Bitch.

If someone looked like they could beat your ass started talking shit, would you talk shit back or just stay there quiet? No matter how bad I wanted to say something back, I didn't. Then all my friends look at me like a bitch, but I know if it came down to fighting I would stick up for myself....though I don't like fighting, I'd just want to kill the person which is why I keep a blade with me at all times in case anything happens because I know I'm not the strongest person and I won't accept getting beaten.  Plus, I'm a very awkward, introverted, and shy person....I wish I was more outgoing then maybe I'd say something back. When things like this happens, I constantly think about it later on, comebacks I should have said and what not then it just makes me angry to the point where I punch walls.  Why can't I be like this when face to face with them? Instead I just feel like a big stone is holding me in my place. I don't need any rude comments, I have enough of that shit, but whatever.