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Trump is president and I want to die. I dont want to die only bc of trump though. I want to die because it hurts to live. Im overly emotional and lazy and unmotivated. I just want to die. Im a waste of human life and the workd has gone to shit anyway. Not much to look forward to if this country is full of racists and sexists who want to see trump as president...

posted to life by Frankie, Secretary of the Wildlands (4 comments)

But it is the fucking Christians that want to regulate everyone's life that prevent mercy killing. My life sucks. I want to end it and your fucking laws prevent it. Get your laws off of my body. Small government, my ass. It is my life and I should have the choice. Nothing works. Medication, therapy and Jesus are all just placebos. ECT doesn't work either. I would kill myself, but I would just fuck it up and end up with brain damage. Should I do something so I get the death penalty? I don't want to hurt anyone. Suicide by cop. I would rather not adversely affect his life. The doctor should be able to do it, but the fucking Christians want to shove their fucked values down the throats of normal, law abiding citizens. Trump should deport the Christians and make life safe for the rest of us. Then maybe I wouldn't feel like killing myself.

posted to life by Rook, Ship Master of the Idealistic (0 comments)

I was born with the devil in me. I cannot help the fact that I am murderer, no more than Emminem can help the inspiration to sing..I was born with the evil one standing beside my bed where I was ushered into the world, and he has been with me since..I just like to kill, I wanted to train you to kill , and maybe after awhile , You can kill me. The ultimate goal is to pass my skill on to you. See you in Disneyland. Your kids will hug me , and you won't be the wiser .

posted to school by Charlie, Rockstar of Good (1 comment)

I am not completely brainless bitch! When you never put the phone down unless it is so you can get on the computer when we are together, but when we are apart you wont answer texts calls or emails wtf!!!

posted to relationships by Dana, Warlord of the Rich (3 comments)

DARPA tranai nuleisti dislokuoti-gali ginklus visame vandenynai grindų žmogaus genomo projektas buvo projektas statyti klonai, kurie yra robotai. Ne žmogaus, bet mišri DNR. , Gal Donald Trump, švino Amerikos Valstijose, į keletą karo padėties? Taip jis gali . Ar manote, kad tik į JAV gresia pereina į karo būklę? Taip. Koziris bus paskelbti karo kaip nacionalinio saugumo klausimas, jei riaušės tęsti. Policijos, pasieniečių, ir karinių, visi iš paskos. Obamos sąmoningas pasirašymo vykdomasis potvarkis Suteikti prezidentas ir federalinės vyriausybės kontrolės visų Bendravimas formų, bei tiekimą, tai, ar reikia, ar ne, tada sukūrė ISIS, tada leido jiems steigti junginių visoje JAV tada mes išrinkti kraštutinių dešiniųjų sparną, asmuo, Veikiama Obama ir išgelbės mus. Velnias tai skamba pažįstamai, B. Obama buvo ateina prie pabaigos Bušo nereikalingo karą Irake vaizdu, ir mus išgelbės. jūs visi apgauti niekur maištauti ir maištas buvo įsišaknijęs į žmonių-net, nes dauguma tapo šiek tiek daugiau nei vergų su automobilių nei Jungtinėse Amerikos Valstijose. Naujienos dokumentai teigia, kad Libija, planuoja išpuolį prieš Amerikos Valstijose, tai, žinoma, bus klaidinga vėliava ir amerikiečiai pateks už jį.

posted to society by Jerry, Herald of Imagination (1 comment)

We're gonna have a wall a great wall and Mexico will pay for it . It's illegal to be homeless , and section 8 has been cut dramatically . That means many of you welfare suckers are going to loose your housing what next ? F.E.M.A. Donald is a business man, he won't pay for your worthless ass . Off with your head . That means you Liberals and Niggers . White hats are coming hurray hurray -- .

posted to society by Bobbie, Musician of Generosity (4 comments)

Creeping in Chino Hills Snoop , I got Cordell, in my sights . and until I'm caught watch out every time you turn the ignition to The Snoop de -Ville and just think I saw you I was in dress , and you gave me a one finger salute on Santa-Monica

posted to school by Rook, Sommelier of Generosity (0 comments)

Literally if you concentrate you can feel it . You can feel a sudden shift like you are moving at a rapid speed , yet you are going nowhere . Americans they are using it against us right now . After feeling these shifts for the last two hours I got up , dry mouth , nose bleed , never have them, but I am now . and unwarranted rage ears ringing heads pounding . If not Cern where is all this coming from? I didn't believe in Mandela Effect Hypnosis or Mind Control , until now. Looks like I'm headed to The ER my nose won't stop bleeding.

posted to society by Ari, Embalmer of the Forgotten Lands (0 comments)

I'm female, 30 yrs old. My hair is falling out so fast and so much, I don't know what to do. I've tried so many things to combat it, juicing.. essential oils.. coconut oil, shampoos conditioners, drops for thinning hair.. acupuncture .. I've been getting IV's of nutrients .. nothing is helping and it's worsening. Nobody in my family has thinning hair.. i used to have such thick hair and now o barely have enough for a ponytail. Can't wear my hair down cause it's so thin at the top it looks FUCKING DISGUSTING!! The Dr's don't know why it's happening, everything is fine from what they can tell. I ReFUCKINgFuse to be a bald headed woman. I have enough of a complex about myself now, I cannot be bald. ID RATHER DIE THAN BE BALD!! If it continues I'm going to kill myself. Everyone just brushes it off as if I'm imagining things, as if I do not know how my hair is and how it once was. I may sound pathetic to you, or petty, but I don't fucking care. It'd be another thing if I were a man, but I'm female .. a balding 30 year old female.. I fucking hate it. There has to be something to help, something that works, so far nothing has .. everyday I just watch more and more chunks of hair washing down the drain 😭😭😭 I guess only someone who is currently going through this or who has gone through this will understand. Please if anyone reads this and has any suggestions as to what may work PLEASE respond. Thanks for hearing me out.

posted to life by Samantha, Accountant of the Irredeemably Moist (1 comment)

How does one make your own thoughts and voice heard in a relationship where your partner is depressed and suffers from anxiety. How do you say something you know could trigger weeks of depression or lifelong anxiety. How do you say "I am not happy!", "I feel emotionally abused", "I feel trapped and muted!" to someone you love. How do you try help someone who gets triggered negatively by any negativity. How do you say "you need help" when they always take things the wrong way. How do you cry out when that person doesn't even trust your opinion, that of her husband but social media comments are something listened to....I have nobody to confide in, nobody to talk to about this at all...I have to keep it all bottled in...I want to scream....I am so tired....so alone....I have to always be the strong one, I have to wake up each day, listen about how "I hate this, I hate that", and then still find the strength to make an income, the only income in the house....the same income that has paid for, as best as I can afford, all these things that are hated....I need a friend

posted to relationships by Cosmo, Manager of Time (4 comments)

