I want to be skinny. I want to be the best at something. I want to be not poor.
And all I feel is inadequate. Yay.
I want to be skinny. I want to be the best at something. I want to be not poor.
And all I feel is inadequate. Yay.
I am sure hell is on earth, we are born to struggle and be a slave to rules, you get old and before you know it your reaching new milestones in age but more and more you ask yourself "how did I get here, I have achieved nothing...I have so much more struggles to overcome..."
Life sucks, the good times only last a few seconds in the hours of stormy moments!
Sandra:asked How about you, Carlton? Some ice cream? I have the smooth, creamy, chocolate kind ...Carlton: [oblivious to the flirting ] I'm a Tutti Frutti man, myself. Believe it or not , it's not just white men doing the porn thing. I told you , I looked for and found more than half the kids you see on You Tube and other sights , from 2012-2017 have done nude films -- I also discovered the majority of them didn't know they where being taped. Lots of good content if you like that stuff . Now Anonymous hacked these sights shut them down 4- chan had a field day exposing the bad pedophile , that was in 2013 . four years later and the list of child stars almost quadrupled !! Why am I telling it ? Not to stop the kids from filming -- Not to have Anonymous and 4-chan come get me . or Swat come shoot me, or raid homes or take your kids-- All this shit's already being done-- and yet your kids are still getting naked and fucking the neighbors on camera. Now you got kindergarten teachers telling children about Gender Bias ? 3rd grade teachers passing out extra small condoms ? Why ? You have thousands of men and women in jail and on a registry because Children are so innocent and sweet and are too young to know what they are doing . If that's the case , then why is the school giving them condoms ? Now if I'm sick So is the department of education. Or maybe The school knows what I'm telling you and you don't because your stupid . What have I seen your kids doing screwing the dog , screwing each other , the neighbor their uncles, aunts , siblings , I watch this stuff all the time. These kids are Asian Caucasian African Arab Hindi Chicano, and I love them all . I hope they Keep getting naked. there's a neighbor kid I was thinking about grooming -- I'll show her some of the videos I got then take her too the you tubers channels so they can see them there too. yes
I seriously shouldn't have taken a year off or work to have a baby in this shity ass state and town. Here we are almost half way through my child's first year of life and I'm still jobless, and the thoughts I have not working about myself are crazy. The fighting with my man never ends because two children at home and two step children outside our home is a lot to take care of. What people don't tell you about being a stay at home mom, beside the fact that everyone thinks its easy and laughs when we say how hard it really is. It makes you crazy, not all of us get out of our house to do other things or go with other people. It makes you physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted everyday. We are chasing tiny humans around all day long, picking up the 5million messes they make a day, doing dishes three times a day, washing laundry, fighting with little tiny humans who hate to listen to us and we repeat the same things to them a million times a day, holding tiny little humans, and making sure our home stays at the top of its game because we're home all day so we feel we have to. After working for my first child's first half of her whole life I'm going on not working for the second half of hers and seriously I see being a working mom as a job being a vacation away from my children. I really need a break from them. I wish my boyfriend would keep them for just a day or a few hrs while I go do something for myself.
This explains everything. Churches have steeples that look like Obelisks, even if there are differences in some details. The Obelisk represents Baal's erect member. The word church means circle, from circe, an ancient pagan goddess. So we have the Obelisk giving seed into the circle. So do many churches that so badly handle the bible to badly misinterpret, mainly by taking verses out of context and super-imposing their own doctrines and traditions ONTO the bible instead of taking it for what it says. So then we have the Baal's member giving spiritual seed into the circle, instead of the pure spiritual seed of God's word getting into people. So it is more proper for gatherings of God's people to call themselves any of these labels: assembly, congregation, fellowship, gathering or even meeting. The Greek word in the New Testament now translated church in many bibles is ekklesia, which means assembly or gathering of God's people. Some ancient pagan sites have an Obelisk near a dome to represent the erect member impregnating the womb, the Obelisk impregnates the dome. This symbolizes is directly related to Nimrod getting Semiramis pregnant and her bearing Tammuz. Nimrod turned himself into a hybrid giant being and is now in the bottomless pit as Apollo or Apollyon, and Semiramis became the Queen of Heaven, what the Old Testament calls an abomination worshiped by many ancient pagans and ancient Israel when it rebelled against God. Some theorize that the Antichrist will either be a resurrected Nimrod himself, or some person possessed by the spirit of Nimrod when it is released from the bottomless pit during the Great Tribulation. According to biblical prophesy it is clear to me that Nimrod is involved in the Antichrist one way or the other. Every bible translation that uses the word church and churches instead of assembly or congregation in whenever the Greek says Ecclesia should be redone. It is the godly thing to do. I will pray for publishers and translators to have their eyes open to this previous ignorance and correct the mistakes. No wonder so many churches are messed up. God is calling them to repent. So do they want God's pure spiritual seed or do they want some big member from a demon to poke them.....well you get the picture.......if you accuse me of blasphemy then you had better realize that what the churches have turned into is FAR from what God intended them to be.
