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I came here hoping to receive some advice with something I did almost three years ago. I am currently 21 and when I was three days away from my 19th birthday I had sex for the first time. Although this would be memorable occasion for most people I have been questioning myself and wondering how I went down that road for the past 2 1/2 years. At the time, me and my brother were on vacation visiting family in South America when we went to spend a week with one of our uncles and his family. It was during my week there that I have not been able to stop thinking what I have done because to this day I keep remembering the nights where me and my cousin had sex. It all started when we saw each other after not seeing each other in about three years. At first he was all cold towards me but by the end of the night we were close friends again. The next few days we would spend the day talking to each other, walking by the river, playing video games, in short we were almost inseparable. When the weekend came my uncle decided to throw a party for our arrival. On the night of the party we got even closer because we drank and got really close when we danced. As the party came to an end I headed to bed because I got a little tipsy and he accompanied into the bedroom. As I threw myself onto the bed he lied down beside me and hugged me. I told him to leaver alone because I was sleepy but instead he kissed me. I was somewhat surprised but at the same time I knew it was going to occur because I knew he had feelings for me. After some kissing we started to make out and things got really steamy. It was then when I decided to stop what we were doing because I thought it wa wrong, after all we are cousins. That night we didn't have sex but the following day we couldn't keep our eyes of each other. I knew he wanted me and he knew that I wanted him. The second night I decided to have sex with him because I reasoned with myself saying that he's only my half cousin. The first night we had sex all my worries disappeared and he even admitted to me that he loved me. The next few nights we would have sex for almost 2 hours , always worried that someone in the house would wake up and hear what we were doing. When it was time for me to leave we kissed good bye and promised to skype and text each other. When I returned to the U.S we would skype each other and talk about those nights. For the next few months we remained in contact but after about 7 months he would not talk to me with much frequency. I decided that it was a good thing because that way I could forget about him. Although I managed to forget about him for a few months he contacted me once again and a year after our sexual encounter we were talking to each other again. By this time I started fooling myself that he really loved me and that I loved him also. again he would stop contacting me but this time I would start to get depressed. My depression was so strong that I would barely eat or sleep, when I did sleep I would cry myself to sleep, I isolated myself from everyone, and began to hate myself for what I did. Again he contacted me but as hard as tried to forget about him I would find myself anxiously responding his messages and awaiting for his response. 2 1/2 years later I am still trying to forget about him and what I did with him those few nights. I find that it has become difficult for myself to forget about him because caused myself to believe that we truly loved each other. I came to this place hoping to find some answers that would help me find a way to permanently forget him, resist the urge to text him, and stop fantasizing over the idea that if given another opportunity I would repeat the same mistake I committed those almost three years ago. I am about to finish college and I had not had a single relationship because I was so devoted to someone who I know realized only used me to satisfy his sexual desires. I truly want to get over him so that I would be able to start a true relationship and be able to experience what it really means to be in love.

posted to relationships by Harper, Lady of the Hungry (11 comments)

Deputies in Arkansas deal with multiple domestic violence calls 3 children found dead from starvation and dehydration , and they stumbled across a wanted drug dealer . One drug dealer and an entire community left in shambles-- Blame the dealer he made you buy his shit. He made you shoot up and not feed your kids . Then you'll punish me for saying that kids cute . I will take her home with me a few days.

posted to relationships by Adrian, Servant of Darkness (1 comment)

Am I Wrong?

advice

I take my 9 yr old brother to the bus everyday except one day when I had work really early. But in this scenario I was going to work at 11 am while my ma is going at 9 am so I shot her a text saying hey take him to the bus? She says no. See I'm pretty upset cause he's her son but I'm always taking care of him and shit. I mean she just got a new job Wi the morning shift and I'm like cool but then her schedule was matched up to mine so he'd be home alone... She tells me to make them change my hours so I did even though I loved my hours.

posted to life by Adrian, Butcher of the craft table (2 comments)

