Life / all -- 9966

I don't know where to begin. I feel depressed constantly....
I live in a box.  Everything in my life is...
so basically where do I start, first off i hate...
I have a wonderful man that I live with.  I...
dam you, dam you all for trying to drag me...
comparing myself to others...i always look at other people and...
I don't get it I jsut don't fucking get it....
So over 4 years ago when my now wife became...
I have been having these dreams, and visions of me...
I so want to end my life as soon as...
Hmm. I think I am an alcoholic. Maybe a drug...
Just like Angels, I think each of us have our...
Tears and sunshine. Smiles and rain. Breathe, lungs collapsing. Blood...
My life is a joyless drudgery. My relationship is emotionally...
These days I feel as if I am not being...
Im depressed. I've come to realize my life is going...
Mothers are supposed to be there for you right? Wrong....
Money has, and is further making me into a complete...
The world, life, is a cruel and horrible place to...
I'm watching all this stuff, all these program, on TV...