The media blame racist police for black crime That's the Obama Administration when a black man sees an officer in uniform it immediately brings flashbacks of slavery which ended 200 hundred years ago they involuntarily shoot police and throw acid in their faces and it's 100% not their fault . That's what they try to tell you . Hell, it's time we faced the truth if we wiped out the black race , all together crime rates would drop 70% world wide . an Asian guy could sell turtle soup in Francisco without some nigger trying to shoot his establishment up. you could buy your kid a pair of shoes , and he wouldn't have to worry about Ghetto trash robbing him.

posted to school by Stevie, Thief of the Irredeemably Moist (0 comments)

My parents divorced a year and a half ago. so last year because of school I lived with my dad, but now I'm finished school so I'm trying to live with my mom, but all my work is closer to my dad so I still spend more time at his house. Now here's the problem. Around the time I told my dad I wanted to spend more time with mom this year, his girlfriend was moving in. So instead of fighting for me to stay, they kicked me out of my bedroom, and made it into a living room, and shoved me in the office. This would have been fine expect his gf likes to do her creative writing at night. So she felt put out because she couldn't come into the office to write while I was sleeping. So of course as my father kisses her feet, he decides to rearrange the house again, and slit the "living room" so that it is half living room, half bedroom. That would have been fine... expect he likes to work in the living room. So he was always barging in. Or he would come into my room in the evening to watch tv, so I couldn't sleep, and had no privacy. To top it all off, the room is so small it can only be arranged in one way. With my bed facing the tv, and the couch side ways to the tv. So my dad doesn't like to sit sideways, so he sits on my bed. Now that would be fine expect he's a lazy "work from home" guy, so he watches tv and sleeps all day in my bed. Did I mention my dad is not the most hygenic person. Seriously! Days without showering! Greasy everything, and sleeping on my pillow... EWW!!! Throughout the last few months we've talked about it and tried to make it better. They have a tv in their bedroom so he can sleep and watch tv there. We put up a curtain to separate the room. However, whenever I come back from visiting my mom, my bed has clearly been slept in 😠 I give up! Sorry, just ranting!

posted to life by Peyton, Rockstar of Justice (2 comments)

I love my country, but the white supremacy and white privilege here is exhausting. I know for a fact it's not all white people but most white people here are racist and look down on people who are not white, especially us black people. It so frustrating and it hurts deeply when white people have this sense of superiority,like we have to bow down to them in our own mother fucking ancestry land. I hate rude people so much because I never know how to put them in their place without being rude myself, like that's not how I was raised. I was Not raised to hate and discriminate people. To hurt people. I hate it so much when white women are called 'bitches' but you are so rude to people. That's why we as women are disrespected it's because you think the only way to earn respect it to be rude and speak down to others, that not leadership darling. So white people please watch how you are treating people, ask yourselves why you have a need to intimidate, please ask your selves why you hate others and not just one person and entire race?. I'm not trying to instigate negativity but I'm so tired of dodging this topic. I speak for some people of colour when I say being nice and learning about other races and other opinions is better than hating. Let me tell you something you didn't ask (I actually had to take a break to cry because this issue hurts me so bad). I went to an Afrikaans school meaning it was white dominated and every time 2 or more white guys would pass black girls in a group or individual the would call us 'Kafers' 'Fuck you' just mean racist comments. I'm 21 and in college now but ever time I see, pass or encounter a group of white people I get extremely anxious and scared that I'm going to get mean hurtful words and I'm also scared of being physically harmed. I'm not saying this because I hate white people I'm just speaking from my experience. I'm truly sorry if I generalised in certain parts, but this message was for those people who get offended for being called out. If the shoe fits. Disclaimer: Just because it's directed racist people it doesn't mean people of colour don't have faults, oh we do darling. Thank you for reading.

posted to life by Frank, Curator of the Lonely (5 comments)

I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (316 comments)

No it isn't . The Negro is flawed . Commits more crime than any other race, Disrupts his school class room , targets every one around him for acts of violence even his own race , we need to do something about them . Thank God Trump is in office - F.E.M.A camps are waiting. Trump is a business man, and he knows a group of Niggers tearing up a mall , he looses money . a group of niggers constantly fighting in schools , he can't train them , to be productive members of society . You done it to yourselves . So far Vaccines were Genetically Modified To Target Black Children . Why ? because you grow up and become spear chucking savages , but you can't help it it's in your genes .

posted to school by Ari, Lover of Imagination (0 comments)

I come home from a friends house , and the neighbors told my mom, that I had slashed their car tires , even though I was 20 miles a way and had proof , I was still grounded . My PS4 taken , my Phone , How will they like the smell of Ammonia and Bleach ?

posted to society by Aubrey, Servant of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

I'm 7 months pregnant and my boyfriend/child's father just told me that he may want to look into adoption. In the beginning of my pregnancy I tried to talk to him about adoption since we are both only 18, & he was adamant about stepping up to take care of the child he made. I admired his attitude and the responsibility he was ready to take being so young. I'm so disappointed that he's now wanting to back out. Within the last 7 months we have picked out names, had a gender reveal, planned baby showers, bought baby supplies and planned how we would budget and parent, etc. it's too late for me to consider adoption. Had we made this decision in the beginning, I would. But I'm so invested and attached at this point I cannot imagine not having our bouncing little boy in less than 3 months. We've been planning our future as a family together and I can't help but feel sad that he doesn't want our baby anymore. We're young, & it is scary, but we are so blessed. Him and I have a beautiful, fully furnished and decorated apartment together, a car, a truck, and a fridge full of food. This semester I am taking online classes so I can stay at home when the baby arrives, and he is working full time on top of going to school. I know materialistic things don't matter, but I feel like he doesn't see how blessed we are anymore. Besides the materials, we are rich in love and have such a healthy relationship. what are we missing in terms of a good environment for our baby?

posted to life by Shiki, Ranger of Darkness (5 comments)

I've been talking to this guy for about a week now and things have been moving extremely quickly. He has even called me his soulmate and told me he loves me. Well, he went on vacation to another state to see his family for a week. I'm not one of those clingy people who have to to up someone's ass all the time but I do miss him. He told me he wants to text me the whole time he's there so I've been doing that. However, he hardly responds to me and it's driving me nuts. He says call me after you get off work so I can say goodnight but I call him and nothing so I just text it to him thinking he just went to sleep but no he texted me back asking how work was. I told him and I got nothing after that. Wtf! This is so frustrating!!

