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Were to being......... well here goes nothing I am a 22 going to be 23 this year I am really excited but at the same time I feel like I am not doing anything with my life it's been 4 years seen I graduated from high school most of friend and people that I know knew what to do with their lives before we graduated me on the side didn't know I had some well I guess ideas of what I wanted to with me life but then I changed my mind like most high schools students do right. So here I am still don't have no clue what to do with my life. I would like for some help please anyone who has the time to read this please, I could sure need guys opinions thanks and don't hold back

posted to life by Alice, Chronographer of the Rich (0 comments)

I'm pretty lonely right now. Definitely sick of that. I have at least enough faith in myself to know that I'm not a normally depressive personality, but jeez. Definitely doesn't feel like that. People, if you know someone that's always alone, a nerd perhaps like myself, just say hi to them. They may creep you out, but most of the time they're just so giddily grateful that anyone's bothering to spend even a few seconds on them that they kind of forget themselves. That and we're not the best at social niceties at the best of times. Forgive us the sin of awkward silences and just say hi. We're not bad people, and you know what? You honestly don't have to do much more than that to make our day. Seriously. Its the little stuff.

And I may as well begin myself, if you're reading this there's a better than average chance that you're having a shitty time of it, probably worse than me. Have a nice day folks, and I mean that. Thanks, anonymous internet-o-phile, for listening, I do feel better; hope you do too.

posted to life by Stevie, Garçon of the Satisfied (2 comments)

But it is the fucking Christians that want to regulate everyone's life that prevent mercy killing. My life sucks. I want to end it and your fucking laws prevent it. Get your laws off of my body. Small government, my ass. It is my life and I should have the choice. Nothing works. Medication, therapy and Jesus are all just placebos. ECT doesn't work either. I would kill myself, but I would just fuck it up and end up with brain damage. Should I do something so I get the death penalty? I don't want to hurt anyone. Suicide by cop. I would rather not adversely affect his life. The doctor should be able to do it, but the fucking Christians want to shove their fucked values down the throats of normal, law abiding citizens. Trump should deport the Christians and make life safe for the rest of us. Then maybe I wouldn't feel like killing myself.

posted to life by Rook, Ship Master of the Idealistic (7 comments)

He is smart, funny, good-looking and such a NICE guy.  We’re both married, so it won’t happen, but it sure doesn’t stop me from thinking about kissing him, exploring his body freely… I want to just GRAB him, kiss him, suck him, and fuck him!  
posted to relationships by Andy, Superintendent of the IT department (90 comments)

Feminist yelling Fuck Donald Trump !! Trump responds Grab them by the pussy North Korea yells nuke America Trump responds Grab them by the pussy , Media tells a lie , Trump responds Grab them by the pussy . My God all this pussy grabbing going on, is it OK if I take my dick out ? Bobby Mitch um From Alabama USA look me up on Facebook if you want to see my Dick Trump responds Grab them by the pussy and that is my intention I'll cum all over your Pussy hat

posted to society by Dana, Fashion Designer of the Hungry (2 comments)

So I still have these feelings for my best friend. I know it's gonna take some time to really move on, but for now this is such a bummer (I had posted a bit of what's going on awhile back, under the same title, if anyone is interested). Anyway, she and I have been talking alot lately about people thinking we're a couple. It's really confusing me even more. Why do we keep bringing this up, if we're not interested in turning into something more? It really doesn't help that the last time we were together, there was so much banter that I couldn't tell if we were actually flirting. We're both so awkward and oblivious to this kind of stuff, but initiating constant physical contact (tickling, playful shoves, etc.) has to mean something, right? I could just be reading too much into this. Either way, the feelings are still here, but I don't wanna put distance between us cuz she's my only friend, and vice versa. I'm still not going to tell her how I feel, cuz I really don't think she feels the same. These feelings are annoying, that's for damn sure. I guess I'll just have to wait it out and hope I can get back to just seeing her as my best friend. Our friendship means everything to me and I won't chance that by being selfish and telling her how I feel.

posted to relationships by Brett, CEO of Evil (0 comments)

