I don't know what exactly what it is I intend with this blog...

Posted on February 14, 2010 at 02:20 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago);
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I don't know whats going on. I'm 23 years old. I am a supervisor of security at a local shipping company. I am making decent money so no real complaints there. I just don't know. I have no girl in my life. And I am at a point where I would like to be with someone to spend time with and just be able to be myself with and relax with. I am now a brand new business owner of an online business. Literally i just started today. I am full of fear about the whole thing failing. I am afraid of being alone for good. I am afraid of being the guy who shuts all his friends out. I am afraid to live for fear of loss. Which means that I lose anyways because i lose the experience of truly living. What the hell am I supposed to do?

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  1. RE: I don't know what exactly what it is I intend with this blog...

    Posted on February 15, 2010 at 04:18 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    It's the heart afraid of breaking 
    that never learns to dance 
    It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance 
    It's the one who won't be taken 
    who cannot seem to give 
    and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live 

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  2. RE: I don't know what exactly what it is I intend with this blog...

    Posted on February 15, 2010 at 07:20 AM (UTC) ( almost 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    I think youll be okay. As long as you keep remembering that you are happy with what you have now.. and remember that if you didnt have any fears at all--that something is probably wrong/you'd be ignorant because life is scary.. i think the whole girl thing will fall into place as long as --you have fun and are happy with what you have now.

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