I know I am not so fat, well over weight as I see my self. I know I only have to lose about 20 more pounds to be within military regulations, but I can't help feel like I am a cow each time I eat. It can be healthy food or junk food, I just feel like I am getting fatter each time I eat. I hate this feeling. I don't think I look good and I know I am not fit. I want it all and I know there is no magic pill to make it so. My wish right now is to be attractive to myself.

2 responses to not so...

  1. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. God made you the way you are for a reason, and someday someone is gonna come along and make you feel like the most beautiful person in the world, and God will see that it happens. Don't beat yourself up for looking a certain way. You're beautiful, it's society that's ugly!
  2. hey fat ass stop your whining on a anon blog get off your fat ass really now if people say you are fat tell them to go fuck themselves