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Before more and more God's people and good people in general needed to start worrying about being rounded up as global elites started consolidating their power. But now, that Trump is in the elites need to start watching their backs, especially anyone involved in child trafficking and human trafficking. In the past sometimes when a cop car drove by or a black SUV I couldn't help wondering if I was being watched FOR MY BELIEFS or for my beliefs in the freedoms enshrined in the Constitution. Most of the time I am sure passing vehicles of authorities was probably random, but as things were developing throughout 2012 - 2016 if someone hinted that I might be being watched, it would be easier for me to believe it. Now the shoe is on the other foot. The elites and globalists are the ones that need to watch their backs, look over their shoulders, and wonder when even SWAT teams are coming for them.

posted to religion by Eileen, Lover of the Irredeemably Moist (0 comments)

Am a 32 year old woman- star worker for my boss for several years but recently things felt a bit distant. In Dec I had an unprofessional outburst with my boss when he was trying to create a project team. Said I can't imagine not working solo with him. he placated me and said it was not his intention to put any distance between us and I can coordinate only with him. Since then, things were have been closer, and he has frequently checked up on me including during the holidays. It's more tender, like a loyalty bond and it feels as if we are swimming in the same waters perfectly in sync. I told a work friend last week who knows my boss well (but who I thought was much closer to me), about the outburst etc. She laughed that the whole episode sounded romantic & she always thought my boss and I were in love with each other from afar for years without having disclosed It to each other. I saw her in my boss’s office in the last few days & feared she is pretty senior and may be closer to him than me. So I called her yday for dinner, and asked if she said anything. She said that she did ask my boss on Fri if he and I were in love without telling each other? It seems he laughed and said "this is a sudden question! my understanding is that you know her. did she say anything about this to you?" when she said no, he relaxed and started speaking about work. To me it seems from this he has no feelings for me? I got upset by it & realise now I do love him. What does he mean by what he says?

posted to relationships by Max, Devourer of Space (2 comments)

im attractive irish red head 55 looking for love and adventure were do I start to look???????????????????????

posted to relationships by Taylor, Sommelier of the Unimaginable Terror (2 comments)

here’s why I say they aren’t intelligent enough to make it in normal society – during the drug wars and even today black people get thousands of dollars cash from drug deals and they show it on videos . Yet in almost every black community businesses are owned by every other race except them lol. Drugs are a lucrative business in fact more lucrative than any other business in the world . and still their communities suffer. Even with dollar stores and walmarts selling Reloadable prepaid cards still they have nothing to show for all that cash . I went to the store with food stamps – brought 4 -12 packs soda from Walmart sold them at .50 cents each I doubled my money put that on a Reloadable prepaid card I brought a box of beads , and some twine $ 7.00 made jewelry sold each piece on e-bay $ 1.00 quadrupled my money . 3 years after prison , I am pretty well off. Financially I didn’t even get into drugs or selling drugs – I didn’t have a thousand dollars a day to play with on the green dot cards. Yet in your community I own two stores that sell costume Jewelry . Not every body can rap , or make jewelry , or what ever , but surely if you can sell a product to people that will kill them and make a thousand dollars a day – why don’t you own a business ? Because Black People Aren't Intelligent .

posted to society by Kadnyce, Sheriff of the craft table (1 comment)

Because I want this world to burn I want you hateful snots destroyed from Rome to Moscow and on over to Sudan torch everyone and everything and when we're in hell im pointing and laughing dead in your faces you corrupted ass niggers and white trash

posted to religion by Reggie, Sniper of the Idealistic (0 comments)

The killer was Patrick Neary he saw the girls on Ranch Rd,

posted to school by Frankie, Apprentice of Musclebeasts (0 comments)

Jews are wicked, repulsive parasites who live to perpetuate global conflict and mayhem. They are behind our wars and every sinister social movement you can think of. They are sponsors of terrorism. I honestly don't know why Trump has bothered to side with them, because they all hate his guts. Why the fuck are we giving all of our money to those rat-nosed leeches? We get nothing in return other than degeneracy and mediocrity. Jews are the lowest subgroup of the human race, yet think they are the chosen ones and view everyone who isn't a Jew as goyim (cattle). They are a plague upon humanity. And anyone who disagrees with me obviously has their head up a kike's ass. That's right, keep sending those checks to Tel Aviv, see where it gets you.

posted to religion by Shiki, Attendant of Musclebeasts (0 comments)

I seriously shouldn't have taken a year off or work to have a baby in this shity ass state and town. Here we are almost half way through my child's first year of life and I'm still jobless, and the thoughts I have not working about myself are crazy. The fighting with my man never ends because two children at home and two step children outside our home is a lot to take care of. What people don't tell you about being a stay at home mom, beside the fact that everyone thinks its easy and laughs when we say how hard it really is. It makes you crazy, not all of us get out of our house to do other things or go with other people. It makes you physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted everyday. We are chasing tiny humans around all day long, picking up the 5million messes they make a day, doing dishes three times a day, washing laundry, fighting with little tiny humans who hate to listen to us and we repeat the same things to them a million times a day, holding tiny little humans, and making sure our home stays at the top of its game because we're home all day so we feel we have to. After working for my first child's first half of her whole life I'm going on not working for the second half of hers and seriously I see being a working mom as a job being a vacation away from my children. I really need a break from them. I wish my boyfriend would keep them for just a day or a few hrs while I go do something for myself.

