do you ever sit and think wtf?!?!? this is not how it was supposed to be?!?!? you have so many fuck ups that you cant go back and fix, you know how to make a few of them "maybe possibly" right but everything is so fucked up that it seems fruitless to try and fix a few because you know it wont even work so fuck it sit back and drink a beer then think about what " should have been, could have been, and would have been" and post something on some random private blog so nobody knows who you are and that through all you "happiness" you are just as fucked up as ever.



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Posted on February 16, 2010 at 02:45 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )wrote the following:
I certainly do. That is exactly what I do. Regularly. And then I think it is what I deserve because I am: "a useless, pisshead junkie". Or so my partner says. He's on the To Fix list but I am too fucking fucked up to deal with him and even if I tried, he's such a wanker he wouldn't notice. What a crap old world it is. Thanks for posting. It makes me feel slightly better to know that there are others out there (well, at least one person!) who go through the same old crap that I do. Well done! lol