why did he marry me

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I was never getting married until I me t the man that I fell for Love at first sight, and for the next two weeks tried to forget but couldn't, stayed in my mind the whole time even tho I stayed out of sight after two weeks saw him  as I entered he said to me "well its about time ,I was leaving tommorrow" and now as we approach a 10 yr. annivarsary in 4 months am totally perplexed as to the last 6 mo.s of seperated status and still reeling from loss of my best friend my mom at about same time...What ever  does that have to do with anything he says? So anyway, because of my indescrections and him unable to get past them he's moved out to which for reasons given to me about watching some womans house and caring for her animals while she be away and then telling me how she wants more and him not being willing but also the house next to hers is a woman whom now bieng its strickly bussiness has him.  yet-  hes drove both their vehicles  and one loaned him finances to finally get his own only lately; complains hes sleepin on a floor but its his choice to do so.