posted to life by Harper, Real Estate Agent of Arts and Crafts (4 comments)

Let me start of by saying I am a Baptist/Christian young adult. I am dating this wonderful, sweet, caring, genuine guy that really loves me for who I am. I love him like crazy too and it's been amazing. However, I do not drink and he does. Bare with me...I was raised in church and I believe that whatever God says to be true. He says in the Bible that one should not consume alcohol and become drunk off of it. I have never tried alcohol nor do I want to. But my boyfriend always jokes around asking if he can buy me a drink for my 21st birthday, or if he says a woman holding alcohol he says "wife goals". It's really discouraging because it makes me think that I am not fully good enough if I don't drink. I don't know how to bring it up to him, but it's really getting to me. I just hope I can find the words to tell him so it doesn't affect our relationship. Also, I believe that I should marry a man that believes like I do, someone I can worship God with. He doesn't actively go to church, but he's gone with me once and said he'd want to go again. We both know that we could see us marrying each other in the future, but I'm scared that if we have completely different beliefs, it could cause problems further down the road. I just needed to get this off my chest with no one knowing who I am. The only thing I can do is pray about it and hope we can work things out.

posted to religion by Harper, Illusionist of the Wicked (3 comments)

Let me start of by saying I am a Baptist/Christian young adult. I am dating this wonderful, sweet, caring, genuine guy that really loves me for who I am. I love him like crazy too and it's been amazing. However, I do not drink and he does. Bare with me...I was raised in church and I believe that whatever God says to be true. He says in the Bible that one should not consume alcohol and become drunk off of it. I have never tried alcohol nor do I want to. But my boyfriend always jokes around asking if he can buy me a drink for my 21st birthday, or if he says a woman holding alcohol he says "wife goals". It's really discouraging because it makes me think that I am not fully good enough if I don't drink. I don't know how to bring it up to him, but it's really getting to me. I just hope I can find the words to tell him so it doesn't affect our relationship. Also, I believe that I should marry a man that believes like I do, someone I can worship God with. He doesn't actively go to church, but he's gone with me once and said he'd want to go again. We both know that we could see us marrying each other in the future, but I'm scared that if we have completely different beliefs, it could cause problems further down the road. I just needed to get this off my chest with no one knowing who I am. The only thing I can do is pray about it and hope we can work things out.

posted to relationships by George, Administrator of the Homeless (2 comments)

I'm a 40yo, divorced white male. Single. Lonely - I have no actual friends. I am an introvert and always anxious and often depressed. I have what this society would call a great career but I am not happy and I am tired. I feel depressed. I don't know how (or if I really want to) make new friends at this age. I live in the country in a house I own by myself. I've been on and off Tinder and I don't really have a problem meeting women; but the hassle of starting new relationships just to have them end in heartache once again. I'm overwhelmed with life. How do others maintain happiness? I've done the diet thing, the exercise, the meet-new-people-in-real-life things (serious stays at it for months and years). I've seen a shrink, a therapist, all that. Why do I see so many other people be happy (or at least seem happy) from day to day and I just am not? I sometimes think if I could just sell the house, quit my job, walk away from all my debt and go live on a beach then maybe that would bring me happiness; but the guilt of leaving all that I "have" holds me here.

posted to life by Ash, Magician of the Unimaginable Terror (2 comments)

I was a Teen with a Hard cock. I had a friend who spoke a little English , and he told me enough to realize Mexican women can be raped and they wouldn't turn you in . The where working illegally . The boss caught a fine so he told them don't tell. They go to Police they get turned over to ICE , So you go by a Best Western, she's a full bodied Latina , maid for the hotel. you watch her go inside a room- you walk in behind her she turns around , you tackle her on the bed and slip her some nice hard teen cock . Now since they are scared again , go take all that hot latina pussy , they will never tell . Make them hum I wish I was in Dixie . while licking your balls

posted to school by Halley, Shepherd of the IT department (3 comments)

I feel like I'm always the "other" friend. My best friends all seem to like each other more than me, and I can see it all the time. I can't ever tell them anything because I worry they will be upset or hate me. I need someone to talk to who will understand me.

posted to school by Charlie, Travel Agent of the Poor (2 comments)

I am married to someone with anxiety, depression and several phobias. Over the 7 years we have known each other it has become increasingly worse to the point where she does not leave the room on some days. I work to support us both, I get up whenever she needs something. I hold my tongue when she does something wrong because I dont want to upset her, yet she does not hesitate to correct me at any opportunity. She does not hesitate to throw a middle finger when I tell her something isn't being done right. We havent had sex in over a month. I feel more and more like a carer and less like a husband. I am drowning under all the weight.... I dont have friends I can talk to about these things, I am alone surrounded by people who say they care but who are sympathetic to her while I stand in the background with a fake smile on my face pretending to be strong.

posted to relationships by Frankie, Garçon of Darkness (4 comments)

I am sure hell is on earth, we are born to struggle and be a slave to rules, you get old and before you know it your reaching new milestones in age but more and more you ask yourself "how did I get here, I have achieved nothing...I have so much more struggles to overcome..."

