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Ви скажіть мені, якого роду повідомлення він посилає до майбутніх жінкам, коли батько може обійняти свою дочку, якщо вона гола він може отримати п'ятдесят років в'язниці і поставити в списку для всього світу, щоб побачити протягом теж двадцяти років. Однак жінка бити її дочка з мітлою, поки дитина не був введений в екстрену медичну допомогу вона отримала десять. Вважається гірше обійняти свою дитину, то бити їх? Навіть якщо педофіл попадається в акті, так, що це зловживання, і так, це психічне захворювання, але скажи мені, як це людина повинна отримати лікування, якщо він знає, що він отримає п'ятдесят років у в'язниці, якщо він просить про допомогу ? Америка приблизно так само безкоштовно, як миша загнаний в кут кішка.

posted to school by Dana, Warlord of the Rich (0 comments)

The Cult of Saturn is associated with time, material, and oppression or gravity. In Roman Mythology Saturn is known as the "god of time" and in Greek Mythology Saturn is associated with Cronos. Chronology refers to time. The Odescalchi's Ilok Castle has a clock tower on it. The "Big Ben" clock tower was renamed Elizabeth Tower. There is a large clock at the Oslo harbor in Norway. The Illuminati's Cult of Saturn are "time wizards" and they try to dictate the future by controlling the present. In the mammalian brain there is a temporal lobe. Temporal means time and material. The Pope claims temporal power on the Earth and is really claiming power over the temporal minds of humanity. Saturn is the sixth planet and there is believed to be a hexagon on the north pole of Saturn. The hexagram is a symbol for Saturn and is on the flag of Israel. Zionists are members of the Cult of Saturn. The Illuminati pyramid merged with the Occult pyramid creates the hexagram. Zion is really a hexagram mind control program. Govern-ment means "control mind" and the Vatican is controlling the government which is why the Pope claims temporal power. The hexagram is the most efficient geometric shape for processing thermal energy. Snowflakes often take the form of hexagonal stars from the thermal extraction. Many serpents have hexagonal scales used for absorbing thermal energy from the sun. The United States dollar bill also has a hexagram on it as the monetary system is rigged to parasite off the majority of the people.

Hex-a-gram refers to cursed mass. They use curses to oppress people in order to make it easier to parasite or steal from them. Saturn emanates the lower atmosphere including the troposphere. Tropos is a Greek word meaning "to turn" like Sa-turn. They are using CERN and the particle accelerators to increase gravitational pressure and the turn in the lower atmosphere. Gravity is essentially the force that densifies matter. Particle accelerators are similar to the idea of taking two magnets with opposite polarities and then binding them together which creates a turning force in the middle; and this increased pressure is speeding up the rate of time and decay on the material. Particle accelerators are oppressing humanity. There are particle accelerators all over the world. Vannevar Bush was the head of the office of Scientific Research and Development during the Manhattan Project which developed nuclear physics. Particle accelerators are nuclear technology and nuclear weapons. Top members of the Cult of Saturn include Prince Carlo Odescalchi, Prince Mario Chigi Albani della Rovere, King Harald V of Norway, Queen Elizabeth II, George Herbert Walker Bush, George Walker Bush, and George Soros.

posted to society by Andy, Priest of the Idealistic (0 comments)

The Skull and Bones secret society is the most wicked and murderous organization in the United States. The Skull and Bones is a symbol for death and used by elite militaries all around the world including the Nazi SS, Chetnik Army, and British Army. Yale's Skull and Bones society is a military Sanhedrin that authorizes war and also commands secret groups of paramilitary hitmen and persecutors. They used the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan to initiate some members of the US military into death squads which have been used for assassinations and covert terrorism inside the United States directed by political powers. The Bush family are top members of the Skull and Bones and that is why the Gulf War, Iraq War, and Afghanistan War's occurred under the presidencies of Bush Sr. and Bush Jr. They hired a paramilitary hitman to attempt a murder on me through a staged robbery gone wrong at my former job as a cashier. I have continued to be gang stalked and targeted by people affiliated with the Skull and Bones including a man by the name of Miles Hall who is a Yale graduate and connected with the military and Bush family.

posted to society by Rebecca, Ninja of Time (1 comment)

The Medici family produced three popes, two queens of France, and married into many royal bloodlines around Europe. They were considered the wealthiest banking family for centuries and still have a great deal of wealth today. The other Italian Nobility have been using them recently to do their dirty work with a motivation of rising back up. The Medici family are highly trained in Hermeticism and Kabbalah. They taught sorcery on the island of Crete for centuries. The Medici family are also closely connected to the House of Bonaparte even to this day. Napoleon Bonaparte was the first political Zionist and it is the Black Nobility that run most of the Sephardic Zionist clans today. The House of Chigi have a six pointed star on their coat of arms and appear to be the top Zionist family on earth. Zionists serve Nazi imperialists. The Palazzo Medici in Florence has a similar design to the Federal Reserve Bank of New York as well as a few other federal reserve buildings. Cosimo III de' Medici was the last Medici Grand Duke of Tuscany who enforced new laws on the people and increased taxes. Cosimo had 300,000 in gold deposited in his bank which collapsed right after. Later after ruining Tuscany Cosimo III died or more likely faked his death and fled up into the Holy Roman Empire and reestablished his bloodline which is a tactic developed by Niccolo Machiavelli mentioned in his writings.

FDR made it illegal to own gold in the United States under Executive Order 6102 and most of the US gold was stored under the Federal Rerserve Bank of New York which is architecturally designed like the Palazzo Medici. After 9/11 the gold was taken out under the disguise of debris and this is even shown in the movie Die Hard With a Vengeance with terrorists using bombs as a distraction to steal gold from underneath the Federal Reserve Bank of New York. In 2015 Giovan Battista de Medici also faked his death after the Medici connections became exposed. The Medici family oversee the IRS which is used for persecuting people financially. Income tax should not exist at all and is a form of extortion. 9/11 was overseen by Jesuit alumni all around. Donald Rumsfeld ran the Department of Defense and was educated at Georgetown. George Tenet ran the CIA and was educated at Georgetown. Michael Copps ran the FCC and oversaw all broadcasting during 9/11 and he was a Jesuit professor at Loyola University New Orleans. The President of the Federal Reserve Bank of New York was William Joseph McDonough and he too was educated at Jesuit Georgetown University. Rome stole the gold from the United States after 9/11 and they do this when they are ready to destroy the empire. In ancient times they would devalue the gold and coins would become paper thin.

posted to society by Elaine, Alchemist of Good (1 comment)

I am a male crossdresser (kind of...) and recently I've been wearing my women's silver shiny metallic crop top straight outta H&M. It is so comfy and relaxing in guy mode because I'm not afraid to do it especially during the hottest weather of the season and it gets me obsessed with this fetish.

Yeah. Can't wait to wear it when I go for a walk someday. (Legal?)

posted to life by Morty, Knight of the craft table (0 comments)

Cypress Swamps are home to more than a few Alligators . Laroussini St · around that area , the Reagan Administration built an underground Missile Silo These Missiles are to be used on New York and California. The bad part is, to get to them you have to go through Alligators and things that eat alligators . Trump said that he would not allow missiles to be used on America's people. however Obama has the Launch keys . and he's waiting for the right moment to strike. The silo was set up by Core Engineers working out of FORT POLK .. right under civilian noses. call now and tell them not to allow Obama to kill any more Americans . Phone: (337) 531-2911

posted to society by Andy, Curator of the Satisfied (0 comments)

The City of London Corporation is a one mile square block in London where the 110 Livery Companies operate from. The 110 Livery Companies represent every industry in the global market. Most major corporations today are connected with the Livery Companies through proxies or subsidiaries. Business at the City of London is mostly private and they conceal ownership through private contracts. The Knights Templar of London were headquartered at the inner temple of the City of London and today are the Order of the Garter headed by the British royal family and British Peerage. The City of London Corporation, Knights Templar, and Order of the Garter all use the same red cross as a symbol. The Knights Templar were merchants and bankers that held gold for pilgrims who traveled to Jerusalem and provided them with bank notes which were used at the Templar's merchant shops along the way. The Knights Templar established modern banking. London merchants have a monopoly on gold and silver which they use as leverage over the markets and monetary system. They also manipulate the price of gold and silver from London. This Templar merchant and banking system is rigged and functions like covert monopolies through hidden corporate conglomerates. Foreign members of the Order of the Garter include King Juan Carlos of Spain, King Carl XVI Gustaf of Sweden, Queen Margrethe II of Denmark, King Harald V of Norway, Queen Beatrix of the Netherlands, and Emperor Akihito of Japan. They are members of the Order of the Garter because they covertly do business in London. The United States is a federal corporation defined under US code 3002 section 15 and is really a continuation of the Virginia Company. The Virginia Company was issued by the British Crown from the City of London Corporation for North American settlements.

posted to society by Bobbie, Shaman of the Wildlands (0 comments)

The woman and moderator by the name of Cinnamon from Conspiracy Outpost is a satanic Amazon cult leader. She works directly with child murderers including the British Crown. She is a psychic sexual predator and cannibal. She is involved with gang stalking, cyber stalking and murdering men. She is a liar, false accuser, thief, murderer, sexual cannibal, trespasser, and all out psychopath. She claims responsibility for knowledge and works of others made against the people she is serving. She is a thief and liar. She calls anyone who exposes her a false accuser. Her co moderator and husband or boyfriend UKShep on Conspiracy Outpost is just as much involved in this criminality. They use their website as a fishing net and victimize legitimate opposition. Cinnamon is extremely evil.