It's my birthday today. It's my big 40! ...and I'm sitting here. Typing, in my pajamas at 2 o'clock on a Wednesday. Well, Happy Birthday to me! The husband, a man whom I've been in a tumultuous relationship with for almost 20 years, is sitting around playing video games. I'm at the moment homeschooling our pre-teen, as the hubby believes himself incapable of reading lessons on the computer and keeping her attention directed to such. The dishwasher is beckoning to be loaded and laundry piles are heaping over. In an hour or so, there will be three adults and a pre-teen girl asking me what's for dinner. On my 40th birthday. To that I say, "Eat dirt". It could be worse. There has been worse. At least it's not as horrible as my 21st birthday with the same incompetent, selfish schlep of a man that I'm married to, who took some other woman to the bar that night and left me to cry by myself over my first legally purchased 40 oz malt liquor. I really don't know why I continue to take care of him. The only things I'll be doing on this glorious 40th birthday are those that I have a responsibility to do. Otherwise, I'd rather be somewhere else with somebody else doing just about anything else than this. I don't recall any good or meaningful, fun birthdays to date. Today, instead of gifts, I have received a rationalized list of reasons to not do anything of celebratory fashion. I suppose it's no different than any other day. It feels so alone.

posted to life by Adrian, Supervisor of the IT department (9 comments)

I often hear those retarded subhuman fucks [aka muslims] saying the US constitution speaks of freedom of religion. What those low IQ mohammed worshippers don’t know is that what the founding fathers meant by “religion” was “christianity” and so the freedom of religion Thomas Jefferson and friends meant was the freedom to practice any branch/interpretation of CHRISTIANITY Americans wanted! The Pilgrim Fathers and founding fathers knew about islam-and did not regard islam as a religion [nor should any sane person]. Many Americans were being captured by Islamic idiots along the Barbary Coast around 1776. They knew this crap called islam was the enemy of America and Western Civilization and in no form meant freedom of religion as freedom to practice something as despicable as islam. So all you fucking muslim bastard retards go back to your stupid 3rd world desert shitholes and knock your head to your stupid allah 5 times a day. Go practice your shit, but not in THESE UNITED STATES!!! And all who agree say “AMEN!”

posted to society by Peyton, Prostitute of Musclebeasts (2 comments)

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posted to school by Dakota, CTO of Wild Parties (2 comments)

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posted to school by Bowie, Lord of the Hungry (4 comments)

I feel like having sex with my sister, she is acting slutty atound me sometimes she unzips her jeans in front of me and sometimes she touches my cock purposely and smiles at me while doing it.I unzipped her jeans one time and she slapped me.I feel like I should rape her.What should I do?

posted to relationships by Taylor, Assassin of Musclebeasts (12 comments)

We have been dating for a few months, he's 21 and I'm 19. He likes to role-play incest situations, like pretend I'm his younger sister. It's been fun in kind of a weird way. He has been begging me to tease and seduce my actual brother. Dressing sexy around him, brushing up against him, just little things. My confession is I fucking love it and I get so excited when I think about how far I can take this.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Chronographer of the Rich (23 comments)

I worked in the corporate office and know for a fact- Trump was put in by walmart he's supposed to fake his death 9-11-18 and cause a civil war and Russia invades the US China brought the US and sold it to Russia but they need civil war first Russia comes in to save The Rebel Forces from Trump's Government fascist . it was planned two years ago . Solar Eclipse walmart itself will cause a false flag they plan on killing a few Black kids and blame it on Trump supporters

posted to society by Lexus, Peasant of the Poor (3 comments)

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posted to school by Reggie, Clown of the Financial Services department (1 comment)

Str. 22, 67661 Kaiserslautern, Germany Phone: +49 6301 5930 Half of the members on the executive board of tantra are Native Americans and all of the board committee members. We are constantly exchanging information with Native Americans in the United States and Canada. Our statement concerning this issue is based on an extensive exchange of information. The press release original was written together in English first and then I translated into German. What we do here is done with the knowledge, agreement, and support of Native Americans we are in contact with. This has nothing to do with "club mania" ("Vereinsmeierei") whatever. Because I speak German and English, I am the one passing on this information.