Life sucks, the good times only last a few seconds in the hours of stormy moments!

posted to life by Dakota, Summoner of the Wicked (4 comments)

This explains everything. Churches have steeples that look like Obelisks, even if there are differences in some details. The Obelisk represents Baal's erect member. The word church means circle, from circe, an ancient pagan goddess. So we have the Obelisk giving seed into the circle. So do many churches that so badly handle the bible to badly misinterpret, mainly by taking verses out of context and super-imposing their own doctrines and traditions ONTO the bible instead of taking it for what it says. So then we have the Baal's member giving spiritual seed into the circle, instead of the pure spiritual seed of God's word getting into people. So it is more proper for gatherings of God's people to call themselves any of these labels: assembly, congregation, fellowship, gathering or even meeting. The Greek word in the New Testament now translated church in many bibles is ekklesia, which means assembly or gathering of God's people. Some ancient pagan sites have an Obelisk near a dome to represent the erect member impregnating the womb, the Obelisk impregnates the dome. This symbolizes is directly related to Nimrod getting Semiramis pregnant and her bearing Tammuz. Nimrod turned himself into a hybrid giant being and is now in the bottomless pit as Apollo or Apollyon, and Semiramis became the Queen of Heaven, what the Old Testament calls an abomination worshiped by many ancient pagans and ancient Israel when it rebelled against God. Some theorize that the Antichrist will either be a resurrected Nimrod himself, or some person possessed by the spirit of Nimrod when it is released from the bottomless pit during the Great Tribulation. According to biblical prophesy it is clear to me that Nimrod is involved in the Antichrist one way or the other. Every bible translation that uses the word church and churches instead of assembly or congregation in whenever the Greek says Ecclesia should be redone. It is the godly thing to do. I will pray for publishers and translators to have their eyes open to this previous ignorance and correct the mistakes. No wonder so many churches are messed up. God is calling them to repent. So do they want God's pure spiritual seed or do they want some big member from a demon to poke them.....well you get the picture.......if you accuse me of blasphemy then you had better realize that what the churches have turned into is FAR from what God intended them to be.

posted to religion by Aubrey, Assassin of Imagination (9 comments)

I have heard some never Trumper annoying Christians that don't have a lot of faith say that Trump is really the or an antichrist, and the Christians supporting him are the ones saying "peace and safety" before sudden destruction comes on them in the form of persecution or God's judgments on them. This is taking the biblical passage WAY out of context. The context of THAT verse has to do with the people living UNDER the ANTICHRIST, having already taken the mark, saying peace and safety right before the Lord comes back. Then the Lord returns and destroys them in total destruction on the earth. I currently hold to the view that the rapture will happen AFTER the Tribulation, but BEFORE this total judgment on the earth.

If anything it is the wicked people in high places right now that have been saying "peace and safety", and "we are on the verge of fully controlling the world" (at the expense of the masses of people), but Donald Trump is setting things in motion that will bring many of them down, especially those involved in hidden criminal activities such as child sex trafficking. It is more that the wicked right now are saying "peace and safety" right before THEY are suddenly dealt with as a dress rehearsal or a living prophesy of what will happen at the Second Coming of Christ.

I believe Trump is anointed to be president on the order of King Cyrus.

posted to religion by Aubrey, Breeder of Space (0 comments)

David Paulides. There is a link with people going missing only to reappear dead in water Has anyone compared the Manchester Pusher theory to the Smiley Faced Killers Have you heard of the case of The Drowning men ? In Christianity, baptism links the concept of the water of life with the water of purification.When Mohamed was asked what was the most praiseworthy deed, he answered, "To give water to drink.." Hadith - Anahita, the ancient Persian water and fertility goddess, is associated with rivers and lakes, as the waters of birth. The Snowman melted in the tomb where you placed him and his followers spread and grew. and we know the truth they're only persecuting a reflection of themselves. They're persecuting what they can't stand to look at in themselves, "in a world of lies the truth seems strange . That is why The Law isn't looking for us. You are Slaves to a delusion! The Matrix grabbed you by the balls and is squeezing Sinsinawa

posted to school by Frank, Manager of the craft table (0 comments)

To let the real motherfuckin' G's in You're like a kid, you found a pup, and now you're dapper But tell me, where the fuck you found an anorexic rapper? Talkin' 'bout who you gon' squabble with and who you shoot You're only sixty pounds when you're wet and wearin' boots LOL Poop doggy dog a bitch in the real

posted to society by Rook, Servant of Time (0 comments)

Some have posted comments claiming that when Trump's people round up Senators and Congressmen involved in elite child trafficking rings that it will be only a cover story and that Trump is really trying to be a dictator. I STRONGLY DISAGREE with that. Just YouTube search for videos on pedogate and pizzagate. There is pictorial evidence indicating that the people named are involved in this stuff, and at least have a sexual interest in children. From what I understand the pictures are legal because they are artwork rather than photos of actual children, but tie it in with leaked emails, other evidence, and people giving testimony, other leaked information, and it is hard for me to believe that is merely a group of people in D.C. with tastes in bizarre art with children. If half the Congress and Senate got rounded it I would assume that they were honest arrests and NOT some dictatorial purge.

