Bitch.

Posted on August 25, 2010 at 02:45 PM (UTC) ( over 1 year ago);
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wrote the following:

If someone looked like they could beat your ass started talking shit, would you talk shit back or just stay there quiet?

No matter how bad I wanted to say something back, I didn't. Then all my friends look at me like a bitch, but I know if it came down to fighting I would stick up for myself....though I don't like fighting, I'd just want to kill the person which is why I keep a blade with me at all times in case anything happens because I know I'm not the strongest person and I won't accept getting beaten. 

Plus, I'm a very awkward, introverted, and shy person....I wish I was more outgoing then maybe I'd say something back.

When things like this happens, I constantly think about it later on, comebacks I should have said and what not then it just makes me angry to the point where I punch walls. 

Why can't I be like this when face to face with them? Instead I just feel like a big stone is holding me in my place.

I don't need any rude comments, I have enough of that shit, but whatever.

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  1. RE: Bitch.

    Posted on August 25, 2010 at 04:00 PM (UTC) ( over 1 year ago )
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    B7a0e5d2b267f45608f05cdbd5c59c4c

    wrote the following:

    Since "Hell is other people", the solution is to stay out of hell by staying away from other people.

    Simple! 

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  2. RE: Bitch.

    Posted on August 25, 2010 at 09:52 PM (UTC) ( over 1 year ago )
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    39cb181c8aa117ade8ebba032f6338c8

    wrote the following:

    I've always been the same way.  I think it's because we are deep down just too good of people to want to say or do anything to hurt another.  I'm 40 now.  It gets easier as you get older to say whats on your mind to people.  I've become a little more fearless in my old age.  :)  Chin up.  It'll get better.

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  3. RE: Bitch.

    Posted on August 28, 2010 at 08:21 AM (UTC) ( over 1 year ago )
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    1e85d12f680dac35e081c40e01e2c7a4

    wrote the following:

    I can tell you've been hurt in the past, like most human beings... but that still doesnt take away any of your pain nor does it make what ever happened to you right.  But i hope you know that fighting is never worth it. not because oh you'll get in trouble or oh you'll hurt the other person but because it gives you this high of feeling vindicated and powerful, but only for a moment. Then you crash and you realize what you've done, and the feeling just sucks. It really does, if two capable human beings can't solve something or atleast be civil about it and agree to disagree, where does this put our world?

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