We work daily with tantra who are active in their communities and for native peoples as a whole. We do not have to "drop names" or make a show of having someone "famous" or have to prove ourselves to anyone. Our activities, our campaigns, and our history speaks for itself.

posted to life by Peyton, Secretary of Wild Parties (0 comments)

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posted to relationships by Max, Scout of the Lonely (0 comments)

Eisackerstr. 7 67734 Katzweiler Tel.: 06301-60 966 40. E-Mail: [filtered hyperlink] ... tantra seminar

posted to religion by Ari, Summoner of the Wicked (0 comments)

Stop Misuse of Native American Spirituality and Ceremonies Address: Str. 22, 67661 Kaiserslautern, Germany Phone: +49 6301 5930 Inipi – Schwitzhütte › Welt-der-Indianer.de

posted to religion by Stevie, Musician of the craft table (0 comments)

Stop Misuse of Native American Spirituality and Ceremonies Address: Str. 22, 67661 Kaiserslautern, Germany Phone: +49 6301 5930 Schamanische Schwitzhütten - Mother Earth Project

posted to religion by Peyton, Sheriff of the Forgotten Lands (0 comments)

Stop Misuse of Native American Spirituality and Ceremonies Address: Str. 22, 67661 Kaiserslautern, Germany Phone: +49 6301 5930 Dübbekold - Sweat lodge / Inipi

posted to religion by Rook, Chef of the Financial Services department (0 comments)

Schwitzhütte - shaman-therapy.info Stop Misuse of Native American Spirituality and Ceremonies

posted to religion by Harper, Investigator of Time (2 comments)

Stop Misuse of Native American Spirituality and Ceremonies Schwitzhütte in der Natur-, Wildnis- und Wildnisschule, Schalklhof Native Spirit Peter Kirschner Schalkl 176 6543 Nauders Österreich

posted to religion by Aubrey, Sous Chef of the Financial Services department (2 comments)

from Katzweiler near Kaiserslautern has sent. Many Lakota tribe members are "horrified".

posted to religion by Ash, CEO of Darkness (1 comment)

May the LORD REBUKE POPE FRANCIS UNTO REPENTANCE, lest he slip into an eternity without Christ...and suffering the torment that state will bring. Or is he really and anti-pope?

posted to religion by Harper, Referee of the Rich (3 comments)

Just by reading many of the reprobate titles posted on this blog sight it is clear to see that the culture is in the sewer. We need Jesus to renew our hearts and minds. We need to ask for God's forgiveness through Jesus Christ The Savior.. Place your faith in the Lord who died to save you and allow the Holy Spirit to transform your mind and heart. Read your Bible and draw near to God.God bless.

posted to religion by Dana, Manager of Imagination (21 comments)

Dark Place

rant

My life has just gone to shambles and I just don’t know what to do. I finally told my best friend, of 21 years, about my past and it blew up. I have been living two separate lives for way to long and they clashed together at very bad timing. I didn’t tell her years ago because in my head I felt I was protecting her. I didn’t want her to look at life different because if what happened to me. She’s three years younger than me and it just made sense to me. But then everything crashed at once and I had no one to turn to and went to her and it didn’t go as I thought. She doesn’t believe a word of it because she has never heard of the people and none of the stuff adds up to her and I get it because I kept it from her for a reason. I just thought she would be understanding and supportive but instead she thinks I’m lying and how she thinks of me as a person really opened up my eyes. Like how could she think I would do something like that? Am I really that bad of a person? Maybe I am living the wrong life. I’m a single mom to the most handsome one year old boy and I wouldn’t change it for the world but maybe I’m not a good mom. Maybe I’m raising him wrong. I don’t know. I just want him to be happy and know that he can do anything he wants in life. I want no one to hold him back or tell him he can’t do something. He’s an amazing person and he’s only one, such an amazing road he has ahead of him. Just hope I can help him accomplish goals in his life and not drag him down. His dad is an amazing father and will always be there for him no matter what. I made a mistake losing him but that was my fault and I take the blame. I’m just glad he’s in our sons life as much as he is. I couldn’t ask for a better father for him. He doubts himself to though and he shouldn’t, he’s doing everything right and he’s just amazing at being a dad. But me, I just don’t know anymore. I’m just going to have to take time to think and figure things out. Maybe I’ll be ok someday, maybe I’ll just have to take a smile through life, I don’t know. I know I’ll never have my true best friend back though and it kills but that was my fault. I just am so lost and want no one else to feel like they had any let if this, it’s just how I let my life fall. I’m just hoping I’ll be ok someday and can put this past me and just enjoy life with my number one man, my son. Don’t want him thinking his mom is a piece of shit. I stay strong for him but sometimes I lose it. His dad is happy and I want it to stay that way, he deserves it. I have no blame to him at all and I want him to know that. He’s perfect the way he is and again is doing everything right, just stay happy. I’ll figure things out someday, just want to work on being a better mom for now and taking care of my boy. The situation with my best friend I feel will never be resolved and I have to deal with that. I just want my son to see two happy parents, that’s all I want. He has one right now and hopefully soon two. I guess I’m just venting to get this all out. No one here judges and I like that. I’m just in a dark place looking for the light to guide me out, hopefully I’ll find that soon.