There are some truthers on YouTube that have been suspicious of government officials for years, and by that I mean intentions, not just mistakes in policies or imperfections in policies. Now all of a sudden ALL of them support Trump. These people can do deep research making it hard for public officials to hide evil that they do. So if Trump WAS evil ALL of them would be speaking against him, including Alex Jones. If the election had gone another way I would be covering all of my tracks on the internet I might have a hidden place to escape to, I would obtain a few guns with enough ammo. The main reason would be preparedness over potential expectation of suspending freedom of speech and religion. These measures would be to defend myself in case people came after me in case of suspending free speech and religion. If it never happened then for instance, my guns would sit quietly in gun cases, maybe out for some practice at a range, but I would have had them as a last resort emergency defense.

posted to religion by Max, Warlord of the Satisfied (9 comments)

Call me to b.s. That's cool. Don't expect me to respond if the only time you contact me is for money or a babysitter. Been there done that for to long. And ppl wonder why I'm a recluse.

posted to relationships by Max, Real Estate Agent of Space (1 comment)

JFK Assassination Reverse Speech Analysis He predicted his own assassination David Oates did an analysts Disturbing Reverse Speech on Donald Trump - predicting his own assassination at one point he says "And I shall be healed"-- Why do you not understand what I am saying? It is because you are unable to accept My message. And this beast exercised all the authority of the first beast and caused the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose mortal wound had been healed. The beast I saw was like a leopard, with the feet of a bear and the mouth of a lion. And the dragon gave the beast his power and throne and great authority. “When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near . . . it will come upon all those who live on the face of the whole earth.” Sinsinawa

posted to tech by Max, Observer of the craft table (0 comments)

Sandra:asked How about you, Carlton? Some ice cream? I have the smooth, creamy, chocolate kind ...Carlton: [oblivious to the flirting ] I'm a Tutti Frutti man, myself. Believe it or not , it's not just white men doing the porn thing. I told you , I looked for and found more than half the kids you see on You Tube and other sights , from 2012-2017 have done nude films -- I also discovered the majority of them didn't know they where being taped. Lots of good content if you like that stuff . Now Anonymous hacked these sights shut them down 4- chan had a field day exposing the bad pedophile , that was in 2013 . four years later and the list of child stars almost quadrupled !! Why am I telling it ? Not to stop the kids from filming -- Not to have Anonymous and 4-chan come get me . or Swat come shoot me, or raid homes or take your kids-- All this shit's already being done-- and yet your kids are still getting naked and fucking the neighbors on camera. Now you got kindergarten teachers telling children about Gender Bias ? 3rd grade teachers passing out extra small condoms ? Why ? You have thousands of men and women in jail and on a registry because Children are so innocent and sweet and are too young to know what they are doing . If that's the case , then why is the school giving them condoms ? Now if I'm sick So is the department of education. Or maybe The school knows what I'm telling you and you don't because your stupid . What have I seen your kids doing screwing the dog , screwing each other , the neighbor their uncles, aunts , siblings , I watch this stuff all the time. These kids are Asian Caucasian African Arab Hindi Chicano, and I love them all . I hope they Keep getting naked. there's a neighbor kid I was thinking about grooming -- I'll show her some of the videos I got then take her too the you tubers channels so they can see them there too. yes

posted to society by Brett, Scout of Justice (5 comments)

Sarah goes to school, and the teacher says, "Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does anybody have an example of a multi-syllable word?" Sarah waves her hand, "Me, Miss Rogers, me, me!" Miss Rogers says, "All right, Sarah, what is your multi-syllable word?" Sarah says, "Mas-tur-bate." Miss Rogers smiles and says, "Wow, Sarah, that's a mouthful." Sarah says, "No, Miss Rogers, you're thinking of a blowjob."

posted to school by Addison, Lady of the Financial Services department (0 comments)

How did the Mexican girl get pregnant? Her teacher told her to do an essay.Why do Mexican kids eat tamales on Christmas? So they can have something to unwrap.What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan.Q: What do you call white people running down a hill? A: An avalanche. Q: What do you call Mexicans running down a hill? A: A mudslide. Q: What do you call black people running down a hill? A: A jail break.

posted to tech by Aubrey, Druid of the craft table (0 comments)

The book of Kings tammuz is "son" of Nimrod The Akaddian and this begins idolatry. Gilgamesh also is nimrod these are created by the Nephlim.. These where kings and l Watchers Esau favored The Akkadian in countenance Though he was Of Abraham This allowed him to get close to nimrod and injure him and he fled Jacob robbed his brother of his birth right. Thus came The saying Jacob was favored but he would serve Esau 5 have fallen pre Flood Kings Cainan – Mahalalel- Jared - Enoch – Methuselah – one is , Enoch (( he was Translated )) one has not yet come Lamech – who lived 777 years of age when he comes he must continue a short space – He is of the seven and is the 8th Riddle solved it’s Enoch . Enoch never died .

posted to religion by Adrian, Shepherd of Time (0 comments)

I want to be skinny. I want to be the best at something. I want to be not poor.