posted to society by Dakota, Architect of the Wicked (0 comments)

I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (361 comments)

The House of Orange-Nassau are a high level authority over society and operate as a branch of the Vatican's Roman empire. The House of Orange-Nassau are former Holy Roman and French nobility that currently rule the Netherlands as a constitutional monarchy. King Willem-Alexander is the blood appointed head of state. They are believed to be extremely wealthy with a large amount of shares in Royal Dutch Shell. The term Shell is a symbol for Venus and Venice. In Sandro Botticelli's painting "The Birth of Venus" the Roman deity is depicted being born out of the ocean from a pearl's shell. The city of Venice is name after Venus and was a major merchant and banking center in Europe for centuries. As a merchant family not only do the Orange-Nassau's have shares in Royal Dutch Shell but also in Royal Philips Electronics, KLM Royal Dutch Airlines, and Holland America Line cruise ships. The reason these companies use the term royal is because they are primarily owned by the royal family of the Netherlands. The name Orange comes from the Celtic principality of Orange in France. The Dutch Royal family are Protestants. The Loyal Orange Institute is an Irish (Celtic) Masonic order in Ireland and was created in 1798 to honor the Dutch born Protestant King William of Orange. King Willem-Alexander is the real head of the Loyal Orange Order today and he is an Illuminati master mason. Beatrix of the Netherlands is a Dame of the Sovereign Military Order of Malta in Rome and her deceased husband Prince Claus Amsberg was a member of the Nazi Wehrmacht defense force. King Willem-Alexander's father was a Nazi. The Italian Prince Jamie, Duke of Bardi is the nephew of Beatrix and he is Knight of Malta and also the Dutch ambassador to the Holy See. Prince Jamie is of the House of Bourbon-Parma which established the Jesuits and this bloodline still has a portion of authority over the Jesuit Order which has deeply infiltrated the United States Department of Defense and US intelligence agencies.

posted to society by Halley, Pirate of the Hungry (0 comments)

Prince Charles is a descendent of Vlad Dracul or Vlad the Impaler and that is why he owns Dracul's former castle in Transylvania. Vlad Dracul was known for using torture and being extremely sadistic. He would impale people alive and there are testimonies made about him being involved with cannibalism. The Dracul Clan of Transylvania were members of the Order of the Dragon. Dracul means Dragon. Prince Charles is the Prince of Wales and Wales uses a Red Dragon on its flag. The Red Dragon is also a symbol for the City of London. The word Wales derives from Walha and Vlad Dracul was the Prince of Wallachia. The Bathory family were a Transylvanian nobility and relatives of the Dracul family. The "Blood Countess" Elizabeth Bathory was a serial killer that bathed in blood of hundreds of women. That is the real meaning of the House of Windsor's Order of the Bath which is really a satanic initiation involving blood bathing and a continuation of their ancestors satanic rituals. Elizabeth Bathory is also where Queen Elizabeth II takes her name from. The House of Windsor are extremely satanic and evil.

posted to society by Aubrey, Alchemist of Darkness (0 comments)

Prince Harry made sacrifices to a group of witches to terrorize me out of revenge for exposing that he is bisexual and eats mens genitals. Right after I exposed this he came out in the media talking about his mental issues. He has not denied my claims either but he covertly let me know these recent attacks were his revenge. Prince Harry and his satanic family have tried to murder me before and have been funding persecution against me non stop so he brought this upon himself. Why does Prince Harry need women to fight his battles for him? He should act like a man and come face me in a one on one fight but he won't. I will restate that he murdered people to fuel his warfare against me too. The Windsor family are completely lawless, insane, and dangerous.

posted to society by Aubrey, Accountant of Musclebeasts (2 comments)

The Tavistock Institute which was funded by the Rockefeller Foundation is a research program involved in human behavior, social sciences, and psychology. Today the Tavistock Institute is covertly involved with social networking sites, alternative media, and conspiracy forums. The USAF and DARPA run covert programs on the internet using research developed from the Tavistock Institute and Tavistock Clinic. Their goal is mass manipulation of society through social networking and psychological torture on those researching "conspiracy" or the criminality of those in power. The word "Conspiracy Theorist" is a term these criminals created as a form of neuro-linguistic programming to automatically discredit those that research or investigate criminality. The Tavistock Clinic is stationed in London and is directly involved with the British government. The United States Department of Defense and intelligence agencies are infiltrated by British Crown knights and Freemasons serving the British Crown. To even mention the word "Tavistock" on a conspiracy site will get you banned almost immediately.

All major "Alternative Media" outlets are part of the FBI's COINTELPRO operation or similar agencies and programs intended to infiltrate political organizations in order to disrupt, subvert, and radicalize them. They operate as fishing nets drawing in opposition. The legitimate opposition that they cannot manipulate are targeted and persecuted. The government works with privatized organizations like Stratfor Intelligence which gather information on the legitimate opposition. These groups are then connected with secret societies who covertly carry out persecution for cash payment. Secret Societies use criminal style initiations to incorporate its members so that they can blackmail their members if they try to turn against them. Secret Societies are organized crime syndicates and include Jesuits, Freemasons, Knights of Columbus, fraternities, sororities and they work with less organized and official groups like Wiccan cults, and New Age cults. Organized religion is also involved including Christian Churches and especially the Church of Latter Day Saints.

posted to society by Andy, Gunner of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

The Illuminati are parasites that latch onto everything and claim they control everything. They take credit for everything positive. They call anyone who exposes them false accusers. They are blood drunken lunatics.

posted to society by Richard, Sous Chef of Imagination (1 comment)

Goldman Sachs is being overseen by the Doria-Pamphilj and Sacchetti families of Italy today. The Doria name derives from de Auria. Aureo or D'oro are Italian words for gold. The Doria family started out as a banking family from Genoa. The Sacchetti and Sachs name both mean bags or sacks. Italian Nobility usually have the highest authority in society through Rome's network of power. There are numerous Jesuit educated top executives working for Goldman Sachs as well as Vatican knights. Peter Oppenheimer is on the board of directors for Goldman Sachs and was Jesuit educated from Santa Clara University. Lakshmi Mittal is another member of Goldman Sachs board of directors and he was Jesuit educated from St. Xavier's College of Kolkata, India. Edward Gerald Corrigan was a former President of the Federal Reserve Bank of New York, was Jesuit educated from Fordham University, and is currently managing director in the Office of the Chairman at Goldman Sachs and is Chairman for Goldman Sachs USA. The Roman born Mario Draghi who is President of the European Central bank, board member for the Bank for International Settlements, and member of the G30, was Jesuit educated from the Massimiliano Massimo Institute in Rome. Mario Draghi previously worked as vice chairman and managing director of Goldman Sachs International. Peter Sutherland is a Vatican Knight of the Order of St. Gregory, Jesuit educated from Gonzaga College, Bilderberg member, former Director for the Royal Bank of Scotland, and Director of the GAAT and he worked as non-executive Chairman of Goldman Sachs International. Geoffrey Boisi is a Roman Knight of Malta, Jesuit educated from Boston College, member of the Trilateral Commission, Trustee for the Papal Foundation, and worked as a top executive for Goldman Sachs for decades as well as JP Morgan and Freddie Mac. Eileen Rominger was Jesuit educated from Fairfield University, Director of Investment Management at the United States Security and Exchange Commission, and she was the Global Chief Investment Officer of Goldman Sachs Asset Management. The head of the Sacchetti family today is Prince Urbano Sacchetti of Rome and the head of the Doria family is Prince Jonathan Doria Pamphilj.

posted to society by Richard, Crusader of Imagination (0 comments)

Confession

confession

So as I'm 21 and haven't had my first kiss yet. Last night I had a weird dream that I kind of forced this guy to kiss me, he wasn’t even my type at all, I'm pretty sure he was younger than me and a stranger. It was so weird. We were sitting at night around a table and my we were eating chips, so I took the chip put one end in my mouth and the other in his mouth and it was like WTF am I doing. Then I pulled him and gave him a kiss, a baby kiss, then he stood up and left to go into to the pool and my brother came to me and was like "what are you doing" and I couldn't even deny it because he and like 10 other people saw me. It was very embarrassing, even though I know it's a dream I'm still embarrassed about it.

posted to society by Stevie, Servant of the Hungry (0 comments)

Syria , during Obama's time in office used chemicals on people. Obama didn't do shit about it . Kim Jong-un threatens to bomb America and like the pussy he is, Obama didn't do shit . Trump comes in, Syria launches chemicals , Trump hit's the exact location the chemicals came from. Kim Jong-un , again threatens America lol. Trump will most likely send a Patriot Missile up your dumb Ass Kim Jong-un .

posted to society by Adrian, Architect of Musclebeasts (2 comments)

Natalie Portman is the most evil witch in Hollywood. It does not seem like it but she is. I was surprised when I realized this. She attacks me with Kabbalah non stop. She worships the imposter that calls himself "Zeus Ombrios" who emanates the descending aorta in biology in the thoracic region. He is not Zeus and he is Euros or Eurymedon in Greek Mythology. He is Thor but he is not the thunder spirit. Natalie Portman was in the movie Hollywood movie Thor. Natalie Portman is obsessed with sexual cannibalism and lusts to destroy souls. She is a snake in human clothing. She is called Nike in Greek Mythology. There are multiple Nike statues in Austria. The Pallavicini family rule Austria.

posted to society by Bowie, Elementalist of Darkness (1 comment)