I was twelve years old the first time someone called me "fat". This person was someone close to me, someone I looked up to. I went home that same day, looked at myself in the mirror, and cried.
I was fourteen years old when I realized that my family was different from others. I was surrounded by addiction and mental illness and by people who would do anything to hide these problems. I was taught that these things were shameful. I spent so much time trying to take care of the people around me that I forgot to take care of myself.
I was sixteen years old the first time I locked myself in the bathroom and dragged a razor blade across my skin. I was constantly blaming myself for not being good enough and I felt like I needed some way to release my anger. I still have scars on my arms and legs that I try to keep covered.
I was twenty years old when I convinced myself that the only thing I had control over in life was my weight. I became obsessed with the amount of calories I put into my body. I would go multiple days without eating and when I had to eat, I made sure to get the food out of my system before my body had a chance to digest it. I thought losing the weight would make me happy, but it didn't. I turned to drugs and alcohol to numb out the problems that were still there.
I was twenty-one years old when I passed out in the student center at my college. I hadn't eaten for days and my body had no energy. The nurse in the health center recommended that I seek professional help before I ended up killing myself. A couple days later, my roommate took me to my very first therapy session where I finally came to terms with the fact that I had an eating disorder. For the next three years, I battled my eating disorder, my depression, and my anxiety.
I am twenty-four years old now and I am finally learning how to love and accept myself. I'm taking the journey to recovery one step at a time, and even though it's not always easy, at least I'm finally taking steps in the right direction. After struggling for twelve years of my life, I can finally say I am happy to be alive and I am ready to live my life.
Church does not equal faith in God or even Christ. If you are blessed to find a good church then it comes closer to God's ideal for what church should be. We are not perfect as humans trying to make church a good place to represent God, but we should strive to do church according to New Testament instructions. Some bible studies have aspects of following God's desire for how church should be run more than the church service itself. Some churches compromise on good doctrine, showing compassion, and some are totally apostate. The Apostle John got kicked out of a church later in his life, so even in the days of the Apostles the churches were compromising, becoming heretical, and even apostatizing. Some of the letters of the Apostles are attempts to straighten out problems in the churches, and in the 7 letters to the 7 churches in Revelation are mostly corrections and rebukes to wayward churches. Some praises for doing some things right. Only ONE church out the 7 was completely praised with no criticism. At this point in history I believe God is calling churches to repentance.
If you do not believe in religious freedom and free speech and want to take it away in the US, then MOVE OUT OF THE COUNTRY. THEN YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE. Movie to Somalia or ISIS controlled territory, or North Korea. Either change your mind on this issue or GET OUT.
Why do you think churches are dubious at times, off on understanding some scriptures? So many do not believe in the fallen angel theory of Gen 6, they believe it was the sons of Seth instead (not borne out with the Hebrew). What about being saved by grace vs. adding works to get into heaven? Vs. works saving in the sense of better blessing in this life and rewards in the next? Is it people naturally being locked into religious traditions, never challenging what they believe? Is it evil spirits also influencing people's minds? Is it some leaders in some places pretending to be Christians, teaching false doctrines on purpose? Is it that some biblical passages are ambiguous until you do deeper study? All of the above? What about Christian leaders being responsible to follow the Holy Spirit into deeper study regardless of opposing forces, both outside and within themselves? What about church politics of denominations and opinions of the congregation?
I am married to someone with anxiety, depression and several phobias. Over the 7 years we have known each other it has become increasingly worse to the point where she does not leave the room on some days. I work to support us both, I get up whenever she needs something. I hold my tongue when she does something wrong because I dont want to upset her, yet she does not hesitate to correct me at any opportunity. She does not hesitate to throw a middle finger when I tell her something isn't being done right. We havent had sex in over a month. I feel more and more like a carer and less like a husband. I am drowning under all the weight.... I dont have friends I can talk to about these things, I am alone surrounded by people who say they care but who are sympathetic to her while I stand in the background with a fake smile on my face pretending to be strong.