I was in class 7...it was a hot summer day...when I came back from school I saw a note at the door where my mum wrote " go on the terrace and become a murga (rooster...it's a stress position she used to give me as a punishment for not doing homework or failing in exams...it was nothing new as we used to get it in school) and dare not to get up until I say so. So I went to the terrace and became a murga and I remained like that the whole day. Same thing happened next day and the day after and this kept happening for more than a week. Then one day I was just going to get into the position I saw 6 men entering the house. They were the guy who sold vegetables, the milkman, the postman, the newspaper guy and two other men. But I feared my mum so I simply continued my punishment. After remaining in that painful position for about an hour I felt really curious so I went downstairs and headed towards my mum's room....I heard her moaning in pain...but at the same time it sounded as if she was enjoying it. I was shocked to see this... she was only wearing a purple coloured bra and I could see she had tattooed on her breasts the word "whore" in capitals. and all those people had their pants down. My beloved mom was getting fucked really hard by those men. My mum was getting an airtight skier...there was a penis in each of her holes.. her vagina, her anus and her beautiful pink vagina. Plus there was a penis in each of her hands...she was having a good time....she screamed at me..."you motherfucker I had told you to become a murga" and apologized " please sir I apologize for the wrong deeds of my son he is one son of a bitch....please punish me master i'm your slave" and started continuing what she was doing.... the guy whose penis was in my mum's mouth asked to go out in the sun become a murga again. so I closed the door and went out and started looking through the keyhole...it continued for another hour...four of them ejaculated and thick white semen that came out of their penises covered my mum's pretty face...some of it even got into her eyes... her expressions made clear she was enjoying it as hell...she was one horny bitch...she had tied a ponytail and soon all her hair and her face was covered in semen on to continue my punishment.. they then filled her mouth with semen...she was about to throw up...they yelled....drink it you dirty whore ...she then swallowed it. She then got on all fours and thanked them..."master I thank you all from the core of my heart for all the mercy you showed me and I am greatfull to you for gining your precious life saving delicious nector to this thirsty little slutbunny...they then slapped her hard with a whip on her fair buttocks for not thanking them properly and left....seeing them coming I quikly ran to the roof and got into murga position....after that day my mum would get gangbangs almost everyday

posted to life by Addison, Student of Good (6 comments)

I guess the term is agnostic. "a person who claims neither faith or disbelief in god."

I also like to think that I am not an asshole who pretends to know life's answers. I think it's ok not to know. Do I want to know? Of course but no religion I know resonates with me. It's all hypocritical because man is hypocritical and it was designed by man.

Whether god is real or not is PERSONAL. Who am I to tell someone what to believe? that's why I have always despised those that try to shove their ideas down my throat.

I wasn't raised religious. I was raised to be skeptical and question everything, including myself. I love to pick apart my brain and ideas and try to find the root cause and where they came from... the last origin..

The only thing I have against religion is the hypocritical people who pretend to be perfect. I am NOT saying all people are that way. There are some who are self aware and admit their faults. Those people are awesome. But the ones who spend their time and energy condemning others who do not think like them or look like them. Fuck those people.

I truly do not think the human race is that great. In fact, it's pretty fucked up. I think the world, and nature and music/art are absolutely beautiful but humans are scum of the earth.

maybe that's just a projection of how I feel. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I will change my mind. I just don't think peace is possible and it's heart breaking.

posted to religion by Frankie, Summoner of the Homeless (0 comments)

"I stand alone Burned every bridge over the troubled water No longer hiding from my personality disorder A stronger tide is coming, I've been running trying to function fine with out my mind climbing out this fucking corner I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals A forgotten rebel craft in the absence of heaven's heavy hands to develop an evident level of benevolence so it's probably better I sold my soul to the devil This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me Don't pretend to understand none of the issues that I'm holding I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear that I might go nuts this year If I don't slow up I'll see you on my way One day this shit'll kill me but I guess that it's OK I've lost all faith in a world so full of hate and I don't fucking love music I just use it to escape I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race Everything takes its toll but there's no tolls I can take I haven't yet found a good reason to be awake Introducing the corroded bumps I hide behind my smile I'm angry at the universe for the way she treats me now And keeps me down, stealing all my energy I'm feeling like my enemy, concealing my identity Not dealing with my tendencies, I peel the skin and then I squeeze The real imprinted hand cause he's not human in this century, I'm kneeling to the entity Who built this penitentiary, as filthy as a centipede And guilt was in his sense cause he was willing to just let me bleed, While I wore a game face In 10 years don't check for me I'll be in the same place This planet's just an over-populated mental hospital Each zombie walk around constitutes another obstacle So here it is I'm finally coming out my shell All 19 years of my life have been in conflict with myself I'm insecure by every facet of my existence From my addictions, to the condition I choose to live in Who you kidding? I suffer from excess anxiety A product of pollution in American society Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind and I no longer have an ego I can hide behind but I've been trying disregarding my insanity Every form of art isolates us from humanity But it's provoked against being force fed so called education for a decade and 3 years of headaches from my peers Cause now I realize I could have learned more on my own They taught me how to know everything except my soul Which is everything I need to grow Everything that keeps me whole Everything that ever meant anything to Eyedea So I leave with golden hopes to rip the leash that holds my focus but the fact remains the same, I'm still bound by chains It doesn't matter if your chain is 10 ft or 100 ft The fact remains the same, you're still bound by chains Some people say I've changed, and it's harder to relate to me Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe I'm peeling the mask back and revealing the rap that's been Feeling my organs drilling short distorted portions of morbid acid keeps the torture unfortunately crafted interests to orbit my portrait and inflict my image with disorder The minutes get shorter, the walls start to close in Feels like the brain is hanging on by one clothes pin I've hidden in the darkness for too long I make it look all right but on the inside it's all wrong I want life to change but I don't know if it can for a man or machine or whatever the fuck I am I stand alone burned every bridge over the trouble water No longer hiding from my personality disorder You want to die in my life? then come and stay in madness' favorite little corner Cause even shadows have shadows and my secrets are eating me eagerly feeding I scream in my dreams away but they keep on defeating me Even Shadows have Shadows Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor Who murdered his childhood to stop the audience's laughter Even Shadows have Shadows How am I to break free from my fears When I don't like what I see and I can't feel what I hear Even Shadows have Shadows So don't judge my book by it's cover Cause my story's just fucked up as any other" -EYEDEA

posted to life by Andy, Wizard of the Wicked (0 comments)