This is one issue I'm sick of hearing about. For one thing, the ONLY people who think weed should be legalized are stoners. If you don't smoke weed, why would you be in favor of it? Second, weed has been proven to be significantly harmful to one's health, contrary to what the fake-ass news media wants you to believe. Finally, weed smokers are a bunch of leftist parasites who should all be thrown in jail or executed. They certainly don't deserve the right to legally wallow in drug abuse at the expense of the general public.

posted to society by Bobbie, Magician of Space (2 comments)

They are using technology and demonic telepathy to run Luciferian mind control spells on society and individuals. Most of their spells are related to religion or their new age deception. Some of their spells include:

"Deceivableness" or "You are deceived" "Deny Utterly" or "Deny Deny Deny" "Disunion of opinion" "Sinner" or "You are a sinner" "Repent" or "Heresy" 'It's the Jews" "It's the aliens" "We are all one" "Life is an illusion" "You are evil" "There is no evil" "Love is the law"

posted to society by Rook, Fashion Model of the Poor (0 comments)

The Illuminati Conservative pyramid is merged with the Occult Liberal pyramid which creates the hexagram. Zion is a hexagram mind control program. Witchcraft uses forms of geometry like hexagrams and pentagrams for binding. They are binding down the human intellect with geometrically shaped societal programs.

posted to society by Andy, Clerk of the Poor (0 comments)

what it would be like to be dead and not have to deal with crap, I got out of an abusive relationship 9 months ago but im still fucked up and i was so sure i was gonna kill myself there. like i wouldnt say im suicidal at all now but i was very much back then if i had just overdosed or cut my wrists open like maybe i wouldnt be stuck with the residual effects today like i love being near people who love me again but jeez its really really exhausting sometimes. just living is exhausting now im constantly afraid.

posted to life by Frankie, Hero of the Financial Services department (1 comment)

Every morning I wake up to this beautiful, soft and cruel, cool breeze coming thru my open window. The breeze is so beautiful and cozy feeling it makes it hard to get out of bed not just because it feels amazing. I sometimes find myself waiting there for minuets just to feel another breeze, maybe just to feel something beautiful again. You might wonder why I referred to a gust of wind as cruel? The breeze I feel every morning is one of the best things in my life. How can the wind coming thru the window make you feel like you did not become who you were supposed to be. How can the soft cool breeze tell you that you are not where you were supposed to go. Why is it that every morning I wake up thinking I failed when my life is not even all that bad.

posted to life by Frank, Writer of the Satisfied (0 comments)

'm honestly not sure how it happened. He's been my boss since June. I think he was my first crush there, despite him being married and having a family. We're both smarta**es and he has really sexy blue eyes, so I think that's what started it. The longer I knew him, though, the more I began to loathe him. At work, he comes off as very arrogant, lacking compassion, and can be pretty much a douchebag. When he's off the clock, he's actually pretty nice. He said he's really a nice guy, he just was raised to take work seriously...perhaps TOO seriously. There have been many times he's made me want to cuss him out and quit. Things have been strange between us lately, though. Back around Christmas, I gave all of my managers gift bags of candy and he jokingly asked if I poisoned his. If work was slow and some of us got off early and had stuck around to eat, he always ended up sitting next to me. He knows he hasn't always been my favorite person and it seemed like he really enjoyed bothering me. About a month ago, work ceased for a bit for a building makeover, but we still had training at another building. During that time, I guess we've gotten closer. He constantly teases me and pokes fun at me; I was kind of slumped down in a chair that had a hole in the top part and he jokingly pulled my hoodie's hood through the hole and put it over my face and walked away lol; I don't have a vehicle right now and during lunch breaks, he offered to take me to get lunch, but I always declined; he offered me a piece of gum and joked that he didn't poison it, purposely referring back to the Christmas joke; we're FB friends now and he "likes" a lot of my posts; he commented under one post saying how much he appreciates my positivity and encouragement and that it's a "blessing" and that I should "keep it up". All this recent positive attention has caused me to be obsessed with him. Not to mention, I am very sexually attracted to him, but would never act on it. What do I do? How do I go back to loathing him? Also, I had a dream that started off sexual, but then he was my boyfriend and I told him I loved him. Why did I dream that? I am 26, he's 37 and I am by no means unattractive, by the way.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Sniper of the craft table (0 comments)

im attractive red head lady looking for love and adventure were do I start?

posted to relationships by Kadnyce, Historian of the Idealistic (0 comments)

im attractive irish red head 55 looking for love and adventure were do I start to look???????????????????????

posted to relationships by Taylor, Sommelier of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

The Orsini family and their Rosenberg cousins control Rosicrucianism which is a secret society of alchemists. The Orsini family use the rose on their coat of arms. The Rosicrucian Order is also called the Order of the Rosy Cross. Alchemy is the manipulation of the human psyche and physiology through chemicals. The FDA and most food and drug companies are controlled by Rosicrucians. The Orsini family were behind the Ebola propaganda and had developed deadly Ebola vaccines. The creator of the Georgia Guidestones which aim to regulate the population of humanity used the name RC Christian as an alias and was really Robert C Cook an American geneticist involved in population control and eugenics. RCC like Roman Catholic Church and like Rosy Cross. The Rosicrucians made a YouTube video placing a time cube with MM and 16 on it. MM for 2000 and 16 together meant 2016. They intended to unleash a fake outbreak in 2016 to bring down the United States and destroy humanity with their vaccines. The depictions shown of the Ebola virus under a microscope look like an 88. 8+8=16. The Japanese movie called Virus used a virus called MM88 designed by an American eugenicist. Once this was all exposed the Ebola propaganda ended within the week. They are behind Zika too. Vaccines are one of the most destructive tools the wicked use on humanity and are primarily designed to target the nervous system and weaken a persons spiritual armor or electromagnetic shield. The Orsini and Rosenberg families were also responsible for the Black Plague. They hired people to poison well water in order to spread the disease. The song Ring O Roses goes back to the times of the Black Plague. They used rose petals to mask the smell of death. I also found two people with the name Rosenberg that work in high level positions at Bayer today.

posted to society by Peyton, Paladin of Wild Parties (0 comments)

I am 55 divorced over 20 yrs I chose to stay single to raise my children without hassle as my ex was violent , im children have all now flown the nest and have family of there own and there dad is the best sliced thing from bread lol feel ive wasted years ,im attractive red head irish lady but don't have a clue about dating ,im so out of touch

posted to relationships by Rook, Clown of Time (0 comments)

I am 55 divorced over 20 yrs I shoes to saty single to raise my children without hassle as my ex was violent , im children have all now flown the nest and there dad is the best sliced thing from bed lol feel ive wasted years ,im attractive re head irish lady but don't have a clue about dating ,im so out of touch

posted to relationships by Dana, Lord of Wild Parties (0 comments)

They are covertly censoring my word on YouTube. That is stolen time and energy. I will take it back in blood now.

posted to society by Peyton, Shepherd of the craft table (0 comments)

The Massimo, Colonna, and Pallavicini families are the three pyramids in society. The three great pyramids in Egypt represented these bloodlines which go back to ancient times. The Massimo family are the military landowning bloodline or the foundation. The Colonna family are the political bloodline that supports their claim to land ownership. The Pallavicini family are the corporate bloodline and rooftop of their imperialism.

posted to society by Jerry, Counselor of the Idealistic (0 comments)

Guys are Visual -- when it comes to females . their Penis gets hard At least you know if his endowment is too your liking. Feminist don't allow Man Spreading -- because they are ugly and stupid and can't get a guy any way. - If you learn how to please that Penis (( Guys Brag about how good you are )) Then you Too can be passed around like a foot ball and run around the neighborhood asking every body for a D.N.A test until you find the daddy. Speaking of daddy He has a Penis - If you assure him you won't tell mommy- he can teach you how to take care of the Penis.

posted to school by Ash, Observer of the Wildlands (1 comment)

I was watching a video called Incendiary Bombs . O.K. from a plane , they used incendiary bombs , by placing a flammable liquid in a tube , with a weighted detonator in the bottom so it would blow on impact. Would this work ? Put gas inside a P.V.C drain pipe, with Chlorine blocks inside a glass jar. as weight. when YOU see the Black lives matter people come by drop it on them from a 5 story building ? Would that work ?

posted to society by Rook, Apprentice of Musclebeasts (4 comments)

I just was reading a news article about Trump being ignorant because he thought Korea was once a part of China. Well, according to the historical documents I was reading it said during the Ming Dynasty it was a part of China. So how was Trump wrong? I don't get it. 9 out of 10 news agencies care more about their opinions than real news. At what point do we just ask for the facts rather than someone's personal slant on things. Isn't there enough drama in the world that we don't have to turn to a fiction writer who is creating it? I saw real facts about some people that should have put them in prison, but they weren't because they had too much political power, while the same news agencies twisted rumors to their own agenda. I believe that if a news agency spits out 3 news stories in a month that have no real proof, then it should be shut down and the person jailed for 5 years, unless they state that it is only their opinion or rumor in the head line. And if it proven is just to defame someone, then double the jail time even with the "opinion or rumor" head line. One used to be able to believe what the news reported, but people have learned how much power there is in manipulating the media. So, I guess what I'm saying, is that I hope everyone is starting to realized they can't trust everything they read or see even if it used to be a legit source it may not be anymore since several news papers have been sold in the last decade. Good luck in sorting through the hype and conspiracies and pure fiction from some nut off his meds. Take care people and be wise.

posted to society by Dakota, Sous Chef of Good (1 comment)

Tom Rubendall is a pedophile and Nazi commander in the United States. He works for Warner Bros. in Hollywood and resides in Los Angeles California. He has been managing a Nazi style persecution against me for more than two years now.

posted to society by Brett, Crusader of the Unimaginable Terror (2 comments)

If there existed a way to forget certain events , to completely erase a memory, what would you use it for?

posted to life by Frankie, Bard of Evil (0 comments)

Im so in love with my boyfriend of nearly a year but, recently it seems that he's not that interested in spending time with me anymore. Could it be something im lacking or is he just not interested anymore?

posted to relationships by Cosmo, Deviant of the IT department (2 comments)

You walked up while I was working with a customer. ANother service agent was at the counter. The agent left and did not return quickly.

