In the dimmed lighting of my family room at age 9, I was revealed to the alarming reality of our society's enslavement to sex. Before my eyes, were women of unrealistically beautiful porportions. Following my rendezvous with the mass media's concept of sex I was exploited by several men. Whistling, cat-calling, perverts. My brothers objectified every woman we saw on television..in fact, they even commented on the women we encountered on a day to day basis. Following this plight, I was led to a job in which my boss committed several acts of sexual harrassment... i obediently justified not reporting because i felt pity for this man. He had a sad life. He made this very, very clear to me. In fact, my entire life I have been confronted with abuse, harrassment and exploitation....I, myself, have exploited sex. I have felt like i was only ever good enough to be an object. I have been stood up by several men. I have been told how beautiful, amazing, unique and intelligent I am...and then after the blow job or session of fucking, never been contacted again...well, unless he was horny. I have a large sexual appetite. I hate it. I hate the energy of society today. I also hate how i have abused sex, and i refuse to blame my acts upon society...i take full ownership. However, sex is as complex and meaningful to us as drinking water. Women are to be virgins at marriage, but damn good at giving head. Men are entitled to stare at your breats or scan your entire body, slowly...and then either approve or dissaprove as if you were a peice of fruit at the super market. Society...we are becomming slaves to our insecurities, animals addicted to instant gratification...and we justify the degradation by calling it a "natural act"...or calling ourselves "addicts".... Dogs entitled to use and own sex as if it were a seperate act from making love. Yes, i realize the difference between fucking and making love, but I refuse to encourage the existance. I have never made love...and that was the only endeavor i set out to accomplish by participating in the act. Little did i know i was disrespecting my soul. How stupid I was!!! I only hope the other 9 year old's in this world realize they are deserving of real love and that their bodies are not objects of pleasure for people to masturbate inside of them...women and men alike are both objectified to this enslavement. I, however, choose from this day on to not put up with it anymore. Just because I am in anothers presence, does not mean they may subject me to any form of the degradation of love and sex.



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Posted on February 22, 2010 at 11:06 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )wrote the following:
AMEN TO THAT! You should pick up Freud's "Three Essays on Sexuality", its not long at all but a really thought provoking read. He talks about sex and specifically the sex drive as energy and how some people take that energy and put it into other things, I don't even know you have to read it!