posted to relationships by Dakota, Janitor of Justice (3 comments)

I've always kept my eyes forward, narrowed on my goals. It's my greatest strength and it's my fatal flaw. I'm getting ready to move off to Arizona to finishing my degree and I feel that that people around me are pulling at my focus. The women I love is making decisions that I don't like and I've been as supportive as I can. We aren't together so I don't feel I have any right to tell her why she shouldn't do something, when I should be supporting her choices. But this has pulled me off focus from my goals. I'm pulling myself thin trying to be the friend she needs and moving to be the person I want to be. Sometimes I regret allowing my ambitions to take me places, because they always lead me away from the people I love. All I ever wanted was to help people who have disabilities and to go for that I need to step away from my friend when she needs me the most. It's driving me insane that I can't deal with all of this. Never have I had such a problem supporting her as I had now.

posted to life by Bobbie, Merchant of Musclebeasts (1 comment)

I'm an adult now and I should not be looking into such fake? relationship. I met this guy online, he lives in another country, we flirt over text and only video chatted once. The thought and reality of him leaving me on read or him one day not replying makes me sad. But I'm tired. I'm tired of always putting in the effort into relationships that doesn't go anywhere. I don't mind long distance, but what I want is the crave of attention from me from my partner or whomever. Which never happens does it? The long nights of wanting attention, long nights of wanting to be loved in my cold bed, and so on. I'm not sure if I call online relationships real anymore. Is it fake? Is this pseudo relationship even healthy? I don't like going out in general so meeting someone at a social event or special place is out of question. I guess I will keep waiting. Waiting for the day to come to be loved by someone so much, so much so that they'll always be texting me first, always be calling me how I'm doing, always making sure I feel loved when I'm feeling unsure.

posted to relationships by Ari, CEO of the Unimaginable Terror (3 comments)

This guy refuses to listen to me when I tell him to take a hike. I have TRIED everything to make him go away. He just won't take the hint. I ignore his calls and texts, but he keeps coming back. UGH!!!

posted to society by Rook, Curator of Good (1 comment)

I'm taking a gap year before uni. I've always been pretty good about my finances, but I thought I would take this year to really live my life. So although I have 2 jobs, I'm traveling a lot to experience the world. Both my jobs are really good for my CV too, and perfectly suited to my degree. So essentially despite low pay, I'm doing everything I can to get the most experience I can this year, both with travel and work. However, I recently decided to make a financial plan for the next 6 years(this year, 4 years uni, year after uni), just to get an estimate of what I'm in for. Obviously these are all estimates, and I took a worst case scenario approach, but by my calculations I can't afford to eat while I'm at uni, unless I work 28hrs/week at £10 throughout my full time study. This seems outrageous! With all that work, I won't have time to study! So whats the point in going to uni at all?!?!?

Please can any UK students help me out!!! How much do you pay for food each year? For accommodation? For nessecities? And how much maintenance loan do you get from the government? Do your parents help you out? Do you have a job? How many hours do you work and how much are you paid? PLEASE!!!!

I need more data so I can stop puling my hair out!! My mom is upset because she's mad I didn't get better paying jobs this year, and work more hours to get a head start on uni costs. Yet of all my siblings, I by far work the hardest! PLEASE HELP ME!!! The more data I collect the more accurately I can predict my spending while at uni! Thank you!!!!

posted to life by Dakota, Janitor of the Poor (0 comments)

I'm taking a gap year before uni. I've always been pretty good about my finances, but I thought I would take this year to really live my life. So although I have 2 jobs, I'm traveling a lot to experience the world. Both my jobs are really good for my CV too, and perfectly suited to my degree. So essentially despite low pay, I'm doing everything I can to get the most experience I can this year, both with travel and work. However, I recently decided to make a financial plan for the next 6 years(this year, 4 years uni, year after uni), just to get an estimate of what I'm in for. Obviously these are all estimates, and I took a worst case scenario approach, but by my calculations I can't afford to eat while I'm at uni, unless I work 28hrs/week at £10 throughout my full time study. This seems outrageous! With all that work, I won't have time to study! So whats the point in going to uni at all?!?!?

Please can any UK students help me out!!! How much do you pay for food each year? For accommodation? For nessecities? And how much maintenance loan do you get from the government? Do your parents help you out? Do you have a job? How many hours do you work and how much are you paid? PLEASE!!!!

I need more data so I can stop puling my hair out!! My mom is upset because she's mad I didn't get better paying jobs this year, and work more hours to get a head start on uni costs. Yet of all my siblings, I by far work the hardest! PLEASE HELP ME!!! The more data I collect the more accurately I can predict my spending while at uni! Thank you!!!!

posted to work by Aubrey, Writer of Wild Parties (0 comments)

I'm taking a gap year before uni. I've always been pretty good about my finances, but I thought I would take this year to really live my life. So although I have 2 jobs, I'm traveling a lot to experience the world. Both my jobs are really good for my CV too, and perfectly suited to my degree. So essentially despite low pay, I'm doing everything I can to get the most experience I can this year, both with travel and work. However, I recently decided to make a financial plan for the next 6 years(this year, 4 years uni, year after uni), just to get an estimate of what I'm in for. Obviously these are all estimates, and I took a worst case scenario approach, but by my calculations I can't afford to eat while I'm at uni, unless I work 28hrs/week at £10 throughout my full time study. This seems outrageous! With all that work, I won't have time to study! So whats the point in going to uni at all?!?!?

Please can any UK students help me out!!! How much do you pay for food each year? For accommodation? For nessecities? And how much maintenance loan do you get from the government? Do your parents help you out? Do you have a job? How many hours do you work and how much are you paid? PLEASE!!!!