I hate to have to say that outloud, but it's true.  Today she made me so made that tears of anger washed my face.  I haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time. My sister is in a much higher tax bracket than I am and she makes no bones about how much better she is than me.  She talks down to me as if I were nothing.  I love her and yet I hate her. She can make a room full of people feel awkward just with her mood.  It's palpable.  It's like she needs to be personally invited to every family event there is.  And we aren't a formal bunch.  If my mom calls her in the morning and she's busy then, she expects another call later inviting her again closer to the time of  a meal.  My mom bulls up and won't do that and my sister gets offended and says she's "out of the loop". She always says that sarcastically to me like I'm the one keeping her out of the loop.  That's not true at all.   She won't call my parents and they won't call her.  Both thinks the other should do the calling.  Somehow I get put squarely in the middle as I have my whole life.  Each asks me what the other is up to.  Today my sister brought up an instance where she thought she was slighted about being asked to a flea market.  (Although she said I brought it up, which I didn't.)  She was asked the night before and said maybe. The next morning she was asked again and said no because she had been, "left out of the loop." See, she wants to be invited again and again. So, today I told her that maybe in the future if she feels I'm keeping her out of the loop that she should talk directly with my parents. She tells me I'm making an issue out of things and that she does not need my drama.  My drama?  Please.   She said that we would just continue as we always do.  I said, "Alright then.  Have a nice day." I am 46 years old and older than here.  I will not be treated like that anymore.  I've let her walk all over me my entire life and I'm done.  I will not buffer her sand paper personality for my parents any longer.  She can show her true colors. Right now I am so angry at her that I spit nails. She's a bitch and bullying one at that.  She's got a vicious mouth when she's angry. She'll pick an agrument and then tell me it's my drama. Fuck her.
posted to relationships by Blaine, Lover of Time (323 comments)

I'm a sexy but horny female thats ready and very much needing to get fucked. I want to either have an adventurous fuck in a car or in the hallway on the stairs. So of you could handle this mission and could come fuck me now give me your number and I will call with my address

posted to relationships by Frankie, Scout of the craft table (11 comments)

But them Niggers are all over the dating sights it don't matter nigger sand nigger they're both the same . Took over the dating sights . After looking at those nappy ass hood rats , and how ugly black women are . Makes me sick to my stomach .

posted to relationships by Alton, Pope of Imagination (4 comments)

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posted to religion by Susan, Mistress of the Financial Services department (5 comments)

I'm 52 years and have been single 10 yrs now... Two teens graduating and heading to college, fucked up job, never completed my own college education, don't own a car, introverted to a fault... Not feeling the dating game if you wanna call it that. Too much bullshit theses days... I'm just a hopeful old romantic with more potential (yes even at this age potential is abundant) than money...

posted to life by Josh, Assassin of Evil (2 comments)

Seow Jie Xian Esther is this fucking bitch who sneaks around eavesdropping and reading other people's mail and messages. You deserve to have your eyes gouged out, you fugly slut.

posted to relationships by Alice, Assassin of Light (1 comment)

Jasmine Zee Ning En is a fugly liar and stupid bitch.

posted to life by Charlie, Tour Guide of the craft table (1 comment)

The latest farce in America where a federal high court judge has put an injunction on President Trumps travel ban seems to be a test of how much power the president has and also testing the power of the legal system. If this challenge to the presidents power is upheld in the courts this would make a high court judge in reality more powerful then the elected president of the United States. In Australia The federal court enacted what was called the "Mabo decision" which effectively recognized native title claims over the whole of Australia. This was never voted on in any election but the federal parliament rushed to pass legislation to cover what was essentially a high court decision over Eddie Mabo's sweet potato patch which had been in is family for generations. But because Eddie had moved to Townsville for work and no longer resided in the Torres Straights his family's sweet potato patch was being used by another family. All the legal work was being conducted Pro Bono by The James Cook University's legal facility. and went from a dispute over who owned an acre of sweet potato's in the Torres Straight to effectively throw into question the actual legality of Australia as a country. Like Dick the butchers line in Shakespeare's Henry VI, Part2, Act IV, Scene 2."The first thing we do, let's kill all the lawyers". I don't mean literally but I think there power should be curtailed. throwing into question a whole country's legitimacy is really damaging to the rule of law. I.E. it might force people to act outside the law to protect there way of life some judge has thrown into jeopardy with the stroke of a pen.

posted to society by Dana, Carpenter of Imagination (2 comments)

