Posted on March 12, 2010 at 07:47 AM (UTC)
( almost 2 years ago);
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I so want to end my life as soon as possible. I have been unhappy for the longest time. My daughter hates my guts so what is the point in living. She would love it if I was just out of her life. I am going to go somewhere and do it because I don't want her to find me dead.
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2 responses to I really hate my life!!
RE: I really hate my life!!
Posted on March 12, 2010 at 09:11 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )wrote the following:
perhaps a vacation would be better. there are free meditation retreats available via http://www.dhamma.org/ There's probably free suicide counseling in your area as well.
RE: I really hate my life!!
Posted on March 13, 2010 at 01:12 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )wrote the following:
It breaks my heart to hear this. If you think your daughter hates you...cut her out of your life. She will come crawling back to you I promise. Please don't end your life. There is someone out there who loves you. There are people out there waiting to meet you. There are people out there ready to make new memories with you, laugh with you. Don't throw your whole life away. You only get one chance to live, try and make the best of it. Please. If anything, do it for yourself. You deserve to live, otherwise you would have died already. You are here for a reason. Tomorrow can be a new life for you. Each day is only what you make of it. Make the best of it. Smile! Laugh! Give someone the relief of trying to save your life and succeeding. Please.