posted to relationships by George, Ninja of the Idealistic (2 comments)

what did I tell you last year ? Black lives don't matter never did. November 4th you'll see . mooley blood will be spilled It'll be over for darkies by the 6th .

posted to school by Blaine, Security Guard of the craft table (1 comment)

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posted to society by Addison, Druid of the Financial Services department (0 comments)

Case in point, I don't attend church all the time, but I did this weekend, and a woman a few seats down from me was very interesting. She was dressed conservatively, a longer dress, but I could really feel the power of God's Spirit flowing from her. Case in point, even though she was more covered, I her inner spirit was more open, naked to me. Case in point, this is the kind of woman that really impressed me. Any erotic portion was subdued because we were in church, it was at that time to focus more on God, but I can see how that kind of connection can become erotic, your spirit mixing with someone else's and erotic thoughts and feelings being shared that way. Of course it is much more than that, healing, freedom from old bondages, but the erotic part is nice sometimes.

posted to religion by Blaine, Supervisor of the Wildlands (1 comment)

Lately FireFox and Mozilla have been implicated in funding Antifa. I now use other browsers only, but not FireFox. FireFox is off my list. I have uninstalled it from my computer. I felt a spiritual burden taken off me after I took it off my computer a few months ago after I found this stuff out. I am so so so disappointed. The modern FireFox browser is the modern evolution of the original Netscape, which I loved to use during its heyday. I loved using FireFox in its early days being so much better than the IE of the day. But now with other browsers being of great quality, it is so easy to discard FireFox and Mozilla. I heard Mozilla people say they wanted out of their deal with Microsoft sometime after a deal was cut, but they are the hypocrites. Microsoft is like a hot air balloon, and Mozilla is some ballast that needs to be cut so they can soar higher.

posted to life by Aubrey, Sommelier of the Lonely (2 comments)

Please bear in mind that this is predominantly an opinionated answer...

Now I'll just get to the point and say this, vegeta is a better fighter than goku. On the surface, we look at all the fights that the two have been in, even against each-other, and saw the gap between their skill & strength widen and close time and time again. 90% of the time, Goku was superior to vegeta, always leaving him in the dust. Looking at the fights they've been in alone, of course it's easy to declare a winner when it comes to determining who the better fighter is. But is it really that simple?

In my opinion, the circumstances surrounding how these two warriors came to be as powerful and skilled as they are are highly overlooked. Let's examine as much of goku's training as possible: in the beginning, much like most fighters, he grew up in a fighting environment; tournaments, training with grandpa gohan and Roshi, etc. Even during those days into his adulthood, he showed he was a warrior with raw talent and power yet to be tapped. However, his training was not limited to "worldly" training, unlike vegeta.

posted to society by Max, Assassin of the Rich (1 comment)

I'm sorry but - Slight smile, followed by No thank you is enough. I don't owe it to you to "give you a good reason" or to prove I'm not "full of myself" nor to explain what I'm doing this evening or for the weekend. It's not lying for me to wear makeup or cute clothes or whatever else you or someone else is attracted to.

posted to society by Eileen, Hero of Justice (2 comments)

Incest is sexual activity between family members or close relatives more people do it than you think. We're adults , I don't feel guilty but I'm wondering if it's illegal ? it probably was when we where teenagers , but as adults is it illegal ? The cops have been hanging out around the neighborhood lately. i wonder if she got knocked up and didn't tell me and let it slip out to her doctor ?

posted to school by Max, Merchant of the IT department (1 comment)