FUCK OFF. Seriously. Nobody cares about your pwecious feewwings being hurt. Nobody wants to hear your fucking bellyaching over Trump being president. If you all really think he's that bad of a person, then you don't have a fucking life or a fucking brain, and are easily brainwashed by the fake-ass news media. There's not a goddamn think you snowflakes can do about it. If you wanted Trump to lose the election so bad, then you should have nominated someone who was unelectable and a career criminal. Blame Russia, blame white people, blame Christians, blame whoever, it won't do you a fucking bit of good. You have nobody to blame but yourselves. I'm sick of your goddamn bitching. Really fucking sick of it. Just shut the fuck up and move the fuck out of the fucking country if you don't like the way things are going. Go move to Mexico or Sweden with all the rapist refugees. You fucking faggots care far more about fucking bullshit diversity and political correctness than you do about security and prosperity. You childish, immature fucks, man. Suck it the fuck up!

posted to society by Dana, Gunner of Generosity (1 comment)

Before you leave the house, you ask yourself "What will people think about me?" You buy new clothes, and you ask yourself "What will people think of me?" You want to express your true self, but you ask yourself the same exact question. Today we live in society based off that one question: "What will people think about me?" Why are people so worried to express their true selves? People are so concentrated on other people's opinion that they are afraid to show who they really are. The real question of society should be "Why?" Why do we have to impress others? Why can't we be ourselves? Why do people have to judge others, when they aren't perfect themselves? We all have these questions, but today's society is all about how we look on the outside, rather then who we are inside out, but why can't we change that. Our world can be full of positivity if we try. People can feel more secure, and express who they are. 
posted to society by Josh, Shadow of Time (5 comments)

So, ever since I was younger I had these huge dreams of being either a successful business woman or a news broadcaster. I've kept those dreams my entire life until recently. I'm getting older now, about to graduate college, and things have been no less than hectic as of February 17, 2017 for Americans. There has not been one dull day in the media since Donald Trump took office. Now, I expected a backlash once he was sworn in, but I never predicted things to be this bad. I knew a lot of people did not like Donald Trump and the ideals he stood for. I also knew a lot of people that did support him. I've always felt that Donald Trump does not have an ability to project his intentions in a respectable way. I also believe that the media is biased and controlled by rich powerful people. The media is working as a business. The media attracts audiences with misleading propaganda that is scripted and controlled by producers who are in mutually beneficial relationships with political elites. Like I mentioned earlier... I'm 21 years old and I have a question that I think a lot of people my age have. Is society getting worst? Or is it just the fact that I'm old enough to understand what's going on in the world? What will historians write in textbooks for future generations to read about what is happening to America in 2017?

posted to life by Brett, Assassin of Time (2 comments)

I love the results when I done cleaning but getting started is sooooo hard Im feeling so lazy right now , but it could have something to do with my stress levels.

posted to life by Blaine, Chef of Evil (2 comments)

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posted to work by Brett, Tour Guide of the Hungry (0 comments)

Trump is president and I want to die. I dont want to die only bc of trump though. I want to die because it hurts to live. Im overly emotional and lazy and unmotivated. I just want to die. Im a waste of human life and the workd has gone to shit anyway. Not much to look forward to if this country is full of racists and sexists who want to see trump as president...

posted to life by Frankie, Secretary of the Wildlands (9 comments)

I feel trapped. Suppressed by the boundaries of a highly disciplined faith that I have not chosen. I am made to feel guilty about my enjoyment so to keep my family happy I must sacrifice my happiness. I know what freedom looks like but I have to suffocate alone.

posted to religion by Brett, Barbarian of Justice (5 comments)

I've never knoenw oppressing to sow a dollar to any mans home! And you're wondering why you don't have a home of your own! Continually prioritizing oppressing then your state of menatal torment, no sleep,your lack of finances, residing in your I'm laws , mother home at mid fifties and severty plus years of age. Willie has given so many reasons to dissolve your marriage! And one of them being, infidelity, adultery, lust of eye gate, confessing and admitting and yet keeping him! You are his assalaint! Keeping him in your mother home, bk bedroom Opa locks Fl!

posted to relationships by Blaine, Thief of Time (2 comments)