SO you decided that I was rude for not replying to you although I was on the phone when you spoke to me.

But when the other agent came back there were no complaints for her lightskinned, straighthaired self. Only when MY DARK SKINNED, not - straighthaired self needed to be called rude, disrespectful and made responsible for a problem that didn’t even happen at OUR STORE.

But PLEASE feel free to speak as the rest of your kind does and tell me that I am merely imagining racism. I should believe that I DESERVED to be yelled at for a situation I did not create. While the other people around DID NOT receive that treatment from you.

Was it because I smiled while on the phone. Clearly I was too relaxed and that galled you? You needed to see someone like me in a supplicant and harried state - only then does the world make sense, right?

posted to work by Cosmo, Carpenter of Justice (5 comments)

O.K let the Niggers run the country. The same one's who can't run their own house holds . Remember the 13 year old boy that shot himself two weeks ago ? Yeah, the little baboon had a gun and his mother didn't even know it . Where was daddy at ? Probably in Prison for shooting his brother . or uncle or some stupid Nigger shit. They can no longer say we white folks are wrong in our claims. of how ignorant and Violent Niggers are. Old man picking up cans on the side of the road , and bam !! shot for entertainment . I'm sure white folks are going to give you any kind of control over politics.

posted to society by Addison, Garçon of Arts and Crafts (5 comments)

The Cult of Mars is a military Sanhedrin ran by the Vatican Nobility from Campus Martius or the Field of Mars in Rome. Mars is known as the "god of war" in Roman mythology and there is a division of the Cult of Mars in Russia known as the Marsovo Polye. Mar-ch is named after Mars. Ares from Greek Mythology is the same as Mars in Roman Mythology. Aries is Ares. The Aries Zodiac begins on March 22 or 3/22 and ends around 4/20.  The Skull and Bones secret society at Yale is part of the Cult of Mars and uses the number 322 as a symbol. Skull and Bones is really a military death cult ran by the Bush-Walker family and that is why both George Bush Sr. and George Bush Jr. are members. John Kerry is a Skull and Bones member and Jesuit educated from Boston College. John Kerry is the acting head of the Skull and Bones military council within the United States and serves the Bush-Walker family who work with the House of Windsor and the Vatican. Military Auxiliary Radio System or MARS is a communications program developed by the Department of Defense which run drills and have one under the name Gotham Shield scheduled for April 24-25 of 2017 right at the end of the Aries Zodiac. Amateur Radio Emergency Service or ARES is an organization also involved in emergency communications and is involved in this drill. These two organizations are controlled by the Cult of Mars.

posted to society by Rook, Breeder of the Satisfied (0 comments)

How do WOMEN feel about death sentence for rapists? Convinced or otherwise. And should women be allowed to kill men who are raping them? I DO there should be a harder punishment for rapists and death is the ultimate one. You didn't give her a choice when you took away her dignity there shouldn't be a choice for him as well

posted to life by Nikki, Venture Capitalist of Darkness (1 comment)

I can't stand it anymore, I have no one and no one wants me. Seriously think about that last statement, isn't that what every human being lives for? Yes, to love and to be loved, by that one special someone who makes you feel like heaven is on earth. Who makes you feel like if the world were coming to an end next week, you would just want to spend every last moment with them, watching your favorite movies and getting cozy under a blanket. Well guess what, I have NO ONE! No one likes me, no one wants me, and no one loves me in that romantic way. What a fucking life. And no I am not one of those nerdy magic card playing guys with braces or suspenders. I am a decent looking guy with a job and lots of things going for me. I don't know why this "curse" has been put upon me. All my friends have girlfriends left and right and I am always the third wheel left out in the lurch. Fuck this I hate my life and goodbye cruel unfair world...
posted to relationships by Dana, Superintendent of the Lonely (290 comments)

Where do I begin? I have been working there for almost a year. He was one of the first guys there that I had a tiny crush on. Yes I knew he was married and had a family, but sometimes you can't help who you crush on. I have no desire to be with him. I'd never date him. I truly have no idea how his wife even does it. After knowing him months, I started to seriously dislike him. He's quite arrogant and lacks compassion, at least on the clock. When he's off the clock, he's a totally different person. A couple of months ago, he told me he's actually a nice guy, that he was just raised to take work very seriously. So seriously that he's caused a handful of people to walk out and quit. I've always been sexually attracted to him. I can't seem to understand why, but I am. The area that we work in is very close quarters, so we accidentally touch a lot. Plus, he tends to be naturally touchy-feely. That kind of doesn't help. We have times where we flirt and times where I literally want to punch him in the throat. Everybody who works during the same shift as us, knows I'm not his biggest fan or they have every reason to suspect that. Even recently, a couple of people we work with joked that I hate him. The last month, things have been kind of great between us. We've joked around a lot more. I don't have a vehicle currently and he's offered a couple of times to take me to get lunch on our lunch break, but I declined. I am not sure how to be in a car with him. I can control myself, although I feel it'd be awkward and uncomfortable for me. Back during Christmas, I gave all of my managers gift bags filled with candy. He jokingly had asked if I had poisoned his. A few days ago, he offered me a piece of gum and joked that he didn't poison it. I referred back to the joke from Christmas and he said that's why he made the joke, because of the one from Christmas. We're Facebook friends now and he's been "liking" a bunch of my posts. He even commented on one yesterday and told me how much he appreciates my positivity and encouragement, that it's a blessing and told me to "keep it up". I recently had a dream of him where it started off sexual, but then he became my boyfriend and I kissed him and told him I loved him. I'm not sure why I had a dream of that. I really don't think of dating him. Every time I think of him, I am thinking of sex with him, all kinds of sex lol. But it's weird because every time I get a notification that he has liked a post of mine or commented, I get butterflies and I blush. Even a few days ago, when he noticed I was there, he said good morning and asked how my weekend was and he never did that before and it made me have butterflies. Is this just sexual feelings or what am I feeling here? I am 26, he's 37.

posted to relationships by Lexus, Sheriff of Musclebeasts (4 comments)

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A Critical Analysis Why Mexicans Must Return Home. Why It’s For The Betterment of Mexico and America.

I am a simple individual who grew up with values that all human beings are equal and rightfully so, that its best to treat people like you want to be treated, and you do right by others, however this made me come off as too nice personally and interpersonally. I am educated but only by the grace of being poor and working since I was young. I like to think I am a good person for the deeds I accomplished by others regardless of race, status, or cultural difference. But while growing up and to this day I experienced a lot of racism and hate. From who you ask? Well everyone at some point naturally, however none was more prominent then from Mexicans or other nationalities from south America. The irony is most friends I have ever made were Mexicans, but there has been something inside me that has been eating at me for a very long time, for over 17 years to be exact. So, I guess it’s time to be a hypocrite, bigot, racist, and hateful person by society standards and vent out my frustrations by having an opinion based on my experience’s, what I’ve seen, read as well as other people’s stories. This is also based on facts affecting millions of Americans nationwide, so beside how biased this article comes off it’s a problem that millions agree with. These are key factors why Mexicans are being attacked and asked to leave in America. 1. Mexicans have extreme over reproducing habits, 2. Disrespect towards Americans or people not of southern America descent in various forms, 3. Have gang ties more than any group in this country, 4. Overwhelming pride that attacks other people’s existence, 5. The fact that most Mexicans abuse the aid programs of every kind and is its largest benefactor, 6. The ideology that America must return “stolen” land whether true or not back to Mexico, 7. Coming into the country illegally, stealing jobs whether by numbers or “connections”, and so much more. Many people came to this country in search of a better life, and many did so with proper vetting and integration. Why not Mexico? I will be making points as to why it’s time for you to go home and fix Mexico’s problems for it has gotten out of control, and why beyond my perceived racist and hateful overtone’s this plan is a good endeavor for Mexico and America.