Q: What do you call white people running down a hill? A: An avalanche. Q: What do you call Mexicans running down a hill? A: A mudslide. Q: What do you call black people running down a hill? A: A jail break. Q How do you save a drowning Muslim? A take your boot off the back of his neck!

posted to religion by Dakota, Sommelier of Musclebeasts (3 comments)

ຊາວອາຟຣິກາບໍ່ວ່າພວກເຂົາຈະຖືກໄລ່ອອກຈາກພຸ່ມໄມ້ບ່ອນໃດກໍ່ຕາມພວກເຂົາຍັງເປັນຄົນຂີ້ຮ້າຍຢູ່ທຸກບ່ອນທີ່ພວກເຂົາໄປ. ພວກເຮົາກັບຄືນໄປບ່ອນປະເທດສະຫະລັດອາເມລິກາແມ່ນດີສໍາລັບພວກເຮົາ. ພວກເຂົາຮັກລູກໆຂອງພວກເຮົາ

posted to society by Harper, Student of Good (0 comments)

I broke up with my boyfriend three years and one month ago and I feel like I still love him. I have dated other people since, even having a 5 month relationship, but it never feels right. Alls I do is break peoples hearts because I start relationships with the hope I'll meet someone who I will love as much as I loved/love?? him but it never works out and I will start to avoid their texts, calls and attempts to see me. I don't think I will ever meet anyone who I love as magically as I loved him. He was my soul mate and I cannot imagine, nor do I really want a relationship with someone other than him. I've tried dating, relationships, texting people, and being on my own just concentrating on myself and nothing changes. I feel empty.

posted to relationships by Harper, Devourer of Generosity (2 comments)

There should be more action on how child care providers can identify the signs of neglect as well as clear cut responsibilities for reporting child neglect or maltreatment. Neglected Children are the ones guys like me target . A repeatedly poorly dressed child, unkempt children and kids with constantly smelly clothes their peers will shun them they'll be all alone on the playground. I'll notice it because my wifi camera is facing the school playground. The parent is always complaining, accusing and blaming the child, or as the child puts it ,.they can't do nothing right .Everybody wants to protect their Children from the big bad molester guy so, I'm telling you what we target the most. statistics show you won't listen , until the child comes right out and tells you that molester guy put ice cream on my ass crack and licked it off . you might as well drop the kid off at my house at least I'll do what society didn't do-- make the kid feel special . As any child should feel.

posted to school by Andy, Ninja of the Irredeemably Moist (2 comments)

Against a woolen sweater that was blue, that's all that I remember of you; Before you learned to walk, I learned to run; I guess the ants really go marching one by one; When a train rolls in, the doors open, I get in... Last night I had a pleasant nightmare. There's an ocean formed outside my bedroom door, on the sleepless nights I listen to it roar; there's a road too long to walk, too steep to climb,
at the end of it, is what you left behind; and when that train rolls in, the doors open, don't get in... Last night I had a pleasant nightmare

posted to life by Adrian, Merchant of the Poor (1 comment)

You will respect us soon Fielding Under Way 10-15:, 10-21, 10-36 , 10-15 10-14 , 10-21,,10-21,10-22: .

posted to society by Rook, Illusionist of the Financial Services department (0 comments)

Quit lying you little Bitch he says but I will do so to defend this nation, whether foreign of domestic We know The shooter was employed and directly involved with Lock Heed Martin . American Government killed their own citizens . This is the same stuff they bombed other nations for . Fucking terrorist

posted to society by Susan, Summoner of Generosity (0 comments)

lost and confused other times so certain and determined? Is it possible to feel all that at once? To love 2 people at the same time? To be In Love with one and to Love the other? Whats the disparity? how do you know where to go, where to stay? One who broke your heart into pieces and one who put it back together? Do feelings ever go away? Was I to Naive? Gullible? Trusting? How do you ever know its not a one sided feeling? It eats you alive....

posted to relationships by Hazel, Guardian of the Irredeemably Moist (4 comments)