I moved to Portland because it was a fairy city where people ate organic and cared about the environment. What I found when I got here was that people are even crazier than they were in oklahoma. I started seeing a man, and immediately realized he was bisexual. We were both Poly and even though he had 2 other partners, I was happy! One of her partners was monogamous and we went through 5 months of drama because of it. breaking up, getting back together, and so on. Like an idiot I moved in with him because I had nowhere else to go when my lease was up and it was supposed to be temporary. He finally stopped talking to this other woman and its been just the 2 of us since. twice now since then, I have caught him posting to craigslist casual encounters, and it just about broke us. my trust has been lost and I feel like I am constantly taking care of him. Ive been planning his vday presents for 3 weeks now, its in 3 days and hes just now telling me, not only has he not made any dinner reservations, ordered any presents, he has to go out of town all week for work! and shave his beard!! ugh! So last night (finally getting somewhere) i text him when he was out with his friend saying that our relationship was too stressful on me, and I was leaving him. I fell asleep and when I woke up he wasnt home. I can see through google maps hes at his friends house and ignoring my calls. His friends fiance then picks up and says hes asleep and drunk and doesnt want to talk to me, hes too upset. Im like wtf? "should i go pick him up?" "NO, he doesnt want to see you." first of all folks, we do this dance once a week at least and normally he comes home and cuddles me and restores some faith in our relationship. his friend got him drunk and convinced him to take space from me and not talk to me. I drove over there to talk to him and was greeted with a locked door and his friend pushing me telling me to leave when i stated im here out of love, he was supposed to take me to work in the morning (5 hours later) and work on my car cuz my ball joints about to fall off. It wasnt until they threatened to call the police that he came out and i explained I was just upset and had gone earlier to pick up all his gifts i had hidden at work. Set them up so that when he came home hed find them and be totally surprised. He hit a deer driving my car back in novemeber and had recently changed out my headlight, somehow, not sue if its related my console light when out, so i didnt realize my headlights went on when i pulled up to his friends house and a cop was driving around looking for me because he thought my car was stolen cause i was driving without headlights. his friends fiance waved down the cop, and i had to pull out my oregon plates i just got for the car and prove that the plates were mind, and because my oregon license has my old adress i got written a ticket for both. once he talked to me, and i explained that i loved him and thought hed come home and fight for us and i had all his presents set up for him, he came home with me. he was super sad and crying and i cuddled him

but heres the thing folks. now his friends are saying that hes in a manipulative and abusive relationship( they have no idea hes cheated on me multiple times thus causing my trust issues we are trying to repair and yes things have been getting better)

Am I the emotionally abusive one, or is he? I have a great capacity to forgive and understand. All I ask for is honesty. I didnt go attack him. I went over because he was super sad and drunk. When I got there he wasnt even asleep. EVery fiber of my being is screaming to leave. But when I see him i think this is my everything. HEs everything ive looked for and wanted. I really do love him, but just cant handle my trust being broken like this repeatedly. And I cant for the life of me figure out why all his friends think im this monster.

Am I a Monster?

posted to relationships by Max, Devourer of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

Actually, calling Jews "people" is far too kind for them. They are more like parasites who can only survive by leeching off of other countries, draining them of their finances and morality in the process. All of them are left-wing, nihilistic Communists who are trying to start WW3 and destroy conservatism/nationalism. Jews are the most dangerous, degenerate and subversive race to ever infest this planet. The world will never know peace and order until the last Jew is rightfully eradicated.

posted to religion by Kadnyce, Referee of Musclebeasts (4 comments)

Wigley and his hand puppet King Cuttica (yes there was a coronation last summer and yes if you do not blindly support the King you will be tried for treason) are fond of saying that Sun is “an enduringly great proprietary trading firm”. What a bunch of doo doo. An enduringly great firm does not sue its employees; it does not lose employees to competitors; it does not keep friends around when they do not perform; it rewards performance not politics and so on.

Most of you may not remember Tonh Hu and Leonid. Very smart PhD quant

traders and partners. They grew tired of the stupidity they saw at Sun and its then Head of Trading and left the firm. Sun tried to screw them of their cash. They sued and Sun has no case so settled with them for lot more money.

Then comes Kieran, remember him, MBM trader, made lots of money for

Sun, gets shafted on his bonus, he leaves, Sun accuses him of destroying its algos, Sun goes after him and tries to destroy his reputation. Guess what, Kieran fought back and a three person arbitration panel found him innocent of all charges. Sun goes after him for $240k but now has to end up paying him $1.3 million (not including whatever it cost Sun for legal fees and distractions). Speak of another stupid management decision.

Surely, there are more such cases hiding in the vaults. Curious to

know what happened to Bernie (the song and dance that was put up for us – well most saw through it). Is there a lawsuit there?

Asad and Tom Kelley, the best traders at Sun both are working at

competitors. The last five developers to leave are all working for competitors. There are over 80 people who left Sun in the last 4 years. Yes a truly enduringly great trading firm.

So as you look to see why you get shafted on your bonuses year after

year, look to see all the stupid decisions management makes, all the money it throws away and then you will realize why there is no money to pay you. Unless of course you have your head up you know whose you know where, then you will be taken care.

posted to work by Alice, Ship Master of the Irredeemably Moist (2 comments)

My sister is a bitch i have mental problems and when i do things that are not normal my sister exaggerates it and makes it seem like im the bad one and my parents take her side. She starts complaining how she hates the things that i do but she has no idea how i feel, i hate my self and sometimes feel like killing my self. Everything is about her and she never stops to think about me. My little brother does this too and he thinks he is so cool, superior and knows every thing and my parents do nothing all they do take my siblings sides and give me a really hard time. i am 14 and suffer from ADHD, mild depression, anxiety and OCD.I truly do love them all its just often they make my life very misrable.

posted to relationships by Peyton, Wizard of the Forgotten Lands (2 comments)

I just discovered this blog site. I sometimes spend time on The Experience Project and Anonyme, but just discovered that they have both ceased operation. What were the real reasons these sites shut down? Anonyme sites lack of sufficient funding. Perhaps. Were there legal pressures? Other mitigating factors?