I need more data so I can stop puling my hair out!! My mom is upset because she's mad I didn't get better paying jobs this year, and work more hours to get a head start on uni costs. Yet of all my siblings, I by far work the hardest! PLEASE HELP ME!!! The more data I collect the more accurately I can predict my spending while at uni! Thank you!!!!

posted to school by Addison, Wench of the Irredeemably Moist (0 comments)

I have been with my bf for 2 years and I told him I do not want to get married or have kids and at first he agreed to these terms but now he suddenly wants these things and had the nerve to say that he thought I would come to my "senses" eventually. I couldn't believe my ears. It's as if 2 years ago I was a child who didn't know what I wanted.

posted to relationships by Taylor, Warrior of the IT department (0 comments)

Chatlines.

rant

I'm 54 attractive red head ,large 36 GG breasts ,I'm single and I go on chatlines most nights and chat to strange men about fantasies ect ,these men bring me to orgasam ,,I usulay finger masterbate or use sex toys ,so horny all the time ,UK

posted to relationships by Harper, Fashion Model of the Lonely (9 comments)

Okay, so I know what the obvious answer is. I shouldn't do it. It's never a good thing to get revenge on the people you love, but he had it coming to him.... He needs to be pranked. Something humiliating, but I'm not clever enough to come up with something on my own. Not too harsh, because I'm not looking to ruin our relationship. cough Jokes aside, my boyfriend deserves something, he can't get away with this. I've let far too much slip for far too long. I want to deal with pain in a healthy way and what better way than some malicious humour? Something I don't have to feel guilty about but still get my revenge! See the thing is, my boyfriend and I have had a rocky relationship and he's really hurt me. Sigh, alas I can't let the bugger go (74% because we have a 1yr son together). We're still young, mistakes happen, and we've been on and off again for the past year. Despite all that, we both really want to work things out for our son, I wouldn't put myself through this otherwise... He's never cheated, but he's definitely messed up on a bigger spectrum then I have in our short four years together. How did he mess up? Where do I start? He's the "small white lies" that slowly turn into bigger lies type of guy. The thing that's got me upset now is what I suspected for a long time and kind had to force out of him to tell me. One of our breakups, in the past (I know, more than one, it's horrible, but anyways...) was about a female friend of his. We were supposed to go out together to his family's steak night event but we couldn't get babysitter. So he said not to go, then the last minute his cousins talk him into leaving us at 11pm to go drink with the family (the steak night was at a bar). He asked me and I reluctantly said yes but him not to stay out too late. He came back at 6am. He didn't even spend time with the family from out of town who he said was why he wanted to go. Instead he hung out with his cousins that he always sees and went to earlier mentioned female friends house to hang out. That kissed me off. I was got ditched when we made plans to go out together. He didn't do what he said he was going to do when he left, and ended up at a women's house I was well aware he find attractive (we already fought about this women in the past because for a long time he use to search her up online constantly while we were dating). Long story short we broke up that night. He consistently told me he didn't think of her that way before that night and after we got back together. Fast forward to now, a year later, he finally told me, after I asked him strongly if it was true that I'm the only woman he's been intimidate with the past four years (because he never told me other wise and let me believe that) he admitted he went to her place THAT DAY we broke up and kissed her.... I told him constantly I didn't want there to be secrets between us and he consistently lied to me and told me there was nothing to tell. When we got back together after that particular breakup, he should of told me then. But instead I had to force it out of him and cry for him to be honest. I the type of person who would rather just know the truth then to believe my reality is one way when it isn't. So, I finally got what i wanted, the truth. This is different from the other things we've fought about, and that breakup was different from the others. I truly want to believe this time around is going to work. I know it doesn't sound like a strong relationship, but we're hanging in there. Life isn't perfect, so I'd ask who's reading this to try not being judgmental about my relationship. The truth is, I wanted revenge, I wanted to go and kiss someone else and then never think about it again. At least that way I would even the score. But I did a pros and cons list and I decided that was a terrible idea if I really wanted to better our relationship. Buuuuuuuut I'll be damned if I don't get him back some how.... so any ideas?

posted to life by Dakota, Sniper of Light (5 comments)

I feel trapped. Suppressed by the boundaries of a highly disciplined faith that I have not chosen. I am made to feel guilty about my enjoyment so to keep my family happy I must sacrifice my happiness. I know what freedom looks like but I have to suffocate alone.

posted to religion by Brett, Barbarian of Justice (3 comments)

I cant stand you

confession

Whenever I'm around people for too long I begin to really get annoyed with everything they do. I can't stand to be around anyone for too long. I'll even have moments where I feel passionately in love with an individual... Give it a few hours and I hate them and eveything they do. Really the line cannot be drawn at other people. I feel the same about myself.

posted to society by Adrian, Architect of Light (2 comments)

abduct children from all over the world. They did this because of an alien species called the iquanoids there is a cloaked mother ship on the other side of Venus . they have been eating our children for 500 years , they greys have been abducting humans so that they could collect DNA and create clones to feed these reptilians . I am Indy Jarvis .

posted to society by Rex, Squire of Imagination (0 comments)

Ok, there's a guy at work. I like him. And the sexual attraction? Oh, he just oozes sex to me...I get wet just seeing him walk by. He's such a man...I want him sooo bad. The thing is, I finally got up the guts to ask him out the other day, and...he has a fiancée. But when i asked him out, it didnt go badly at all, honestly. We were laughing, making small talk, and even after he told me, we just laughed and it was fine. Not awkward at all. But I know there's something there...and it's not just me. He stared at me before, when he thought I wasn't looking, and in plain sight. I saw him last night, for the first time since I asked him out. He was STILL staring. Many times. I wonder if he's daydreaming about fucking me, like I am about him...oh god, I just want him so bad!!! I want to feel him inside me, I want to bite his lips, lick him all over, feel his hands all over my body...but I can't. Because he's engaged. He just drives me crazy...if I could have him just once, I'd be satisfied. Well no, I probably wouldn't...I'd probably just want more!! Its like...when you have a little taste of something so sweet...and you cant help it. You just HAVE to have more. He's just so damn sexy. Ive never been more attracted to anyone in my life. But I don't know what to do...I guess there's nothing I CAN do. I just have to deal with it. I can't have him...but I think that just makes me want him more.

posted to relationships by Josh, Supervisor of the IT department (8 comments)

I've been working at my job for 1 year and 3 months. When I was hired, I was told that I'd be able to work from home twice per week. I can count on one hand the number of times that I've worked from home. Every other employee can do it at will, but I have to ask permission. Why just me? I work so hard and try to do good work, but it never benefits me. I may as well just do the very bare minimum to not get fired and just coast until I can get a new job. I wish my boss would get past whatever it was I did to give her a bad impression and just treat me like everyone else. I hate her so bad. I can't wait to get a new job. Oh! But wait! I can't seem to get a job I want because I don't have the required experience and I have to much education and they think I won't accept the offered pay, which is completely untrue! I've come across perfect jobs for me, but I don't even get a phone call. I hate it. I don't want to do what I'm doing now, especially under the devil boss that I have now.

posted to work by Stevie, Secretary of Space (2 comments)