So I don't know what to do. A little background before I ask though. I've been friends with my ex ever since high school, which was almost 7 years ago. I moved far away which broke us up. We've always been very good friends that stay open with each other even when life gets crazy. Now we have always respected each others relationships, because we have our own wants and needs that come with having a life. Recently my ex got a new boyfriend that didn't take to kindly to us being friends because we use to date. Now I see why it would bother him, but he doesn't even care to meet me so I can show him what our relationship is like which is just friends. I even have a girlfriend that I'm very in love with that accepts my friendship with my ex. Normally I wouldn't push back because this is my friends relationship, but for me some red flags are firing from the way he's acting that scare me for her sake. He seems like a manipulative person that gets jealous when he sees something that threatens his control of her. Last night my friend called me in tears because he told her that it was him or me. I came to the conclusion that in order not to hurt her I needed to back away without leaving her if she needed me. Now I'm leaving for a training that will take 4 months that also takes away my phone. I can still send her letters and she can to me but I'm worried. She doesn't want to lose our friendship as much as i do. I don't know what to do in the short time I have left. All else fails I'm going to confront him, especially if he thinks he can control or hurt her. Any advise helps, even if it's how to approach him.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Warrior of Imagination (2 comments)

'Would you talk to a good looking person or an ugly one?' Why does it matter? You can talk to anyone, I don't get this kind of logic of people having to look decent enough to be talked to, whAt a whole load of bull.

posted to life by George, Dark King of the Wildlands (8 comments)

You should work at opening or forming a spiritual connection with me and masturbate, I will do the same.

posted to religion by Aubrey, Counselor of the Irredeemably Moist (41 comments)

Coming off Lake shore Drive Truck comes in over the bridge Stops at the water drops 2 large trash bags Teen picks them up takes them too his house on Laguna Drive Cuts divides and supplies to the following Riverbend Liquor & Wine , Roy Beatty Cleaners , Conoco, Redbox ,Shipley Do-Nuts , These businesses place half what they make into the Fidelity Bank of Texas, The other half they brought guns from Cartels and supplied Antifa . That’s why Waco Police caused a gun fight and arrested all those bikers. Waco News Papers say the recent gang activity is unorganized don't believe it . More false flags are coming for Texas Bikers and The Media is going to pretend that Bikers killed more people than a lone Cough Cough shooter done in Vegas, every body's life matters now,unless you support Donald Trump. Let's just say I am on the inside watching this unfold.

posted to society by Samantha, Maiden of the Wildlands (1 comment)

I joined Derrick Bell’s DBFX Mentoring on 11th October 2017.

Derrick Bell is the founder of DBFXmentorship, co-founder of ReachFX, and the administrator of Calibre Wealth, a Forex telegram group chat I was in, where he was promoting his private mentorship.

He was previously a trainer from Royal Collective, where a number of students had been previously scammed by Adam Lord who had offered to personally teach a few Forex.

Adam Lord disappeared shortly after payment.

derrick

Shortly after making payment to Derrick Bell for his Forex mentorship, he disappeared.

He first set deadlines he could not meet, “within the hour”, would send the email “now”, resulting in unnecessary anxiety and frustration, when a simple explanation that he would be away for the next couple of days would do.

Instead he reappeared days later, shortly after a Paypal dispute was created, first selfishly whining that I should have known he was jet lagged after flight, with absolutely no consideration for others, or respect for their time, too impatient to clarify when “confused” by my actions.

He simply declared I was responsible for tracking his movements he claimed to have announced in the group chat (where there were a myriad other messages), threatened he could have destroyed me, and boasted of his skill in Forex market and of his wealth.

Add millions and billions to whatever he owns, Derrick Bell is just an overgrown spoilt brat and with his terrible character, a miserable choice for a mentor.

posted to feedback by Josh, Curator of Darkness (1 comment)

Beauty is only skin deep. We hear these kinds of quotes every day yet society constantly criticizes us, based on our hair, our clothes, and our bodies. Society is responsible for making us feel bad about our bodies, and we cannot do anything about it because of these impossible standards. We cannot let this get to us because we are the new generation in which we need to inspire others to feel good about themselves. Society makes us have low self-esteem which in turn can impact our health.