  1. illegal Entry – I understand why you come to this country, you and your family seek a better life that is the promise of America and the wish to escape violence. And you’re not wrong for doing so, however its problematic for the number of illegal entry is beyond reason. Millions of illegal entries are by default over these last few decades from Mexico. Sorry but you’re the largest immigration force ever known! Many people conjured reasons to hate you but for simplicity lets focus on immigration. Many people did not see this as an immigration but legal invasion because Americans didn’t know why there where so many of you, as such they felt threatened. Beyond what’s perceived this is not a fallacy on America’s part. America has enemies, and new enemies have no face until they strike, paranoia or not. Also, there has been a hug majority of you that made threats about retaking stolen territory by sheer numbers! La Raza Group is one such extremist organization. Also apparently this deportation exodus that will be happening soon one way or another, happened in the past! The Mexican Repatriations was an event in the 1930’s America where Mexican’s where rounded up by the federal government and deputized law enforcement to deport 2 million illegals and non-illegals. Then it even happened again during the post war of the 1950’s with Operation Wet-Back in which over 1 million Mexicans were deported. The pattern in the past is repeating again now! This confrontational behavior of the majority of Mexican’s is ruining the lives of the minority of said group of people. Therefore, trump was elected into office, it’s not always because people are stupid for voting him in, even if they may not be smart enough to put it into words, and that’s why trump won. It’s because your people are flooding America, and taking the work we need to survive among other reasons soon to be explored in this article. Plus when he insulted the Mexican people how did you act? You rioted and insulted other people for having a different opinion and shouted “racist”, thus you all played right into trumps hands. I will expand on trump towards the end but let’s get back on track. America used your people for cheap labor in the past in Operation Bracero during the world wars then America exiled you during the war again with Mexican Repatriation movement and post-war operation wet-back, now their doing it again present day which will be the third time. Why did your people come back knowing this? Let’s break down why there is no room for so many illegals. Its simple logic actually, think of America as an ecosystem that had balance of deer’s and wolves among other animals, the wolfs keep the deer population in check so they don’t over bread and expand to fast. The ecosystem is fragile so major or even minor changes to it will cause ripple effects in the environment. Now think about what happens if another bigger predator comes into the eco system and wipes out the deer because there is so many new predators, Then the wolves starve and die the eco system collapses and then it’s a matter of finding a new home for all those animals who survive. Mexicans are the new predators, they can’t fix their own territory so they move on to another one, it’s not the best example but it makes my case. So, my point is there is not enough room for you here and your sucking up the resources that’s why it’s a big deal to Americans, especially since its burning a hole in their pockets. When my family first came here in 1903 on just one side of the family, from Ellis island we were treated like garbage! But my family contributed to society by being respectable and useful and we earned respect and citizenship. We were not rich, but poor! Anyone can come here, just respect our ways, then you will become a citizen, use proper vetting and integration. It’s not that America thinks Mexicans are sub-human scum it’s that there is not enough room for you in the eco system. That’s why your blamed, though I don’t hate you. But this needs to stop! Especially since you live off government aid in America.

  2. Taking on government aid - This is pure insanity for the largest group benefiting from the various programs of aid of the U.S government is not the homeless, not the disabled, not our war hero veterans, but Mexicans. Over 15 million immigrants use welfare in one form or another, this is supported by taxes, which is paid by citizens. Illegals do not pay taxes at all, I don’t care what argument says otherwise. So, when 15 million Mexicans take these aids free of charge and it comes out of the pocket of Americans, you see why this makes citizens angry. I will not list all the programs in welfare but it’s very large list, to name a few like TANF (food stamps), EBT (Free Money without usage limitation’s, CHIP (Medicaid), and so much more. When all these programs are used and severely abused by immigrants this leaves citizens drained of finances. Its why so many people have no choice but to work 3 jobs with no benefits or means to put food on the table after it’s all said and done. Having multiple jobs is actually asinine absolute, America is known as the land of opportunity not a place where you don’t know where your next meal is coming from. That’s why people come here, they know if they get one job full-time they can survive and live well and on the side, get to buy things for entertainment, accessories, nice cars, and so much more. All because you make good money by having a 40 hour a week job with benefits. All you have to do is work hard! That’s it! America came a long way during its fight for worker equality and rights. Here is a good example think of the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s and 80’s America. Ask anyone about work and they will tell you it was easy finding work, ask people what money expectations was like back then and they would tell you there was plenty, ask them how was the quality of life and they will say I wish it would last forever. I am 100 percent sure the positive answers outweigh the negative answers from people who lived during those decades. Because finding work was easy and making money was easy. You can understand that was thrown out the window when big corporate America found a new cheap and easily tricked labor force (Mexicans). So, when Americans see Mexicans taking their jobs and living of welfare that citizens pay for, and they must have 2 or 3 jobs just to survive you can imagine why your people are to blame and hated.

  3. Taking American jobs - This is the biggest slap in the face that America did since she actually had a very large hand in it. The CEO’s, business men and women, federal, and state leaders across the board in America saw the effectiveness of Operation Bracero back during the world wars, so they thought up a unique idea. What if we make America a place where immigrants love to be though job opportunity, financial aid in various forms, and rights? Better yet we won’t be paying for it! The answer was by doing so the average American who would not work under the table for less than living wages and benefits by law, would be replaced by an eager hard working Mexican who would take any payment to have the job, this made the old argument come to life “why should I hire you? When Pablo here will work for far less and does not ask for benefits?” Then it sinks in that you can’t fight that argument since the employer has the hiring power, then you realize that when you multiply Pablo by millions of Mexicans who are willing to work for less with no benefits you can’t compete with that desperation. Therefore, American citizens lost their negotiation power and instead take what they can get and bend over backwards in sick demeaning ways in order to have the right to survive. All because Mexicans were so desperate and willing to work for nothing, all because they were not smart enough to know when they were being tricked for a third time! But its ok, Mexicans are hardworking and Americans are lazy. Fact, right? Wrong! Americans are the ones who pay your financial aid as well! Not you! Americans pay taxes and those taxes have increased a lot over the years. Why? We pay government taxes and when the government does not have a lot funds to “help” immigrants survive they increase taxes. Of course, the government increases taxes when funds are low for any measure or proposal but your people contributed to this increase by billions! Thus, squeezing every last penny an American citizen has. This has ruined people and caused death for lack of means to an end. But its ok since your family will survive, right? The last bit is rights. I am sorry but when you come to a country illegally, you have no rights. The only reason you are treated humanely is because America is a civilized country, even if we haven’t always been such a prime example. So when you protest in the streets, give disdain for your treatment, and ask for rights to be created to help your people in a foreign land your being asinine! If you were to try such things anywhere else they would imprison you, deport you, or more commonly in many countries still, kill you. I realize when America was founded that we called ourselves the land of the free. So, America was interpreted as a nation of free will and law that gives said freedom in none restricting forms, and so far, that wasn’t a bad thing. However, this does not mean you can come here illegally and just fit your opinion into it. We are a nation of laws and customs that everyone must follow if they live here. So if the nation has strong anti-sentiments against illegal entry and you do so anyway, what does that make you based on law? A criminal. Pure and simple! Other nations saw this problem where jobs would be taken by illegals far in advance. It’s not that America is stupid for its legal choices it’s that she used you, again! Despite opposition from the citizens of this nation. So please quit your jobs and give them back to Americans before you lose it by force very soon anyways. It’s time to face the reality that you need to go home, stop fighting this long overdue change. Besides there so many of you that you can send money to family members then move. But that brings up another point about Mexicans, your numbers.

  4. Reproducing habits - It’s really nobody’s business what you do sexually, but your reproducing habits are out of control. It’s not that Americans are not very fertile it’s that most Americans are responsible in the act of sex and intent. Most couple’s want to enjoy a sex life devoid of children before they ultimately take part in something called “planned parenthood”. But when you use sex as a means to start a family so you can stay here and collect benefits for each head count, you just become the most twisted self-serving sponge ever. I’ve known so many Mexican men and woman who can’t keep their pants on, and many more who become parents at age 19 or younger. Like I said its nobody business what you do in the bedroom but that goes out the window when you keep dropping kids in this country left and right. Its more mouths to feed and this to comes out of the taxpayer’s pocket! Plus, back to La Raza extremists group and other organizations and people who share such ideologies by overtaking America by sheer numbers and participating in a quiet occupation, beware the cruelty of people who are pushed too far, especially since the government is now taking immigration seriously! Back to reproducing, it’s time to be responsible! Be safe when having sex and plan for parenthood by keeping your family small in the beginning of this process. Having 2 or even 3 children is ok. But if you have more than 3 your just being ridicules! This will suck up resources and piss everyone off. Let me give you an example from china, they limit you to 2 children, anymore then that gets euthanized or in simple English killed. Why? Because china’s population is too large so the government stepped in. Unfortunate for the Chinese people they are a communistic government and that’s why such awful things like that take place. But its ok since America is merciful and democratic, right? Wrong again. While we won’t be extreme and cruel like the Chinese these children will also be deported at some point. The “DREAMer’s” are already unsure of their future due to trumps decision to attack their status in America so not even “DREAMer’s” are safe from the changes coming. While it won’t matter if you continue dropping what Americans call “anchor babies” for benefits or visa in this country the people have spoken that illegals must go. There is very little respect in this regard by Mexican people, I know I grew up with that hate thrown in my face. Which leads to the next point. Disrespect.