Dear someone- I have so many questions i want to ask you but i just don't know how and because i know for a fact that my voice would break and tears would stream down my face if i were to ask you in person. So here i am, finding myself writing this letter. These days you just seem to be ignoring me like i'm your worst enemy. How? that would be my first question. How was it so easy for you to just go? to just leave me and not even look back. Why? Why would you leave, or why would you leave like that? no explanation, no real goodbye, nothing Was it even real? what we had, i mean. was it? because i have been dreaming so much about you lately that it seems like i can't tell what's real and what's not anymore. Lovely, oh lovely. i wish you didn't shatter my heart. i wish you didn't make all these promises just to break them. i wish that you could have been honest with me from the beginning. honest about your intention and feelings fro me. the last time we were standing in front of each other, looking into your deep brown eyes that had a hint of green it made my knees go weak and my heart beat faster than i have felt. how could one feel so much and that other just not at all? i guess i'll never know because being the person i am. i tend to give people all of me. always. with you it was no different. i gave you every ounce of me, made you my favorite person in this shitty world and all i did was hope that i was your favorite too. But this is my farewell, my love. I hope that part of you never forgets me, no matter how important i was to you. i hope that no matter where life takes you, it takes you some place happy. Just because you did the wrong things to me, does not mean you deserve the wrong things done to you. You deserve to be happy, and i am sure of that. Love always, Me
I feel like I'm always the "other" friend. My best friends all seem to like each other more than me, and I can see it all the time. I can't ever tell them anything because I worry they will be upset or hate me. I need someone to talk to who will understand me.
I'm in love with my best friend for five years now. I told him a couple of weeks ago and he was really sweet about it but he doesn't feel the same way. Has this happened to anyone else? How can I get him to see me that way?
I was a Teen with a Hard cock. I had a friend who spoke a little English , and he told me enough to realize Mexican women can be raped and they wouldn't turn you in . The where working illegally . The boss caught a fine so he told them don't tell. They go to Police they get turned over to ICE , So you go by a Best Western, she's a full bodied Latina , maid for the hotel. you watch her go inside a room- you walk in behind her she turns around , you tackle her on the bed and slip her some nice hard teen cock . Now since they are scared again , go take all that hot latina pussy , they will never tell . Make them hum I wish I was in Dixie . while licking your balls
As soon as Trump deports your ass , I’m raping your kid and feeding that little bitch to the alligators Deputy Director David Harlow said Zoe Pound gang members aren’t going to be deported they’re going to be shot on sight . He’s the Devil in your house bitch boys.
ein Krimineller sattelt um auf Plastikschamane.Die Native American Association of Germany
Mental harm. Have you ever thought about that? It's not physical harm but it can feel just about the same, just in a different way. It's sitting in a place inside of your brain. It has walls of steel that you think you can never escape. You don't like the person that you become when you are trapped here. It is not you. It's just not you. But no matter how you try to control it, it stays there in every little thing you do. It creates fear and worry. It makes you feel like you aren't good enough. For anything or anyone. There is something weighing all of your body down. It does feel physical. It's as if you have a brick sitting inside of you letting you know you're not okay. It can come quick or painfully slow. You sit and wait. Waiting for it to go away or to find a happy feeling. Then, you pretend to be happy. You are happy. I am happy. But you can't see my insides.
I'm a 40yo, divorced white male. Single. Lonely - I have no actual friends. I am an introvert and always anxious and often depressed. I have what this society would call a great career but I am not happy and I am tired. I feel depressed. I don't know how (or if I really want to) make new friends at this age. I live in the country in a house I own by myself. I've been on and off Tinder and I don't really have a problem meeting women; but the hassle of starting new relationships just to have them end in heartache once again. I'm overwhelmed with life. How do others maintain happiness? I've done the diet thing, the exercise, the meet-new-people-in-real-life things (serious stays at it for months and years). I've seen a shrink, a therapist, all that. Why do I see so many other people be happy (or at least seem happy) from day to day and I just am not? I sometimes think if I could just sell the house, quit my job, walk away from all my debt and go live on a beach then maybe that would bring me happiness; but the guilt of leaving all that I "have" holds me here.
i was in Iraq and I kept getting a feeling that something epic and big happened there long ago plate 465 was a code name for a life form unlike anything known on earth - people who live here on earth there is a horrible being PURE EVIL . all brought to us by A creator for sure but not a god. This thing is hard to describe . The Kassites did something strange Hammurabi was not a man as you think .
We have been dating for a few months, he's 21 and I'm 19. He likes to role-play incest situations, like pretend I'm his younger sister. It's been fun in kind of a weird way. He has been begging me to tease and seduce my actual brother. Dressing sexy around him, brushing up against him, just little things. My confession is I fucking love it and I get so excited when I think about how far I can take this.