And all I feel is inadequate. Yay.

posted to life by Peyton, Janitor of the Lonely (3 comments)

Mt Airy North Carolina any age and sex - I do it all (336)442-1725 .

posted to school by Max, Clown of the Rich (0 comments)

I was twelve years old the first time someone called me "fat". This person was someone close to me, someone I looked up to. I went home that same day, looked at myself in the mirror, and cried.

I was fourteen years old when I realized that my family was different from others. I was surrounded by addiction and mental illness and by people who would do anything to hide these problems. I was taught that these things were shameful. I spent so much time trying to take care of the people around me that I forgot to take care of myself.

I was sixteen years old the first time I locked myself in the bathroom and dragged a razor blade across my skin. I was constantly blaming myself for not being good enough and I felt like I needed some way to release my anger. I still have scars on my arms and legs that I try to keep covered.

I was twenty years old when I convinced myself that the only thing I had control over in life was my weight. I became obsessed with the amount of calories I put into my body. I would go multiple days without eating and when I had to eat, I made sure to get the food out of my system before my body had a chance to digest it. I thought losing the weight would make me happy, but it didn't. I turned to drugs and alcohol to numb out the problems that were still there.

I was twenty-one years old when I passed out in the student center at my college. I hadn't eaten for days and my body had no energy. The nurse in the health center recommended that I seek professional help before I ended up killing myself. A couple days later, my roommate took me to my very first therapy session where I finally came to terms with the fact that I had an eating disorder. For the next three years, I battled my eating disorder, my depression, and my anxiety.

I am twenty-four years old now and I am finally learning how to love and accept myself. I'm taking the journey to recovery one step at a time, and even though it's not always easy, at least I'm finally taking steps in the right direction. After struggling for twelve years of my life, I can finally say I am happy to be alive and I am ready to live my life.

posted to life by Addison, Crusader of the Idealistic (0 comments)

Church does not equal faith in God or even Christ. If you are blessed to find a good church then it comes closer to God's ideal for what church should be. We are not perfect as humans trying to make church a good place to represent God, but we should strive to do church according to New Testament instructions. Some bible studies have aspects of following God's desire for how church should be run more than the church service itself. Some churches compromise on good doctrine, showing compassion, and some are totally apostate. The Apostle John got kicked out of a church later in his life, so even in the days of the Apostles the churches were compromising, becoming heretical, and even apostatizing. Some of the letters of the Apostles are attempts to straighten out problems in the churches, and in the 7 letters to the 7 churches in Revelation are mostly corrections and rebukes to wayward churches. Some praises for doing some things right. Only ONE church out the 7 was completely praised with no criticism. At this point in history I believe God is calling churches to repentance.

posted to religion by Frank, Ranger of the Satisfied (19 comments)

If you do not believe in religious freedom and free speech and want to take it away in the US, then MOVE OUT OF THE COUNTRY. THEN YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE. Movie to Somalia or ISIS controlled territory, or North Korea. Either change your mind on this issue or GET OUT.

posted to religion by Dakota, Servant of Justice (63 comments)

Why do you think churches are dubious at times, off on understanding some scriptures? So many do not believe in the fallen angel theory of Gen 6, they believe it was the sons of Seth instead (not borne out with the Hebrew). What about being saved by grace vs. adding works to get into heaven? Vs. works saving in the sense of better blessing in this life and rewards in the next? Is it people naturally being locked into religious traditions, never challenging what they believe? Is it evil spirits also influencing people's minds? Is it some leaders in some places pretending to be Christians, teaching false doctrines on purpose? Is it that some biblical passages are ambiguous until you do deeper study? All of the above? What about Christian leaders being responsible to follow the Holy Spirit into deeper study regardless of opposing forces, both outside and within themselves? What about church politics of denominations and opinions of the congregation?

posted to religion by Andy, Developer of the Satisfied (0 comments)

Dear you...

confession

Dear someone- I have so many questions i want to ask you but i just don't know how and because i know for a fact that my voice would break and tears would stream down my face if i were to ask you in person. So here i am, finding myself writing this letter. These days you just seem to be ignoring me like i'm your worst enemy. How? that would be my first question. How was it so easy for you to just go? to just leave me and not even look back. Why? Why would you leave, or why would you leave like that? no explanation, no real goodbye, nothing Was it even real? what we had, i mean. was it? because i have been dreaming so much about you lately that it seems like i can't tell what's real and what's not anymore. Lovely, oh lovely. i wish you didn't shatter my heart. i wish you didn't make all these promises just to break them. i wish that you could have been honest with me from the beginning. honest about your intention and feelings fro me. the last time we were standing in front of each other, looking into your deep brown eyes that had a hint of green it made my knees go weak and my heart beat faster than i have felt. how could one feel so much and that other just not at all? i guess i'll never know because being the person i am. i tend to give people all of me. always. with you it was no different. i gave you every ounce of me, made you my favorite person in this shitty world and all i did was hope that i was your favorite too. But this is my farewell, my love. I hope that part of you never forgets me, no matter how important i was to you. i hope that no matter where life takes you, it takes you some place happy. Just because you did the wrong things to me, does not mean you deserve the wrong things done to you. You deserve to be happy, and i am sure of that. Love always, Me

posted to relationships by Bowie, Archaeologist of Good (3 comments)

I'm in love with my best friend for five years now. I told him a couple of weeks ago and he was really sweet about it but he doesn't feel the same way. Has this happened to anyone else? How can I get him to see me that way?

