is President elect of France and was Jesuit educated and worked for the Rothschild bank and he will be the Grand Master of the Legion of Honour. Bernard Arnault who is worth over 50 billion is a Knight of the Legion of Honour. Patrick Pouyanne is CEO and Chairman of the major oil company Total and he is also a Knight of Legion of Honour. Alan Greenspan is a Knight of the Legion of Honour and was Chairman of the Federal Reserve. A "knight" is defined as a military servant. Prince Jean Christophe Napoleon Bonaparte is considered the head of the Imperial House of Bonaparte today and his mother is Princess Beatrice of Bourbon-Two Sicilies. Jean Christophe has worked for Morgan Stanley and is an associate for Advent International which is a major buy firm with assets estimated at 31 billion. The Bonaparte family are intermarried with the Aldobrandini-Borghese papal nobility of Italy through Prince Camillo Borghese (Aldobrandini) and Pauline Bonaparte. Baron David Rene de Rothschild who is the current head of the French Rothschild family and head of the Rothschild bank is married to Princess Olimpia Aldobrandini who has Bonaparte ancestry. The Italian Nobility and House of Bonaparte are closely working together like a crime syndicate and working towards dominating and controlling society. They are evil.

posted to society by Addison, Ninja of Generosity (0 comments)

Harm another one of my family members and I will kill every one of your wicked souls. You harm or kill them in the flesh I will kill your souls over it. I will literally scrape your souls out of existence. Joseph Ratzinger, Prince Mario Chigi, Prince William, and Prince Charles are at the top of that list for making death threats about murdering my mother. How many children has the House of Windsor killed? How much human blood has Prince William consumed? How many deaths from your engineered wars have you devils caused. How many deaths from your engineered diseases have you all caused.

posted to society by Halley, Embalmer of Space (0 comments)

Step 1) become really close - bffs is good Step 2) know everything about them Step 3) recognise how cute they are Step 4) regret doing this because falling for your bestie isn't a good idea Step 5) fall out of love Step 6) if you completed step 5, comment how because I would like to also fall out of love

posted to relationships by Addison, Pope of the Rich (4 comments)

Why would an all-powerful God need praise?

posted to religion by Bobbie, Samurai of Good (11 comments)

I don't believe in love. Every time I try to be in love the other person screws me over and it's sad. I put my best effort in, and they admit I do nothing wrong but they still can't fall in love with me. True love isn't real. It's impossible to love the same person unconditionally and continuously. Eventually someone begins to lose that honeymoon feeling. It's not love it's infatuation.

posted to relationships by Frankie, Hunter of the Irredeemably Moist (3 comments)

Ergest Mati whose last known address is 2062 Eaglepath Circle, Henderson, Nevada is directly involved in murdering children. He has been made a boss of an Albanian Mafia faction because he is completely cold blooded and ruthless. He is involved in a plot to carry out a holocaust in the United States just as there was a holocaust in Albania where he was born. He is serving the Chigi-Albani family of Rome.

posted to society by Aubrey, Shepherd of the Poor (2 comments)

Donna Richmond’s body found in Unsolved.1975 Order of the Rainbow:called you Dishon Don't make them come after you. You might end up like Donna Richmond .Smells like a Cult initiation to me:

posted to school by Ash, Janitor of the Idealistic (0 comments)

I hope you haven't done something to yourself. Just making sure you're ok, or at least as much ok as you can be right now.

posted to relationships by Ash, Samurai of the Homeless (3 comments)

Taylor Swift is a soulless spiritual parasite that sucks the life out of people. She is completely cold blooded and ruthless.

posted to society by Alice, Paladin of the Homeless (1 comment)

Here’s the Story of Steven Dishon Just like you have A holy water font you also have an Unholy Water Font. There was a dark Wizard very powerful, in fact he was one of the most powerful ever seen in the modern eye. Steven Dishon had a friend a female named Katherine. they were both same age at the time, six years to be exact. Katherine. was brought before this Wizard she was to be sacrificed. Standing in front of The Unholy Font the Wizard was talking with an undisclosed entity through it. I dare not reveal The Entity’s name. The Entity called Katherine. forth and she asked him, if she could give one last kiss good bye to Steven Dishon and He said yes. She kissed her mouth with her hand and waved it toward the font, and when she did she released a silver crucifix into the font. Power beyond intense came through and shot up causing The Wizard to disintegrate Katherine. was instantly teleported back to her house and Steven Dishon received a mixture of Power from the wizard The Entity and the faith of an innocent child. Things happened in his life that he never understood, but once he gets baptized he will. Don’t ask Katherine. Dishon she does not remember it. She blocked it from her memory. But for you to claim he is Antichrist is just plain silly. Gannon will never find The artist of the smiley faces because they have profiled ONE man, They will never find The Zodiac because They only profiled ONE man. What part of we are legion do you not comprehend ? Wade en el agua Wade in the Water niños Wade en el agua, algo va a molestar el agua Sinsinawa

posted to school by Brett, Sheriff of the Rich (2 comments)

For those of you looking for today's post, kinda late I know. I shouldn't have told her. I feel like I ruined it all. I feel alone again. Don't even know what to write anymore.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Devourer of Musclebeasts (1 comment)

set Huston Moore up you wonder why 5-0 been out there picking people up ? Terrence Stokley put a camera up and blue toothed it to his phone, Roger ain't even know it was in his car. He have video proof Roger was dealing and all ya'll niggas purchased , Police putting blue lights on ya now.

posted to life by Ari, Illusionist of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

She doesn't feel the same. Empty. Should I have expected this? Please help. I need u now more than ever. Please come out. I'm dying.

posted to relationships by Blaine, Carpenter of the Poor (2 comments)

I hope you read the reply and if not I'll note it in my next post. I honestly feel like I'm talking to myself when ever you respond. You sound exactly as I feel. It's crazy. She didn't work today unfortunately :(. But ur msg helped tons. To know I am not the only one is amazing. But it's exactly as you say. The facade that's there is exactly that a facade and I live in my day dreams. You're not fucked up. It's just scary to think of the outcome. Crushing someone is hard. And if you're fucked in the head so am I lol

Thank you again for continuing to read, inspire, and support.

Sincerely, Z

As for today, last night sucked. Couldn't talk to her. :( Felt even more empty. The wife wanted to cuddle last night and I did. I could tell she knew something was wrong. It's getting harder to hide in my emotional turtle shell. It's not her fault it's mine. Slept all night last night but I'm still so fucking tired. Ugh. But the thing that will keep me going is the good morning text I got this morning. It sucks. I'm so in love with someone who doesn't even realize what they are doing to me weather it's intentional or not. She might just be one of those people who are nice to the point people think they are flirting. And I'm scarred to ask for fear that it's not what I hope. Have a good day guys and gals.

Sincerely, Z

posted to relationships by Lisa, Sous Chef of Generosity (2 comments)

David Young from Glastonbury Connecticut is a pedophile and Satanists who drinks the blood of children. He claims to be King David.

posted to society by Andy, Embalmer of the Wicked (0 comments)