Ashamed

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My father is an imagrant to Canada. He has a univeristy degree in his home country and while studying he was probably expecting a great life witha great job. Then my mom and him came to Canada, he couldn't find any jobs that were suitable for his education level. He worked many jobs during the nights and he worked very hard. My mom is going through is also going through a lot of hardship. Everything is so messed up. I come from a pretty large family. I feel embarassed when people come over or see how I'm living. It's just so embarassing, everyone else is living off fine. I know my parents are trying really hard to give me and my sibling a good life but I hate this life. I sometime piss my parents off. I'll through tantrum and complain about my close. C'mmon what's wrong with me? They show that they love me, they give me as much as they can. I know that they're going through a lot of hardship - but why am I being such a b*tch? I tell myself to control myself, but my frustration get the best of me. Does anyone else feel the same way?