Ashley Esther Dalene whose last known location is Bethel Connecticut is part of a large satanic Wiccan cult in that region. She is involved in trafficking human blood and flesh from Danbury Hospital as well as more sinister crimes involving pedophilia and human trafficking. These satanic cults are using covert methods to murder people in the region. She is in her early twenties and may still be a member of the United States military.
even though our intelligence agencies have proof shows that they are not the patriots they pretend to be. They aren't worthy of touching an American flag, much less waving it.
God the father is a hypocrite. Rip the OT from your Bible and worship Jesus.
Homosexuality is an abomination. It's beyond wicked and should have never been legalized all across America.
Quick side note: you're either straight or homosexual, there is no in between. The LBGT movement is ridiculous.
who will they nominate next? They need a real challenge this time. Maybe they will run Manson. The Supreme Court has been favoring the Republicans recently. I am sure they will overlook Charlie's felony conviction.
Jews are bloodsuckers that are responsible for everything wrong with the world. Throughout history, they've been kicked out of over 100 countries for fucking them up. They are currently trying to flood the West with turd-world immigrants and initiate World War III by making an imaginary boogeyman out of Russia. They need to be expelled from the U.S. and every other country. Let them rot away in IsraHELL counting their shekels and "kvetching" about how nobody likes them.
There is one race of beings that has done more harm to our world than any other: Jews. Jews are a race of parasites who leech off of every civilized country they can slither into and feed off of it until its economy is drained and its moral fabric is completely unraveled. Jews are left-wing degenerates and Communists who promote every type of social ill and destructive lifestyle you can think of. They pressure the shabbos goyim in our governments to support their "holy land" called Israel which they stole through bloodshed from the Palestinians, and to give them reparations for a genocide (the Holocaust) which has largely been proven to be a hoax. Jews are bloodsuckers, thieves, crooks, liars, manipulators, con men, swindlers, peddlers of immorality and indecency, etc. They are a nihilistic cult of deviants and sociopaths who bring misery and sorrow to all civilized nations, and control and corrupt all of our institutions. We really should have let the Nazis win WW2. Hopefully someday we'll have a leader who will finish the job Hitler started.
The bible teaches that we go to heaven by grace through faith alone. The passages on being justified by works in James (by both context and what some of the words say EXACTLY in Greek) that it is talking about being justified before men, but not God. Logically it follows to me that if Christ died for sins, then faith Him saves instead of works. Now I realize with spiritual things it might be hard to be logical sometimes. This is why the bible over and over again says we are saved by grace and faith instead of works. Works are important for a believer because they are an outworking of the regeneration God gives us upon faith in Christ. They also earn extra rewards in heaven and bring some blessing in this life and prevent God's harsher discipline in this life. The idea that God disciplines believers for blatant and unrepentant sin in this life shows that being saved by grace alone is no license to sin and get away with it. In an earlier post I pointed out how biblically unmarried sex, sexual feelings, desiring a single woman or your own wife if you are married, are by no means sins. Make no mistake about it. Just because those things aren't sins doesn't mean we don't need grace to be saved. Romans says that ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Ok so now you know that having sex with a girlfriend or boyfriend isn't a sin. Good..now that won't justify you on judgement day with all the other things we have all done that the bible CLEARLY says are sins. The only thing that justifies before God is faith in Christ for eternal life. To help trusting Christ is a major component of the kind of faith that saves.
He gave us free will. He is omniscient, so he knew we would use the free will to commit evil. He is omnipotent, so he could have created us to have free will and not commit evil, but he didn't. Therefore he wanted us to suffer and must really be Satan. God = Satan QED.
Isaiah 45:7 affirms that God creates darkness and disaster. It is not a creation of mankind, nor of fallen beings or Satan. The Hebrew word here that is translated as "disaster" could also mean "wickedness", "hurt", "affliction" or "adversity". God creates these things directly. Any argument that asserts that evil is a result of Human free will must first get over the fact that the Christian Bible states that God creates evil and disaster itself. Not only does this God create darkness and disaster, but it actively "does" them too. For example in Job 42:11 God is described as doing evil to Job as part of its test of Job even though Job is described as holy and blameless. In other words, the evil done by God on Job was not the result of Job's free will. Also, his children and animals are all slaughtered too, as collateral damage1. God doesn't merely create evil and suffering as possibilities, it actively chooses to do them itself.
Psalm 104:27-30 notes that God sometimes makes animals happy and sometimes "terrifies them" as part of the daily rhythm of life as described in general by Psalm 104, although the King James Version nicely tones this down to "troubles" them.