I fucking hate my sister. That ignorant, self-absorved bitch thinks she always get her fucking way. We were fine a coupld of days ago, until an argument a few days later made us angry at each other again. That "argument" started when I was having a conversation with my mom. This conversation led me into being furious with my mom. When my sister asked me to use my computer, i said "OKAY!" in a, supposedly, rude tone. I mean, if I was angry with my mom, I cant control my feelings if she asked me the next second. That resulted in my mom and sister bashing me and constantly reminding me that i have "attitude".  Today, it was fine. We started talking, but it was small, yet very awkward. She asked me if she could use my laptop and I rolled my eyes, doing the same as she had done to me a couple of days back. I know it was not the best thing to do since you shouldnt "fight fire with fire" but im human, i cant control the way i feel.  So, i was in my moms room and she kept yelling at me to turn my laptop on. Annoyed, i yelled, "BE QUIET, IM COMING". As i walked to my room, i saw an eye roll. I mean, a couple of days ago, when I rolled my eyes at her, she went CRAZY. So, I did the same, but very minimally. I asked her why she rolled her eyes and she said "WHATEVER.. HURRY UP." I do so much for this bitch, and she cant even aknowledge the fact that someones doing something nice for her even when shes so ignorant. I quickly turned around, back into my moms room, and told my mom what a bitch she was being. She came right behind me yelling at my mom claiming i was "rude" and "selfish". I admit that giving my sister a taste of her own medicine was immature, but i was angry at the moment. I wanted her to know what it feels like to be treated like shit all the time. (She has done much worse to me in the past, some which is unforgivable, but i still forgave her) So, my sister yells at the top of her lungs saying, "SHES SUCH A FUCKING BITCH" and right then, she pushes me soo hard, i land straight on my moms treadmill. (ps. my ass still hurts, LOL) My mom went to yell at her and she just stormed out of the room. I fucking hate how she thinks shes always right. How can someone be soo ignorant. She takes everything of mine, and i dont mind, but the one time i touch her shit, she goes fucking balistic (sp?) I hate her. I know im saying this now, and later will forget about the past, but for now, shes an evil, psychopathic bitch. the end. *****please dont comment stating that its my fault or that im immature/pathetic/stupid for fighting back - tell me someting i dont know LOL***** 
posted to life by Ari, Musician of the Wildlands (19 comments)

I can't understand after almost 5 years of living together how a person would wanna go back to living separate. I get we're young only 23 but if he's the one who pushed us living together and moving fast how is this fair? All because he wants to go out and have fun with friends? Like I get it but why can't he just let me go then. There's no point in a break....it's best just to end it now no? So I can begin to move on.....am I in the wrong though?

posted to relationships by Yoko, Clown of Generosity (5 comments)

He don't care about his life as much as he care about oppressing. And your wonder why so many ppl want to shoot your dead. 10-11-19556- can't wait to see your death

posted to relationships by Rebecca, Soldier of Evil (1 comment)

My girlfriend and i started a relationship and we would have been 3 months together in a couple of days. We’re madly in love but… Her mom is married to a moslim guy and so her mom wants my girl to have a guy that’s moslim. She still has kept it a secret from parents. Now she broke up cause she is scared of the reaction of her mother and that my girl wouldnt be able to do anything She also dont want to have any problems with her mom cause they had a bad connection last year and now it went better. I dont wanna lose her and i want to keep fighting for her, i would never leave her! She still loves me tho but she thinks it is better this way to avoid a confrontation. I want to speak to her parents and let them see how much i love their daughter and that i would never hurt her in any way.. please help Ps: we are both in the same school Both 17 ( i really want to spend my life with her)

posted to relationships by Adrian, Ship Master of Justice (1 comment)

Im so frustrated with many things right now. For the most part, its been sexual frustration. I love my husband so much. He is the best husband.any wife could want. Hes not perfect by all means, but I have a winner. I feel so frustrated and guilty all the time because I lust after other men. I am constantly fantasizing about having sex, long hard, passionate, raunchy sex. I love sex with my husband. But he doesnt seem as interested. And whenever I suggest foreplay or try new things to spice things up (wwe just got over the first year of second baby born) he looks at me like im weird and says ive changed. I feel rejected. Ive struggled with my confidence and body image this past year. I want to feel sexy again. I know im very beautiful, curvy and sexy to alot of people, but you look at yourself different when you dont FEEL it. I make an effort and he doesnt get it. We have a friend, who in fact married us 7 years ago, that I am completely attracted to. I think about him all the time. I know he has been attracted to me since we met. We have always been friends. Both of our families hang out. I domt want to have an affair. Sometimes I think it would never happen to me. I dont go out of my way to meet anyone. But then I think the longer I indulge in these fantasies and lust, its only a matter of time before I cave in if the opprotunity presents itself. I hate feeling like this. I am a christian who believes in marriage and faithfulness. Id never thought Id struggle like this. I love my husband. I love my family. I love our friendships that we have with the "other guy" and his wife. Id never want to tempt him or ruin his family or mine. Does anyone ever feel like this? I feel so alone. I pray but sometimes I feel like its useless. How do you overcome something like this? Ive never been with anyone except my husband. I asked if he would be ok with me using toys and he said no. But at this point I think Im going to get one and not tell him because I feel its the only way to keep me faithful in weak moments. Between this and all the trials and problems we have had in 2014, Im officially going crazy!

posted to relationships by Stevie, Monk of the Lonely (17 comments)

I love the feet of women. I am obsessed with them. High arches, pretty toes,smell and taste. I love to get footjobs.

posted to society by Frank, CTO of the Idealistic (0 comments)

You are married to a pedophile. And refuse to do anything about it. He watches girls in the shower, urinating and brushing their teeth. You have every reason to dissolve the marriage. But yet you choose to keep him in your mother's home bk bedroom 10-11-1956

posted to life by Stevie, Monk of Justice (0 comments)

I'm sitting in the dark crying. Partially out of frustration and the rest is just a myrtles mass of confused feelings.

Long story short, I have a shit ton of medical problems. I wish I could just blame it all on being fat but I can't. But that is a rant for another day. This fact just needs to be pointed out. I am exhausted rather easily and let me tell you the holiday season has killed me.

I also just naturally require some alone time now and then. This has always been a thing even before my body went all whacko on me.

Anyway, I live with my partner in a tiny apartment. Shit doesn't even have a bedroom door. Though we share a lot of mutual friends, I don't want to go hang out with them every single time they want to get together. I think it's pretty important to do some things separately when you're a couple. Doing everything together has historically driven me insane.

As I said, the holidays have killed me. Between daily doctors visits/ medical tests and visiting family, I was left pretty desperately wanting some alone time. Que the partner making plans with friends. I request to not be involved because I'd really love to just sit alone and be a human potato. After reminding my partner of this many many times they continue to make plans having these people in our apartment. These people have their own houses. I'm literally asking for one evening. That's it. Nothing crazy.