posted to school by David, Historian of Arts and Crafts (2 comments)

As soon as Trump deports your ass , I’m raping your kid and feeding that little bitch to the alligators Deputy Director David Harlow said Zoe Pound gang members aren’t going to be deported they’re going to be shot on sight . He’s the Devil in your house bitch boys.

posted to school by Charlie, Crusader of Wild Parties (1 comment)

ein Krimineller sattelt um auf Plastikschamane.Die Native American Association of Germany

posted to life by Stevie, Templar of the IT department (1 comment)

My Insides

confession

Mental harm. Have you ever thought about that? It's not physical harm but it can feel just about the same, just in a different way. It's sitting in a place inside of your brain. It has walls of steel that you think you can never escape. You don't like the person that you become when you are trapped here. It is not you. It's just not you. But no matter how you try to control it, it stays there in every little thing you do. It creates fear and worry. It makes you feel like you aren't good enough. For anything or anyone. There is something weighing all of your body down. It does feel physical. It's as if you have a brick sitting inside of you letting you know you're not okay. It can come quick or painfully slow. You sit and wait. Waiting for it to go away or to find a happy feeling. Then, you pretend to be happy. You are happy. I am happy. But you can't see my insides.

posted to life by Stevie, Secretary of the Idealistic (1 comment)

i was in Iraq and I kept getting a feeling that something epic and big happened there long ago plate 465 was a code name for a life form unlike anything known on earth - people who live here on earth there is a horrible being PURE EVIL . all brought to us by A creator for sure but not a god. This thing is hard to describe . The Kassites did something strange Hammurabi was not a man as you think .

posted to school by Nia, Crusader of Space (0 comments)

We have been dating for a few months, he's 21 and I'm 19. He likes to role-play incest situations, like pretend I'm his younger sister. It's been fun in kind of a weird way. He has been begging me to tease and seduce my actual brother. Dressing sexy around him, brushing up against him, just little things. My confession is I fucking love it and I get so excited when I think about how far I can take this.

posted to relationships by Charlie, Chronographer of the Rich (19 comments)

Ashley Esther Dalene whose last known location is Bethel Connecticut is part of a large satanic Wiccan cult in that region. She is involved in trafficking human blood and flesh from Danbury Hospital as well as more sinister crimes involving pedophilia and human trafficking. These satanic cults are using covert methods to murder people in the region. She is in her early twenties and may still be a member of the United States military.

posted to society by Blaine, Accountant of the Unimaginable Terror (0 comments)

I'd lick you where you Pee Pee from.

posted to school by Stevie, Garçon of the Forgotten Lands (0 comments)

even though our intelligence agencies have proof shows that they are not the patriots they pretend to be. They aren't worthy of touching an American flag, much less waving it.

posted to society by Addison, Monk of Darkness (1 comment)

God the father is a hypocrite. Rip the OT from your Bible and worship Jesus.

posted to religion by Ash, Shaman of the IT department (4 comments)

Homosexuality is an abomination. It's beyond wicked and should have never been legalized all across America.

Quick side note: you're either straight or homosexual, there is no in between. The LBGT movement is ridiculous.

posted to society by Andy, Administrator of Imagination (86 comments)

who will they nominate next? They need a real challenge this time. Maybe they will run Manson. The Supreme Court has been favoring the Republicans recently. I am sure they will overlook Charlie's felony conviction.

posted to life by Nikki, Samurai of the Satisfied (1 comment)

Jews are bloodsuckers that are responsible for everything wrong with the world. Throughout history, they've been kicked out of over 100 countries for fucking them up. They are currently trying to flood the West with turd-world immigrants and initiate World War III by making an imaginary boogeyman out of Russia. They need to be expelled from the U.S. and every other country. Let them rot away in IsraHELL counting their shekels and "kvetching" about how nobody likes them.

posted to religion by Alice, Trollop of the Poor (0 comments)

There is one race of beings that has done more harm to our world than any other: Jews. Jews are a race of parasites who leech off of every civilized country they can slither into and feed off of it until its economy is drained and its moral fabric is completely unraveled. Jews are left-wing degenerates and Communists who promote every type of social ill and destructive lifestyle you can think of. They pressure the shabbos goyim in our governments to support their "holy land" called Israel which they stole through bloodshed from the Palestinians, and to give them reparations for a genocide (the Holocaust) which has largely been proven to be a hoax. Jews are bloodsuckers, thieves, crooks, liars, manipulators, con men, swindlers, peddlers of immorality and indecency, etc. They are a nihilistic cult of deviants and sociopaths who bring misery and sorrow to all civilized nations, and control and corrupt all of our institutions. We really should have let the Nazis win WW2. Hopefully someday we'll have a leader who will finish the job Hitler started.

posted to religion by Stevie, Venture Capitalist of Justice (15 comments)