The Book of Lamentations confirms that free will cannot stop evil, when evil comes from God, nor can man stop goodness, when goodness comes from God:
Who is he that can speak, and it happens, when the Lord command it not?37 Out of the mouth of the Most High proceedeth not both evil and good?38
As various authors copied copies of the Hebrew Scriptures, changes accumulated in the stories. Sometimes, the same story appears twice. There are even two accounts of the Creation that contradict each other in the details. One such doubled story shows us clearly that the Old Testament God is evil, and Satan itself is not a separate being, but is actually part of God, a face of God. There is one occasion when David took a census of his men in order to count how many could fight in the armies of Israel. 1 Chronicles 21:2 and 2 Samuel 24:2 both contain a copy of the exact same text:
“So David said to Joab and the commanders of the troops, "Go and count the Israelites from Beersheba to Dan. Then report back to me so that I may know how many there are."”
1 Chronicles 21:2 “So the king said to Joab and the army commanders with him, "Go throughout the tribes of Israel from Dan to Beersheba and enroll the fighting men, so that I may know how many there are."”
2 Samuel 24:2 What had happened is that God had a rule: That David was not allowed to 'number' Israel. But, for some reason, David went ahead and did so. As a result, God punished them all for breaking his rule. But, it is very telling when we examine the preceding verse: Who inspired David to count Israel's fighting men?
“Satan rose up against Israel and incited David to take a census of Israel.”
1 Chronicles 21:1 “The anger of the LORD burned against Israel, and he incited David against them, saying, "Go and take a census of Israel and Judah."”
2 Samuel 24:1 In one copy of the story, we are told Satan told David to do so. In the other, it was God. How can this be? It is because in the Old Testament, Satan and God are the same being. Satan in the Old Testament is merely the face that God puts on when it is testing its people. "The anger of the Lord" is Satan. It was common in old religions (Hinduism, Roman religions, etc) for gods to have multiple faces, each associated with different emotions. In the Christian Bible, Satan is God.
A similar confusion of roles happens in the Book of Job. In Job 1:8-12 Satan approaches God and asks to test Job's loyalty to God. In Job 1:11 it is God who is asked "put forth thine hand now, and touch all that he hath, and he will curse thee to thy face". Satan's idea is that if God demolishes Job's good life, then Job will no longer be faithful to God. But Satan can't do this itself as it is God that has the power to do evil. In the next verse God gives that power to Satan:
“And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath is in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand.” Job 1:12 [KJV] So, Satan acts only when God gives it power to do so. Once again, we see that God and Satan are merely two facets of the same being. One final verse seals this idea. Who, when it comes to the concluding of the story in chapter 42, is given the credit for bringing evil against Job? It is God itself:
“[Job's friends and family] comforted him over all the evil that the LORD had brought upon him.” Job 42:11 [KJV] Other translations such as Young's Literal Translation phrase it in the same way. God and Satan are intertwined. Satan can't do anything except by the will of God. Psalms 139:12, 1 Chronicles 21:1-2 and 2 Samuel 24:1-2, and Job 1:8-12, 42:11 all confuse good and evil, God and Satan into one single creative force, with God being described as not only the source of evil, but as its actual instigator. God cannot be benevolent.
"And the LORD repented of the evil which he thought to do unto his people." Exodus 32:14 "The LORD is a man of war: the LORD is his name." Exodus 15:3 "For thou shalt worship no other god: for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God." Exodus 34:14 "Blessed is everyone that feareth the Lord." Psalms 128 The Old Testament describes God as angry, fearsome, destructive and vengeful. In continual deviance from what a good god would do, and feel, the God of the Old Testament sometimes repents of its own actions and thoughts. How can a god that knows everything, and is never wrong, repent? How can a good god even have evil thoughts, let alone do evil actions?
It seems one thing that Old Testament gets right is its assertions that we should fear god. See Lev. 25:17; Deut. 6:2, 6:13, 10:12, 10:20, 31:12-13; Joshua 4:24; 1 Sam. 12:14; 2 Kings 17:39; Job 28:28; Psalms 19:9, 25:14, 33:8, 33:18, 34:9, 96:4, 103:11, 103:17, 111:10, 112:1, 115:13, 128:1, 147:11; Proverbs 1:7, 22:4, 24:21; Ecc. 5:7, 12:13; Jer. 5:22. We should definitely fear such a god as this!
In Old Testament times, people were exposed to many different Gods. Frequently, people would simply have to be scared into worshipping one god over another. By representing it as powerful, destructive, jealous and harsh, the Jews who wrote the Old Testament were affirming that they believed their God should be worshipped, and other Gods should be abandoned.