I'm told I can just hide in the bedroom. So I get to just lay in bed and listen to this obnoxious get together while I'm in pain??? I've tried explaining my perspective and nothing. I didn't realize how desperate I was for some privacy until I entered said bedroom (again it's a loft situation so god and everyone will see my ass in bed and label me as rude because I'm just having a shitty time with my body )

I'm silently crying like a little bitch because I feel so...Not listened to. Really that's it. And I'm both angry at myself. Maybe I should stop being a selfish bitch. I'm a grown person. I shouldn't be crying over this. But here I am!

I kinda feel the self hatred thing slipping off into an irrelevant tangent.

Am I being unreasonable? I mean, they literally just want to sit around and play video games. This can be done at anyone else's place. This is the only time I've flat out begged for an alone night. Maybe I just didn't make myself clear enough.

I'm gonna cut this off here because I can see this just turning into a repitive crying loop and I don't want to waste the Internet's collective time.

posted to relationships by Kadnyce, Matriarch of the Rich (1 comment)

I'm so tired

confession

People can be so cruel. I don't understand how someone can want to destroy another person so badly that they would go to harming them and attack the people that they love. My boyfriend is such a strong person. He has always been a feuds with his family. They make a point to ruin everything that he's ever worked towards. I feel so bad for him because my family has always been so accepting and loving. I just wish his family could give him some peace and love. This holiday season I tried to reach out to his family only to be harassed for being with him. He hasn't done anything wrong to deserve being hated like this, especially by the family that's supposed to love him. He tells me that he's accepted the fact that they hate me. As hard as he tries to be apart of my family I can tell that he feels out of place, like he doesn't know how to interact with everyone there. I mean he hangs out with everyone and talks but I can tell that he feels distant from family events. I just want him to feel safe with us and I want his family to leave him be. Last week his uncle came across 6 states to try and kill him. If it wasn't for the fact that my boyfriend was a soldier 3 years ago I don't know if he could keep us safe. I guess I'm just scared that if he doesn't confront them things will only get worse. He doesn't deserve being hated like this.

posted to relationships by Dana, Soldier of Imagination (2 comments)

Trump is going to build a big wall when the grown up Mexicans go over the wall and can't return you can stay with me I ducky long time

posted to society by Harper, Developer of the Hungry (0 comments)

How do you guys feel about your significant other being friends with their exes?

posted to relationships by Max, Student of the Wildlands (5 comments)

DoubleTree by Hilton and its reservation manager Dorthy Steven is shit. Every other freaking hotel can offer its members room upgrades, but for Hhonor members, no....

posted to feedback by Charlie, Warrior of Light (0 comments)

I spent the majority of the day talking to the soon to be BLUE. Started the first day of the year off with a bang. This year there was no blue. It doesn't feel good. So many flash backs of that night. I will really never forget the experience with her. I have feelings for her that I don't think will ever go away. Still hurts like hell when I think about it.

posted to relationships by Adrian, Chronographer of Darkness (1 comment)

I just cancelled my sons first birthday party because I can't afford to give him one. I feel like an awful mother got not being able to provide him with one. His father & I both work full time, but I'm not prepared to tell my more well off family the reason

posted to life by Nikki, Shadow of the Forgotten Lands (1 comment)

In my personal experience it takes one of two things – either a miracle, or an incredibly long time. So then, what does one do when you finally recover after nearly ten years of agony, loneliness of such a degree that you cannot even put it into words, and then you meet this miracle. She absolutely blows all previous concepts of what the word “love” meant to you away. It is such a strong emotion that you are even willing to discard your standards of what age difference is appropriate. You spend time talking, getting to know her, sometimes even talking straight through the night, even though she is across an ocean on another continent. You open your heart to her, full of trepidation, yet full of wonder and excitement, because you’ve finally found that someone that can make you feel human again after the heart ache of before . . .

And then she tells you she doesn’t feel the same.

What now? It’s taken nearly ten YEARS to reassemble the pieces, to start looking something humanlike again, to build up the courage to start trusting other people again, and now this. What is one supposed to do or think? My heart has been shattered, likely beyond repair; I’ve lost all interest in my usual pursuits and hobbies, not even being able to pay attention when reading anymore; I no longer have the desire to wake up in the mornings, and find it beyond difficult to find sleep, often only passing out after finally reaching the tipping point of emotional and physical exhaustion.

For the first time in my life I seriously considered suicide. Is it worth falling in love with someone if this is the end result? Could I have been so blinded that I never even noticed that she didn’t feel the same way, or is there something more to this? Did she lie to me throughout our conversations? Is she lying to me and herself to hide from her feelings?

I don’t know anymore.

And I don’t know whether I should care or not.

Even with this pain, agony, suffering, misery. Even with all of this anguish I can’t get her out of my thoughts, and I still love her with everything in me. I want to see her, and yet I’m afraid of what will happen if I do.

I’ll give it another few months, or until I end up in the hospital, whichever comes first, and then I’ll have to make the choice: Either force a final confrontation, or leave.

From a young man who trusted, loved and was destroyed by hope.

posted to relationships by Susan, Prostitute of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

OVER and OVER and OVER in The News Everywhere INSURANCE Companies are CRYING They aren't MAKING ENOUGH MONEY OFF SICK PEOPLE

No "INSURANCE Co." Should Be Making ANY Money off SICK PEOPLE Period

MANY are Leaving The Exchange in MASS EXODUS

Whats Left Equals Prices SKYROCKETING / Cover LESS / You Pay MORE

Costs are Approaching You just Buying Insurance on YOUR OWN Except YOU ARE ***FORCED To Get it Through The Exchange or PAY a $695 or MORE Penalty

And if You Don't Pay That:

***THE IRS WILL SEIZE YOUR BANK ACCOUNT(s) - Your VEHICLE(s) / and Your REAL ESTATE - (Your HOME)

it's a GREAT System

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We Keep Hearing POLITICIANS Go on about RISING COSTS / The "INSURANCE" Companies etc

***QUIT TALKING ABOUT THE POOR INSURANCE COMPANIES ALTOGETHER

TAKE THEM OUT OF THE EQUATION COMPLETELY

THEY DON'T NEED TO EXIST

***THEY ARE THE PROBLEM HERE

*****THE EXISTENCE OF INSURANCE COMPANIES ARE WHY OUR HEALTHCARE IS SO MESSED UP AND RUINING THE ECONOMY

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People Need To STOP BEING STUPID and BRAINWASHED and SEE THIS and REALIZE IT

*****WE NEED NATIONAL HEALTHCARE - PERIOD

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National Healthcare / NOT Insurance Companies

***QUIT TALKING about and MOLLYCODDLING Insurance At All and ALL The STUPID BULLSHIT That Goes Along with it and Talk about NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

