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Well, everyday I keep waking up and doing the same routine. I wake up, get ready for work, maybe argue with my boyfriend for a little, denpending on what he's overreacting about now....and then go to work. I complain the entire time on the way to work about how much I hate work. Then I get there, see the same ugly mug greeting me when I walk in as I do every morning.  I can't put into words the way this woman makes me feel, she ruins every day. She's evil. Seriously, I thought they only made people like her in movies. I roll my eyes and walk past "it" to my desk ready for the day of work, but desperate to go home. After work, I get home, never knowing what to expect. A caring husband? or someone that is looking for someone else to shit on....I guess I'm the toilet. But nevertheless, I make dinner every night with a smile on my face, I wash all the towels and do all the dishes....I clean the litter box, and feed the cats, the only ones in my life who I believe love me truely and unconditionally..as I do them..then I go to bed. I try to fall asleep quickly because showing affection to someone that treats me like the toilet is hard, and the love is dwindling. But then I get up again......get ready for work.....and maybe argue a little more....