"The third century Church Father, Tertullian, could not imagine how God could not demand fear":
“But how are you going to love, without some fear that you do not love? Surely [an unfeared God] is neither your Father, towards whom your love for duty's sake should be consistent with fear because of His power; nor your proper Lord, whom you should love for His humanity and fear as your teacher.”
The immoral doctrine of original sin, where children are punished for the sins of their parents is hardly the scheme of a moral god. Adam and Eve were punished with death, pain, suffering and caused the evil of all mankind... yet they themselves 'sinned' before they knew the difference between Good and Evil. God must be immoral, if it punishes innocent people for sins they do not understand and could not resist.
The Hebrew Scriptures, which the Christians adopted as their Old Testament, are infamously violent. The endorsements of violence, mass murder and rape & pillage are dramatic, and are conducted under the direct commands of God for the betterment of the believer's religion. The worry is that this gives justification for anyone who hears voices in their head telling them to murder for their religion that actually they should do so. Many Jewish terrorists have followed this line of logic, and for hundreds of years Europe fell into the barbaric and ignorant dark ages under the terrible machinations of Christian institutions that embraced and used all of the Bible's endorsements of violence. Exodus 15:3 states that God loves war, but it is not just enemy combatants that are the target. Exodus 22:18 has been used as the basis for murdering women accused of all manner of daft superstitious things ("thou shalt not suffer a witch to live"). Exodus 32:27-29 has the God of Israel command the army to murder sons, brothers, friends and neighbours and they are then blessed for doing so. In Numbers 31:17 they are told to murder all the children amongst the enemies and any woman who might be pregnant. Deuteronomy 7:1 tells the Israelites to occupy their future land and exterminate the original inhabitants because they are infidels: "you're to make no compromise with them or show them any mercy". Deuteronomy 13:6-9 says that if your relatives or friends try to get you to worship other gods, you must kill them "without mercy" - a deed that Abraham attempts in Genesis 22:1-18. In Deuteronomy 20:16-18 they are told to exterminate "everything that breaths". Joshua 6:21-24 and Judges 20 tell stories where God wants them to kill "everyone in the city, men, women, young and old. They also killed the cattle, sheep and donkeys. ... And they burnt the city with fire" and looted all they could. All with no morality nor sense of loss at all. 1 Samuel 15:1-8 has it that because the indigenous people of Amalek opposed God's murderous army, they killed all the men, women, children, babies, cattle, camels and donkeys there6. Not all the slaughter is on God's chosen land: In Esther 9:12-16 the Israelites slaughter over 75,000 enemies in an internal strife in the Persian empire. In Hosea 13:16 the infants of Samaria will be "dashed in pieces" because the people no longer follow Israel's bloody God. If you are in any doubt that God commands bloodshed in his name then Jeremiah 48:10 declares that you will be cursed if you refrain from bloodshed. These examples are where it is Humans carrying out God's will and don't include the many times where God leads by murderous example.
The author of the Gospel of Luke wrote that Jesus said that 'a tree is known by its fruit' (Luke 6:43-44): "Good trees do not produce rotten fruit, and rotten trees do not produce good fruit". The Old Testament God, who says that he "creates evil" (Amos. 3:6, Isaiah 45:7), cannot therefore be a 'good tree', but must be a rotten one. Luke 12:5 warns us to fear God above anything else in life. An ancient form of Christianity was preached by Marcion, who realized that the God of the Old Testament must be Evil. As Marcion believed that the Good News of the New Testament was the plan of salvation from a good God, he believed that through Jesus the evil god the Old Testament had been defeated.
Why do "pro-lifers" mistake a clump of cells with a baby?
Call me to b.s. That's cool. Don't expect me to respond if the only time you contact me is for money or a babysitter. Been there done that for to long. And ppl wonder why I'm a recluse.
Steeples look a lot like Obelisks. The Obelisk represents Nimrod's or Baal's erect member sticking straight up into the sky. I wonder how pastors would react if we asked them how they feel about the giant erect penises sticking up in the air on top of their churches. God is not against sex, some of my recent posts point out how churches are too strict about sexuality when compared to a better contextual interpretation of the bible and taking the original Greek and Hebrew into consideration. Having said that, since the Obelisk represents specifically Baal's or Nimrod's penis, NO CHURCH as ANY BUSINESS putting anything that resembles an Obelisk on top of its building. Part of repentance churches are going to need to avert coming judgments from God will be to take down the giant penises with RAGING ERECTIONS on top of their buildings, along with being very quick to divest themselves of 501c3 or be happy when it is fully repealed and use the fact that some previously hindered speech is now unshackled. I feel that often coming church buildings will be homes of Christians where small groups gather instead of church buildings. I am sure some larger church bodies will repent, but I really wonder how many will, or many will but they will need a harder hand of discipline from God to wake them up. Their former church homes will be broken up, and they will re-organize under conditions more in keeping with God's perfect will for our time.