I am deeply concerned. We need to be able to communicate and express ourselves freely. Technology has provided the platform, but digital communication has stripped us of privacy. If we are to be free, we need these channels open. It is vital that we remain aware and vigilant, lest we lose our voices before realizing their worth.

My thanks to Fearlessblogging.

posted to society by Brett, Shepherd of the IT department (1 comment)

I'm sitting in my living room watching tv. One thing that stays in my head all day is that things just aren't where they need to be. Everything is so fucking empty to me. In the outside world I'm successful. I get tired of hearing how I'll be a good husband one day. I'm 32 and I've wanted to start a life with someone since I was 24. It's getting so hard to see all the happy wives visit their husbands where I work. It physically hurts so bad to watch. I know it's the wrong way out but I can't stop looking at the revolver on my coffee table. I want out so fucking bad. This life hurts too much. I doubt this post will do anything for anyone. I just had to write something. 
posted to relationships by Addison, Funeral Director of the Irredeemably Moist (7 comments)

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posted to school by Harper, Ship Master of Good (0 comments)

I never said a word . I got the child out , took him to my house licked his balls and jacked off on his ass . Then I bathed him and took him to the police station. Yummy baby balls .

posted to school by Rex, Historian of the Rich (0 comments)

We were dating for 2 months. Everything seemed to be going amazing. We were still in the honeymoon phase! He spent a whole month chasing me until I said yes and then took things slow with me. He didn't even try to have sex with me until after the first month. He seemed really respectful and SO into me! He was so sweet and it was just lovey dovey all the time between us...even in front of our friends it was totally fine. He went the extra mile to make me happy and to win me over. It took me a little longer to get the hang of things but as of 2 weeks ago I started reciprocating and being just as amazing to him. (at least he told me I was...every day!) Anyways....Friday everything was normal (text me in the morning, while I was at work and at night...calling my beautiful and talking about he can't wait to see me and so on...) we had a great night and the next morning we went for breakfast, had a nice day of errands and chilled together all day. Come saturday night (when I went to work) and sunday....he hardly wanted anything to do with me. I finally asked him monday what was up with him and he says: "I feel like you are an amazing person but I don't think we communicate the way I'd hoped and I don't feel like I have been able to be myself. I don't think we can continue this relationship any further"

How do you go from being all wrapped around someone one day to dropping them the next? I swear it was like a light switch and so much out of the blue that I am still in disbelief. Everyone who knows us is just as shocked. Now he wont give me an explanation for it other than we "just didn't communicate" the way he wanted and that he felt like he couldn't be himself. What exactly could I have missed?? I never forced him to be any way....I didn't criticize him and he never showed any signs of something being wrong...we never even came close to an argument. I felt things were going amazing and HE is the one who chose to be the way he was....what did I miss and why wont he explain himself?

posted to relationships by David, Apprentice of the Homeless (4 comments)

My boyfriend and I have been together for about 7 months. I am his first serious relationship and longest (he's had like 3 others before me, but the longest lasted 3 months). He always makes comments about other chicks and how he likes their hair, style, etc. Yet he struggles to compliment his own damn gf. He told me about his friend he went to high school with, who was with a girl I kne . I asked him if he knew that girl and he said "oh her? Yeah... She was pretty fuckin hot". I slipped my hand out of his because I'm fed up with him saying comments like that. I told him "you don't just say sXXX like that to your girlfriend. Keep that sXXX to yourself." Am I wrong to feel bad when he compliments other chicks yet he says he doesn't compliment me because its "hard for him" to express that stuff? He seriously needs to learn boyfriend etiquette and stop being a jerk. Opinions?

posted to relationships by Aubrey, Lover of the Forgotten Lands (16 comments)

You never noticed me. I was never enough for you. Relationship was based on sex and false hope. I regretted you. I never felt comfortable enough to trust you. Our lifestyles never matched. Yes there were good times. But more bad than good. Ex: trust issues, jealousy, lack of dick. Stop preserving the relationship. Causes you more pain than anything else. Felt judged always. You purposely hurt me for selfish reasons Nothing was ever good enough for you You're violent when drunk. EMPTY PROMISES. Is all we were. My heart crumbled because of you. It's not anxiety this is and were real feelings I DO NOT back track She's happy now. Let her be. I've become obsessive and weird. Let her go. Let go of colors. Let go of numbers. Let go of it all. Im okay. Time to let go now. I'm still fighting myself for you and it's hurting me. I want to let go now. I need to let go now. I have to let go now. End this.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Necromancer of the Hungry (1 comment)