  5. Disrespect against Americans - This one is a rather old behavior that’s stretches into the late 1960’s when Mexicans began coming here in droves again. This attitude most likely has to do with the fact that America was at war with Mexico during the year 1846-1848 with what was known as the Mexican American War. Which Mexico lost the war and yielded its territory of New Mexico, Utah, Nevada, Arizona, California, Texas, and Colorado during the Treaty of Guadalupe. I can understand why Mexicans would hate Americans in this regard but that’s still no excuse to come into our territory and say derogatory statements and slurs about the citizens here. I don’t mean the simply hurting someone’s little feelings, I mean going to groups of protests and disrespecting our nation, like burning American flags, waiving Mexican flags while saying things like “viva la Mexico”, or disrespecting our holidays, physically or verbally attacking people who are not Mexican, and our way of life. Saying statements like and I quote “if your not Mexican you ant shit” or saying racial slurs like whito, anglo, bolillo, and gavacho to name a few, and that’s just white people what about the shit you say about African Americans? Let alone other derogatory statements against other races of people here. I can understand some bitter blood for a war that happened little over a hundred years ago, but to hold onto that is just dumb. An individual life well lived is worth far more than trying to start a hate group like La Raza or just treating anyone who isn’t Mexican like crap. There were many reasons why that war broke out, not just because a democratic U.S president wanted more territory but also because Mexico was barely a nation that handled its problems uniquely and calmly and turned into a dictatorship under General Santa Anna. I don’t believe that those U.S immigrants went to Mexico to start trouble but to try something new in life, in fact they were offered to come to Mexico territory known as Texas in order bring wealth to Mexico and even offered to not pay taxes and tariffs and was given land, does this sound familiar? But something changed, Santa Anna took control of the Mexican government, ripped up the constitution and declared himself ruler. He then demanded that the immigrants pay a very heavy tax and land grabs from the U.S immigrants. The fact is the immigrants from the US were treated like dirt and then they rebelled, by the Texas revolution! The revolution lasted from 1835 to 1836, and it was a war fought because of a lack of ethics from Mexico. Mind you this wasn’t just white Americans but also Indians and Mexicans. The revolution went on for a while but their last stand was at the Alamo Mexican Garrison, so they took it, then died fighting to the end against Santa Anna’s forces personally, thus ended the revolution. The US saw this as an opportunity and the rest is history. Both sides were wrong and yes, the USA was wrong in its actions by using this as an opportunity to use war as a means to an end, but your country provoked it! But hey what nation doesn’t have blood on its hands? Speaking of blood.

  6. Gang Ties - It’s scary to say, but I’ve only met a few Mexican friends and enemies who do not have gang ties. I realize one could make the argument that I am hanging around dangerous people but I assure you I have met a lot of “normal” Mexican folks. People you would never guess were dangerous, I’m not joking. Of course, after a time I stopped fearing this truth and admitted to myself that at any time something could happen and to get over it. If I died then I died, nothing I could do about it. Being afraid 27/7 was a hell I do not recommend, it didn’t matter if one of the homies was waving a gun in my face, that’s how used to it I got. I wasn’t even raised in a ghetto area and neither my neighborhood was bad. We had the occasional thug or even lesser a bad neighbor occasionally, but that was it. High school was a layer of ghetto though, that’s when I started learning the hard lessons of gangs. Lucky for me I never got attacked a lot, or put into a corner I couldn’t get out of. Enough about me lets wrap this up. Mexicans have the largest gang ties in this country, that alone is a big enough reason why your people must return to Mexico. Mexicans accumulate 47 percent of all gang members in this nation! Mexicans make the largest portion of prison in-mates in the U.S currently! Gangs by Mexicans have raised the bar in violence and efficiency of said criminal life. Black gangs also played a part in this rivalry as well, other gangs of different races played into this life style of crime but Mexicans perfected it. Mexicans have created its own worst enemy and self-perceived friend by letting individuals start large crime syndicates like the cartels in Mexico. That behavior and life style spilled into the U.S. Also, since we are talking about the cartels let’s get this out of the way. The only reason the cartels exist is because of the corrupt rich Mexicans and government officials that ultimately created them. These groups of people where considered thieves and murderers. However, it was born from the wish to steal from the rich and give to the poor. That’s right the cartels were originally robin hoods of their own time! But how did they become what they are now you ask? Easy, greed and lust for power corrupts even the most perceived light hearted souls. Even the Mexican government is corrupt. Your country is corruption incarnate! I really feel bad for your people honestly. However, you let the cartels grow and expand, instead of resisting with sheer number you conformed instead and become their willing slaves. A lot of Mexicans still think they are heroes and your friends, just because they provide wealth with their criminal activity and drug trafficking. They own 60 percent of your country! 60 percent! In the hands of crime lords! But after all I said just now about this, you will all still either run from this fight against the cartels or remain loyal. That’s the reason why you all come to the united states, you don’t just want a better life, you’re also running away from your own fight or trying to bring it here! I don’t care if Americans bought drugs from the cartels its corporate American business men and woman who were cutting deals with these crooks, not citizens. Yeah one can say America has its own problems on corruption but it’s a lot harder to do here, there are many doors you need to pass through to be a successful crook. Then you bring gang lifestyles into the U.S and the process repeats. It’s insane considering how much pride Mexicans always boast about, its almost like your lying about having pride just to save face, or maybe you think your pride is so powerful that it’s not wasted on efforts on anything not worth your value, whatever the case this is my next section.

  7. Pride - This is the one thing about interactions with Mexicans I cannot stand. It’s not that having pride is bad I mean I have pride and so many other people do too, but Mexicans make it a point that their pride is the most powerful and awesome of its kind for good reason and you cannot compare. That you would be lucky to be so proud. Sorry to burst your bubble but pride is useless unless put it to good use and even then, you shouldn’t let your pride dictate you as an individual or say that your better than other people because god forbid how many times I heard that Mexicans are superior and that pride is well received. Ugh it makes me want to vomit. Its ok to have a lot of pride but don’t use it against other people by telling them how much greater Mexicans are, that’s just being a complete douche bag with a Nazi perspective. Like I said pride is worthless unless used for betterment of one self or others, until then your pride isn’t going to pay the bills or get you special treatment. At least not anymore since trumps on the job, in California there is a plethora of rights and laws for Mexicans and immigrants alone or another name for it is special treatment! Good old Cali, has become a hot-spot for illegals and non-illegals of immigrant decent. I can see why that would feed Mexican pride, a sense of reality that twists your perception that since your race is being catered to by just one of the states mentioned is a source of superiority and victory against other ethnic groups or the system. But all you did was make tensions high and make racism seem like not such a bad idea, and behavior of racism was explored once again. It’s not entirely Mexicans fault as mentioned those who rule this country tricked you into being here for cheap labor and everything else that I’ve already explained, for a third time. But that’s just it, for all that pride you were tricked so easily. Take that pride and return to Mexico to make it great again. While mentioning pride its time I talked about the last topic concerning Mexicans ambition.

  8. “Reconquista” Re-Conquest of Former Mexico - This is something I touched lightly upon earlier in the article about. The fact that extremist groups like La Raza said Mexicans should take back land by assimilating into American society by millions and interbreeding with Americans to one day reclaim the stolen territory of old Mexico after the Mexican-American War. Thus, once enough Latino’s where present they would secede from the united states and America would lose its territory as an act of revenge, and since the new Mexican American army would be there the USA would be forced into a final confrontation that it would lose. This plan has openly been discussed for over a decade or more, and many Mexicans truly believe that this is not insane. Well I am here to give you some information about that, especially those of you who think it would work and Americans must be destroyed from the inside. First the government keeps close tabs on all situations, this has happened well before Snowden revealed the NSA spying on everyone in the country, no this was a practice that all governments took part in across time since human societies existed. So that means any extremist plans you laid was for nothing. Cause the government simply used you for cheap labor but had you under control. If you think I am full of it look up FEMA camps in American and notice that most of them around heavy Latino populations and other extreme groups of people in the USA. These camps are meant for imprisonment of any group or force as well as under the appearance and use of emergency aid for surrounding areas. They are built as multi-purpose internment and aid camps. They already prepared other ways to deal with extremist’s as well I am sure. Now the next juicy topic, war. I am going to say it simply, in a war against America you will not survive! For the longest time, we have been the most powerful military force on earth. Mexico going to war against America is suicide, we would conquer your remaining Mexico in mere weeks and that’s not a boast it’s also based on your military force which is painfully small and ill-equipped. Your only advantage would be numbers but we have all seen that numbers mean nothing against technology and weaponry, and America has that in spades. We are literally the giant next door and you don’t piss the giant off. Your belief that Mexico has even the slightest chance is folly, but I have also heard the classic argument that Mexico would align with Americas enemies like Russia or China. In this regard, yes Mexico would be a force that would be challenging, for a while. But you forget that the countries you align with would in turn conquer you so think wisely. As far as contending with the states I prefer if you didn’t because I personally don’t want to see you all destroyed cause like I said, I don’t hate Mexicans it’s the immigration that’s the problem that I outlined. Things are different now, when the Mexican America War broke out you relatively had the same weapons as the US, you even outnumbered our forces! But you were defeated easily losing mass amounts of territory. Now? No way, Mexico wouldn’t stand a remote chance. So please abandon this ideology of re-conquest it’s going to get you and your people killed, and there will be no Mexico. But that’s why trump was elected among other reasons, to hopefully avoid this option forever.