That is narcissism on his part.
The Catholics invented the trinity when they were Paganizing the teachings of Jesus. They were sneaking polytheism into the back door under the guise of the trinity. With the concept of the trinity, three Gods magically become one. Many details found in later writings, such as Matthew and Luke do not appear in the earliest manuscripts of Mark, including the phrase "Son of God" at Mark 1:1. The letters of Paul the Apostle, for example, do not mention a virgin birth of Christ. Paul describes Jesus as "born of a woman, born under the law" and "as to his human nature was a descendant of David" in the Epistle to the Galatians and the Epistle to the Romans.
Trinitarian heretics repent!!
So what you do is , go to a Biker bar location has to be a 1%er bar . Get a greased up road spike ply wood a few screws and some lard will work-- call that bar and say there's a member of that club getting his bike and colors taken make them go down the road to that ares . Then sit back and You Tube !! Call the video Hell's Angels Splat
I did everything you said. I prayed your Rosary and said Hail Mary’s until my mouth bled The Church helped me. By erasing my mind and making me what they wanted What few faded memories I have are those of a Nun beating me for fun and locking me inside a cage. They left me in a black hole of rage and confusion. Is that the religion you practice? when I kissed the sky Pastor Charly pointed the way, Worst part of it is, they're going to blame us for the whole thing. Because they can't have people knowing the truth. We're the patsies for their crimes. The cover up. Don't forget. we're the bad guys. Because getting people to act against their own will for the national security is what they do best. I cared about my Church and my country and for that I was kicked many times. Hated by the same ones I loved and gave my life for. I never got over Operation Canadian Goose. A Col of, 91st Cavalry Regiment, an elite member of an Elite Group, you ruined him he hadn’t slept for two weeks Even after the war you wouldn’t leave him alone and you made us Kill the Col. Waterboarding induces panic and suffering by forcing a person to inhale water, you clapped and laughed with such joy didn’t you Nancy Dick? As long as I don’t have blood on all my fingers I’m clean right Nancy Sinsinawa
It's been 36 days since we broke up and 9 days since we last contacted each other
I wanted to fight for you, but seeing you move on so fast and the break up not effecting you was too hard for me. My thoughts
I miss you I wish we could give the relationship another chance Why haven't you contacted me Don't you miss me Did 4 years mean nothing to you Is this really it Is this how we end things How did things turn out this way I love you I miss you Why don't you love me I miss you I hate not being able to talk to you I hate not being able to see you How are strangers again I feel like I lost part of me How do I give you up Why cant I move on I love you I love you I love you Why is this so hard Are we really never going to talk again I wanted to say good bye in person I hate that our last conversation was through text saying that nothing is set in stone and we can say good bye another then but we haven't talked since Why haven't text me Don't you miss me Don't you miss us I love you I really love you I don't know what to do now How do I start moving on How did you move on so fast Why cant talk to each other I miss you Did you ever really care about me I love you and I wish I had said it more
Black lives matter and Antifa -- The Family is among you scouting Just remember when you're dealing in War and Martial law The nail that stands up is the one who gets hammered. No Government past or present has worked for the people , No Rich man has ever worked on your behalf . Riots and frontal assaults you can't win. The media simply does not cover the non-Muslim terror attacks , Now they're calling you a Terror Organization read the law Domestic terrorism is the unlawful use, or threatened use, of force or violence by a group or individual based and operating entirely within the United States again The nail that stands up is the one who gets hammered !! Sinsinawa
One can be sexual and spiritual at the same time. A Christian enjoying sexuality is not a contradiction. If one uses it for EVIL, then it is wrong, but THEN and ONLY THEN. Matthew 5:27-28 does not speak against lusting after ANY woman, the Greek and context indicates that it is talking about being a sin to lust after another MAN'S wife ONLY. In fact one Medieval English translation of the bible that predates the King James actually says "wife" in that passage instead of "woman". The Greek word for woman "gune" means woman or wife..it is the same word. WHICH it means depends on the context in a sentence or paragraph. Since Jesus in this passage was talking about ADULTERY, it then therefore means wife instead of woman in general. If you interpret the bible contextually considering the larger picture of the bible, you have to define adultery from the Old Testament, and apply that meaning to Matthew 5:27. In the Old Testament adultery meant taking anther man's wife. In fact the Hebrew word for adultery LITERALLY means to "enter another man's wife". So modern Christianity, oops churchianity...has sold us a bill of goods. Instead of clean, fresh, flowing living water from the throne of God, often it has been tepid ponds under the hot sun with scum on the top.
