mates? pffft!

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i mean, seriously, i've known them since we were in yr 7! and yet this lad has been their mate since last week, and they're asking him to go on a cruise with them, and treating him like a best mate! did i get asked! pffft!

and this girl in our english class. it's like the four of them sit watching her, and the second she moves, they begin to criticise! and then they don't understand why she's getting upset, or why she gets to a point that she starts to call them stuff back!

i dont even know why i hang round with them! they're all just B*stards! im just waiting for them to push me over the edge, and when they do that, i'm gonna flipat them. i keep telling ymself that i can hold on until next year, where we all go to seerate colleges, and i just happen to "lose" contact with them, and my facebook accidently deletes them, but im startinng to doubt that i can!

i have people that are real friends in that school, but for some reason i just seem to stay mates with these four, and their new bestust :@... with what i have put up with off them, im sure most others would have started fights over!

and then thers the whole matter of me being human! i mean, it is human nature to feel emotions, but im not allowed to get angry without argumnets, im not allowed to like anyone in relationship way, because they would bully me, or her, and i not allowed to have fun; wait till you hear this!

they think im some kind of mentall ill weido, because i like to jump! i mean, i get a thrill out of the feeling of being off the ground, and the buz as you impact the ground at the bottom of the stairs... but they think that the only way to ever have fun involves alcohol, condoms and a metaphorical knife for each other's backs...