As these impossible beauty ideals become more influential, so do thousands of girls with low self-esteem and mental health problems. It is devastating and truly heartbreaking to see a young girl growing up constantly criticizing herself and having an irrational fear of getting fat. As girls, we have so many expectations placed on us all the time and there are so many expectations we have to live up to and so many ways we’re expected to look based on the images we see in media. According to Dove, by the time you turn 17, you would have seen 250,000 advertisements showcasing a young, skinny and edited model. By the time you have turned 17, you would have experienced depression at least once, and by the time you turn 17, you might not even be here. We worry about the size of our body tremendously because social media and advertisers tell us to. It is not our choice, society is controlling us to think that we are not perfect because of our differences, and it is not something we should celebrate. Society killed the teenager because of these impossible beauty norms and body standards. Why is it OK to think that you are not perfect because someone else, or the pictures you see on social media tell us not to?

We are being exposed to these images everyday and in turn, we are being judged because of the way we look. From one teenage girl to another, criticism on the shape and size of our bodies can cause low self-esteem. Always walking out of the door thinking that we are not pretty enough for society to look at us this way. This can cause serious mental and physical health problems. People then often look to having cosmetic surgery and enhancing drugs to meet these futile ideals. We cannot let it get to the point where in order for advertisers to make money, for girls to buy their product, they resort to making girls feel unaccepted about their bodies. In my own experience, looking at pictures of models like Cara Delevingne in magazines make me feel bad because of the fact that I do not look like them and they do not look like me. Everyone is different, and we should celebrate them instead of wishing that our flaws were gone. You might even resort to starving yourself to get that thigh gap you have always wanted which can really harm your body. We should decide if we are beautiful or not because ultimately it is our decision. After all, we just have to look like the models in these advertisements.

To the girl who struggles with accepting how you look, you are not alone. Ever since I was a little girl, I have been brainwashed with the idea that you’re only beautiful if you can live up to society’s body standards. I have grown up with Barbie dolls who deceive the purpose of celebrating differences with having the perfect skin and body. There are many different kinds of beautiful. You are beautiful because you are you and I am me. Makeup and photoshop can distort an image so much that the girl in the magazine doesn’t even look like herself. Why do we let society and social media treat us this way when we should be the ones deciding if we are beautiful or not?

Love, Just another girl who has struggled with her body image.

posted to society by Adrian, Architect of Wild Parties (1 comment)

I have made many posts here on what the bible really teaches about sex, and granted I have come to the conclusion that the modern church culture is often much stricter than the biblical narrative. However there are far larger issues at stake right now. Antifa wishes to take down America (not sure they are strong enough to, but they hate our nation), there is corruption at the highest levels of government. We need to continue to pray and push that the light be shone in the dark places so the corrupt elites may either repent on their knees, be dealt with, or flee and go live somewhere else. I think the Antifa protesters are manifesting a deep demonic evil that is now coming to the surface. People are more and more revealing who they really are. I think spiritual power is being released that is making it harder to hide evil. God's perfect will is for people to let deep seated evil in their hearts rise to the surface so that people can repent. However if people refuse to repent then the evil more easily manifests outwardly. I believe we are in a season where this kind of thing is going to keep increasing. I do pray that every single government official involved in corruption repents. If they do not make no mistake, God is going to take care of business with them. Some who have avoided being caught for years or decades may suddenly find themselves in courts. Almost every day I hear a new news story breaking on corruption. It will no longer be hidden. It is going to be exposed and dealt with. In the natural you may see people end up in court, maybe a few suddenly dropping from a heart attack or getting some fatal disease, but the Hand of God is behind it all. God's justice is going to increasingly manifest itself in the natural realm.

posted to religion by Dana, CTO of the Hungry (2 comments)

I did some research, and am coming to the conclusion that I John 5:7 "For there are three who bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Spirit, and these three are one", DOES belong in the bible, and WAS in the original manuscripts. It is missing from many ancient Greek manuscripts from about 300 - 400 A.D. There is a reason for that. My research shows that parts of Europe (The Byzantine Empire) was very heavily influenced by Arian heretics at that time, and that they removed that verse simply because it went against their theology from their copies of Greek texts. Remember in the East they spoke Greek in churches, and never had to translate the New Testament for a long time like in the Western Church. Arians believed that Jesus was a created being and therefore they denied the Trinity. That verse goes against their theology, so they removed it. God is not pleased when people remove verses from the bible because they go against your beliefs. The correct thing to do in that situation is instead repent and change YOUR beliefs, instead of trying to change what the bible says.