The bible teaches that we go to heaven by grace through faith alone. The passages on being justified by works in James (by both context and what some of the words say EXACTLY in Greek) that it is talking about being justified before men, but not God. Logically it follows to me that if Christ died for sins, then faith Him saves instead of works. Now I realize with spiritual things it might be hard to be logical sometimes. This is why the bible over and over again says we are saved by grace and faith instead of works. Works are important for a believer because they are an outworking of the regeneration God gives us upon faith in Christ. They also earn extra rewards in heaven and bring some blessing in this life and prevent God's harsher discipline in this life. The idea that God disciplines believers for blatant and unrepentant sin in this life shows that being saved by grace alone is no license to sin and get away with it. In an earlier post I pointed out how biblically unmarried sex, sexual feelings, desiring a single woman or your own wife if you are married, are by no means sins. Make no mistake about it. Just because those things aren't sins doesn't mean we don't need grace to be saved. Romans says that ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Ok so now you know that having sex with a girlfriend or boyfriend isn't a sin. Good..now that won't justify you on judgement day with all the other things we have all done that the bible CLEARLY says are sins. The only thing that justifies before God is faith in Christ for eternal life. To help trusting Christ is a major component of the kind of faith that saves.

posted to religion by Morty, Shadow of the Irredeemably Moist (17 comments)

He gave us free will. He is omniscient, so he knew we would use the free will to commit evil. He is omnipotent, so he could have created us to have free will and not commit evil, but he didn't. Therefore he wanted us to suffer and must really be Satan. God = Satan QED.

posted to religion by Ari, Bard of the Homeless (16 comments)

Isaiah 45:7 affirms that God creates darkness and disaster. It is not a creation of mankind, nor of fallen beings or Satan. The Hebrew word here that is translated as "disaster" could also mean "wickedness", "hurt", "affliction" or "adversity". God creates these things directly. Any argument that asserts that evil is a result of Human free will must first get over the fact that the Christian Bible states that God creates evil and disaster itself. Not only does this God create darkness and disaster, but it actively "does" them too. For example in Job 42:11 God is described as doing evil to Job as part of its test of Job even though Job is described as holy and blameless. In other words, the evil done by God on Job was not the result of Job's free will. Also, his children and animals are all slaughtered too, as collateral damage1. God doesn't merely create evil and suffering as possibilities, it actively chooses to do them itself.

Psalm 104:27-30 notes that God sometimes makes animals happy and sometimes "terrifies them" as part of the daily rhythm of life as described in general by Psalm 104, although the King James Version nicely tones this down to "troubles" them.

The Book of Lamentations confirms that free will cannot stop evil, when evil comes from God, nor can man stop goodness, when goodness comes from God:

Who is he that can speak, and it happens, when the Lord command it not?37 Out of the mouth of the Most High proceedeth not both evil and good?38

As various authors copied copies of the Hebrew Scriptures, changes accumulated in the stories. Sometimes, the same story appears twice. There are even two accounts of the Creation that contradict each other in the details. One such doubled story shows us clearly that the Old Testament God is evil, and Satan itself is not a separate being, but is actually part of God, a face of God. There is one occasion when David took a census of his men in order to count how many could fight in the armies of Israel. 1 Chronicles 21:2 and 2 Samuel 24:2 both contain a copy of the exact same text:

“So David said to Joab and the commanders of the troops, "Go and count the Israelites from Beersheba to Dan. Then report back to me so that I may know how many there are."”

1 Chronicles 21:2 “So the king said to Joab and the army commanders with him, "Go throughout the tribes of Israel from Dan to Beersheba and enroll the fighting men, so that I may know how many there are."”

2 Samuel 24:2 What had happened is that God had a rule: That David was not allowed to 'number' Israel. But, for some reason, David went ahead and did so. As a result, God punished them all for breaking his rule. But, it is very telling when we examine the preceding verse: Who inspired David to count Israel's fighting men?

“Satan rose up against Israel and incited David to take a census of Israel.”

1 Chronicles 21:1 “The anger of the LORD burned against Israel, and he incited David against them, saying, "Go and take a census of Israel and Judah."”

2 Samuel 24:1 In one copy of the story, we are told Satan told David to do so. In the other, it was God. How can this be? It is because in the Old Testament, Satan and God are the same being. Satan in the Old Testament is merely the face that God puts on when it is testing its people. "The anger of the Lord" is Satan. It was common in old religions (Hinduism, Roman religions, etc) for gods to have multiple faces, each associated with different emotions. In the Christian Bible, Satan is God.

A similar confusion of roles happens in the Book of Job. In Job 1:8-12 Satan approaches God and asks to test Job's loyalty to God. In Job 1:11 it is God who is asked "put forth thine hand now, and touch all that he hath, and he will curse thee to thy face". Satan's idea is that if God demolishes Job's good life, then Job will no longer be faithful to God. But Satan can't do this itself as it is God that has the power to do evil. In the next verse God gives that power to Satan:

“And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath is in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand.” Job 1:12 [KJV] So, Satan acts only when God gives it power to do so. Once again, we see that God and Satan are merely two facets of the same being. One final verse seals this idea. Who, when it comes to the concluding of the story in chapter 42, is given the credit for bringing evil against Job? It is God itself:

“[Job's friends and family] comforted him over all the evil that the LORD had brought upon him.” Job 42:11 [KJV] Other translations such as Young's Literal Translation phrase it in the same way. God and Satan are intertwined. Satan can't do anything except by the will of God. Psalms 139:12, 1 Chronicles 21:1-2 and 2 Samuel 24:1-2, and Job 1:8-12, 42:11 all confuse good and evil, God and Satan into one single creative force, with God being described as not only the source of evil, but as its actual instigator. God cannot be benevolent.

