Venting

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Im depressed. I've come to realize my life is going no where. I'm almost 22 and still have not gone back to college. I will be attending and it is devestating that im just beginning my 4 year journey, and friends from my highschool are graduation this in a couple months. I cant find a job. I Like a girl alot and i dont know if she likes me, she plays too many games, I really cant get her off my mind.. I haven't really had feelings for a girl since highschool and i have feelings for her so im confused. It sucks because i had a chance to ask her out and i didnt because i had no money. i Guess this is all my fault in the end. I just hope and pray things will resolve soon. And i hope i get the girl.