In other words, God sins.
Recently my long distance girlfriend broke up with me for accusing her of talking to some other guy and using Whatsapp to communicate with him. It all started cause I had access to our family plan account online. So I went on there and checked her calls. I did cause I had a feeling. Sure enough there was a incoming call at 10:30pm that lasted 96 minutes. I found this very odd and instantly got infuriated! I called the number the next day and a guy answered. I just hung up. I didn't want to bring it up to her cause then she would know that I was online snooping. she gave me access cause she said she had nothing to hide. Mind you that was a like 2 years ago. I gave in and asked her, of course she was mad. Not cause I was snooping, but because I was questioning her on being loyal. She claimed it was some guy she was helping out with his Taxes cause that's what she does. But for a client to call you on your personal cell phone at that time of night and almost talk for 2 hours smells like BS to me. Especially cause this guy is the brother in law of another client of hers that she had recently met as well and became friends with. In the short time of meeting these people she went to a birthday party of her new friends daughter and the guy was there obviously. And the following weekend went to some outdoor activity for a kid event. And of course dude was there but has no small children. My ex said that he went, but didn't go in the same car as them. And that her and her friend and the kids were mostly hanging out together while the dude and his brother looked at other stuff. I'm not buying it. She swears up and down that it nothing like that. And that she only talked to him that once. Long story short. I saved his number in my contacts and can see when he's on WA. One early AM she came on at 4:05am and he came on at 4:09am. Coincidence? She say yes. What do you think? Please give me your input.
A mass murderer who accepts Christ on his deathbed goes to heaven. Where is the justice in that?
Paul Lallier suffocated his mother with a pillow while she was sleeping. He is also a child molester, thief and drug dealer. He sexually molested several boys at an apartment complex that was his former residence. He stole tens of thousand if not hundreds of thousands of prescription drugs from pharmacies while working at an inventory company. When he lost his job because of suspicion of theft he broke into several pharmacies and stole tens of thousands of drugs.
Does no one really see this as such an issue anymore? I just watched The Twilight Zone, an episode titled, "The Monsters Are Due On Maple St.", which has been my favorite episode since I've seen the show. Anyway, seeing it again recently really reminded me of how dependent our world system is dependent on technology. Any disruption of our world's technology, even for a short time being, would be disastrous, at least on a global scale. Is that not a bit edging to the nerves for anyone else?
Funny how the world can be dissaving. Looking up at the world, with my little body wrapped in precious love and protection that can never be found anywhere else, only in my parent’s hearts. Being little was awesome, I was born with the world at my feet before I could even stand. Goals as big as the expectations my family held. My only ambition was to shine for them, so they shone with pride. It’s not that my ambition has changed either. They are my life. In my bad days, it really did go to show that I live for them. See suicide isn’t ending the pain only passing it on to the people you love and the people who truly do love you. But what is love? See just from almost 21 years of life, I could list many ‘feelings’ associated with love, but is it love? The love I have for people is different. There is my love for my family, there is the love I have for my friends or shall I say who have ME as a friend, there’s the ex’s that just turned out to be lust and at the time very strong lust, love for yourself, there’s the love for my baby who never got the chance to live and then theres him. Soul destroying, selfish, heart-breaking idiot who not only makes you break but who becomes your ambition, your life, and the love for yourself, well the love for myself… went straight out of the window. Suffering from depression is something I can never begin to explain, some days its severe, some days I feel invincible. Mum always told me “the happiest girl is always the prettiest”, I was always that happy girl. Never stopped smiling, even now. Dad always told me “There’s not a star out of your reach” but the only star I want to reach is my baby in the sky. The pain, from that one ‘love’ and the forever eternal effects from the ‘situation-ship’ that came with him, I carry; under every smile, laugh, blink and tear, it will be there. See people do you over, that’s people for you. They don’t realise their actions and choices hurt. Sometimes even their words just for the fact that they are too easily spoken. He never provided me with happiness, only the words that are easy to fall for. How naïve. I could say it was “perfectly unfinished” but trust me its finished and nothing perfect about it. I could say “nothing lasts forever” but I know that the love my mother and father share will carry on until the world stops spinning. Generations of us will forever be marked by their true beauty and love. That’s what I want and it is what I’ll get. “time is a great healer” says parents. we will see over time with these blogs/ documents how time heals me. Right now I am so happy, yet so sad. But my family are the wind beneath my wings. Writter: S-lw