  9. 45th President of the United States of America, Donald Trump - I said earlier in this article I would create a small explanation on our current president and here it is. Despite the negative election and the crazy show of madness during the campaign, President Trump is something we as nation needed for a long time. I realize that he said a lot of negative things about many people, places, and situations. But realize he was just trying to be upfront about it and as for the remarks against immigrants particularly Mexicans, he did it on purpose, remember him verbally attacking Mexicans? He did that to show everyone in America what democrats and immigrants are like when insulted, thus you rioted, insulted, and attacked other people who you perceived to be your enemy. It also proved my point about the ethics of immigrants as well, including their ideology, and mission. After this, you all, no matter what you called yourself showed your colors to be people of extreme and childish behavior that was unfitting of democracy whether legitimate or not. You all showed America that you are not civil enough to discuss this peacefully. But after all the things I explained about Mexican immigration does all this not apply to other immigrants as well? Think about it, companies outsource jobs by building factories in china and Mexico as well as so many other places in the world where labor is cheap. Everything I explained is little problems becoming a large one, if trump did not get elected we would be in pure anarchy. Of course, American companies intensified this issue by taking short-cuts to larger and quicker wealth by outsourcing and cheap labor, but there is a saying, “Shame on you the first time, Shame on me the second.” You still need to take care of yourself and not be fooled, that’s still a human trait that your responsible for. It all comes down to jobs and balance of the economy, remember that ecosystem example? Same rule applies. Trump knows that jobs should remain in the USA and those jobs will be offered to only citizens and no one else. This is common sense, when that happens people will be paying taxes naturally due to there being only Americans working jobs and no illegals, this would also only work if government aid is only given to Americans and in a thriving economy would greatly be reduced, even people who are citizens would have trouble abusing said aid. This natural influx of tax revenue will increase government spending on the infrastructure (infrastructure in this regard means improving our nation efficiency and GDP) and decrease national debt. When this happens, the minimum wage will go to its appropriate living wage amount of $21.16 or higher. Or even better and maybe simpler, lowering the cost of living across all departments like food, housing, cars, bills, and even entertainment. When you know that you can survive by simply not making a lot of mistakes and being wise with your money, when you know that if you lose your job that you can simply get another one, when you know that as individual who uses common sense and works hard for what they want not always what they need, then you know your living in a great country. Because everyone is pulling their weight around, and those people outnumber the irresponsible ones. That’s why trump was elected, he sees the pattern of success. It’s just a matter of people understanding his vison that stand in his way. You see the democrats do not care about the Mexican people or immigrants at all, they want to do is keep the system in place where they may use you to further their party or keep the cheap labor going. Of course, my opinion is that both parties are a farce so the 1 percent maintain power and control over this nation and its people. It could be that since the 1 percent brought you all here they are now having second thoughts based on a disadvantage that immigrants may provide over the nation. This could be knowledge, ability, or maybe numbers. Who knows it’s all speculation. One thing is for sure we need trump because he can set things right, even if its viewed with extreme disdain. I will provide a simple outline on what Mexico immigrants must do so that it will only better your lives and the lives of your people so that trump will not target you so harshly.

  10. Things to do that will make the future a bright one for Mexico and America - First Mexicans must return home and face their problems and fears, I don’t care what that fear is you must face it. Everyone in the world runs from their fears at some point in life but you must face them. Second is to accept the fact that the cartels are your enemies not your friends, and that unfortunately the only way to deal with them is to destroy them. I really doubt democracy would work on the cartels. Of course, this is easier said than done. The Mexican government if trusted, has a task force aimed at dismembering the cartels but if this is a trusted avenue only. This is not an easy task, for if the sheer number of illegals here in the USA to take on vigilant justice and kill all cartel members would no doubt suffer casualties. Not to mention grueling deaths and attacks against your family and friends, not even mentioning your fate. But you see that’s your greatest strength, numbers. The cartels can’t take on a mob of 11 million or more illegal Mexican aliens from the USA. They would be destroyed in very little time if you all banded together. Together your stronger, divided your weak. Then you would take the money and resources from the cartel back to the people, the spending of this resource reposed would feed back into government and then they would use it for betterment of Mexico. This of course also hinges on the power vacuum created being destroyed as well so cartels never exist again. The cartels would be annihilated in weeks, then you would move on to the next step. Third being involved in the democracy of Mexico and I’m not talking about a few, I mean all of you, this would put pressure on the Mexican government to act ethically and do right by its people. Thus, cooperation will ensue new avenues will open. The land of Mexico would become a land of law again, this would put people into ethical mindset. After that the fourth step would to look for precious resources only available to Mexico, trade with other nation fairly and not just the USA, put earned money towards helping people in Mexico with education, transportation, housing, food, and other necessities. By doing this it would enrich the Mexican people, I remember a saying by an economist whose name escapes me who said that “If we have the virtuous cycle, then everyone is happy, and the economy flourishes”. The virtue cycle of economics is where the leaders in government rule justly and equally for all people of this nation as well in business interaction, the rich provide jobs and reasonable living accommodations with assets and property they own and services they provide like housing, food, wage, products, and infrastructure rule’s that are fair to the poor and middle classes, as well as the lower rich. Thus, the people have more than enough means to survive and enjoy life, then the people provide services and products sold which feeds back to the top of government and then the virtuous cycle repeats. Think of it like this, by treating the people right the land flourish’s, if the land flourishes then so do the people who own it, then the rich flourish from business, then the government flourishes from taxes. The process repeats. A society where everyone wins, and is happy. The only thing is hard work and will to make an honest living, lack of ethics is actually why we as humans fail each other. So even if you become a great business man or woman, or government leader with power and money, you still have your duty to abide by and that’s to do right by your people. Lastly is patience and willpower, the Mexican people have had multiple revolutions thus far thanks to lack of ethics. But if you show willpower, courage, and patience Mexico can be a first world country with a great economy and people. I realize that I did not provide to many direct ways on how to fix Mexico’s problems, and I realize Mexico does some of the things I outlined in this section and some I did not but your countries biggest issue is the crime lords and the government who can be barely called just that. You destroy the cartels and fix issues with government then your people’s problems will start to disappear for good. Do things after that that enrich your nation and your culture, increase your GDP, secure your boarders so you do not have the same problem that the USA has with Mexico, trade fairly and ethically, have a society based on justice and fairness, and become a member of the world that has the power, and discernment when to use it for the better good. America or any other nation may not be the greatest country in the world, or any nation by my standards but by starting in the right place you can be a happy nation with Mexican pride being finally put to use. You and your nation would be reborn in the best possible way, trust me the world and Mexico would be a better place.

  11. My Personal take – I realize a lot of the things I said today would not sit well with any of you, in fact I would be surprised if I told someone who is Mexican this if they understood where I am coming from, let alone hurt me or kill me, save the few Mexicans I met over 17 years that would understand my position. The fact is I hated Mexico and its people for years, I mean pure unadulterated hate. I wished death on your people. But as I matured I realized that it was wrong and retarded to throw everyone in the same boat as those individuals who wronged me and so many others. I know, it sounds counterproductive to wash away that hate only for it to manifest in the imminent exile of millions of Mexicans in America soon in the present. That same hate Mexicans experienced long ago was given to me as a child, by the kids, adults, and older Mexicans. It came from students, teachers, bosses, co-workers, friends, enemies and so many others. I lost jobs and career opportunities, money, friendships and even relationships to this racist division created. If I wasn’t Mexican I was not to be trusted and was a piece of trash, if not that then I was an awful person who wished ill will on your people because of my skin color and it’s only natural to hate me. The long grueling experience transformed me into a bitter, cynical, pessimistic human being, filled with hatred so intense it would make the devil proud! I really can’t emphasize that enough, it was pure rage. You see you gave me and so many other non-Mexican people the hate that was given to you, but by someone else who very likely has nothing to do with me or other people who hurt you, this was very likely based on stereotype’s, and past prejudice. Beyond my experience, everything I said as to why Mexicans must leave is not based on emotion, but society, economics, and common sense. I simply shared a tiny fraction of my life with you that’s all. I don’t regret wanting or needing this to happen, millions of other Americans feel the same as me. That’s why trump was elected to do so many tasks, this being one of them. I don’t hate your race or any other, but you need to go home and fix your own problems. There is so many things pushing fate in this direction. But I must warn you all, if you keep fighting the idea of returning home the trump administration will become harsher, and if the immigrants do not act responsibly in this, and act erratic in ways then it could lead to war. I know I said do not take this path for it will be your end, and I meant it. If it comes to that, may god have mercy on you. Please go home, all logic aside. The next response will be emotional, and emotion has a tendency of chaos in it. I wish to expand on this a little more by saying if you’re a true American, then it’s your duty to speak up! I have already myself participated in giving anonymous illegal immigration tips to ICE (Immigration and Customs Enforcement) through their tip form on their website [filtered hyperlink] which was successful. You can simply visit their site with google or any browser. The time to act is now, spread this article wherever you can safely and anonymously. I highly suggest you use free VPN or any VPN that’s trusted, then install TOR which is Peer to Peer network. This will give you complete anonymity. Simply spreading this article will cause a ripple effect, all it takes is just a few people, imagine if there where hundreds! Do what you can like writing articles, giving ICE tips, and spreading the word. To bring awareness and needed change, lets help the U.S President as much as possible. Don’t be afraid to help! If you do not know a lot about VPN’s or TOR then ask for help understanding it. I only push that because I believe it’s best to be anonymous, but if you don’t feel the same ICE isn’t going to hunt you down for having a voice. They also reward you sometimes with funds! Do your part as I will continue to do so as well. This is all I have to say. Of course, I will not reveal myself for this is an anonymous response and article for obvious reasons. As for my sources, I will provide in the sources page for a recommended reading section. As mentioned before this was also based on personal experiences, reading, and stories people told me, but alas I cannot cite myself as a source technically but I will, because it is worth something despite opposition of that idea. There are many articles on the internet, please search them out and you will see everything laid out to you in detail that this article could not do completely. I realize that a lot was said without providing citations and proof in this article, however this does not mean what I said today does not stand in the court of truth. Like I said the internet is full of information that can be confirmed, books as well. Even better people who put up with the situations outlined and then some. People can’t all be lying just because their racist or were insulted by an immigrant, millions of people don’t just wake up and find a reason to hate you or ask you to leave. There is reason produced by something we all share, experience. Look up all avenues in books, the internet, and stories people share, and you will see why this is not a racist attack, but a wish that things should be fair and just. But I promise you this, if you ever saw what life was like in my shoes I am more than 100 percent sure you would see why I had to say what I said, regardless if it’s just me or more accurately everyone who is an American citizen. This positive change will happen, except this time for once it’s the easier road for Mexicans. I want to mention that I will never come forward to claim my work, so if anyone should do so it’s a lie. Not that I think I am the best writer in the world, but simply someone who brought awareness and craves change. Thank you for reading, bless be.