You see the thing is when you live 10,000 miles away from each other things just get forgotten and brushed away. But i don't want it to be brushed away, i want it to be remembered and treasured and added to. We have these family friends who live on the other side of the world and well my sister lives in the same place. Because she is engaged to one of them. But there's this small tiny issue, that i'm in love with her fiance. We have known each other since we were kids and well i have always liked him. We used to have a thing for each other, and i still do. When we wre in our late teens we met up in spain for a week with our families, we began fucking. and i'm not gunna lie it was a-mazing. he told me he loved and he promised himself to me. we agreed that when we were old enough he would come over and live with me. Next time we met we ignored everything that happened and pretended it didnt, as well, he was engaged to my sister. He told me he loved me and now he is enaged to my own fucking sister. But then something happened. we were wedding planning and my sister (a doctor) was on call and had to go in and left me and him to finish off. As soon as she left he held his arms out and i willingly stepped into them. he told me he had missed me and with that i took no more coaxing. We fucked on her bed an unbelievable amount of times. The sex was so raw and full of passion. We broke her bed, that wasnt good. Again next time we met we ignored the fact we had had sex. After that the next time we met was at the wedding. it was late as in late late and my sister had crashed in the weding suite. Her husband came down in search of what? i never found out. because as soon as he saw me sat alone in the bar he pulled me upstairs and we fucked again. so many times. this is as far as i am and i dont know what to do. i feel awful, its my sister and i love her so much. but i love him too; always have always will. m sister doesnt know anything and i hope she never will.
posted to relationships by Max, Shadow of the Unimaginable Terror (4 comments)

SCAM WARNING. Liftlikes dosen't work, and there is no reply from Sheikh Anwar (payment@liftlikes dot com).

posted to work by Andy, Breeder of Space (1 comment)

British-Pakistani scammer Mohammed Erslan Afzal Khan Beneficiary Account Number: 02826468 Sort code (if needed): 110814 Beneficiary Name: Erslan Khan Beneficiary Address: 33 bramhall street Warrington WA5 1AT City: Cheshire State: Warrington Country: united Kingdom Country code: +44 Bank name: HALIFAX Bank address: 10 Buttermarket St, Warrington, Cheshire WA1 2LG City: Cheshire State: Warrington Country code: +44 on the purpose bit, just say buying goods aboard

posted to society by Adrian, Monk of the Unimaginable Terror (1 comment)

Child grooming is often missed by parents. because most kids that are groomed for sex, the parents don't care about them. local authorities hit targets set by the government ,and children's services are rewarded with extra funding. People who still can fight, please understand that now is the time to do so. Jessyca Mullenberg

posted to school by Ari, Security Guard of the Satisfied (0 comments)

Springfield station Some train wrecks occur when drivers exceed the posted speed limit , the cars go off the rails because the brakes weren't used correctly. Or faulty equipment or track defects . YOU BEEN WARNED DON"T PISS OFF THE MECHANICS- DC METRO

posted to school by Ari, Dark Queen of the IT department (0 comments)

According to Happy Joe's, Whitty invented the restaurant's best-selling product, the Taco Pizza, after a franchisee suggested adding tacos to the menu. Source in wiki a paid advertisement .

However, the Taco Pizza was in fact invented by Food Consultant Wayne Lynn, who was responsible for several original pizza recipes, and innovations. The Taco Pizza was originally called the Burrito Pizza, until Mr. Lynn renamed the recipe the Taco Pizza after market research showed that the new title appealed to more people. Because Mr. Lynn dealt primarily with grocery and convenience stores offering deli, or "take and bake" pizza, it is possible that Happy Joe's may have been the first restaurant to offer the Taco Pizza, but it would have been a copy of Mr. Lynn's recipe found in stores. The Taco Pizza was easily Mr. Lynn's most successful original pizza recipe.

posted to life by Harper, Secretary of the Hungry (2 comments)

Ingredients of Meth Most of the chemicals used to make methamphetamine are not dangerous, but some of them are hazardous by themselves. Here are some of the common chemicals and ingredients that can be used to produce meth: Acetone Anhydrous ammonia Battery acid (sulfuric acid) Brake cleaner (toluene) Cold tablets containing pseudoephedrine Drain cleaner (sodium hydroxide) Freon Iodine crystals Paint thinner Reactive metals (sodium or lithium) Red phosphorus Starting fluid (ether) If you see any of the above ingredients stockpiled in greater than usual amounts, it could be an indication that someone is operating a meth lab. Swatt the Meth labs . Tell them YOU are making a bomb and you are going to blow up a federal building .

posted to school by Brett, Butcher of the Homeless (1 comment)

Yo African Americans bullied da sheeit out o' Africans in skoo back in da day. ah'm sho da reason behind dis here iz cuz "Africans" sold they great grandfathers. dey mah fuckin hate Whites cuz Whites brought dem from those Africans . So ah wonder what da African Americans problem wuz wif Asians , Mexicans , an' anyone else who has ever been around dem ? ah heard uh black American say, African valued da bone mo' than dey did dem. an' he's pissed. Yet Chicago 33 shootings in one weak end all black on black ? ax any Chicago nigga why da violence an' gangs is so hard - he'll say chronic. So git off da pity party . You sell out yo' own community , everyday fo' money an' uh glass dong otay buh-weet

posted to society by Aubrey, CTO of the Irredeemably Moist (1 comment)

what good does it do to snag a bay area tech job if there's zero training and your thrown to the wolves to just "figure it out" on your own? you go through this process like a salmon going upstream to secure the job, and then you're given a post-it note's worth of training and thrown to weekends alone. all that glitters isn't gold. in the words of Cash, you can have it all: my empire of dirt.

posted to work by Brett, Real Estate Agent of the Hungry (3 comments)

WCG Dawn Forex is shit.