"And the LORD repented of the evil which he thought to do unto his people." Exodus 32:14 "The LORD is a man of war: the LORD is his name." Exodus 15:3 "For thou shalt worship no other god: for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God." Exodus 34:14 "Blessed is everyone that feareth the Lord." Psalms 128 The Old Testament describes God as angry, fearsome, destructive and vengeful. In continual deviance from what a good god would do, and feel, the God of the Old Testament sometimes repents of its own actions and thoughts. How can a god that knows everything, and is never wrong, repent? How can a good god even have evil thoughts, let alone do evil actions?

It seems one thing that Old Testament gets right is its assertions that we should fear god. See Lev. 25:17; Deut. 6:2, 6:13, 10:12, 10:20, 31:12-13; Joshua 4:24; 1 Sam. 12:14; 2 Kings 17:39; Job 28:28; Psalms 19:9, 25:14, 33:8, 33:18, 34:9, 96:4, 103:11, 103:17, 111:10, 112:1, 115:13, 128:1, 147:11; Proverbs 1:7, 22:4, 24:21; Ecc. 5:7, 12:13; Jer. 5:22. We should definitely fear such a god as this!

In Old Testament times, people were exposed to many different Gods. Frequently, people would simply have to be scared into worshipping one god over another. By representing it as powerful, destructive, jealous and harsh, the Jews who wrote the Old Testament were affirming that they believed their God should be worshipped, and other Gods should be abandoned.

"The third century Church Father, Tertullian, could not imagine how God could not demand fear":

“But how are you going to love, without some fear that you do not love? Surely [an unfeared God] is neither your Father, towards whom your love for duty's sake should be consistent with fear because of His power; nor your proper Lord, whom you should love for His humanity and fear as your teacher.”

The immoral doctrine of original sin, where children are punished for the sins of their parents is hardly the scheme of a moral god. Adam and Eve were punished with death, pain, suffering and caused the evil of all mankind... yet they themselves 'sinned' before they knew the difference between Good and Evil. God must be immoral, if it punishes innocent people for sins they do not understand and could not resist.

The Hebrew Scriptures, which the Christians adopted as their Old Testament, are infamously violent. The endorsements of violence, mass murder and rape & pillage are dramatic, and are conducted under the direct commands of God for the betterment of the believer's religion. The worry is that this gives justification for anyone who hears voices in their head telling them to murder for their religion that actually they should do so. Many Jewish terrorists have followed this line of logic, and for hundreds of years Europe fell into the barbaric and ignorant dark ages under the terrible machinations of Christian institutions that embraced and used all of the Bible's endorsements of violence. Exodus 15:3 states that God loves war, but it is not just enemy combatants that are the target. Exodus 22:18 has been used as the basis for murdering women accused of all manner of daft superstitious things ("thou shalt not suffer a witch to live"). Exodus 32:27-29 has the God of Israel command the army to murder sons, brothers, friends and neighbours and they are then blessed for doing so. In Numbers 31:17 they are told to murder all the children amongst the enemies and any woman who might be pregnant. Deuteronomy 7:1 tells the Israelites to occupy their future land and exterminate the original inhabitants because they are infidels: "you're to make no compromise with them or show them any mercy". Deuteronomy 13:6-9 says that if your relatives or friends try to get you to worship other gods, you must kill them "without mercy" - a deed that Abraham attempts in Genesis 22:1-18. In Deuteronomy 20:16-18 they are told to exterminate "everything that breaths". Joshua 6:21-24 and Judges 20 tell stories where God wants them to kill "everyone in the city, men, women, young and old. They also killed the cattle, sheep and donkeys. ... And they burnt the city with fire" and looted all they could. All with no morality nor sense of loss at all. 1 Samuel 15:1-8 has it that because the indigenous people of Amalek opposed God's murderous army, they killed all the men, women, children, babies, cattle, camels and donkeys there6. Not all the slaughter is on God's chosen land: In Esther 9:12-16 the Israelites slaughter over 75,000 enemies in an internal strife in the Persian empire. In Hosea 13:16 the infants of Samaria will be "dashed in pieces" because the people no longer follow Israel's bloody God. If you are in any doubt that God commands bloodshed in his name then Jeremiah 48:10 declares that you will be cursed if you refrain from bloodshed. These examples are where it is Humans carrying out God's will and don't include the many times where God leads by murderous example.

The author of the Gospel of Luke wrote that Jesus said that 'a tree is known by its fruit' (Luke 6:43-44): "Good trees do not produce rotten fruit, and rotten trees do not produce good fruit". The Old Testament God, who says that he "creates evil" (Amos. 3:6, Isaiah 45:7), cannot therefore be a 'good tree', but must be a rotten one. Luke 12:5 warns us to fear God above anything else in life. An ancient form of Christianity was preached by Marcion, who realized that the God of the Old Testament must be Evil. As Marcion believed that the Good News of the New Testament was the plan of salvation from a good God, he believed that through Jesus the evil god the Old Testament had been defeated.

posted to religion by Lexus, Gunner of the Forgotten Lands (4 comments)