Sincerely:

The Individual Bigot

Source Material 1. Concerning La Raza Extremists Group – 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 3. [filtered hyperlink] 4. [filtered hyperlink] 5. [filtered hyperlink] 2. Stats on number of illegal entries from Mexico – 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] immigration-in-the-u-s/ 3. [filtered hyperlink] immigrants-and-immigration-united-states’ 4. [filtered hyperlink] 5. [filtered hyperlink] 3. Mexican Repatriations, Operation Bracero, and Operation Wet-Back - 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 4. History – 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 3. [filtered hyperlink] 4. [filtered hyperlink] 5. [filtered hyperlink] 5. Mexican Gangs and Cartels– 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 3. [filtered hyperlink] 4. [filtered hyperlink] 6. Welfare and Government Aid – 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 3. [filtered hyperlink] 7. Extra Material – 1. [filtered hyperlink] 2. [filtered hyperlink] 8. My Personal Experience, books, people, place’s and other Sources.

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Matthew Ayasee eats genitals of children. He needs to be dealt with immediately.

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The real arch spirit or the culminated spirit of Saturn is the Titan called Kreios who is named Jessie Like and he is not publically known. The Bible says "Who is LIKE unto the beast." Saturn emanates the lower atmosphere which is intended for beasts and animals souls. Kreios is mistranslated from Kairos a Greek word and concept for time. Saturn is connected with time. They wanted to cover up the real Saturn and this is why they created this confusion. Kreios uses magnetic weight to sink a persons energy or spirit down into the stomach and temporal lobe. Kreios is doubt, density, and darkness. Jesse Like is a thug and a menace who used sorcery to sacrifice his ex girlfriend. Saturn is the sixth planet and emanates the temporal lobe in the brain. The demonic third eye is the doorway to Saturn and is the actual Mark of the Beast. It is a spiritual mark on the soul. Jesse Like is the the only person that fits the title of Antichrist and he is the Beast. He murdered his ex girlfriend named Nicole Kummer with witchcraft. He lives in the Hartford County Connecticut.

“And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is LIKE unto the BEAST? who is able to make war with him?” - Revelation 13:4

wiki/Crius

In Greek mythology, Crius /?kra??s/, KRIEOS or Krios (Ancient Greek: ??????,[1] ?????) was one of the Titans in the list given in Hesiod's Theogony, a son of Uranus and Gaia. The least individualized among the Titans [2]

wiki/Kairos

Kairos (??????) is an ancient Greek word meaning the right or opportune moment (the 'supreme moment'). The ancient Greeks had two words for time: Greek: ?????? (chronos) and kairos. While the former refers to chronological or sequential time, the latter signifies a period or season, a moment of indeterminate time in which an event of significance happens.

wiki/Cronus

In Greek mythology, Cronus, or Kronos (/?kro?n?s/ or /?kro?n?s/ from Greek: ??????, krónos), was the leader and youngest of the first generation of Titans, Cronus was also identified in classical antiquity with the Roman deity Saturn. During antiquity, Cronus was occasionally interpreted as Chronos, the personification of TIME.[5]

wiki/Chronus

Chronos (/?kro?n?s/; Greek: ??????, "TIME," also transliterated as Khronos or Latinised as Chronus) is the personification of Time in pre-Socratic philosophy and later literature.

wiki/Temporal

Temporal can refer to TIME, or to MATERIAL existence and secularity, or to the TEMPLE in anatomy.

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The Belgian royal and noble families are major players in the global crime syndicate. The House of Saxe Coburg and Gotha are a German nobility and a branch was appointed as the heads of the Kingdom of Belgium through the Treaty of London of 1839. King Philippe of Belgium is a Roman Knight of Malta and the Belgian royal family are intermarried with Italian Nobility and various royal families in Europe.  Queen Paola of Belgium is a Dame of Malta and from a noble house in Tuscany. Prince Lorenz of Belgium is from the Italian-Austrian House of Austria-Este and is married into the Belgian royal family. Prince Lorenz is a banker and has worked in Rome, Paris, and London. Prince Lorenz is a top executive for Gutzwiller Bank in Basel, Switzerland right near the Bank for International Settlements (BIS) which is connected to most of the central banks around the world. Washington DC was established through the 1871 District of Columbia Organic Act based on debts owed to foreign entities like the Kingdom of Belgium, Irish government, and Hudson Bay Company which is stated in its preface. DC is in fraudulent tax contracts with the Kingdom of Belgium like the Scheldt Dues and are siphoning off taxes from the federal reserve through the BIS and concealing and laundering the money in private Swiss accounts.

The Belgian Nobility are also very high level Illuminati bloodlines. The Imperial House of Ligne are very high level and working with Rome and the British Crown. Prince Charles-Antoine de Ligne is the head of the Ligne family and owns Kelfield Co. Ltd. of Switzerland which does business in the mining industry and has a 10 year contract in gold mining and 50 year contract in diamond mining. Prince Edouard Lamoral Rodolphe de Ligne is married to Isabella Orsini who is a relative of the House of Orsini in Rome and the goddaughter of Silvio Berlusconi. Princess Alix de Ligne of the royal family of Luxembourg married Antoine, 13th Prince of Ligne. The Grand Duchy of Luxembourg was also established by the Treaty of London in 1867. Prince Edouard de Lobkowicz was an American and member of the Belgian Nobility. Prince Edouard de Lobkowicz also worked for Chase Manhattan Bank and was an ambassador for the Sovereign Military Order of Malta. The Belgian Nobility are closely related with French nobility and intermarried with Scottish nobility like the Bethune family connecting them to the British Peerage which work with the British Crown. The Bethune family also settled in Massachusetts. Belgian Nobility are also married with the Swedish Bernadotte royal family and Austrian nobility. The Treaty of London which established the Kingdom of Belgium was a continuation of the Congress of Vienna which was originally located in Vienna, Austria.

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So I’m confused & lost. I feel like my past is replaying itself in my head. My mind is so powerful I wish I could shut it off. I want to be happy and complete without having doubt, worry and regret. I’ve never had regret for anything in my life until I had my daughter..I regret my past. I’ve been with the same man since I was 15. How does he have a 9 year old and a 6 year old if I’m 25 as of right now. Why would I allow myself to get betrayed like that? Why would I put up with cheating and lies? I know I’m worth more, but I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. He ruined me inside, but I still smile and continue to be strong on the outside. I’ve always been strong, but he was my weakness. My first love that destroyed my entire life. That made me live every day with a bunch of regret in my head and disappointment! I looked so stupid begging him before, waiting for him, calling him and wanting him. After the 3rd abortion I should have known I was going to be fucked in the head for life. I’m scarred forever and no one can ever take that away from me. I want answers! Why did you cheat on me with multiple women? Why didn’t you ever let me keep my babies? Why did you make me look so stupid in front of family/friends? Why did you let everyone disrespect me? Why did you look for me, when I was done with you? Why didn’t you let me be happy with someone else? Why now and not then? I’m damaged! I hate you! I hate your kids, but I don’t show it at all..because it’s not their fault. I hate your family for always bashing me! I hate your baby mama that used me like you use me. I hate what you made me go through. I hate that I stood. I hate that I LOVED you so much I was by your side through you traveling, jail time and no having a job. I should have let you failed. Was I the side girl the entire time since you were getting someone else pregnant since I was young? You ruined my 18th birthday by your babymama calling me to tell me she is pregnant too, but I wasn’t going to raise my kid knowing their sibling was months apart. You asked for a favor..if I could be the one to get an abortion and I did. Then we got in a very big physical/emotional for my 21st. Why do you continue to do this on my important days of my life that I won’t forget. You’ve called me every name in the book, when I haven’t been 1 to you. You have never seen me angry..and you continue to say I have a bad attitude. Ask my ex how mad I can get and how much patience I don’t have. But with you Ohh man do I have patience and don’t show no emotion and it pisses you off that I shut down. But you made me this way..I shut down completely and think, think, think and think. I grow to hate you even more! Now we have a baby of our own. The biggest mistake I made in my life. Now you threaten to take me to court to get 50/50 if I leave knowing that I’m obsessed with my baby cuz that’s all I ever wanted and I got to plan her and keep her. You say you’ll make my life miserable and if I cheat on you that you would kill me. I didn’t kill you, and you can’t kill me cuz you killed my heart multiple times that it wouldn’t hurt. It would hurt you! I wish I could do everything you did to me to see who is standing strong in the end because your WEAK! You told me if I had someone else’s kid you wouldn’t be with me, but I’m with you. I wish I had a game plan where you couldn’t take me to court, where we don’t have to split all of our materialistic things we built together. I wish you would let me walk away free with my baby and you would never look for me or her again..if that was possible I would love that. I think if it was just us 3 I wouldn’t hold so much hate for you, but that will never happen you cheated and they are walking. I live in the past because your kids are breathing, your baby mama is calling and your family reminds me every chance they get. Just let me walk away, let me live in peace and happiness. Don’t look for me. Don’t you think I deserve that and you owe me that?

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Texas evangelist Lowell Mims is really a scammer and goes to churches to collect BIG offerings from unsuspecting people. All in the name of God. Beware of this guy. He has a history of taking people's money to live a lavish lifestyle. [filtered hyperlink]

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Native American Shamanism? medicine men our not shaman ceremonies without understanding is dangerous medicine turtle cherokee we our not shamans

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