My long distance love slave.

Posted on October 11, 2007 at 06:10 PM (UTC) ( over 4 years ago);
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I've got a bit of a confession to make: for the past year, maybe year and a half, I've had a long distance slave. Not, like, a girl locked in the basement kind of thing. More of a strange bdsm affair I don't know how to put into words. She's a masochist, gets off to being hurt, but can't do it alone. She says it's not the same, that she needs someone else to do it, or "make" her do it. I'm not really sure how I met her. It was such a long time ago... we were playing an MMORPG and came across each other one day. Started talking, exchanged AIM's, then started talking on the phone. This wasn't dark, romantic stuff, we were just friends passing the time when we were bored. Then something changed. I was teasing her, I think, saying that she needed a spanking because she was being naughty. She giggled a little, and said something I can't remember, but it was encouraging. It was such a strange blur that I can't remember most of the conversation that followed, but an hour later she was paddling herself with a hair brush while she moaned like a whore into the phone. I've cybered rough stuff before, but never done it in real life, I never hang around the kind of people that would be into that stuff. But somehow me and my slave met online, and after that night of light spanking, I just kind of fell down the rabbit hole after her. Now, she wears a "day collar," has a few hand-picked (by me) s&m toys that she uses when we play on the phone. She acts like a brat when she wants a harsh punishment. We’ve gone from light play to rough beatings that draw blood , only a little, but she likes it a lot. We’re very careful, so safety isn’t an issue. I don't love her. She doesn't love me either. I mean, I care for her, but it's not love. She adores me as a master and friend, and I adore her like one might a prized possession or favorite pet. I know that sooner or later we’re going to meet in real life. Hang out for a few days, give her enough love to last her a few months, and then when she leaves, things will go back to normal again. Now that I’ve written it down, it all sounds really crazy..

 

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  1. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on January 06, 2008 at 11:57 PM (UTC) ( over 4 years ago )
    replies: 1

    it sounds...funny :]...

     

    but hot... in a weird way..

    and...stuff...

    anyway its sad though...

    just like that...

    u should be together :] 

    • RE: My long distance love slave.

      Posted on August 29, 2011 at 11:25 PM (UTC) ( 9 months ago )
      replies: 0
      96eff7b126c143639f7a36d5a72090ad

      wrote the following:

      Good post.. interesting..

       

      What im really interested in is why does this post come up when I click "random post"... it's always this same post...... ?

  2. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on September 23, 2011 at 01:45 PM (UTC) ( 8 months ago )
    replies: 0
    48077069025a0cbddec44a4e5c5443e2

    wrote the following:

    Everyone's fucked in the head somehow. 
    Enjoy your rough sex. :]

  3. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on October 04, 2011 at 02:31 AM (UTC) ( 8 months ago )
    replies: 1
    E3e1dd0fa065624d48d4634a66751b89

    wrote the following:

    if you are both into it, enjoy it, it sounds crazy cause society tells us its not normal, but it is, we all get off on different things, trust me, worst to not experience enjoyable things than to be "normal"

  4. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on November 04, 2011 at 11:13 AM (UTC) ( 7 months ago )
    replies: 0
    03eca6ca22b9ee6bf65667505aeeea9b

    wrote the following:

    Please change post frequently..?  Not like there is anything wrong with this, it's just a bit frustrating. Thanks 

  5. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on November 05, 2011 at 06:33 PM (UTC) ( 6 months ago )
    replies: 0
    8baa4c1e47620dafa4298146eb2adf05

    wrote the following:

    Or maybe you can get married you jerk.

  6. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on December 01, 2011 at 12:56 PM (UTC) ( 6 months ago )
    replies: 0
    C6a54affe33729a039f8b2959d3f3ab9

    wrote the following:

    i dont believe that this girl will just tun me off like this her name is shevon loi

  7. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on December 09, 2011 at 11:01 AM (UTC) ( 5 months ago )
    replies: 0
    7491c937659bdeee8baf9eb001e0628b

    wrote the following:

    Cool story, bro. It doesn't sound that crazy, actually. Nobody is taking advantage of anybody else, so let your freak flag fly high.

  8. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on December 17, 2011 at 01:33 AM (UTC) ( 5 months ago )
    replies: 0
    07a8dc0147eafa9e8b9a2800c1bd600d

    wrote the following:

    i ve had a similar thing going with my ex-gf.. for 2,5 years.. it started with chatting on skype... than we took it into RL. she loved to be punished, getting slapped real hard, being humiliated and ordered to obey, do little erotic, submissive tasks.. i never really liked that way, but i enjoyed, that she enjoyed it. sick shit... and now she s gone... 

  9. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on December 28, 2011 at 03:01 AM (UTC) ( 5 months ago )
    replies: 0
    E04690f09bc588aca6d990f8e3be29ce

    wrote the following:

    check out this video, it may help :)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XM1bLTEZgNw

  10. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on January 03, 2012 at 07:28 AM (UTC) ( 5 months ago )
    replies: 0
    0a341a13732f4e4519769b78c7bbe4a6

    wrote the following:

    It's not crazy. BDSM is not something most people choose, but those who choose it know what they're getting into. If you both have a mutual understanding of the relationship, then it's fine.

     

    Keep thriving. :) 

  11. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on January 10, 2012 at 05:25 PM (UTC) ( 4 months ago )
    replies: 1
    67a7b85fca869cc387ade6e4d3dfce7f

    wrote the following:

    NASTY NASTY.  YOURE JUST GROSS NASTY NOW. A SHOWER CANT WASH THAT FILTH OFF - EWWW

  12. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on February 03, 2012 at 04:05 PM (UTC) ( 3 months ago )
    replies: 0
    Ee5034b402edccb2c36d1e64546d250a

    wrote the following:

    it doesn't sound crazy, bdsm can be and is a wonderful thing when done right, and it sounds to me like you're working it beautifully for not know what you're doing. nice job :)

    ps i am a dominatrix, so i do understand what you're talking about 

  13. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on February 03, 2012 at 11:42 PM (UTC) ( 3 months ago )
    replies: 0
    C167a848b8726b7ce784ad9090dca427

    wrote the following:

    As an admittedly-submissive and pseudo-masochist... and having known others of similar fetish... I want you to be careful.  Are you sure she doesn't love you?  Be sure of that before you "give her enough love to last her a few months."  You may not realize it, but she may feel more attached to you than you think.  Just be careful. 

  14. RE: My long distance love slave.

    Posted on February 16, 2012 at 10:19 PM (UTC) ( 3 months ago )
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    366437aa963523aa3690b375a2fe38c1

    wrote the following:

    Doesnt sound crazy at all... actually made me horny as fuck.

    But, she probably does have other feelings for you.

  15. RE: My long distance love slave.

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