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I'm Recovering from STAGE 4C CANCER

ZERO Taxable Income / Living in ABJECT POVERTY

Like The CRYING INSURANCE Companies - I Don't HAVE ENOUGH MONEY EITHER

I want a Law That Mandates Before EVERY POLITICIAN IN THE COUNTRY at every Level of Government - City / State / and Federal CAN GET PAID:

ONE PENNY FROM EVERY ONE OF THEM HAS TO BE SENT TO ME EVERY WEEK

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***AMERICANS are STUPID and BRAINWASHED for Putting up NO NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

That This "INSURANCE CRAP" All Still Exists

and WE KEEP DOING THIS TO OURSELVES

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We are "CONDITIONED" into This INSURANCE SYSTEM We Have

as Long as "INSURANCE" Exists and We Have NO NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

This will Just Keep BEING MESSED UP / NOT WORKING / Keep INCREASING COST / and ALL The Other Elements of it GETTING WORSE

***AND GOING ON FOREVER

UNTIL / UNLESS WE CHANGE IT TO A NATIONAL HEALTHCARE SYSTEM

Which would Automatically Wipe out The "INSURANCE CRIMINALS" as Everyone would NO LONGER Need or BUY Insurance

So Health "INSURANCE" would Cease To Exist and Disappear AS IT SHOULD

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*******POLITICIANS KNOW THIS

But They're ALL COWARDICE and AFRAID To SAY IT or PUSH for it

Because To ELIMINATE All The STUPIDITY and BRAINWASH Insurance Companies would Cause Them PROBLEMS - it's "POLITICALLY UNCOMFORTABLE"

So They AVOID IT

*****JUST KEEP PLAYING THEIR BROKEN RECORD GAMES on The American People

SQUAWKING Over and Over

"INSURANCE"

"AFFORDABLE CARE ACT"

*****GEE - HOW DO WE FIX IT

***WHAT'LL WE DO

They KNOW We NEED NATIONAL HEALTHCARE - I'm So Tired of Hearing This Shit

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PLEASE READ: [filtered hyperlink]

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CHRIST - FIGURE IT OUT AMERICA

OVER 60 COUNTRIES HAVE NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE

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Per Stephen Hawking:

One of The Biggest THREATS To Humankind is STUPIDITY

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Start Here:

SO Ridiculous This STUPIDITY just PERPETUATES

if We Had NATIONAL HEALTHCARE / NOT "INSURANCE"

Take The POOR Insurance Companies Completely OUT of The Equation

There would Be NO NEED for "INSURANCE" - They would CEASE To EXIST

The SOONER The BETTER - That Part of The Problem would Be SOLVED

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WHAT? - You're Hungry? - You Need Something To Eat?

SURE / NO PROBLEM / YOU CAN EAT

But Before You DO.....

YOU HAVE TO PAY ME A PROFIT

Then Your Grocer HAS TO FILL OUT A REQUEST FORM and MAIL IT To my 3rd PARTY ADMINISTRATOR / AGENT To Approve / GIVE CLEARANCE-PERMISSION for You To Buy some FOOD

if APPROVED - Then YOU CAN EAT

You Have To Do ALL THAT in order To EAT

BUT..... if I Don't Have ENOUGH PROFIT

*****IT'S NOT NUTRITIONALLY NECESSARY FOR YOU TO EAT UNTIL YOU PAY ME MORE MONEY

and ASK My PERMISSION AGAIN

so You CAN'T HAVE ANY FOOD YET

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THAT'S JUST ONE STUPID CIRCLE JERK of Having "INSURANCE"

There are SO Many MORE

*****OUR SYSTEM REQUIRES YOU DANCE LIKE MARIONETTES

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and VERY POSSIBLE They - THE IRS will SEIZE your BANK ACCOUNT(s) - Your VEHICLE(s) - and Your REAL ESTATE / (Your HOME)

*****THEY DO THIS TO PEOPLE - it's TOTAL BULLSHIT THEY CAN DO THIS TO YOU

///////

BUT THAT COULD NOT HAPPEN IF WE HAD A NATIONAL HEALTHCARE SYSTEM

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Also - You SHOULD NOT HAVE MEDICAL BILLS PERIOD - and Medical Bills BANKRUPT You

*****YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TO LOSE EVERYTHING YOU WORKED FOR YOUR WHOLE LIFE BECAUSE YOU GOT SICK - IT'S BULLSHIT

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*****FIGURE IT OUT AMERICA

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Having NO NATIONAL HEALTHCARE is Like HAVING a CURE for ALL CANCER - But NOT CURING IT

Keep The Cancer -vs- Curing it and BE HEALTHY

"INSURANCE" -vs- NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

INSURANCE is Like The CANCER Making The WHOLE COUNTRY SICK and KILLING Everyone

But WE COULD STOP The NATIONAL SICKNESS and DEATH of our Healthcare System CAUSED BY THE EXISTENCE of INSURANCE Companies / By Implementing a NATIONAL HEALTHCARE SYSTEM

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*****THAT'S WHAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN - PERIOD

NO STUPID DEBATE BULLSHIT

JUST PUT THE MUTHERFUCKER IN PLACE

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of Course INSURANCE Companies DON'T WANT THIS Because it would ***END Their PROFITING / MAKING MONEY / Their UNJUST ENRICHMENT from The SICK and DYING

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ANY US CITIZEN who would FIGHT To Keep INSURANCE are STUPID and BRAINWASHED IDIOTS who Don't KNOW ANY BETTER

There's PLENTY of THAT / They're EVERYWHERE

TOO STUPID To Even REALIZE This is a BASIC HUMAN NECESSITY Like AIR / FOOD / and WATER and NEED To be TOLD What's BEST For Them

By The US GOVERNMENT MANDATING and Implementing NATIONAL HEALTHCARE

Once They Have it in Place - They MIGHT FINALLY "GET IT"

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I'm NOT on ANY Social Networks

Someone PLEASE Cut and Paste This So it Hopefully GOES VIRAL

Send it To EVERYONE You Know

*****SPREAD The NATIONAL HEALTHCARE MESSAGE

posted to society by Andy, Elementalist of Evil (0 comments)

How could such a dangerous person still run around robbing people of both their money and their personal pride, self worth and more. Be careful of him. He owns American Asphalt.

Todd Tornstrom is a disgusting excuse for a human let alone a business owner. He is abusive towards his workers. They dont get lunch or breaks, hence the comment about someone shitting by someone's house. He verbally abuses all of his workers on the job, and doesn't correctly pay them. Charges customers double what they expected. Has an F with the BBB. The list goes on and on

Todd has pled guilty with kidnapping, theft and robbery now in Cuyahoga County. He held her on his yacht one night in august. Todd is a functioning alcoholic. He drives around drunk all the time. He will have a drink in the morning in coffee cups to hide it and mix it with red bull so that you don't smell it.