Added losing trades to losing trades and didn't know he caused a margin call and an entire account to be wiped out?

No, he had to be asked what happened, to approach Athena and say, oh, the bonus is caused by your deposit.

CAN'T TRADE, STOP ADVERTISING, YOU LOSER.

Just kill yourself, you piece of shit.

posted to work by Brett, Shadow of Good (5 comments)

I had a dream that I was going to get raped, these two guys came up to me and started looking at me like I was a piece of meat and they were going to take me away then I hid behind this good looking hunky guy who kind of told them to stop, but he didn’t really protect me, anyway we ended up in the same car these guys who wanted to rape me and the other hunky guym but when I got to my destination I just got of safely I was still scared though. This dream could have been triggered by the book I read but didn't finish last week because of the rape scenes. I have personally never been raped and pray that I never do. But because it's happened to children I know even ones I don't know, my cousins and my neighbour I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE RAPE with everything that I am I despise rapists. There is no doubt in my mind that if I had an opportunity to kill every or even a few rapists in the most wicked way I would not hesitate in fact I would love to rid the world of rapists they are the scum of this world. I think this fear and hate of ever being raped is what's causing these dreams, because I also had a dream that I was walking down a path that I used to take to school and these two guys were on me tearing off my clothes wanting to rape me. I hate being powerless and unable to defend myself. If I or another woman were attacked I fear that I could possibly not be able to defend myself. But I want to remake this horrible dream so that I feel empowered. So I just got of the taxi at a busy section of the city, I walk fast to my bus and I realise that I'm being followed by 2 guys, they clearly want something with me. I keep walking and just as they are about to catch up to me I draw my taser and my knife and use it on them, they both fall in agony and I whip out a small bottle with red coloured to look like blood and small black beads I open it and pour it on their crotch area to make them think I cursed them. And I will walk away while cowardly men who didn’t help me look at me in terror. Because if someone tries to rape me in real life it's either they are dying or they are dying.

posted to society by Eileen, Farmer of the Homeless (4 comments)

So many lousy parents out there.

There are parents who want so badly to have their kids to be thought of as "cool" by giving them the latest smart phone when they are in 3rd grade or younger, who only buy the most expensive brand name clothes, who encourage their kids to develop cliques with only certain types of kids, who don't care if their kids are the ones who whisper about other kids behind their backs, who have kids who are just plain mean.......you know who you are. Why do you do it? Shame on you. I see so many kids who are complete jerks to others and you just know their parents are aware of what is going on but they don't do anything to stop it. I feel bad for those people.

Kudos to the parents out there who are doing a great job and have kids that just go with the flow and that don't have to fall into the lifestyle of trying to be the "popular" all the time. I see most of this happening with girls and mothers (can anyone argue that they see plenty of crazy moms at their kids school every day?) but that does not mean that dads don't know what is going on and are just plain pansies for doing anything to stop it.

posted to society by Aubrey, Soldier of the Hungry (2 comments)

Only the good trades are closed. The others that hit the stop loss lose a lot more than the first take profit of the winning trades. And some of the lost trades are closed a second time the next day, after the followers have closed the first time. The risk-reward ratio is terrible.

GOD, PLEASE, LET ME GET A REFUND.

posted to feedback by Stevie, Engineer of Generosity (4 comments)

Can you even ask someone to just forget you? I know that I'm just a destructive force in her life. She has so much potential to change the hearts of people in our future generations and I know I'll only inhibit her in doing that. She's clung to me ever since we met 5 years ago in high school and hasn't budged since. We even dated for a time, but she wasn't sure how she really felt about me. I've always been there for her ups and downs. And I love her, but I know that she can do better than me. She tells me that when we are both stable in our lives she'll want to be with me, but I know her too well. She can't go long without being intimate with someone and it probably will find its way into her life. Being a guy friend always turns sour, it sucks. I want her to be happy. I'm 3 states away from her and I don't want her to feel like she has to keep he as a back up. I know she hates the idea of it, and it's probably how she feels about me. I've told her many times that I just want her to be happy but it doesn't seem to change her mind about keeping me around. I never really cared to being around people. If I could pick any job it would be one completely away from all people to be frank about it. I'm not afraid to be alone. Would I like a life with her yes, but it just doesn't feel right making her feel this way. Is it alright to ask that of someone even if you know it's right for them?

posted to relationships by Ari, Devourer of Arts and Crafts (8 comments)