I take the drugs so that I can work

I was concerned that I wouldn't do enough work because I would be too depressed.     So I went to the hospital and got a bunch of antidepressants and sleeping pills (because I get tired a lot).  And I've been taking the damn things and I still have too much work to do, and too little time to do it in.   Are the drugs making me stupider?  Have I just stopped caring enough?   In eleven hours I have to give a presentation at a meeting and there is no way I will have enough time to prepare it.     And I have to get the damn ten pages written tonight.     I don't even get to take *fun* drugs - I get to take "Lexapro" and "Stilnox," the boring drugs.