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So I'm getting really pissed off at myself because I just won't talk to him! I talk to guys all the time! Plus I'm a nice person and I talk to everyone, why can't I say anything, anything at all!                                                                                                      Well I mean, we say hi and stuff but that's all, and I REALLY want to be his friend and if I want to I gotta act now, he'll be going back to Germany in about 2months. And if we aren't friends and I ask him for his email when he leaves that'll be weird. Also when I was feeling down the other day he noticed, and he asked me I was ok, I thought it was so sweet! Then today he seemed really down and I tryed, believe me, I tryed so many times to ask him if he was alright, but I didn't, I just don't. It's like there is some barrier when I'm around him and I can't say or do anything that I want to when he's around.

I'm such a horrible person, and this is such a stupid thing!