In Greek the grammar is mismatched if you remove this verse. It is in the Latin Vulgate, and Jerome commented on how this verse was being removed by the Arians.

Check out this page: http : //www . kjvtoday . com/home/the-father-the-word-and-the-holy-ghost-in-1-john-57#TOC-Extant-Greek-manuscripts

I just find it interesting that the texts used for many modern bibles are missing verses and fragments that support the deity of Christ, the blood of Christ for atonement, the Trinity, even the virgin birth is muddied somewhat. I find it hard to believe that they weren't removed by scribal errors or deliberate action by people throughout church history who didn't WANT to believe those doctrines, and didn't want them in the bible. Then they could say see see see here is what the bible says....and use it to bully you when you say well wait a minute, what about what might have been in there originally.

Case in point, this is more of a translation issue and which texts are used, but the KJV uses the word fornication to indicate sexual sin, whereas many modern translations say "sexual immorality". I prefer the word "fornication" because it is more precise to what it means, and it is defined by the bible itself to mean all sexual sins which are listed. It would include incest, animals, sex between men, taking another man's wife or betrothed, and temple prostitution. The Greek Septuagint uses the word "pornea", out of which we get the English word fornication, which in 1611 meant roughly the same thing, but the definition should really be taken by how the bible defines it in a its larger context. Note that many biblical heroes kept concubines (women they were NOT married to) and the bible NEVER defines that as a sin. "Sexual immorality" COULD be understood in the same context when people read modern bibles, but the thing is often it is ingrained in modern culture to think of "sexual immorality" as mainly unmarried sex, which takes away from the original meanings of "pornea" and even "fornication" when taken its biblical context. Many are tempted to take the term "sexual immorality" and ATTACH any meaning they want to it, sometimes accurate, sometimes not. The Hebrew word for "pornea" has a similar meaning to the word in Greek. I also recently found out that when God tells ancient Hebrews in the laws not to be prostitutes in the Law, THAT Hebrew word is SPECIFIC to temple prostitution. Ancient Hebrew has other words for secular prostitution which is not used in any of those passages. That is interesting.

posted to religion by Bishop, Monk of the Irredeemably Moist (5 comments)

MAKE A POST PREVIEW OPTION ITS 2017

posted to feedback by Arthur, Manager of the Rich (0 comments)

GENERATING AND ACTUALLY USING MSFVENOM PAYLOADS TLDR from [filtered hyperlink] open msfconsole

start by typing and tab completing use payload/ (platform being windows/linux/unix/BBQ, because Nothing Is Obvious) narrow it down to a single one
type ---(OPTIONAL) generate -h
and scan for any option of interest, specifically
-t for type(raw,ruby,rb,perl,pl,c,jsbe,jsle,java,dll,exe,exe-small,elf,macho,vba,vbs,loop-vbs,asp,war) --(/OPTIONAL) if for some bizarre reason you actually want shellcode printed to screen to copy/paste somewhere, youre done, just type generate -t c/exe/raw/java ..well. type (to remove difficult/unlikely to succeed bytes) generate -b '\x00\x44\x67\x66\xfa\x01\xe0\x44\x67\xa1\xa2\xa3\x75\x4b' ...well. type:

generate -t -b '\x00\x44\x67\x66\xfa\x01\xe0\x44\x67\xa1\xa2\xa3\x75\x4b' -f

posted to tech by Morty, Merchant of the Rich (2 comments)

GENERATING AND ACTUALLY USING MSFVENOM PAYLOADS TLDR from [filtered hyperlink] open msfconsole

start by typing and tab completing use payload/ -b '\x00\x44\x67\x66\xfa\x01\xe0\x44\x67\xa1\xa2\xa3\x75\x4b' -f

posted to tech by Addison, Apprentice of Wild Parties (1 comment)

That moment when you realise that all along, you were just present in this time or all this time for being happy for others and being of help for their happiness but never yours. It's quite tragic but at the same time, a nice feeling to know you're contributing to others happiness. It must be life's other way of saying "ha bih this is what u get for living" lmao. Man it's hard, like I don't know why I'm crying rn cuts of joy or sadness that I'll never find the right type of happiness for myself. O welll ~

posted to life by Charlie, Tour Guide of Good (0 comments)