DEFENDANT IN COURT WITH COUNSEL RALPH E CASCARILLA. PROSECUTING ATTORNEY(S) SHANNON M. MUSSON PRESENT. COURT REPORTER PRESENT. DEFENDANT FULLY ADVISED IN OPEN COURT OF HIS/HER CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS AND PENALTIES. DEFENDANT RETRACTS FORMER PLEA OF NOT GUILTY AND ENTERS A PLEA OF GUILTY TO ASSAULT 2903.13 A M1 AS CHARGED IN COUNT(S) 6 OF THE INDICTMENT. COUNT(S) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10 IS/ARE NOLLED. COURT ACCEPTS DEFENDANT'S GUILTY PLEA. THE COURT CONSIDERED ALL REQUIRED FACTORS OF THE LAW. IT IS NOW ORDERED AND ADJUDGED THAT SAID DEFENDANT TODD W TORNSTROM, IS SENTENCED TO THE CUYAHOGA COUNTY JAIL FOR A TERM OF 180 DAY(S). EXECUTION OF SENTENCE SUSPENDED. DEFENDANT TO SERVE 1 YEAR(S) PROBATION ON EACH COUNT. THE DEFENDANT IS ORDERED TO REPORT TO THE PROBATION DEPARTMENT. DEFENDANT TO ABIDE BY THE RULES AND REGULATIONS OF THE PROBATION DEPARTMENT. THE COURT FINDS THAT A COMMUNITY CONTROL / PROBATION SANCTION WILL ADEQUATELY PROTECT THE PUBLIC AND WILL NOT DEMEAN THE SERIOUSNESS OF THE OFFENSE. IT IS THEREFORE ORDERED THAT THE DEFENDANT IS SENTENCED TO 1 YEAR(S) OF COMMUNITY CONTROL / PROBATION ON EACH COUNT, UNDER SUPERVISION OF THE ADULT PROBATION DEPARTMENT WITH THE FOLLOWING CONDITIONS: DEFENDANT TO ABIDE BY THE RULES AND REGULATIONS OF THE PROBATION DEPARTMENT. COURT ORDERS DEFENDANT TO BE SUPERVISED BY: REGULAR SUPERVISION UNIT TO SUBMIT TO REGULAR ALCOHOL TESTING SUBMIT TO REGULAR DRUG TESTING SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETE AN OUT-PATIENT TREATMENT PROGRAM. SUBMIT TO A TASC ASSESSMENT ATTEND AA/NA/CA MEETINGS, 4 PER WEEK, PROVIDE PROOF OF MEETINGS TO THE SUPERVISING OFFICER. OBTAIN SPONSOR AND VERIFY TO OBTAIN / MAINTAIN VERIFIABLE EMPLOYMENT FOR A MIN. OF 30 HRS., PROVIDE PROOF OF EMPLOYMENT TO THE PROBATION DEPARTMENT. PARTICIPATE AND SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETE AN ANGER MANAGEMENT PROGRAM. DEFENDANT TO PERFORM 20 HOURS OF CWS IF NOT WORKING. DEFENDANT'S SELF EMPLOYMENT WILL SATISFY THE COURT'S CONDITION OF EMPLOYMENT. DEFENDANT TO CONTINUE OUTPATIENT TREATMENT AT GLENBEIGH. DEFENDANT TO HAVE NO CONTACT WITH VICTIM OR VICTIM'S CHILDREN. DEFENDANT TO COMPLETE A MINIMUM OF 4 COUNSELING SESSIONS AT A PROVIDER OF CHOICE BY 4/1/17. DEFENDANT TO BE DRUG AND ALCOHOL TESTED AT EACH REPORT DATE. DEFENDANT TO BE ARRESTED ON FIRST POSITIVE/FAILURE TO REPORT/NEW CASE. THE COURT WILL NOT CONSIDER EARLY TERMINATION UNTIL TREATMENT IS COMPLETED AND FINANCIAL OBLIGATIONS ARE PAID. DEFENDANT TO PAY SUPERVISION FEE OF $250.00 THE DEFENDANT IS ORDERED TO PAY A FINE IN THE SUM OF $ 100.00. THE DEFENDANT IS ORDERED TO PAY COSTS IN THE SUM OF $ 100.00. FINANCIAL OBLIGATIONS ORDERED PAID IN FULL BY 11/1/2017. DEFENDANT DOES NOT HAVE TO MAKE MONTHLY PAYMENTS. VIOLATION OF CONDITIONS MAY RESULT IN A PRISON TERM OF 180 DAYS COUNTY JAIL. 12/01/2016 CPDL2 12/02/2016 08:17:14

posted to relationships by Hazel, Venture Capitalist of the Poor (0 comments)

i went on vacation with my boyfriend (over 3 years) family. his mother completely ignored me everyday, and made it obvious that she was only talking to his brothers girlfriend and reaching out to her. i was just trying to ignore it but then she started calling me by her name. i have been dating my boyfriend for over 3 years and the the other girlfriend maybe has been dating his brother a year. it really bugged me that she was doing this. let me mention a little something else. that other girl was caught having sex in the parents room and also drinking with the other brother.  his family is christian and against both of those things. my boyfriend decides to leave me (on vacation) to go somewhere with his mother who has been treating me like this, and i was left crying in the room. i told him about it and he got mad at me. like i did something wrong. then he noticed it the next day and apologized to me and confronted his mom. she said she wasnt doing it on purpose. i mean she didnt talk to me at all for a week and kept trying to get this other girls attention no matter what. i dont believe that she didnt notice. when we got back i avoided going to his house and visiting his family. he agreed with me. i asked him to stop trying to get close with his mother because of what she did to me and other stuff she did to him. he is a major mothers boy by the way. so he went behind my back and planned a whole day with his mother about a family day. no girlfriends invited. i found out by his mother because he tried to hide it from me. he is always so nice to his mother and she can have the worst attitude with him for no reason. she lets the other brother get away with anything and punishes my boyfriend for stupid stuff. im tired of trying to make my boyfriend have a backbone towards his mother. by the way he is in his early twenties and we are getting married. should i marry a guy who seems like he will always choose his mother over me?  am i looking into things to much or should i leave? please help me. i do love him but he has done so much to make me feel less than his mother. he has recently even stopped holding my hand and hugging me and and putting his arm around me when his mother is around. i dont know anymore
posted to relationships by Peyton, Author of Musclebeasts (65 comments)